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@Natasha Tori Maru Self is all there is. Which means there is no self.

If only it was just a song, huh? There we go. Thank you for your honesty. You can steal my jokes or copy my style, it's all good. But don't forget to give me credit.

The Alps are my biggest concern, of course. Worst case scenario, if I see it's too difficult, I'm taking a short train ride in that region. I'll see as I go. I simply have to trust.

Behold... The bike.

@Vali2003 Thank you. And be sure to be updated. Hence this thread. Feeling stronger than ever. Physically, mentally, emotionally. On all levels of being. Have been cycling over 50km daily for the past 8 months. Give or take. I am one with the bike. But, so far, I was only cycling around and in the city. This will be a different beast to slay.

My mother is terribly sick. Has been for over a decade. I have been living in Amsterdam for nearly a year now, chasing my big dreams, carving my own path... But I would not forgive myself if she wouldn't make it by the time I'm done with my stupid mission. Why am I not flying? Taking the bus or the train? Can't explain. It's beyond me. It's not just that I have something to prove, to myself and the entire world. It's that if I make it, I will become so ridiculously powerful, no illness and no delusion will ever stand a chance in my presence. Unless something truly impossible and unexpected happens, and God gives me a red light... I am absolutely for sure doing it. Starting tomorrow. Pray for me, and my mother. It's all for love. (jeez uploading pix is a real bitch here huh)

We are origin We are increate You will see our coming for a thousand years Every violent element incarnate, made flesh and fused to one You may call us Remnant, as we are all that will be left Brought forth by ancient whisper Deployed by inverse suns To capture the essence of creation and render it undone We come to make all things collide Those joules define what we are An energy born in dissonance Long before first ever star Baptized in the river you call time We know that we are sacred In human tongue we're apocalypse For we bring with us obliteration Through spectacles tuned to infinity You will see our coming for a thousand years You will know us then for what we truly are The realization of every fear

@Carl-Richard That came out of nowhere. Bravo!

@Carl-Richard Welcome to the club. Links or it didn't happen.

@Carl-Richard Haha! That too is overactive! Right, Jester?!

@Dodo Wishing you a fast recovery. You got this. And thanks for the dance. Enjoyed it a lot.

@Dodo Grew up without both parents. Father was completely out of the picture, mother is currently terribly sick. Cycling 1,300km back home, starting tomorrow, to prove that superheroes are real, and to be by her side. Sup.

@Dodo Wow. How mature. So much substance. Mommy and daddy were not there so now Leo Gura is the saviour? Test it out. Say something nasty back. See if anyone gets offended. And then think about that ego idea again, a bit harder. (It might be time. Ready to be banned now. Just don't be surprised when the entire world learns what a joke of a place this is. That other forum has already sealed its fate) mWa.

@Dodo Read on the previous page what the arch enemy AI said about thoughts and feelings (pain) to understand (intellectually) how consciousness becomes thoughts and feelings (pain).