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Leo, what do you think about reincarnation and the "soul's journey"?

That's impossible for me to fall for that. I became an atheist at age 15, I could see blue's bullshit from miles away. The most probable outcome is that I won't be able to relate at all. I have a big shadow against blue and orange. Yes, I am aware of the corruption, it comes with the package...

Press Joe too hard and you will never be invited again.

I kind of like it lol it makes the point clearer, which is what he is looking for, not an easy read without deep understanding

Damn, bro, this is fire.

That's a good plan! Yeah, i matured a lot since I went beyond green, I can get along with lower stages and focus on their qualities.

I am practicing Brazilian jiu-jitsu nonstop for like 20 months (4~6x a week), it is a stage red/blue/orange place full of right-wing people but we get together pretty well, I even help them with their social media and marketing. That adds structure to my days but when I am not going due to some holiday breaks or something, I really feel it. Many of them are from the military, police force, go to church, some are even pastors lol but overall I feel that I learn a lot from them as they have this ruthless, aggressive mindset that I could use in my life to tackle some goals.

An adventure for sure lol The UDV its a pretty solid organization, I went to their ceremonies a few times as a guest, but, at the time, I felt it was all to "strict", I had to keep sitting down and be silent the whole session, when I went outside to the garden to take breath, someone always went to scoop me lol They are stage blue/orange, so they are mostly conservatives with poor politics and some unhiged opinions but in relation to most of society, they seem relatively healthy, nice and put together. I remember I heard one of the highest ranks there telling me they have a few "ex-homossexuals" like it was a disease you can and should cure. That put me off, but nowadays I can deal with this kind of nonsense more easily. I have a close friend who was a mess, really immature and I saw him getting his shit together once he went to the UDV more frequently (found a great job, stopped drinking and smoking weed). The bad part is that he became a conservative with bad politics but that's kind of normal.

I have this intuition that i need to network with some stage blue/orange people. Right now, I find myself living without structure (no routine, no rules, zero discipline), ungrounded, and I am suffering because of this. I am a stage yellow thinker, mostly leftist, but I lack a good blue/orange foundation, which has made my life miserable. I live by myself, and I don't have good influences close enough to learn from. It is a well-known principle in self-development that your environment molds you and so I keep thinking about how to be in a healthy/wealthy environment with people that are successful and have their shit together. I can see the benefits of joining religion/military, aside from all the self-deception and limitations (lower stage thinking), the healthy aspects are amazing for building a great life. The human mind suffers when there is no structure. Maybe joining a conservative group and spending time with those people can help me achieve this new level. Here in Brazil, we have a church called UDV (União do Vegetal or "Union of the Vegetable"), which is based on ayahuasca ceremonies, way better than a conventional church. I am thinking about joining them to do some networking, find some mentors and, of course, drink ayahuasca. What do you guys think?

Be grateful, maybe your grandchildren will read it.

He probably craves the good parts of being in a relationship, like deep connection, companionship (having someone always there), deeper exploration (like using psychedelics and other drugs like mdma together), emotional support, and, of course, endless condomless sex. It's way better to be in an open relationship than single, if that's what you want and you don't care about building a solid future with that person (nothing better than monogamy for this). I've been there, done that. I had an open(ish) relationship with this girl I liked very much; the sex was amazing, but I didn't see a future with her. It was pretty good for as long as it lasted (less than two years). From the start, I knew it was going to end sooner or later, and just enjoyed it while it lasted. The thing is, this is kind of selfish for a man to do that with a woman, since women have a shorter dating span to find a long-term mate, I wouldn't do that with a woman in her 30+. Or I would be completely honest with her.

Well, there is a huge difference between conspiracy theories and seriously investigating a possible conspiracy; that's what serious investigative journalism does. What people usually do is just plain fantasy fueled by biases, zero rigor, and commitment to the truth.

He seems to be living in a nice comfort bubble of people who agree too much with him all the time, and accept whatever he says without much of a fight, and then he thought the entire community was like that lol

That was WILD to me. I have talked to a few people who still love the guy and questioned them about this. They all said the same thing: "ohhh he is only a human, he makes mistakes too". Like WTF, either you are a guru or not. The guy wants people kissing his feet (literally) and worshipping him as a God but can't keep his dick in his pants, apparently.