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  1. Links & List of Blog Videos
    Links & List of Blog Videos
    (Here's all of Leo's recordings from the blog.  I'll update as more come up.  Enjoy !!)
     
    Actualized.org Blog Videos:
         Society & Politics
    [] Inside The Mind Of Trump
    [] My Political Awakening
    [] Rethinking Human History
    [] My Critique Of Zizek's Critique Of Buddhism
    [] The Big Picture Of Global Politics
    [] Why The Media Is Corrupt
    [] Why Bernie Sanders Lost
    [] Deconstructing Property Rights
    [] Conscious Capitalism BS
    [] Life Lessons From "Life Below Zero"
     
         Epistemology
    [] Why Are My Videos So Long?
    [] Metaphysics vs Epistemology
    [] Understanding Better Than Academics
    [] Changing Perspectives Destroys Reality
    [] All Understanding Is Metaphoric
    [] All Understanding Is Metaphoric - Part 2
    [] Skepticism & Nonduality
    [] How To Test For Self-Bias
    [] Learning From Partially False Perspectives
    [] Sherlock Holmes' Brain
    [] Why Debates Don't Work
         
         Enlightenment
    [] Absolute Infinity Demo
    [] Explaining God For Dummies
    [] Total Omniscience Awakening
    [] Infinite Love Awakening
    [] Ego-Collapse Awakening
    [] Tapping Into Collective Consciousness
    [] Miracle Awakening
    [] Sense Organs Are Imaginary
    [] DPT: The Other God Molecule
    [] What It's Like To Smoke Salvia Divinorum
     
         Life Purpose
    [] Why Get Rich Quick Schemes Don't Work
    [] How I Started My First Business
    [] Requisite Variety & Creative Laziness
    [] Guerilla Business Advice
     
         Health
    [] Don't Half-Ass Yoga
    [] Sitting Posture For Yoga & Meditation
     
         Leo’s Health & Life
    [] Do I Doubt Myself?
    [] My Health Situation
    [] Back From 2 Month Break, Updates 
    [] 14 Day Water Fast
    [] Water Fast Ends, Carnivore Diet Begins
    [] Things I’ve Been Wrong About
    [] Fat Leo (I had to add this because it’s adorable)
     
         Retreats
    [] Solo Retreat Videos & Insights
    [] Hawaii Solo Retreat Feb 2018 Videos
    [] Mindfucked In Hawaii
    [] Hawaii Retreat Intro
    [] Hawaii Late Night Insights
    [] May 2018 Solo Retreat - Part 1
    [] May 2018 Solo Retreat - Part 2
    [] May 2018 Solo Retreat - Part 3

  2. Holism and Interconnectedness of All Being
    Holism and Interconnectedness of All Being
    @Space Hey Space, I addressed brain fog in a previous comment just now, so do check it out. Also, this goes without saying but if you are taking other medications and supplements, or have preexisting health conditions, you should talk about it to your doctor. But I will now address the supplements that one should be taking absolutely in my opinion:
    Omega-3 (DHA especially) DHA is the one with all the nootropic benefits EPA has other heart health ones  B-complex  Natural Factors, BioCoenzymated, Active B Complex (this is the best one) Vitamin D3 + Vitamin K2 (MK7 form)  D3 will pull calcium from food Now the Vitamin K2 MK7 will deposit it in the bones where it should go and NOT in your arteries LOL This combo is so critical that some companies began making capsules that contain both.  Alpha-GPC or Cognizin (Citicoline patented form)  We DON'T HAVE CHOLINE IN DIET ANYMORE Your brain will start deteriorating You then will see why there are a lot of folks with dementia and Alzheimers in the world.   This is all due to lacking acetylcholine for decades of their lives  Curcumin (C3 complex with Bioperine)  But another good one is BCM-95 since that one has the active ingredient of curcuminoids but also volatile oils.  Zinc, every other day (get Microzinc from nootropics depot, but if not, get Jarrow Zinc with Copper blend, that one is cheap at iHerb)  Iodine (for anyone not in Japan, because they get adequate amounts of Iodine in their diet) Only go for Iodoral, it is the best  Pine Bark Extract (Pycnogenol is a patented one that is good but it is expensive so I get the one by California Gold on iHerb, it is called Oligopin, just as good)   
    As to Cannabis, if that is what you feel, then it must be true. The thing is that with my experience with nootropics and being educated in neuroscience and advanced biology and organic chemistry and all that, I realized one thing:
    The brain is ridiculously complex. That which makes one person sleepy will make another person wakeful. Sure we talk about dopamine and neurotransmitters, but there are so many other neurotransmitters in the mix. Add in neurogenesis. Add in other bodily functions impacting this. Add in the man/woman's environment. It gets crazy!
    So, if this form of cannabis actually makes you see deep interconnectedness, then I would think that the strain you are using has a specific cannabinoid profile that can enable that. Other strains will just make you knock out and sleep. So whatever strain that you're using, stick to it. 
    But since you will ask about consciousness-raising nootropics, here you go:
    Lion's Mane (use the Freschap or Nootropics Depot 8:1 Extract for reasons explained in the previous post) Reishi (get the one by Freschap) One of the most important Ashwagandha (Shoden patented form) Shoden is the strongest one  Get it at Nootropics Depot But recently HR supplements is also selling it but the dose per capsule is a bit big, so Nootropics Depot is best bet  Coluracetam + Oxiracteam  Those 2 racetams in my experience make it super quick and easy to cry at beautiful things or acts of selflessness or quotes from Gautama Buddha or Jesus or a sage.  Of course, as I mentioned previously, ONLY TAKE RACETAMS ALONGSIDE ALPHA-GPC or Citicholine in the form of Cognizin.  Pterostilbene (get the one mentioned specifically in previous post)  L-theanine (get the Suntheanine patented form)  Agmatine sulfate might help (Get it from Nootropics Depot)  Rhodiola Crenulata might help too (get it from Nootropics Depot)  
    These are the ones are cross my mind right now. Again, be holistic, don't entirely rely on them. They are one tool of many. Good luck!

  3. An Experience of Infinite Universal Love. April 5th 2020
    An Experience of Infinite Universal Love. April 5th 2020
    On April 5th 2020 at around 11:00 PM I had an experience that changed the way I perceive life and an experience that I will remember for the rest of my life. I had a nondual experience unlike any other I’ve ever had before. It was an experience of Infinite Love, complete and total Infinite Love. Recently I have been thinking about and meditating on the areas of being, manifestation, suffering and love. In the days leading up to this experience I have had an increased feeling of calmness, freedom and intense mindfulness. Despite the external appearances of my personal life currently as well as the current affairs of the world right now I feel more free and calm than I ever have in my life. It all feels quite ineffable.
    On this particular night I could feel the intensity and depth of the mindfulness I was experiencing. It was a depth, calmness and present moment awareness that I have noticed always precedes my past spontaneous nondual experiences. At the time I was listening to my favorite ambient song and taking in the profound beauty of it. While I was mindfully listening something happened. In an instant everything in my experience of reality just collapsed down into a singularity the experience of perceiving time ceased and I was overwhelmed by a massive torrent of Nondual Universal Love. I began crying and this crying quickly grew to sobbing as my perception expanded almost instantaneously into everything in all of existence. I was everything that ever was, is and will be. I was all of it. However there was no experience of I the self was obliterated the moment this infinite love overwhelmed my being. I have had several nondual and psychedelic experiences on my journey thus far but this time there was an incomprehensibly large flood of ultimate Universal Love like a transdimensional dam had burst and a flood of love from the totality of all existence itself completely engulfed my being. This Love was so much, so powerful that human language entirely and completely fails to describe the absolutely profound level and depth it had.
    I immediately knew that existence is Love. I saw the ever present nondual beauty of everything from this state of overwhelming Love. I felt so much love flowing through my being that I felt was melting. Everything that constituted any sense of separation was melting. All I could do in the presence of this Infinite Love was cry in its infinite beauty. Tears of sheer joy and love streamed down my face as I had never felt love so intensely before. I could feel this energetically affecting my physical body on multiple levels, subatomic, atomic, molecular and so on. The feeling of melting away from the intensity of infinite love was ever present. More and more all forms of individuation were melting away. It was as if the Infinite Love of all of creation was a red hypergiant star and that my individuated ego and body instantly melted into disintegration when coming even into contact with this profound absolute Love. It was the most profound thing I have ever experienced in my life. Out of all of the nondual and psychedelic experiences that I have had I’ve never felt such profound Love like this. As I was totally enraptured by this experience I felt the love that a mother feels for her newborn child, the love that the earth has for all of the lifeforms on it, the love of the fabric of existence itself. I felt love that I would instantly sacrifice my physical life for and even beyond that. Love beyond what I thought was ever possible and still that love bloomed and became even more intense. It was an infinite absolutely unconditional love for everything; for all beings, for all phenomena in existence.
    As I looked at the room around me I noticed the objects around and I was one with everything. I was on an existential level no different from the bed, the walls, the clothes, the air in the room, the carpet, the dirt on the carpet, the computer. In the binding unity of love I was everything in all of existence without exception. I picked up one of my shirts nearby and folded it up and I held it and hugged it as if it was a baby. As if it was my baby, my child because really all of existence is just that. I felt and exuded this love more intensely than I can put into words. There was a pillow nearby and I picked it up as well and I held it with all of the Love that I could muster. And still the perceiver of the experience was totally melting in contact with this infinite and profound love.
    The intensity of the experience got to the point where I felt that my body began vibrating. And I felt this very strange and intense feeling of vibration specifically from my heart area. This strange pulsating vibration branched out from my heart across my entire chest, neck, shoulders, my upper abdominal area and upper back. This pulsating vibration was so strange to feel going through my body. With every breath this pulsating vibration expanded more and more through my body. The intensity of this Love was so great that I didn’t know how I could possibly take anymore, however it continued to expand and even further more engulf me even though there was no me left. As this continued there was the overwhelming feeling of gratitude and reverence that arose as well. I totally embraced obliteration by love and totally gave into the massive tsunami of universal love. The feeling of reverence was too much for words. Tears continued to stream down my face. The pulsating vibrations I felt in my body became even more intense as I placed my hands on my heart I just wanted to open my chest and blast out Love everywhere infinitely. I am not too knowledgeable on the chakra system about how energy flows through it but I feel that that in this experience I had a powerful heart chakra opening. With each heartbeat and each breath I felt my entire being vibrate and reverberate with Love. There is just pure Love.
    I came into a state of awe for the enormous love which always emanates through the totality. I just began to say, “wow”, over and over again. Followed by; “this is too much”, over and over again. The level of love that existence is and has for all incarnations is so profound that I don’t think we’ll ever have a way of describing it. You just have to directly experience it to know. As I was fully embraced by the infinite Love of existence I grabbed a blanket and I just wept uncontrollably into it. This went on for what felt like a while. I wept into it from the existential bliss, the existential joy and the sheer incomprehensible amount of love that I was experiencing. And I realized that the substance of existence is Love; that without love that nothing and I mean nothing could exist. Nothing could exist without love. You and I are love. We are love incarnate. We are a love that is so profound that when we know ourselves it’s the most amazing and beautiful thing that you could experience.
    The peak of this experience lasted for about an hour. For the rest of the night through sleep and into the next day I was in the afterglow of experiencing the profound infinity of love that constitutes all of existence. I had the realization that everything we beings do in life without exception, we do for love in one way or another and it is expressed in a spectrum of countless ways. This is the first time in life that I have experienced the Love of reality as it actually is; pure nondual infinite Love beyond the illusion of individuated ego experience. Love that will obliterate you because it’s just so much, Love that will break you down and make you cry, make you sob intensely.
    A part of my being is fully awake now. I feel energetically different than before that experience. I feel energetically different now, as if I am a different person from before this experience. Experiencing that level of Love permeates every aspect of our being and our experience.
    One realization I had was that my entire life up until this experience I thought that suffering was bad. Now I know what suffering is. Suffering is what happens when we knowingly or unknowingly turn away from Love. Because a person who truly understands Love, a person who truly loves themselves would never turn away from Love whether it be the Love of existence itself, the Love of another being, or Love of themselves. The only reason truly that we suffer individually and collectively is turning away from Love, that’s it. And that can breed many other things as a result but fundamentally it’s very simple. If you turn away from Love you turn away from what you truly are and when you turn away from what you truly are you’re out of alignment with the loving flow of the totality of existence and when you’re out of alignment with the loving flow of existence itself; it is so painful. That is when our experience becomes suffering. And we don’t have to suffer. What would serve us best in this life is to constantly and consistently choose Love at every second of every day. Forever. To choose whatever is the highest expression of love. And bask in its radiance and live in this place for our entire time of incarnation.
    I felt true freedom in this experience. True freedom. Love is the substance of existence. Love is what you are. There is never ever anything to fear. There is never ever anything to fear. There is never ever anything to be afraid of. Just Love. Just be Love. Just choose Love every single time. Because that is what existence is built upon. That is what existence is. It only hurts when you turn away from love. But if you dive completely into love and totally melt into that experience of being love you will truly know and experience what you are, what the universe is, what God is and that will change every aspect of how you look at life, on the deepest level in every way and thusly change your experience of being forever. I Love you, whoever you are, for we are One.
    I want to thank @fridakaia for helping me so much to truly understand what Love is. She is a beautiful and profound being and a lightworker. I also want to thank @Consilience for encouraging me to dive more deeply into Love on my journey.  

  4. Huge RED PILL Incoming
    Huge RED PILL Incoming
    @Hansu RedPill is a internet based reactionary culture movement against modern feminism, liberalism and progressiveness in various degrees, among other things.
    It unconsciously (and consciously) ignores broader context in things like dating culture for example, in favor of being extremely selective and focusing on minor truisms. It will usually cherry pick science to find things to support it's agenda and blow them out of proportion, while deliberately ignoring contrary evidence.
    For example RedPill, Incel, and MGTOW will come up with a bunch of stories about how women in general are terrible, biased, have no loyalty, and they will come up with a bunch of labels and names to shame them. While not acknowledging that statistically men cheat more than women, and make up the overwhelming number of cases of domestic abuse.
    RedPill puts on veneer of being reasonable and "woke" to the truth. But this is just a facade for a biased/sexist ideology that clings to some minor truths that while are true, don't represent the full picture.
    It doesn't appear to be right wing because it co-opts things like science to support it.
    It's reality it's hot garbage.