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I guess time will tell. My plan stays the same. Regardless of who may or may not join me somewhere down the line.

Yeah, both of us are still holding on. But she's holding on stronger, for sure. There must be something here, huh? It's been six months... I moved away and started a new life... And still I feel connected to her.

I won't lie, I was this close to texting her today. But I held back. And now this. Wow...

So... My ex just sent me a picture. Apparently, she's at my mom's workplace. Awesome.

Water! Good! Water! More!

And yes, I am allowed to clown around a bit, because I am extremely clear on who or what I am, what I stand for and what I am all about. I am more than comfortable in my own company. I can look into the mirror with a light heart and a clear conscience. I am walking the talk. It only makes sense that being this real and this committed has to be balanced with being playful and silly from time to time. Because madness.

Oh snap. Sad but true.

The degree to which what you are saying to me does not match to where you're soul is currently at... is the degree to which you are burning.

I don't hear the words that come out their mouth... I hear their souls crying out loud to me. Because I can hear them. Unlike most.

I'm in Amsterdam, forgot? Junkies, drug dealers and hookers are everywhere. And apparently, they all think I'm here to save them.

I don't care how enlightened you think you are, spend enough time around people that view you a certain way, and it will start affecting you, shaping you, altering you. That is why it is crucial to spend equally as much if not more time alone, than you spend around others. Especially if those others are criminals and who res.

Who are you when no one is looking?

From rivers of sorrow To oceans deep with hope I have travelled them Now, there is no turning back The limit, the sky I ask my questions Why? What today? When tomorrow? Won't you join me on the perennial quest Reaching into the dark, retrieving light Search for answers on the perennial quest Where dreams are followed, and time is a test

No time for mental crutches The maker has moved on I will take it raw and be on my way Those that stood beside me I'm glad you understand Behind these written words I share the simple plan To hang on to the way that we feel

The journey begins with curiosity And envolves into soul-felt questions On the stones that we walk And choose to make our path Sometimes never knowing Other times knowing too much Filtering out the bad that holds us back Take hold of what is true to your hunger A hunger that will not go away Plans for tomorrow, they will remain