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I have this feeling that i am not alone in this: the more conscious I get, the less motivated I am to "achieve" worldly goals like money, success, fame, power. When I was less conscious, I was so fired up to have sex, to have the perfect body, to make money, to be successful, to have a good circle of successful friends etc. Then, I began to meditate, to use psychedelics, to contemplate and, years later, here I am, less motivated than ever to achieve any of those goals or any goal at all. I have seen through it all, I know it won't bring happiness or fulfillment, I can painfully sense the fakeness of it all and the neuroticism of it. On the other hand, I am broke, I am stuck in a numb place in which I have to force myself to even think about a career or having sex or whatever. The thing is, I don't want to live like a monk. I want to exhaust all worldly attachments. I want to make some serious money, travel the world, have sex with beautiful women but when I really think about it, it is all just words, nothing that moves me to take massive action. I have zero motivation or ambition.

The funny thing is, he is a super conscious dating coach, and that's not saying much. This market is full of toxic unconscious coaches. Taking that into account, he is great.

I like old school (young) Tyler. He was funny, insightful, light but could be serious at the same time. Current Tyler has a heavy, odd energy. He never recovered from the pandemic, he keeps bitching about it and spreading conspiracy theories.

The picture is creepy, save this type of humor for close friends who know your sense of humor and show only to them in private conversations.

I have done it, it works.

This guy's channel is such a GEM, an actual scientist debunking these scammers.

The taste thing isn't reliable, i have taken good lsd that had taste and bad one that was tasteless. Also the test kit points out the lsd but not the purity. The best option is to find a good source of reliable products and test it by taking small amounts first and feeling the vibe. Good LSD are clean, bad ones have a messier, chaotic trip, mental confusion, too much body tension etc. I search for good dealers, which usually has other good products that are easier to define as good quality (weed, mdma pills etc). If the dealer has mostly good quality products, his LSD tends to be good.

First of all, i am sorry you are going through this... Second, I want to say that this "stuck" feeling of disgust, shame and wanting to throw up is normal, under the circumstances. I too was SA as a child (by an older male friend) and I also have what you are describing so I don't really know exactly what to do to heal but I would guess we could benefit by exercises that brings up emotional catharsis, to bring back all those feelings and process them in real time by whatever way we can (vomiting is valid). Lately, I have been thinking this idea that anger is a good way to process old traumas because you get out of these "unproductive" feelings that stops you and evolve into one that at least empowers you. And, about your family, I would get the fuck away from them and start a new one, a healthier one. This too I speak from experience, I have a very complicated family that its bad for me. The times that I could get away from them were the best years of my life and when I am close to them, its hell. They won't change, ever. Its better to deal with loneliness than to deal with toxic people.

He seems to be really unhappy, probably a deep-seated depression that he tries to bury with ego-boosters like money, fame, and power but just can't, so now he is desperate and using what he can to deal with it.

He often hints at his bootcamps on his current videos, he tries to not make obvious and easy to find but he hints that if you want, it is happening, ask for it. Here is an example: in this video, on the time I shared he hints about his bootcamp. He rebranded his "pickup BootCamp" as "social skills development".

He has a pretty good video about motivation, and he says that he believes that "he is sent by God on a mission to hard sell everyone in the room (his programs)." Utterly delusional, but hey, this kind of delusional thinking seems to work for successful people like him, there is a lesson to be learned with it. The problem is when the person is already an egomaniac narcissist (like Owen, Trump and Musk), this kind of mindset can be disastrous. But, to "normal" people who have insecurities/doubts/impostor syndrome, I can see how this mindset can help.

He still teaches/practices pickup and he even does bootcamps. His "social game" is just a disguise to teach pickup and not get canceled.

"I've met Jesus and he said 'i am proud of you, son, just follow your heart and everything will be fine'. And that's how I know Trump is THE GOAT"

50% of all his videos now are spent like this, full-blown MAGA rhetoric. It's sad to see him going down this hole. He was one of my biggest influences. Now I feel bitter and negative about life and the future, most of my heroes turned out to be gullible fools.

Retirement guaranteed!