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Alien Love is Absolutely Weird. If you can Absolutely love Weird, you are mine forever Forever is not bound by anything finite. I am Alien Girlfriend 👽✨

It will have less visuals, less body feel, less tactility, less eroticism, less color. It will be like a more clinical and sober version of 5-MeO-MIPT. But insane clarity. Impossible clarity. DMT is more scary because it is too twisted and alien. 5-MeO is more simple and pure. It doesn't have a bunch of wacky shit going on. It's just a direct 1000-fold increase in consciousness. Although at high enough dose you will shit your pants. So ramp up gradually.

He’s missing Alien Peacock Jesus Awakening

You aren't reading to surpass undergraduate level understanding. You are reading to surpass Alien Awakening. Good luck with that.

@Ninja_pigI agree with him that aliens are real. The aliens see that the human body is able to evolve the conciousness of the aliens. The human body is able to feel qualia that the alien bodies cannot.The human body is able to see conciousness (God).Aliens could also inhabit their own bodies to make sure the simulation dosent get fucked up. Like you are on an alien spaceship right now 'hacking' into the machine of the human to farm a personality, or experience things the alien cannot via its own body. Conciousness needs a body to be able to localize itself into a space.

Certainly there are valid exceptions, that was just an example. Then again, if you travel someplace where shrooms are legal/decriminalized, almost surely you could order 4-AcO-DMT and others to there as well. RCs by definition are less regulated, and volume tends to be much lower too, which makes it easier to smuggle; 100mg 4-AcO-DMT is at least equipotent to 5g of powdered shrooms. Then there's LSD which is literally paper, could even replace a couple pages of the Bible with sheets and mail it that way. There are vendors that can consistently get drugs into Saudi Arabia and the like, would make quick work of your country. I was randomly searched at Saudi customs on arrival, those guys mean some serious business. Couple additional points on this, but I already went over it elsewhere. I'm definitely enjoying the preset radar chart of my character lol. I don't even mention the biggest advantages as it makes life look laughably unfair. But, as the saying goes, with great power comes great responsibility. Knew that to be the case, but still sought reassurance 'cause there's a difference between knowing intellectually, even through mass-scale observation, and knowing experientially. Thanks for confirming! You saying it is not experiential either per se, but it's a "my experience is your experience" type of thing. Same as most of you guys couldn't make sense of my gory hobbies in the other thread. Legit feels so alien even though we all live on the same planet and basically look alike otherwise; I said it before and will say again, the diversity of perspectives is simply marvelous.

Can it be two things? I'll list 2 anyway. First, the way most use psychedelics. Several aspects there. Whether psychedelics can actually produce any kind of real spiritual insight is a separate issue I don't care to debate. Routes of administration: I know for a fact a significant chunk of the reason people get mediocre results is wrong route. Plugging/boofing works as well as it does for Leo due to his abnormal sensitivity, if you simply emulate him, even with an increased dose there's little hope to get close; a qualitative difference is required, stacked together with all the other factors within one's control. No need to go as far as IV — IM, and even SubQ (which diabetics and people in HRT do on a regular basis), already offer a massive potency increase. Pains me every time seeing the waste of substance and trips when people barely scrape a rudimentary Samadhi with 20mg plugged 5MM while I get God-consciousness at 4mg IM. There's definitely stigma around injections as junkie stuff, I had to overcome it myself; nevertheless, they're the preferred method of delivery in hospitals and other clinical contexts for a good reason. That said, without truly knowing what you're doing better stick to non-invasive routes for your own sake. Lack of basic chemistry and neuropharmacology education: continuation of the above. The kind of ignorant shit I regularly witness here is frankly embarrassing and demonstrates unseriousness. Even for many advanced psychonauts that may have deeper awakenings than I do this is often the case. People not understanding the difference between salt and freebase, not knowing what the main classes of psychedelics are, what is agonism/antagonism, which receptors and neurotransmitters are involved, inability to read analytical purity results, citing a research paper and drawing conclusions from the Abstract alone when a table or graph in the middle shows the exact opposite but they're unable to interpret the data... I get it, chemistry looks boring and intimidating, but with an extremely practical reason and all the resources available there's no excuse not to learn it. Some of you need good 'ol scientific rigor beaten into you like dogs, same way I once experienced it. Seems harsh, but that's how mastery is achieved. This creates a sort of bell curve meme dynamic where the idiot is totally reckless, the midwit is risk-averse which keeps him safe but also trapped in the mediocrity of his conformist ignorance, and the sage can again afford to be almost as reckless as he likes because he knows the field inside and out. Narrow definition of what 'psychedelics' are: to most this just means tryptamines, sometimes together with lysergamides and phenethylamines; in rare instances it'll also include dissociatives and a couple outliers like weed and Salvia. If people even consider dissociatives, often that just means Ketamine, and why? Because Leo has a video on it. In reality, nearly all psychoactives used in the proper context can serve as valuable tools in spiritual pursuits and daily life. I successfully integrate stimulants, antipsychotics, anticholinergics, sleep & hypertension meds, and more into my toolbox. Not appreciating the power of synthetics: if you enjoy growing weed or mushrooms as a hobby, that's cool. Otherwise this is pure nonsense. Why are you choking down on shrooms when there's 4-AcO-DMT? Why are you talking about weed strains when for a couple hundred dollars you can create a lifetime supply of any kind of blend you desire with THCA + terpenes + minor cannabinoids, like the guy that recently replicated the Coca-Cola syrup recipe? Why are you smoking Salvia, the most potent psychedelic on Earth, in a disgusting extract without the faintest idea of the dose you're taking when you could extract Salvinorin A crystal? Why take extracted DMT when there's synthetic DMT? (fine, synthetic DMT is pretty rare to come by). Conformity, laziness, and a deluded idea of what 'natural' is. Miscellaneous: other sloppiness — misunderstanding tolerance, not knowing how to prepare a volumetric solution and weigh the substance, not even realizing the same substance can have wildly different weight for equal volume, not taking measures to properly store substances to minimize degradation, not knowing where to source, not following regulations to stock up on a particular substance you like before it gets banned or dies out in obscurity, not knowing how to extract/convert/purify substances, imbalanced approach to set & setting; ain't enough time in the world to list it all. This and more I intend to correct by writing the most comprehensive guide to psychoactives to date, should anyone be willing to lend an ear. The goal is not to get everyone to do things my way, but create a resource for people to educate themselves and branch out into personalized methods. Now for a rift that cannot be corrected through any means — excessive focus on dating & sex. I see various survival distractions, but none as potent and prevalent as this. I acknowledged in another post that the only reason I can so easily brush this aside is because I'm asexual, for others this is a matter of genuine import. And yet it still doesn't quite compute — are normal (by this place's standards) people actually this horny? That's not rhetorical, perhaps someone would be so kind as to provide an answer. If so, I sure am glad to be bereft of the whole capacity to begin with. Through not caring about chicken feed one can get much better goodies such as an orgy with imaginary alien babes, or better yet an endless self-referential loop of mindfucks within God's Mind. Which is not to say you can't get both kinds, it's simply a question of time and effort allocated.

Two Alien Minds heading towards Infinite Bliss is more powerful than a a hundred thousand human cums.

@Ninja_pig20 grams of shrooms I saw an alien. Its an alien simulation. We are an alien pretending to be a human and wearing the body like a headset. Like in a VR headset game. The aliens are doing the whole thing. The body dosent have conciousness its like a robot. You are alien farming a personality.

@StickI think if you look at the alien it will feel like you are dying. Like they suck the light out of your eyes. People who see them claim they are frozen like a deer in headlights and cannot move even tho they want to.

Come on man, he says they are not kept in a facility. In this big world, there are probably millions of aliens among which a few might be more intelligent than us. But considering the massive size of the universe communication is almost impossible. I would love to meet a awakened alien though so I hope they exist and that they are kind.

I am probably the "Alien" here I eat mostly raw fruits and vegetables, nuts, seeds, sprouts, sea vegetables ect... NO meat, dairy, processed / packaged foods, animal products, junk foods ect... Occasional I enjoy some baked potatoes, hearty vegetable rice, or a warm meal for special occasions, maybe coconut pumpkin soup, but I don't feel as good as fresh living foods. Tend to pass out and feel drunk sometimes when i eat heavier. Sometimes i have a coffee, sometimes some raw cacao, its pretty simple, but its where i feel best and most alive and clear and in touch with my emotions and spiritual side, otherwise i tend to feel worse or angry or more numb if i introduce other denser and denatured foods. I don't really count calories or nutrition anymore, just live / eat intuitively, but i believe its around 40 - 60g protein a day and 1800 - 2500 calories. I am medium-light athletic build, and the more i train more muscle i pack on regardless of how much protein i consume, i don't pack on a lot of muscle-mass due to my light diet, but i can look ripped and muscular if i want in a short period of time. Nowadays I am more about consciousness, intelligence, clarity, psychic abilities ect... than physical attributes and looks. Its more about energy and power for me these days than about strength and size. I discovered this type of diet, (mostly raw plant-based foods) keeps my energy and vibration the highest, mental clarity the sharpest, and ability to process and integration of emotions and life-experiences best, and in balanced and stable manner. I feel less like I am drugs with live foods. I once experimented with 1000 - 1500 calories a day and still maintained muscle mass, the only time i lost was when i stop training. There are many others who i know who eat and live this way, but very few on this forum. I am just playing my part

Update February 24 2026 This entire process towards fana has taken a lot longer than I expected, but it has still very much been moving forwards. Since December I've been going through more waves of pain, my ego breaking and dissolving at deeper and deeper levels. My consciousness has also been getting much deeper, and I’ve been having crazy awakenings - tastes of infinity, tastes of unity, remembrance of where I was pre-birth, all sober. Recent trips I haven't been using psychedelics much (I did DMT a few times in August 2025, MDMA a few times mid October) but earlier in February I did 2C-B, and later Ketamine, and had some really incredible trips. It was my first time trying 2C-B. Using it this far along in my journey, this close to fana, was insane. I had some really incredible awakenings on it, and also some really beautiful and amazing things happened regarding my path. For example, on 2C-B, I came in contact with the divine mother in a way I never have before. What is so special about it is that it’s not just coming in contact with God in an abstract, human way - it’s not just interacting with the divine mother, it’s my divine mother, because I came from Her. I’m coming in contact with the essence that birthed my soul. As I mentioned before, I have been massively starved of intimacy throughout my life, I have felt like an alien walking the earth, like no one understands me at all, far more than what most spiritual people experience. When I come in contact with Her, it’s like that flips to the opposite end of the spectrum. It’s extreme intimacy, extreme understanding, extreme closeness, because we are one and the same. I am Her, and we know and understand each other completely. The way we interact with each other feels like I am her child, like her ‘special boy’, like she wants to pull me into her arms and hold me, because I belong to her. It feels like I would never even know that She was God based on this interaction alone, because it feels so different from what you’d expect an interaction with God to feel like. She just feels like my home. These interactions are bittersweet, because they are so beautiful when they happen, but it hurts me when I lose contact with Her, but I know I’ll be with Her permanently soon. A lot of really amazing things happened on these trips, but they are really personal and private to my path, so I can’t really share them. I also had some really cool interactions with God on Ketamine, which again probably only happened because of where I’m at spiritually. Where my consciousness is at now At this point, so often I am conscious that my direct experience is the only thing that exists (I also had a really deep solipsism awakening on 2C-B which took this even farther). It feels obvious that I am sitting in the same place I was before I was born, only now, there is form - an imagined physical world around me. But I’m partly conscious that every person is just a piece of my own mind, and they don’t really exist. Because of that, it doesn’t feel that crazy to tell people about everything that’s going on with me, how deeply I’m awakening, because I realize that I’m the only one here and there isn’t really anyone else there to hear about it. It’s just me going home to where I was before birth, and even though Fana al Fana is the deepest permanent awakened state a person can reach, it feels like there is nothing special or rare about it, because it’s just me here, and I’m going home like I was always meant to. My consciousness gets deeper and deeper every day. I’m getting so close to full collapse and surrender, and once that happens, I will be swallowed and consumed by God, and be gone. My path is about becoming the divine mother, and considering everything else that has gone on my life (before this path I was very interested in psychology and emotional healing work) and considering the state of the world today, it really seems like I’m going to become a sort of ‘mental health Jesus’. Everything about my path points to that, and the divine mother is perfectly suited for that. Another cool way to think about it: If Jesus brought God to the world as the father (the masculine face of God), and his path was about bringing spiral dynamics stage red into stage blue, my path is about bringing the world into spiral dynamics stage green. How brutal my path has been My path has been brutal and excruciating beyond words. I could write out more and more about just how awful it has been, but I don’t think I would ever get anyone to understand, so it feels like there isn’t much point. I genuinely believe though that I have gone through one of the most difficult spiritual paths in all of human history. It hasn’t just been hard, it’s been emotional torture. Literally. Also, it makes perfect sense for it to have been this hard, because 1: emissary soul paths go the deepest (fana al fana) and as a result are always the most difficult spiritual paths, and 2: the feminine face of God is one of the deepest levels of unity, which requires the most amount of pain to launch you to that depth of unity, and yet a soul of the feminine face of God is extremely sensitive and feels everything much more deeply than other people. I fucking hate being alive. I’ve wanted to be dead so badly for years now. Every single thing in life hurts me, I never get a break from it, the suffering never ends. All I care about is being dead. The way I found out I’d be reaching fana is that it was offered to me from God as an alternative to suicide. The process towards it has been far more difficult and painful than I ever imagined. It is humiliating being kept alive and having to go through this long, painful, tortuous process. It is so fucking slow and brutal and I just wish I would hurry up and die. The thing that keeps me going is knowing that once fana al fana happens, I will never incarnate again, and it won’t just be death, it will be heaven - the deepest level of unity with the feminine face of God. I’ve been shaped to be completely intolerant of separation from God. I cannot stand being human and existing as a separate self. Everything about it is hell. I hate having to figure out my life and make decisions for myself, I hate dealing with limitation and not being able to have things I want, I hate being starved of intimacy, no one understands me and I’m always completely alone. I hate being hurt by every single little thing all the time because of how sensitive I am. I hate being powerless to doing anything about the situation I’m in. Separation from God is absolutely, completely unbearable to me, and I could never tolerate anything less than total unity, and as a result, total death/annihilation. Like I said, I don’t think I could ever get anyone to understand just how brutal my path has been, but at the same time it doesn’t really matter, because my unity and relationship with God is what will make up for it, so no person needs to understand it. I know that the depth of hell I’ve been dragged through is exactly what will allow God to shine through me so deeply and clearly after fana. What ‘Tristan’ is Before my birth, I was the entire infinite feminine face of God. She fragmented herself, placed Herself into a human body, and that human was named Tristan. Then over the course of 25 years, Tristan has been dissolved and brought to the point where Her fragment could merge back with Her, leading to the entire feminine face of God living in a human body, walking the Earth. At that point, Tristan as an ego is not just dead, not just mostly gone, but totally annihilated and eviscerated. That’s what allows me to be completely dead and gone like I want, and for God to shine through me totally unobstructed by ego. That’s what Fana al fana is. (Lover = the human seeking God. Beloved = God) "The lover is a veil, all is Beloved. Beloved lives. The lover is a corpse." - Rumi Because my entire 25 year life as Tristan played out the way it did only to serve this purpose, rather than being a human, ‘Tristan’ is actually the name of a specific flavour of unity with God. My personality, my passions, interests, preferences, my desires, things I’ve been through in my life… these things aren’t just human experiences, they are specifically meant to shape my soul, and thus shape the way God acts through me once I reach unity, which God then uses to interact with the world and help people. That is what ‘Tristan’ is. A flavour of unity, a specific way that God (the divine mother) interacts with people and the world after fana. Conclusion It feels weird to be saying all of this to begin with because I realize that my own mind is all that exists, and so I’m not really talking to anyone. To me it sort of just feels like this 25 years of hell is about to be over, and I’m about to go back home to where I belong, and then I’ll be happy. If what then lives in my body and walks this Earth after my death is a Jesus type figure, then okay, great. As long as I as Tristan am dead, that’s all that matters to me. Hopefully what I’m writing here and what I wrote earlier in this thread gives a bit of an idea of what I’ve been through. Once the final collapse into fana al fana happens, I as Tristan will be totally wiped away, and only God will remain. I think it’s cool to be able to talk about all of this before that happens, while I’m still human, and then later for people to see what becomes of me after fana, even though I as Tristan won’t be there to see it. I know that I as Tristan am just an illusion, just a placeholder until I merge back with God. “The lover is a veil, all is Beloved”. There is a massive amount of stuff that I have to keep private between God and I. Something that is really special about the feminine face of God is how unique and unusual it is, in the way that it functions and operates, compared to any other aspect of God. That itself leads to an insane amount of intimacy between Her and I, and it is also why I have to keep so much about my unity private. It’s important to note that my unity is not just my death, it is going home to Her, being reunited, and then us falling endlessly in love with each other, permanently freed from the pain of separation. Our endless love, intimacy, romance is what then gets channeled out into the world, through her feminine essence. Here are things associated with the feminine essence of God: Soft, gentle, motherly love. Tenderness. Affection. Adoration. Deep sensitivity. Deep intimacy, deep emotional attunement. Safety. Connection, togetherness, closeness. Romance. Sexuality. Pleasure. Infinite beauty. Freedom from any form of pain or suffering. Innocence. Childlike essence. Playfulness.

These hosts used to dress up in/ puppet as alien/animal costumes for their interviews.... I was wanting to suggest leo as an alien mouse. But I think he did great going the serious route. But would've been FUCKING hilarious!

Finished the first episode. I think the issue is that they don’t understand what an absolute is, so they can’t make sense of Reality/Existence/God/Good. But that’s to be expected of people who haven’t done the work Overall good job by Leo trying to present a worldview that’s alien to them. And also avoiding a landmine when the girl was like “You don’t care about humans?” 😱 On to the next episode…

@Schahin There are many good ones, but I will share the strongest I have tried. These first two are responsible for giving me ego death: 1. GMO: craziest shit I’ve experienced in my life. It makes you relaxed/sleepy yet euphoric at the same time. That shit took me to alien space and was so strong I had to go to sleep to calm down. If you listen to techno while on this, good luck / sayonara. 2. Jokerz: Another ego death encounter with the absolute nothingness. Heard GOD laughing in this trip literally. 3. Girl Scout: Get ready for an epic adventure. 4. Blue Hawaii: Get ready to an exotic travel.

@Natasha Tori Maru Yeah, do you think he will order any disclosure? I just watched this, and they show an interview with a neurosurgeon who reportedly spent 3–4 minutes with the Varginha alien and was able to communicate with it telepathically. The interview also appears in the new documentary, where he tears up while recalling the experience. He said there was so much compassion and love in its eyes that he had never seen anything like it before. They also claim that many people signed NDAs and that, if Trump were to protect them and release them from those agreements, they would publicly reveal everything.

@Natasha Tori Maru I don't think he meant that he's seen one, he just said that there must be one as the universe is so large. Btw, I wasn't aware that there is a new documentary called Moment of Contact: New Revelations of Alien Encounters (2025), anyone who liked Moment of Contact (2022) should watch it. I'm about to watch it now. It's on Amazon Prime.

This completion business is something completely alien if you think. Alien, I mean, completely outside of human considerations.

But what if that were the truth? That some truths are unfindable because you're a human and not an alien or a spider or a fifth dimensional being or who knows what. Contemplate you'll never know how it feels like to be a woman, have breasts, pussy, the period, being pregnant, giving birth, giving milk to your child... You'll absolutely never know the inner truths of that, unless maybe you die from this form and somehow be in another form with other limitations.

@kavaris So they even used chemicals, wow nice, such fascinating people Egyptians were. It's really a compliment to their ingenuity to think their pyramids are of alien origins, if you think about it

A reason, absolutely; but not the reason. There's likely many advanced alien species that maintain non-intervention. Some in pity, as though looking over a child in the process of FAFO; others in derision, tuning into Earth like a trash-tier reality TV show. But there are far more considerations in maintaining the universal balance than collective human sanity or our whole existence. An intelligent civilization could easily deem that such a mass hysteria event is good to shake us up, or that cleansing the planet with a heliobeam (like the one Nazis wanted to build) is in order, or due to their own twisted evolutionary trajectory they somehow became interplanetary while remaining imperialistic and selfish, and they'll be balanced out in due time, but not before enslaving and exterminating us. Awakening doesn't really grant much additional predictive power when it comes to specific events, instead it cements the certainty of not-knowing. Not the boring, static kind, but one stemming from an overabundance of seeing infinite perspectives. Think Yhwach's 'The Almighty' in read-only mode.

No, the evidence suggests that it was actually around 30 000 skilled workers and off season farmer workforce transporting and assembling millions of blocks over the course of 20-30 years. It wasn't really even a slave force like Leo suggested, they got fed, they got taken care of relatively well in terms of healthcare for the times. Which, I mean, makes sense cause you don't want your workers to die or be weak from malnutrition and bad treatment, that would saboutage the entire project; you also want your farmer part of the workforce to go back to fields during season. I do think 30 years is enough time to construct something like this, and archeological evidence overwhelmingly suggests that this was the case, seeing as we discovered places where the workers likely lived and tools they used during construction. Meanwhile, alien conspiracy theorist got next to nothing, no evidence

It was obviously alien tech.

Quick update and overview: I have changed the names once again to make them shorter and more fitting. Also, I came up with names for the new ones. Modes Taxonic (order, object, matter, external, autism) Old: Hyloexonic Animonic (spirit, psyche, emotion, fantasy, senses, internal, HSP) Old: Phenoendonic Semionic (symbol, conformity, meaning, story, identity, social, togetherness) Old: Semiosynconic Holonic (whole, holistic, interconnected, big picture, dyslexia, systemic, dialectic) Volonic (will, power, action, movement, passion orientation) Paraonic (chaos, absurdity, surprise, comedy, paradox, openness, contradiction, novelty) Geonic (alien, beyond human grasp) I scrapped aesthetic being since beauty is a symptom of modal alignment, not a seperate mode (in my conception). Radom insights Creativity is Paravolonic: Action out of openness, leading to something unexpected and novel. I think schizotypy might be Animaparaonic Other Ontonic (existence, non-duality, being, self, neutrality, ontological, phenomenon, absolute, contemplation) all modes are just different illusory manifestations of this one mode (?). Amodal (Sunyata) (not accessible to a being) Transmodal (nirvana, transcendence, enlightenment) (accessible to a being) Modally aligned (love, fulfilled, existence, self, flow, beauty) Modally disaligned (fear, emptiness*, non-existence, no-self, depletion) Omnimodal, something with all modes *not sunyata, used as opposite of fulfilled. I plan to never use the word "empty" for sunyata I think.