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  1. let us say i have done a 3 dayes solo retreats and then my next solo retreat i just go straight for a 30 days solo retreat, with using pure self discipline. I just ignore my emotions and my monkey mind and keep going. Will this lead to a really strong ego backlash so strong ego backlash, that it will just knock me right off my spirtual journey permanently? Or will i just become so depressed that i will considere suicide? Do self discipline have limits or can i push it endless? Maybe i should try this out and see what happens. Maybe i will just go from 3 days solo retreat to 30 days and see how far i can push it.
  2. I dont understand how game of thrones can help me with self inquiry. Arya Stark is not there to find out what her true nature is, she is just telling him about where she came from.
  3. What about questions like what is My life purpose or what is science and society. I dont think enlightenment answer these questions. There are many more questions enlightened people might have about the world that they dont know the answer to.
  4. Are you dead yet or is your ego stil alive?
  5. My first enlightenment experience came when i was sitting out in my garden late at night. I was sitting there with a sillent mind and laser focus. From that day on i have decided to do my self inquiry at night time.
  6. Dont tell me that Nootropics has the same legal system as psychedelic. Are nootropics more available then psychedelic?
  7. It sounds dangerous to combine two subtence. You maybe need to at least start with smal dose in both Ayahuasca and 5-MeO.
  8. Do you think i can have a mystical experience with listening to this audio?
  9. To be honest i would chose the blue pill
  10. Exactly i can't put my finger on it and yes it seems tiless. Im sorry, but i don't know what it mean and what it is.
  11. I have not read it, but i wil definitely check it out
  12. I have been doing a lot of self inqiry lately and just detaching from my experience. I notice that all of my experience is changing and that is not me, but i'm also aware that i'm still pressent there even if the experience is changing. This I is not really there, but im aware of it. This I is just completely formless, empty. Am i just bullshiting my self here or am i onto to something here. What if this is just a feeling that the true self is aware of. I dosent really feel like feeling tho because it is not a normal feeling it is not really there either. It is really hard to explain. If anyone have gone pretty far on this path to enlightenment, can someone tell me if im just deluded here and i'm just bullshiting here and i need to keep looking
  13. Hunt for rabbit or go and fish. You can go to nearby shop and get food to survive Start a fire You can pee outside and poop outside where people dont see you. You can use grass to take away the poop in you butt
  14. Almost? So you mean you have still have control, but everything else is not you that is in control of the now.