Zeroguy

So cringe. This forum Jesus fucking Christ. But not focusing on that. I started going to the gym,soon I will find a job and after 3 years of that I can get my disability pension which is similar to American SSDI. So I don't have any sort of delusional purpose in life or I am chasing something that will supposedly make me "happy". I am down to earth and only money and sex are important to me. Survival of the fittest.

This forum is not healthy for me. Lots of weird people. I don't have any desire for spirituality. I am only about earning money now. I started going to the gym and started my looks maxing journey. So after all it's all about survival.

It's just a fucking dream and everything revolves around me. I am dissapointed .

Yeah lets Self Actualize. I am ISTJ personality type . I suffer from schizoaffective disorder so it means I am mentally ill. I take my meds and my symptoms are now non existant. I drink meds that remove psychosis and improve quality of my thinking. Curently I don't have a job and I don't have girlfriend . I live like a hermit even if I am surrounded with family members (dad and brother). So I am at begining of my story. Hopefully it will be good. Starting from zero. Problems I have are poverty of speach and shyness.Aldo I improved a lot. I have to quit smoking and to drink Coffee ,those are my only 2 addictions left. Lets see how this Introvert will make it in big world.

nice

Realizing I am God completed my inner work I have self confidance no more shyness or social anxiety . I started taking responsability for everything in my life. Soon I will start going to gym. I am going to gamefy life.

I am interested does anyone else lives like hermit? Do you like it or not?

I will start teaching and using IFS therapy . I already got first costumer it is my best friend . Yeah we start from small but I am excited interested what can God imagine next.

Same here. Hell is other people I like that quote.

Just my 2 cents.

Yeah it's a constant I am ISTJ .

Because you are Infinite Love and Infinite Goodness etc.You are not really awake yet. All dream characters are you . You should love and be good to them. I suffer from schizoaffective disorder so I manage to dream beautiful dream.

Infinite Love Infinite intelligence Infinite Godness It is literally God

Yeah why not both .Thanks.

Help me out.