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  1. I think that's just the main topic. We are just giving suggestions related to "Stop Debating" and then we vote At least that's my understanding lol
  2. I'm in
  3. I'm sorry it isn't working.. But like I said before, she won't learn how to survive on her own if you coddle her. It will be hard, but it's something she has to figure our for herself. No one can do it for her. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being together but still having your lives outside of each other. The relationship is relatively new and you two aren't married, so it's just as important for each of you to discover who you are on your own as it is together. Don't hold on to this. You said it, "there was nothing you could do", and there is nothing wrong with that. You gave it your best shot, but she wasn't ready. That's okay. Just go on your trip and don't let this ruin anything. Enjoy your time with your friends, while you have no commitments or responsibilities.
  4. Journal Entry #1 Introduction So this is my first Journal Post. I don't really know what I will be sharing, but I hope to discover something about myself through this journal. Responses are more than welcome I could never turn down good advise. Here we go: Life has been pretty insane the past couple months Husband's friend committed suicide His grandfather got sick He started abusing Meth We got into a big fight (things got physical) Almost left him I got into a bad car accident Resolved things with my husband Graduated from college Had to kick my roommate (my sister) out of our apartment for being a mooch One of my friends committed suicide Got into another fight with my husband (nothing physical this time) My husband left for a while Now he's back and things are "okay" Things are starting to move forward with my case (for the accident) And all in the span of just 2 months. Boy, how life can just spiral out of control sometimes. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) back in high school, which can make it hard to control my feelings or reactions to things. But I feel like I have been getting better at controlling it as I work on my meditation and self inquiry. I have been doing my best to stay very mindful of my situation and all the factors involved. I have been able to feel very grateful and blessed through all of this pain. I still struggle to deal with some parts of what has been going on, but I try to tell myself that there is more than all of this. I can handle it. Some of my family members have said that they think it's weird for me not to be panicked or messed up over everything. Is it? I know that my physical pain will heal eventually, so there is no point to stress that. And as for everything else, time keeps going. I have a life that I want to live, and things I want to be able to see and do. I can't accomplish anything by being stuck in a depression. When I tell them this, they say that "I'm not acting like I care about anything that has happened" but I do care. I can't help what has happened, but I can help what is and will happen. That is my current focus. If it is strange to feel this way, then I guess I accept that. I have seen what being stuck in a depression can do to me, and I won't let that be me anymore, if I can help it. I want to be a strong, smart woman that can push through her worldly troubles and strive for better! Life won't wait for me to make that happen. So I have to work at it now. If this seems weird to my family, so be it.
  5. Totally agree @TripleNipple Gain some life experience! There is so much to see and do. Focus on what makes you happy and just go with it. Travel to gain some cultural experience. It doesn't have to be anything big or out of the country. One thing I used to love doing as a teen was taking of with some of my friends and just getting lost in a new place. The rule was no gps till the end of the day, when we were ready to go home. All it cost was some gas money, but it was some of the best fun I had Through your experiences, I do believe you could find a passion. Once you find it, then you can figure out the best course of action to take. It may be college, or it may not be. Just remember that no matter what path you go down, it is YOUR path and you don't have to answer to anyone If it's what you love, skrew what anyone else thinks! (unless you love to hurt people.... don't do that!!!) lol
  6. My advise is to just think of what you would be doing, if you could do literally anything. If there was nothing holding you back (financially, or other reasons) what would you do? Also, keep in mind that college is not for everyone. If your dream career is something that does not necessarily require a degree, then I wouldn't waste the time and money on college. And if you don't know, then I would suggest to avoid college until you do know. The last thing you want is to go to college and then discover your dream halfway through and realize that you didn't need to go to college for that career. I did that, and now I have a nice stack of student loans for a degree that I didn't really need. You are young, you have time (people live till their 80's now). I know that schools stress further education a lot, but your dream career may only require a trade school at the most. First step is to figure out the dream. If you could start tomorrow, what would you be doing? Music, law, mechanic, anything.
  7. Having some better success these past few days. Slept longer than recommended, but I probably needed it from the lack of sleep before lol The breathing exercises are going well. Still unable to do them at the scheduled times, but I just adjusted the times to fit my schedule
  8. I can only do cartoony things lol I never got shading like that down. So I are very impressed :3
  9. Yeah lol that was my thinking as well. I finally was able to sleep last night Woke up early, got some stuff done and had plenty of time for the breathing. Starting the day feeling pretty relaxed. We'll see how that goes lol
  10. Wow I love the shadowing!!! So professional I love it!
  11. Update: Not doing great on the sleeping part. Had a little trouble sleeping the past few nights... But I have been working on the breathing. Not doing them at the exact times scheduled due to some responsibilities, but I did them no more than an hour before or after the scheduled time It does help to relax me. Was having a small anxiety attack and couldn't understand where it was coming from. It kept getting worse for no reason... So I stopped and did the breathing. It really helped relax my mind and body. 🙏
  12. Hallelujah!!! Lol
  13. Alright yeah it's really awesome. And globally too
  14. Lol 3 please! You won't like me when I'm hungry lmao
  15. lol I can sing some high stuff Just depends on the song lol