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You can use condom. You could also take Hepatitis B Vaccine and HPV (Human Papillomavirus) Vaccine just for safety. Condom would be number 1 importance and, 2 testing.

I only get pimples/acne from shaving myself. I miss being a child with no body hair.

Only slightly. More addctive then pshychedelics but less addictive then caffeiene and nicotine.

You talking about Wet dreams?

Actually it will increase your life span. It can reduce chronic stress, improve sleep, enhances Immune function and improve mental health. So this statment about shorten your life span is just down right false.

Be true to your name @Never_give_up

Ironicaly i feel worse after eating healthy food, i have vomit several times from fruits and vegetables. Although i just keep eating it since its healthy food, if i have to i will drink my own vomit. I actually feel full, have more energy by eating junk food and never vomit.

You're absolutely correct, but I don't know how else to describe it using the English language then saying the “ego is dying”. Yes in a sense there is no ego dying since it was no ego to begin with, only the fluidity of consciousness. I had a very deep trip on shrooms a year ago, but I find it hard to describe in words. That is just the limitation of using the human language. If you have a better way to describe it then do tell.

@Carl-Richard I used to take weed edibles everyday. The high would last for almost 24-36 hours. I told myself edibles would be healthier then smoking, but i no longer believe it is the case anymore. I have large gaps in my memories, several weeks where my memories are really blury. I started to smoke instead 1-2 times a week, since the high last shorter time. I wake up sober, unlike edibles. I know smoking has its unhealthy side effects for the lungs, but mentally it is better in my experience. Also i have started to replace my weed habit with a better drug called working out (gym). Especially deadlifting, cardio, seated leg press and squats. The working out high is way better then weed and can last for hours. I don't crave weed after i am done working out. I don't really want to quit weed, but i want to reduce my use to no more then 2 times per months.

When my ego started to die and all meaning in my life started to fade away, i resisted. All my values, dessires and my life-purpose was just an illusion conjured in my mind. It was terrifying. I told myself over and over again no, no, no, no, fuck you psychedelic. Maybe i value my ego too much and have hard time letting it go. Not sure how to let go, but i am working on it.

I smoke weed only 1-2 times per week. Am i doomed?

@Yimpa Off-topic: Your profile picture is very cute. Wish i had a cute cat like that.

But thats an illusion. Happiness can not last forever, it comes and goes just like the wind.

Exactly what i experience on high dose of shrooms. During that time i experience so much physical discomfort and pain, while at the same time extremely happy and filled with so much love it hurts. It was difficult for me to tell the difference between pain and happiness while triping.

True, but only to certain degrees. Too much suffering would be bad.