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Wouldn't local bacteria be really toxic to alien visitors? They would have no natural defense against common shit. Probably the most mundane and lame barrier to interplanetary pollination. Death by diarrhea.

This case is the most interesting alien cover up story

If I meet an alien, what's the safest way to convey peace? Asking for a friend.

This is incredible! How much work did it go behind these? I never learned how to code so I have zero idea. This seems like alien stuff

lol now you sound like my 8 ex-girlfriends. The only benefit of the doubt I could give him is that he genuinely thinks he's like an alien among the Earth. Which is an easy frame to tap into, and from there you can orchestrate this deconstruction of all social norms which is what he's doing and basically justifying rape because his penis heals people, Hakuna Matata. It's easy to see the rationality behind it from the frame he's claiming to view it from. He's trying to do radical acceptance by eliminating all social norms

The testimonie is pretty condemning. The "Sexual Healer" Claim: Massaro told her he could never be monogamous because he had connections with women he needed to help, often ending in sex because he claimed to be a "sexual healer" [13:54]. Healing through Sex: He convinced her that she needed to be "fucked" in front of another woman (Corey) to be healed [20:54]. He referred to this as a form of "spiritual transmission" [21:50]. The "Magic Penis": He explicitly told women his penis had "healing properties" [21:50]. Post-Sex "Healing": After the act, he would tell the woman she was now "healed," which Jacqueline noted was essentially a way for him to stop "tormenting" her for a period of time [23:27]. The alien "nourishment" excuse: He claimed that because he was an "alien," certain female body types were "nourishing for his soul" like a "baby's bottle," which he used to justify only "healing" beautiful women [25:07]. The Negative Entity Accusation: After she left, he told the community that a "negative entity" had entered his body through her decision to fear him and that he "almost died" because of her [34:26]. The Financial Drain: Jacqueline gave him hundreds of thousands of dollars, which he spent within two or three months on suits, fireworks, and hotels while dating other women [30:15]. The "Gift" Letter: To avoid taxes and legal scrutiny, he made her sign a letter stating the money was a "gift" [17:04]. Tests of Devotion: In a restaurant, he demanded she take off her shirt to prove her love and devotion. When she refused, he told her she had "failed this test of love" [18:31].

This is cool, the Alien looks like Leo.

During my initial awakenings, I observed sacred geometry and symbols resembling alien code, ancient Hebrew, and glyphs. In deeper states, I perceived the fabric of reality as perfectly interlocked, holographic yin-yang symbols. These emitted a sound similar to windchimes as I moved through them, appearing like a curved holographic screen. My latest awakening, which prompted me to come across Leo's videos while researching Solipsism, revealed a futuristic transistor or node rendering physical matter through my consciousness. I also saw wavy fabric-like holographic grids. I am curious if others have experienced these how they would define them before the memory fades.

Not “fake vs enlightened.” Too crude. Taken more broadly, this is gifted-anomaly inflation, a lion in spirituality amongst cubs, oh wait thats just my humour but let me continue. So IQ, creativity, meditation, altered states, doctrine and followers can rarity into cosmic authority. Examples include but are not limited to Leo (no offence as I am not a hypocrite, also myself (hence why I will always be anonymous), Owen Cook, Christopher Langan, L. Ron Hubbard, Tom Cruise, Hollywood puppet masters (theres actually many humble people in Hollywood, Will Smith's wife "2-pac dodged at least 1 bullet, dont you think?" , Russell Brand, Wim Hof, every dictator in history. This teaches us that spirituality is not exempt from narcissistic delusions and narcissistic tendencies are not exempt from spiritual insights which can be weaponnised or at the very least, create the potential for a narcissistic fantasy that the very least corrupts their audience. Most of the anomalies I have mentioned either do not know enough about human psychology, ontology, philosophy or if they do not in practice, including myself there as I still have much to learn and to save myself I do my best t never refer myseld as a teacher, to avoid all the pitfalls, that Leo himself brings up in the very cultish thinking, that I would expand towards including even being a cult unto oneself. In the context of socialised spirituality, an ego has the potential pitfall of spiritualitising things like: “I awakened” becomes exemption. “I see deeper” becomes dismissal. “Oneness” becomes boundary-erasure. “Transmission” becomes power economy. “Infinity” becomes a shield. These are however transient, forms od dissociation and from dissociation towards fragmentation that further imprisons or is only released by the very awareness or social, emotional maturity, that wouldn't dissociate in these ways. Misconduct is not just ethical failure. It is epistemic contradiction when its discarded as irrelevant, because its relevance is right fucking here before us now creating a ripple effect isnt it? Thats the awareness that is delusionally being witnessed when the ego creates narcissistic defenses like these. Even denialism by the very same mechanism can say "its not narcissism, that is your human paradigm. I am now Ra, or at the very least an alien here in a human body to instruct humanity". Youre here to instruct humanity, a role that has consequences, arguably positive ones, yet you are exempt from negative consequences for whatever conduct is involved in that process but you reap the rewards for whatever positive you do? Right, right, thats a 2 pac gunshot wound that got shot twice. The "Ra" sentiment and the like is just statistical anomaly delusion, Sam Vaknin, a guy that wrote a lot about this subject, would likely agree with me but because his own status of having NPD, he would also probably correct me however unnecessary it would be to do so. Also, understand that I am differentiating between narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) and the environments, including being a statistical anomaly, that can in these environments, reinforce narcissistic patterns that otherwise wouldn't reveal themselves as strongly, hence the adage and analogous, "power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely", and I would just add, where there is the lack of broad consciousness development. Also another distinction that needs to be made clear is this, and its so freaking paramount, there must be differentiation between specialised consciousness development like awareness of infinity, versus broad consciousness development, which is the container to hold the highest of specialised consciousness developments. Otherwise its not consciousness development, it just becomes a weapon of persuasion and influence analogous to the "halo effect" of being attractive, which only further adds to Mr. Massaro's statistically anomalous spiritual status. If awareness is profound, why weaponise insight? Why miss consequences a mature teacher should detect from dependency, coercion, secrecy, sexual confusion, money-pressure to group distortion? This isnt about abandoning authority and equalising consciousness among persons as it defeats the purpose of growing consciosuness, however being a statistical anomaly that is only a statistical one not an absolute one, does not grant one the privileged status of superiority in the intrinsic being aenae. Awareness should sharpen consequence-detection: less manipulation, clearer consent, deeper humility, harder accountability. Real states can pass through corrupt structures. Then realization is partial, unstable, or ego-colonised. Heres the test as a relatively good rule of thumb: Does awakening make the teacher easier to question, or harder? If harder, it is not teaching. It is hierarchy protected by metaphysics.

I think part of the asymmetry I noticed is that at first I was a normal kid just like all the other boys. After severe harm, I now had a reference point that nobody else had. I could no longer look at typical kid behavior the same way anymore. My reference point had made me more of an alien to everyone else who was fine with grabbing my private parts. Meanwhile, men who experience severe sexual harm seem to be more likely to act outwardly, though it is not always the case. Some become hyposexual rather than hypersexual as in my case. It seems that part of the problem is that I confused this reference point for severe harm for who I am. It seems the jovial nature of a child exists in the absence of this reference point. Once I label this a reference point rather than being enmeshed with it such that an entire identity is spun around this pain, it seems to allow self love to become easier. I'm not really sure who I am if not a reference point around which an identity forms, but I seem to be that which identifies with the point. There was an identity disruption caused by severe harm and the construction of an identity that was crushed before it could form is the project I never quite worked out. I never even managed to get a therapist who specializes in both autism and childhood sexual abuse, meaning I have been required to figure out all of this without professional help. The professionals are compromised by our terrible educational system in America.

I think video games can be good at putting you into the mind of different perspectives, being essentially simulations. By virtue of how the game's mechanics forces you to behave, what to avoid and how to think you can gain an appreciate for different an alien perspectives. It's different from trying to be artsy. Prime example are tactical FPS with slow movement and realistic guns. Makes you realize how psychologically stressful combat is. Like when you have to cross a field and have no idea if an enemy is watching. If you get caught in the open your dead. And you die die instantly and traumatically. There's no HP bar draining. You'll be alive one moment and the next you are dead. You could be in the thick of it and have no idea where the enemy is and unsure of what to do. Huddled behind a tree stump. Very intense. It makes you appreciate how much luck there is in combat too, whether or not an enemy just happens to see you. Whether or not random explosions and artillery hit you. Your forced to adopt to specific tactics in how you move and approach firefights, but because visibility is low and firefights tend to last just seconds you kind of have to project your mind unto the enemy and predict their movement as much as possible. Your not only moving from a to be looking out for the enemy but deducing their general whereabouts based on clues in your environment (gunshots, orientation of objectives relative to friendly/enemy lines, etc.). This is what I mean by how gaming can put you into a particular perspective. You have to think as a soldier in a microcosm of all the stress that involves. Another example is Rainworld. It makes you appreciate survival as an animal and how it's basically non-stop for animals. Everyday you have to go out and forage and avoid predators. There are no breaks. Your constantly in survival mode. Constanst pressure to not die. Your never fully safe. Every win is fleeting. Also makes me think of the first Bioshock. You where originally meant to play as a little girl. That would have been crazy if done well. I think there's a lot of room for devs to convey unique perspectives. You could make a game that convey the perspective of being a woman in a war torn country, ala Berlin during the red invasion. You'de have hide from rapists and bombs and survive somehow. You'de have to adopt a fundamental sense of distrust in order to survive. Not all perspectives and concepts would lend well to gaming though I think.

Good work detaching yourself from humanity and all it's bullshit, Leo. Soon enough you'll be so alien won't be able to tell if any of us is joshing with you or not 🤡

Sometimes I start giving a credit for people who say that some Alien race came to Earth and Interbread with Locals creating the white Race. How to explain a race that apart from the fact that Nordic Tribes show they were earthbound Animistic people, still looks like that in long term became disconnected from Earth Treating it as a Exraction resource just like an Alien invasive species would treat a planet that is not their own. https://www.nationalgeographic.com/history/article/130423-european-genetic-history-dna-archaeology-science There is something in our DNA, is impossible that beings born from the Earth can be so Antagonistic against it and againt their own kin. Maybe the Invasion hapepend 10.000 years ago. Maybe early. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXeqO3UiMOK/?igsh=czNid2V5ZDFrc2N5 What would explain so much Tecnology and so lack of Earthbound Love for Nature?

April 11.1 1 Yeah my todos are: Learn about as many unique languages as possible including other conlangs. This will take some time. 2 Translations devine Identity 08 Personal Identity 35 Unchanging identity 72 conceptual identity 54 Empty identity 55 Relational identity 10 Home identity 39 Family identity Tribal identity societal identity April 12.1 1 Slogan: Follow the silex Trust the silex 2 I spotted another silexian contradiction in capitalism: the reason why the the value of independence exists it's because of narcissists and opportunists. But narcissists and opportunists only exists because of capitalism. Aphorism: The value of independence comes from independence from narcissists and opportunists. But that value is what creates narcissist and opportunists. Therefore, both independence create the very problem it is meant to solve. Can I find a new word for "something that creates the very problems it is meant to solve"? 60 self-contradiction 3 concepts and translations false value: A value that only applies to specific modal profiles and is damaging if applied to people with the wrong modal profile. Example: Independence. sovereign warless war winning the war not by fighting but by affirming the existence of the enemy better than their own ideology 40 pacifist fascist "the highest goal of silex" is to get a group of marxist-leninists into power silexian prophecy mutual understanding misunderstaning johari window 58 nation identity blood and soil 38-39 blood 38 soil 39 to be at peace with oneself beauty substance Collective psychosis scapegoating is a kind of collective psychosis behemoth collective self hatred 4 Aphorism An ideology is a being 5 Translations Right here, right now 25-61 15, 25-61 69 ectuvosuo exact 25 tourettes idk, extreme form of adhd? wait maybe adhd + extreme hsp so it's epilepsy plus adhd. Seems like this could be the case. okay I chatted with gpt and it seems it is more connected to adhd and autism rather than hsp. 6 Morphemes: 00 = Absolute 01 = Graspable 02 = Body 03 = Soul 04 = Spirit 05 = Mind 06 = Consciousness 07 = Idea 08 = Meaning 09 = Ungraspable 10 = Duality 90 = Unity 11 = Flesh 91 = Skin 12 = Cohesion 92 = Fragmentation 13 = Stability 93 = Collapse 14 = Softness 94 = Rigidity 15 = position 95 = positionless 16 = direction 96 = directionless 17 = velocity 97 = stillness 18 = acceleration 98 = deceleration 19 = conflagration 99 = ceassation 20 = Complexity 80 = Simplicity 21 = Repetition 81 = non-repetition 22 = Reflection 82 = non-reflection 23 = Point 83 = non-point 24 = Mirror 84 = non-mirror 25 = Sequence 85 = non-sequence 26 = Dynamic 86 = non-dynamic 27 = masculine 87 = non-masculine 28 = Feminine 88 = non-feminine 29 = Intelligence 89 = Purity 30 = Granularity 70 = self-similarity 31 = Entity 71 = Plurality 32 = Identity 72 = Operation 33 = Interaction 73 = Coexistence 34 = System 74 = Part 35 = Individual 75 = Alienation 36 = Family 86 = Stranger 37 = Tribe 87 = Outcast 38 = Society 88 = Alien 39 = Home 79 = Homeless 40 = Resolution 60 = Tension 41 = Thing 61 = Attribute 42 = Complement 62 = Contradiction 43 = Symbiosis 63 = Exploit 44 = Life 64 = Death 45 = Consonance 65 = Dissonance 46 = Harmony 66 = Disharmony 47 = Beauty 67 = Doubt 48 = Projectivity 68 = Receptability 49 = Immortality 69 = the now 50 = Attachment 51 = Substance 52 = Illusion 53 = Unawareness 54 = concept 55 = Non-Attachment 56 = Dissolution 57 = Disillusion 58 = Awareness 59 = Truth Phonemes 0 = z eo ts oe 1 = m uo n ou 2 = d ue t eu 3 = sh ui tr iu 4 = rh oa r ao 5 = f ae sf ea 6 = ch ie s ei 7 = v äe sv eä 8 = x äi k iä 9 = ng ai g ia 7 translations magic 09 8 I need to find things that are potentially not described by the 100 morphemes 9 Does my model allow for utilitarianism? 9.1 Can I quantify suffering Sam Harris style? 10 Silex monumental unity 39-90 eternal teaching 49-07 eternal unity 49-90 enemyless ideology oash scapegoatless ideology the one ideology cohesion ideology cohesion path 12-40 nodaoza aoganodaoza infinite path rialaoza 100-language 01-37-uega shavuega Silexis (Silexian language) eternal language enemyless language 43-29 oashuega 29 language uega heart soul-body 03-02 zihutsue principle of difference 11 wait what if uena repetition people want permanece and eosha (point) just move with the culture and don't care much about whether it is permanent or not. So the people who want to identify with the eternal state are not eosha but uefa (sequence). 12.1 Translations Language intelligence 29 Silesis eternal-language Rialuenge cohesion language noduenge 12.2 Silexicon 29 language luenge

Self-Love - The Highest Teaching In The Universe Intro This principle is distilled from the accumulation of all Leo's teachings, this is Leo's primary teaching. It links to the idea of infinite consciousness as self-love is the love of universe and god. It's process that needs to be accumulated from direct experience. Thought experiment Imagine humanity makes contact with a super advanced alien species. What would this species teaching mankind? Faster Than Light Travel? A lack of self love is the underlying issue with civilisation and would likely be their primary teaching. This can be seen and discovered first hand. Self-love systems observation Any system with the deepest truth would have the most robust self love. Evaluating any ideologue and you will see self-love is missing from the fundaments of their thoughts. Implementation of self-love seems to be a problem inherent within institutions, words are cheap. Hatred within any institution suggests an opportunity to develop self-love and it is a corruption within the teaching. Ego-dissolution The premise of self-love is about the atman, the truest self of unified consciousness. The most important implementation is based on the definitions. What is self? What is love? Mystical experience will provide the foundation for understanding this, something like infinite love. Aesthetic changes won't change the underlying lack of self-worth. Judgementality will also reduce the self-love given the unified nature of consciousness. Application of self-love All collections of people require giving love as they are a fragment of the unified conscioussness, and see the beauty of it. Self-love is like identifying the brilliance of reality and your participation within the unified field of being. You are the universe look at itself, it is all your reflection interacting with itself. The infinite mind is generating the reality, and that's its brilliance, while contextualising the physical form. A conditionality is what fractures the connection to infinite love. The aim is unconditional love for the interconnecting field of being. This means loving reality just for the sake of reality, and it means expecting nothing in return. Create a business that helps people. Businesses need to expand to all of mankind. By loving so many people, you cultivate the deepest self love as this is acting our the principle of Atman. Behaviours without self-love Workaholics Pick-up artists playing the numbers game Are you willing to create a new vision for your life? Careers that hurt people, selling food poison. The solution to fear is self love Money problems are a self-love problem. Solutions for systemic problems Self-love has to allow for terrorists, and all other kinds of criminals Our self-love creates a cascade for how the world treats the ecology. Obsesity is a symptom of the lack of self-love that mirrors how humans treat their environment. All aspects of life can boil down to requiring self-love of your innate consciousness. Practice Judgements are the opportunity to see the Atman of all sentient beings and to give the disposition of love. This leads into the realisation is the unity of all existence being love. Self-love is your touchstone in life, it is your compass. Homework Flick wrist every time judgement happens. Make a list of all the reasons you don't love yourself.

Dude, I’ve no idea what you’re talking about…. BLOCK shhmock….what the heck does that even mean, it’s all alien talk to me. For me, just being aware of being conscious is to be aware of pain, or suffering, or trauma, and pleasure, which is just another form of pain. That’s the inescapable consequence of being a conscious being. There’s no escaping from a nervous system capable of feeling, not until that machinery stops functioning. Nothing is more infinitely wide open to reality than being aware you are conscious. Unconscious states like being under anaesthesia or being dead, is the greatest gift that life ever offered.

This video features a discussion with Douglas Macgregor regarding the current escalation between the United States and Iran. Macgregor argues that the conflict is driven by an 'Israel-first' agenda and that the U.S. administration is misled by advisors who believe air power alone can secure a decisive victory (21:37, 24:33). According to Douglas Macgregor, the rest of the Islamic world and much of the global community increasingly view Israel as a "menace" or "virus" that threatens their survival. This opposition stems from several factors: Expansionist Concerns: Macgregor points to the map of "Greater Israel," which allegedly includes significant portions of neighboring nations such as Saudi Arabia, Iraq, Syria, Jordan, and Lebanon. He argues that this geopolitical vision is viewed as an existential threat by populations in the region. (6:42 - 7:42) Alienation: Macgregor claims that Israel is increasingly perceived as a "foreign" or "alien" entity within the region. He suggests that any previous opportunities for accommodation have vanished, exacerbated by rhetoric from figures like Ben-Gvir and Netanyahu. (26:53 - 27:46) Global Sentiment: Macgregor asserts that the entire region, and indeed most of the world, is turning decisively against both the U.S. and Israel, partly because the U.S. is perceived as trying to solve Israel's strategic problems through military force, which he argues is ineffective and damaging to international stability. (16:48 - 17:05)

11 Attempts of 5-MeO-MALT - Trip Reports Date: July 24th 2023 - May 26th 2024 I want these trip reports to serve as documentation of my commitment to the psychedelic process. Table of Contents: 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0001 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0002 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0003 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0004 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0005 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0006 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0007 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0008 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0009 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0010 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0011 Preface before going into 5-MeO-MALT I have to remind myself that 5MEOMALT may not work for me. May not be safe for me. And I must go slow and cap it at a point where it seems unsafe. Not to be worried, but to be informed. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0001 - I got nothing. Date: July 24th 2023 Dose: Plugged 1/2 a level 5-10mg microscoop. I eyeballed splitting it in half, like a boss. Did 2 enemas beforehand. Basically overkill. I think fasting and taking a dump is adequate. Intention: What is the True Nature of Reality? Time: Taken at 2:25pm Plugged the first half at 0.6ml mark on the syringe 18 minutes in - Subtle floor breathing? 42 minutes in - This ain't shit. Plugged 2nd half @3:21pm, an hour in from the first dose. Plugged at 0.4ml mark on the syringe 1 hour in - Subtle waves in the popcorn ceiling maybe? Subtle squeezing in the visual field. 1h 30min - Maybe feeling an onset? Pressure in the head? 2h ain't feeling shit. End of report. Post report: Yeah this was a dud. I am disappointed. Might just need to dose much more of the substance. Assuming the ROA is correct, because I have plugged LSD before and it worked phenomenally. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0002 Date: July 25th 2023 Attempt 1 out of 2 Dose: Snorting 3/4 of a micro-scoop of 5-MeO-MALT. (5-10mg scoop, supposedly) Time: Taken at 8:18AM - Feeling the subtle tingling in my nose. 33 minutes - snorted the rest of the scoop. So now there is 1 scoop total in my nose. Felt the tingling burning sensation in my nose. Feeling dizzy, lethargic, light headed. Certainly feeling LESS conscious, not more. Feeling a bit nauseated and sick to my stomach a bit. I would very likely throw up if I tried to eat. Nose bleeding a tiny bit. 4h 30 min - I feel completely back to normal. Attempt 2 out of 2 Dose and time: Plugging 1.5 scoops at 12:51PM (1 scoop = 5-10mg supposedly) Slightly uncomfortable to plug some liquid. Feeling a tiny bit of activation in my brain. Specifically at a concentrated point like in the center front. Kinda hard to point to. Nothing yet. Subtle visuals of squeezing in the ceiling. That's it. End of Report. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0003 Date: July 26th 2023 Dose: Okay so let's try plugging 2.5 scoops. Supposedly 5-10mg each scoop, (But I'm calling BS) Time: Plugged at 11:56AM Pictured: 2.5 Small-Yellow micro-scoops in a spoon. 21 minutes - Feeling an onset. 30 minutes - There is definitely something activating. Feeling of stimulation in the brain. But no notable effects beyond that feeling of stimulation/activation in the center of my head. My experience was just 3 hours of that subtle feeling of pressure in my head. I'm pretty darn sure that you wouldn't easily overlook the effects of this psychedelic. The desired effects are not taking effect. The effects that I DO FEEL I feel are timed exactly as I expect 5meomalt would. 20 minute wait to feelings of an onset - Check! 4 hours later, I'm no longer feeling anything at all. - Check! I suspect that I'm not taking nearly enough, as the bag is only 100mg, and I haven't made much of a dent in it as I should've by now. Perhaps I just have a crap batch? Perhaps it expired? The substance is a year old since I've received it. Just stored it in my closet, no special leaving it in the freezer or anything. End of Report. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0004 Date: July 27th 2023 Dose: 5 Small Yellow microscoops (pictured) According to my scale of weighing the bag before and after, this is 9mg. Time: Dissolved in water and Taken @2:28pm Subtle squeezing in the ceiling. I’m definitely feeling something, but nothing is blowing my mind yet. No cool psychedelic effects, just pressures in my head impacting my ability to focus and whatnot. Maybe like 1/10 high but like no desirable effects are actually present. I'm going to shelf 5-MeO-MALT for now, and I also ran out of supervision time for now. I think I'll try smoking half a scoop at some point just to see if the batch is good at all. I'm highly skeptical that I am THAT tolerant to 5-MeO-MALT. I have 2g of 5-MeO-DMT, I would rather go take a micro-scoop of that and get my mind blown more reliably. End of Report. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0005 New batch from a different source. The powder is white instead of brown. Reagent testing checks out. Date: August 29th 2023 Dose: Did 1 Red microscoop. It dissolved well in water. Time: Plugged at 12:01 Intention: What is the True Nature of Reality? 7 minutes in - Possible tingling sensation 12 minutes - An uncomfortable feeling, an unease? 15 minutes - Felt a zing of activation. Feeling a tingling sensation in the brain. 20 minutes - Feeling a tingling and sensitive feeling. The dose is still too low. End of Report. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0006 Date: Sept 4th 2023 Dose: 2 red microscoops of 5-MeO-MALT Time: Plugged at 5:30pm. Last meal was at 9-10 AM today I’m experiencing brain activation definitely going on, but nothing is blowing my mind. 39 minutes - I’m definitely experiencing things. Possible elevation in mood, increased sensitivity in emotion. My brain is being tingled right now. Feels metallic. So I was getting high, and it was hard to focus. Experiencing sensitivity, tingled/spongled brain sensations, mood enhancement, immersion enhancement. End of Report. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0007 Date: September 20th 2023 Dose: 3 Red Microscoops of 5MEOMALT Intention: What is Actuality? What is the True Nature of Reality? 21 minutes - Kicking in. I’m getting that rushing water feeling when you're high. As if a firehose of water 3 meters in diameter is directly pointed at you and in front of you. Overall, nothing profound happening at all here in this trip. End of Report. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0008 Date: October 23rd 2023 Dose: 5 red Scoops of 5-MeO-MALT Time: Plugged at 6:47pm Intention: What is God? What is Reality? What is the true nature of reality? Start of Report: So I'm an hour in, I'm definitely High but nothing is blowing my mind, I’m not even experiencing a psychedelic state like you would have on psilocybin or LSD. I don't think I'm experiencing any creativity enhancement or anything like that. I am acutely aware of the shadows I see as I walk around. Kind of feeling like I'm walking in a soup. 1h 26min - Subtle Visuals of squeezing in the popcorn ceiling. End of Report 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0009 > Trip Report is not found. Dose was 8 micro-scoops. > Nothing of note, more of the same. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0010 Date: May 22nd 2024 Moving on to the Big Yellow Scoop Last trip attempt was 8 red Scoops. A single big yellow scoop appears to be 2 red scoops. For this attempt, I will try 4 leveled Yellow Big Scoops. Dose: 3 Big Yellow Scoops of 5-MeO-MALT HCL. 1/2 Tablespoon with AAA and AA Battery for size reference. (Pictured) I anticipate this to be as uneventful as last time, as this should be equal to the dose that I took last time. Time: Taking at 8:20. 8:20 p.m. and my ass immediately Burns. I've been fasting for 5 hours. Intention: What is God, what is love, what is truth? What the fuck am I doing? What the fuck am I doing in reality if I do not design my life perfectly how I want to live it? Every day is an opportunity to beautifully orchestrate and design my life to be beautifully designed with a path of my choosing. Really really fucking high right now. 26 minutes in. Getting Visuals of squeezing. > CLEARLY, I was still sober enough to write. 34 minutes - Moving in the hardwood floors To even have a form is to make yourself forget that you are an infinite power. My body is shaking a bit. What is Selfish? Self-ish? There is no orientation in reality. It's like zero gravity. Meaning reveals itself when parts of your self starts to die. You see the REAL footholds of what is holding your life together. I need to challenge myself to focus on reading everyday. That will teach me a lot if I can learn to read for an hour a day. That will teach me a lot about life and how to organize my life to get that done. 1h 58 minutes - I am noticing very significant visuals in the wooden floor. Squeezing, moving floor. It looks like pretty much all psychedelics have visuals for me. Noticing visuals of when I look at the mirror. I'm experiencing full on projection of imagery of visuals on the floor if I just sit and stare for too long. This reminds me of N,N-DMT, even though I haven't experienced N,N-DMT before. Definitely nothing is blowing my mind yet. But I can say for the first time I'm actually getting high. It appears that Life purpose is less a fixed truth and more a surrender to what you are. It functions as a construct that gives direction rather than an objective mandate. People often define purpose through what they feel most attuned to, yet attunement itself is shaped by choice and practice. Purpose is not found but continuously enacted through what you decide to cultivate. (chatGPT assisted for clarification) I know in my heart that I am a teacher. And I want to be teaching people deep lessons about themselves such that they can strengthen themselves for the challenge of life ahead. I have had desires to master art, but if I was a digital artist, I would not be satisfied. I would be leaving so much on the table. It wouldn’t align with the value I truly wanted to create. If I just mastered digital art for example, I feel like my capacity to contribute to others would be greatly diminished. I believe my greatest capacities lie in an ability to teach others how to master the flow of life. Like a Leo Gura / Wayne Dyer type. I do wonder if my need to be a therapist is just my need for connection. I still wonder: What if I genuinely took on working out as a hobby? Like I named it as my hobby and I actually went to science on it. Took on bodybuilding as a serious hobby… I'm at the point right now that: I realize that the only way I'm going to go further is out of a raw desire for truth itself. Say the trip felt like a persistent background anxiety, but I’m familiar enough with that state that it didn’t stand out much. What really stood out was the mental fog. My thoughts were jumpy, scattered, distracted. There was no real focus. I wasn’t sitting and meditating or deliberately attending to my experience, and that probably explains most of it. I was just walking around, passively taking things in. (chatGPT assisted for clarity) If I were to do this again, I’d keep the exact same dose but radically change the approach. The emphasis would be almost entirely on stillness, sustained meditation, direct observation, and intentional contemplation. I did listen to Leo’s guided exercise about realizing you are God, and hearing it now lands differently. In an earlier trip, I had very intense glimpses into solipsism, but this time there was none of that. Mostly because I wasn’t actually focusing on anything. (chatGPT assisted for clarity) What did come through strongly was the sense that waking reality itself is a dream. That recognition was intense and honestly terrifying, and I noticed myself immediately distracting away from it. (chatGPT assisted for clarity) At this point kind of at an interesting Crossroads presents itself: Where if I continue to keep going and push higher doses, contemplate and do more on these pure ego dissolving substances, then I have to do it out of a serious love for truth and I have to be ready to let go of all my Illusions in reality. For me at least so far, I don't get any extreme creativity boost or anything like that like you would get on psilocybin. For me, I can take 5 grams of psilocybin mushrooms and have a lot of reliable good insights just from taking a dose and even with no plan at all. Whereas I feel like with this substance you have to absolutely be dialed in and focused and not distract yourself at all to really get the juice out of it. This psychedelic is not going to throw you into the abyss, you have to walk off yourself, it just grants me the ability to do it. > Upon Reflection in December 2025, this interpretation was just missing that my dose was just too low. If I had a proper dose to send me properly, I wouldn’t necessarily have to focus, because the psychedelic would hit me like a train. That does not negate the fact that focusing your consciousness still appears to be important with your trips. There may be a lingering sense of ego death or something that was creating the anxiety because of course anxiety is just a defense mechanism from the ego dying, some part of the ego construct dying. And that did instigate a lot of much more serious thought about my life and like what the fuck am I doing. It makes me think how I want to enter a volunteer position doing hospice to just get some brutal reality of what it's like to be at the end of your life that will serve some really good self reflection for me. At this point, I’m experiencing a fear that using these ego-dissolving substances will also dissolve what little motivation I already have, since productivity is something I already struggle with. That fear sits right at the center of the crossroads I keep returning to. If the illusion of reality really drops away, it feels like you also lose a reason to participate. You’re no longer driven like some productivity god. But the truth is, that mode is already mostly gone for me. What I actually want now is to surrender to whatever this ego is genuinely satisfied doing and commit to it fully, almost like a religion. To put it at full tilt and master a craft through daily, deliberate effort. What I want is steady movement toward mastery. Real progress every day, not the feeling of standing still. My biggest issue has been fragmentation. My focus keeps splitting between writing, YouTube, life coaching, or sometimes abandoning everything altogether. With too many options, none of the needles move. I end up stalled by choice itself. (ChatGPT Assisted for clarity) It's crazy to see how Clarity Works where I'll be clear on something but then I'll deconstruct it and I won't be clear about it, but then I'll learn to reconstruct it again with a stronger foundation and then I'll be even more clear than ever that that is what I want to do with my life. I keep circling the question of what truths I actually want, and whether that is even something I get to choose. Can I decide which truths to face, or do they just impose themselves? Part of me wonders if I could choose a hard truth on purpose. To stop distracting myself with ideas of success and instead fully own my difficulty coping with being alone. To let that be the work. (ChatGPT Assisted for clarity) Another part of me wonders whether I should go all in on the enlightenment path. To push toward awakening, where reality is said to become pure magic and beauty. I genuinely don’t know which direction is honest. It feels like a chasm I can’t think my way across. At some point, I have to step into it and find out directly. (ChatGPT Assisted for clarity) Whatever reality turns out to be, if it’s true, I’ll eventually have to learn to stomach it. It seems better to do that sooner rather than later. This body is going to die anyway. Waiting until the final years, living in a constant fear of death, feels like postponing something inevitable. If it has to be faced, I might as well start now. (ChatGPT Assisted for clarity) Another note, my anus has definitely bled a little bit from the burning of the salt in my anus. The burning of the salt of the psychedelic has made shitting very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I start hoping that all these attempts are all worth it, and it's not just a fucked up prank while you're burning your ass every couple weeks trying to see God. I am pretty aware now that I genuinely don't know if this process would bear fruits as promised by many. For all I know, “Awakening” could be a fucking terrible thing and just put me in a consistent world of pain. I literally at this point can only pursue “Awakening” with a genuine hunger for understanding of what the fuck reality actually is in it's true nature. I have to be willing to bear whatever costs that pursuit comes with. I have to be willing to bear the costs of truth seeking. No fantasy of flowery awakening promises will actually push me through. Going forward, I have to dose 5-MeO in the morning, as I will have taken the psychedelic 7 hours ago, and there I am with a burning ass at 3:00 a.m., pretty much still wired awake. At one point, I was looking at the back of my hand and it looked mysterious and alien. End of Report. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0011 Date: May 26th 2024 Dose: This dose is 4 Big Leveled Yellow scoops. I made sure to firmly pack down the powder into the scoop. Apparently it's roughly 15mg per scoop. See Picture. Time: Taken at 1:55pm The first 5 to 10 minutes was the most uncomfortable feeling in my ass of 2024. Kind of burning and just feeling that I need to shit type deal. All the while getting really high really quickly. I think I can mix it with something in the future to avoid burning. The dose may be more because I ensured it was firmly packed. Super uncomfortable sensation in the ass I just want to shit right now. 28 minutes - REALLY HIGH I'm as fucked as the rest of you guys. I just have a wider lens of insight in some areas. 50 minutes in - Came off a 20 minute phone call and grounding with my mom. Not yet used to the feeling of Ego dissolution. Listening to Leo's guided exercise on realizing you're God. Nobody is here. All appearances are just a play to distract myself. What if I paid money to go to school but it's a curriculum completely designed for myself? >This ideally looks like getting weekly life coaching! Just experienced the anxiety and panic of an Ego Dissolution. I'm just getting started. Nothing crazy I'm becoming conscious of. > Dose is still WAY TOO LOW! It kind of sucks too because on mushrooms or LSD my mind is in a hyper-creative mode and I'm making really cool insights and stuff like that; but here, it's just a regular trip with a bit of visuals and a relatively clear state of mind with a bit of ego dissolution or something. I think the guided exercise to realize you’re God is a helpful tool. I think sitting there in meditation while on a psychedelic, going through a checklist of things to strip away from my experience will be useful. > Sense Organs Are Imaginary - very good pointer - https://www.actualized.org/insights/sense-organs-are-imaginary > Guided Exercise For Realising You Are God > How To Do Self-Inquiry I would also like to just sit there in meditation and really focus on understanding what the experience of ego dissolution is. I think this will help me on my 5-MeO-DMT Journey. One thing I noticed is that there is no bleeding this time (from my anus). So it could be possible that when I inserted my syringe that I nicked my rectal walls and perhaps I nicked a hemorrhoid or something. Plus my diet had much more solid foods that day so that probably played a huge part as well whereas the last trip I had a complete blender full of a protein shake. I would say the trip for me lasts a total of 5 hours from the onset to the last after effects. Very strong in the first hour and a half, and then much more Down to Earth in the third hour, and then just kind of slowly becomes more sober in the 6th hour. End of Report.

I couldn’t have called this any better 😜 yesterday. Alien abductions are going to become much less popular as mysteries, because some Australian in the future will no doubt try to make money from a real or pretend abduction, despite the legal constraints and despite how ridiculous the success odds might be. This is how many Australians think. If it breathes, moves or descends from the sky, it can probably be reimagined as a potential Workers Compensation claim, that’s our culture in much of Australia, and if your an aboriginal (I have friends that are aboriginal I am not racist), you don’t even need to work, and you can get away with setting up a tent outside of Parliament House while successfully filing for compensation if the grass is too wet. I have zero doubt that the same sort of operators (many illegal immigrants - another problem we have in Australia - tho different classes of two decade or less immigrants mainly) who try to game the Medicare Benefits Schedule (look these terms up for non Australians) or siphon money through aged-care programs like Home Care Packages (I hear the USA have a massive prob here too), the Commonwealth Home Support Program or Support at Home, will eventually start wondering how to turn a wrongful alien abduction into a publicly funded revenue stream before the Department of Health and future “Abductees Commission” catches up. Now yal remember that “NO!” exclaimed in the previous post in however seemingly small the decisions. USA’s “no” is now far more powerful in USA than AUS by a long shot. 😎

@Lyubov Im watching the video and the testimonie is pretty condemning. The "Sexual Healer" Claim: Massaro told her he could never be monogamous because he had connections with women he needed to help, often ending in sex because he claimed to be a "sexual healer" [13:54]. Healing through Sex: He convinced her that she needed to be "fucked" in front of another woman (Corey) to be healed [20:54]. He referred to this as a form of "spiritual transmission" [21:50]. The "Magic Penis": He explicitly told women his penis had "healing properties" [21:50]. Post-Sex "Healing": After the act, he would tell the woman she was now "healed," which Jacqueline noted was essentially a way for him to stop "tormenting" her for a period of time [23:27]. The alien "nourishment" excuse: He claimed that because he was an "alien," certain female body types were "nourishing for his soul" like a "baby's bottle," which he used to justify only "healing" beautiful women [25:07]. The Negative Entity Accusation: After she left, he told the community that a "negative entity" had entered his body through her decision to fear him and that he "almost died" because of her [34:26]. The Financial Drain: Jacqueline gave him hundreds of thousands of dollars, which he spent within two or three months on suits, fireworks, and hotels while dating other women [30:15]. The "Gift" Letter: To avoid taxes and legal scrutiny, he made her sign a letter stating the money was a "gift" [17:04]. Tests of Devotion: In a restaurant, he demanded she take off her shirt to prove her love and devotion. When she refused, he told her she had "failed this test of love" [18:31]. SEX DOES NOT HEAL WOMAN. believe me i tried lmfao. 😂 Unless there sexual surpressed with sexual trauma then ye you can help them grow with a safe loving environment + sex. But mental illnesses dont go away with sex or wtv he thinks hes "healing"

Alright alright. so let me get this straight. Steven Spielberg is creating this 2026 film called “Disclosure Day”. and then we got this weird fkin 100th dimensional alien called “Bashar” being channeled by a gentleman called Darryl Anka saying that **THE DISCLOSURE** is going to be happening in 2027 and on top of that we are more than any time in history being absolutely swamped with UFO UAP ALIEN 👽 🛸 stuff on entertainment media to the point of absurdity? Honestly, the amount of testimony wannabe ufo abducted yt channels now is mind boggling whether it’s genuinely happening in 2027 or 2028, and I use the word genuinely for a reason. I simply find it extremely hard to believe that none of this is cultural priming. And again, whether or not all this happens even between now and 2040. this and the Epstein files overloading. People are so oblivious to these psyops and yet they r as clear as day. And a psyop is not black or white, there are layers of reasons, it’s not a buzzword, it’s just coordinated deception for concealed reasons usually at the governmental level and they happen all the time every day at many layers of government for all different reasons, some related some not. again whether disclosure happens or not. And whether that disclosure is genuine or not I am super open minded either way i am not gullible and I am not cynical It’s not a weird conversation anymore. what’s weird now is not noticing, and not speaking about it in a rational systematic way. anyjow i dont think I will super enjoy the Spielberg film either I highly doubt he hasn’t been swallowed just as much as other directors by the algorithm virus, it already feels that way watching the trailer. Ha ha 😂 but I’ll have a laugjh like a good penguin anyway…. On penguins…. Check out this brave explorer… Indiana Ice Ice 🧊 baby… dudes an alien! recmmendaton: reletive to the present climate of western civilisation say “No.” to absolutely everything that isn’t conservative in the more enlightened sense. Keep that simple rule and ull be playing ur part in maintaining western civilian sovereignty They predict ur emotions, ur outcry, ur hopelessness, ur apathy, and even false confidence. It’s pre-emptive psychological planning. we are going through a massive unprecedented overhaul in legislation over the next ten years. follow this simple rule, and if want even go to rallies up to u, but keep a smile on ur face. Because what will be, if u let fear control u, u have completely forgotten the freedom u were born with. just remember one word with soohistisrion ”NO!” N…O not argumentation or with it Not rhetoric or with it just the word no no ai no aliens no crappy films no dichotomous politics no epstein propaganda nonsense no war no extra letters to lgbtq etc use ur no silently if u want but in every decision even if u use ai. Just reduce their access to ur private info as much as is rational to do so without making a big deal out of it 👌🏻 Because that’s at the end of the day the only thing they want to change no matter the sophisticated dialogue u come up with. Many groups want to OWN ur no, not just take it away. ”No” isn’t forever, “NO” is a narrative lever, rudder, and in this instance. Inner peace maker. now have the courage of our penguin friend with much less to lose and stay blessed by just being u rock out 🤘👑

You can. Just be smart about how you will survive. How will you monetize this? Who will feed you? Do you have a roof over your head? What people will be around you, what community will you have if things go wrong? What if you go insane? Homeless? Leo is basically cautioning against going too far into "airy" abstract thinking when you do not have the life support to practically sustain yourself. It is much easier to function and work 9-5 when you are not constantly questioning the metaphysics of your walls, the couch you are sitting on, and Alien God Awakening Intelligence! It's the same concept of being a Soundcloud rapper.

April 8th 8.1 1 What is OCD? 2 Remember tonation and that meaning can be codified in it 4 Remember morphology 4.1 I'm noticing it's very hard for me to wrap my head around what morphology even is. 4.1.1 Idea: The less morphological a language, the more it depends on particles and/or word order. 5 I feel like my problem is that trying to come up with grammar is like trying to predict. 6 I feel like the obvious problem is is that I'm trying to learn linguistics as I go but it's just too deep of a topic to do that properly. I'm thinking to watch the youtube MIT course on linguistics. 7 Brainstorm of every linguistics word I've learned grammar, phonetics, tonality, polysynthetic, lexical categories, morphology, morphemes 8 Roots: 00 = Absolute 01 = Graspable 02 = Body 03 = Soul 04 = Spirit 05 = Mind 06 = Consciousness 07 = Idea 08 = Meaning 09 = Ungraspable 10 = Duality 90 = Unity 11 = Flesh 91 = Skin 12 = Cohesion 92 = Fragmentation 13 = Stability 93 = Collapse 14 = Softness 94 = Rigidity 15 = position 95 = positionless 16 = direction 96 = directionless 17 = velocity 97 = stillness 18 = acceleration 98 = deceleration 19 = conflagration 99 = ceassation 20 = Complexity 80 = Simplicity 21 = Repetition 81 = non-repetition 22 = Reflection 82 = non-reflection 23 = Point 83 = non-point 24 = Mirror 84 = non-mirror 25 = Sequence 85 = non-sequence 26 = Dynamic 86 = non-dynamic 27 = Masculine 87 = non-masculine 28 = Feminine 88 = non-feminine 29 = Intelligence 89 = Purity 30 = Granularity 70 = self-similarity 31 = Entity 71 = Plurality 32 = Identity 72 = Operation 33 = Interaction 73 = Coexistence 34 = System 74 = Part 35 = Individual 75 = Alienation 36 = Family 86 = Stranger 37 = Tribe 87 = Outcast 38 = Society 88 = Alien 39 = Home 79 = homeless 40 = Resolution 60 = Tension 41 = Thing 61 = Attribute 42 = Complement 62 = Contradiction 43 = Symbiosis 63 = Exploit 44 = Life 64 = Death 45 = Consonance 65 = Dissonance 46 = Harmony 66 = Disharmony 47 = Beauty 67 = Doubt 48 = Projectivity 68 = Receptability 49 = Immortality 69 = the now 50 = Transcendence 51 = substance 52 = Illusion 53 = Unawareness 54 = Falsehood 55 = emptiness 56 = Dissolution 57 = Disillusion 58 = Awareness 59 = Truth Phonemes 0 = ts eo z oe 1 = n uo m ou 2 = t ue d eu 3 = tr ui sh iu 4 = r oa rh ao 5 = f ae v ea 6 = s ie ch ei 7 = sv äe shv eä 8 = k äi x iä 9 = g ai ng ia Free: l, h, p, !, ps, pl, fl, b, br, bl, sk, st, pr, cr, fr, br, dr prh, crh, vr Free: l, h, p, !, ps, b, br, sk, st p c f b d sh ! s cs fs bs l pl cl fl bl shl r pr cr fr br dr shr rh prh crh frh brh drh shrh sh csh fsh bsh dsh best: b, p cr, csh, IPA Vowels ä → /æ/ Consonants sh → /ʃ/ ch → /ç/ g → /ʒ/ ġ,gg → /g/ rh → /ɹ/ ř,rr → /ɣ/ ng → /ŋ/ th → /θ/ 9 Vocab 22 22th principle number 22 reflection color shining 10 how many two dgit words are there? two double vowels times two (n_combinations of first digt) times (n_combinations of second digit) = (n_combinations of a digit)^2 = (two double vowels times two consonants times n_single vowels)^2 = (2*2*8)^2 = 64*64 = 4096. a e i o u ä ö ü Okay that's the same number I got last time, just wanted to check. 10.1 I just had the idea of sliding in an optional h into a double vowel like nuho for example. This is amazing. So the new number for two digit words is: Wait i realized I think i did the math wrong 10.2 Okay this means there are 100x4096=409.600 roots basically 10.1.1 hold up I can just slide in any consonant I have not used yet lol. List of consonants I have not used yet: l, h, x, any click sound 10.3 yeah I can pretty much slide in these unused consonants where I want also after different consonants. I think I will use this to make the language more vibrant. Without these tricks, any word of the same composit would sound very similar and this can be a good thing when I want to highlight the similarity like non-point aichra and adhd iatra but it can lead to problems since rn planet and infinity have the same root composit. 11 Is there a connection between adaptability and iatra (83, non-point, adhd)? 12 translations love letter "admission of love" opening up opening for love 14-47 uorohasva admission something projection projection and letting go no it's not projection at all? 12.1 woah I realized the etymology of admission is closely related to letter April 8.2 1 overview of morphemes with potential grammatical functions derivational suffixes 41 ~ noun ~ thing ~ ruo, oruo 61 ~ adjective ~ -ness ~ attribute ~ suo, osuo 11 ~ verb ~ -ing ~ embodiment ~ nuo, onuo 07 ~ -ity ~ idea Examples: act-ness ~ rrae!i acting ~ rrae!isuo groundedness ~ eon grounding ~ eononuo derivational prefixes 48 ~ subject ~ 68 ~ object 72 ~ predicate tenses 49 ~ the future ~ future 69 ~ the now ~ present 35 ~ one life ~ past 36 ~ one generation ~ distant past 37 ~ multiple generations ~ distant past 38 ~ culture ~ very distant past 39 ~ prehistoric ~ extreme distent past 2 What is derivational vs inflectional? Does Silexis not have inflections and only derivations? 2.1 derivational suffix 3 translation quiet please quiter, please deceleration.polite ngäizui roommate my neighbor plays guitar often 35 37 48 02 21 person tribe potence body repetition uiv eschasva lopago zeo duo 35 37 48 21 02 uiveshasvopagoduo zue I wanted the case because it was so unique 35 iuvu zihu 8.3 when I require each word to have one version starting with a vowel and one starting with a consonant and also the same with ending, the combinatorics change. I think it makes it such that I only have a fourth of the combinations. But I think this is fine actually.

Serious question, but why do people like this exist? Coming from my background, that woman in the very beginning is like a space alien to me. Not even people in Africa behave this way (lots of my family are from Sierra Leone). I remember my Dad's shock when he taught in a 'ghetto' high school in the District of Columbia. When he was a teenager attending high school in Africa, all of the students first thing would pray for the teacher, and the teacher was allowed to use corporal punishments against the students. But the disrespect towards the teacher and staff in the American high school caused my Dad to quit his job within two-three months of working there.

When Leo will release the Alien Consciousness Course by the way closing this gap of one being bounded to human limited rationality?