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  1. Yes but it was really bad last night.
  2. @Proserpina I don't know!
  3. I did warn, and I know it sounds petty to say "I told you so", but I have brought up trying to force an awakening by using egoic means. Maybe drugs work for some, but not for everyone. I admit I have not reached the experience of taking responsibility for all things. For humans, we cannot even process the vibrational energy needed to reach this level. So it would be reasonable to not over tax your mind and body with pushing towards something that is premature at this level. To me, having admitted I have not walked in your shoes, it sounds more like the ego has managed to come up with a new power play to scare you out of moving forward. I'm afraid, as much as I respect Leo's intelligence and dedication, that Leo has set up a false narrative by talking about how we are all God. Yes, I believe that, but we are still in the evolutionary phase of putting the flesh aside. Being God takes some of us eons of lives to develop naturally and comfortably into that, aside from the most ascendant masters. They have traveled through thousands of lifetimes to reach the vibrational level needed. And during those lifetimes their vibrartional energy has been gradually stepped up. Forcing an awakening is going beyond our limitations by using ego means. It is like taking a pregnant woman and trying to get her to give birth way before the 9 months it takes for the baby to develop. Our subconsciousness can project into our experience anything we want to imagine. Our conscious mind says nooo, but the subconscious is programmed to do what you are focused on. However that experience will feel as real as your hand even though it stems from a subconscious conception. I believe you have erred into nightmare territory and should drop all thought of being God and all practices or drugs that you think will get you there. You should just leave it all alone and reset the entire scenario by giving up even the desire to awaken. If you can't do that, then it might be best you seek mental health to help you out of this fictional scenario. See this:
  4. @Hello worldand the 25 y.o. virgin if you are still here, and I hope you are, there is one way I discovered how to quickly lift out of a depression. I think I got it from a Shakti Gwaine, a wonderful spiritual author. I've been severely depressed before too and this works. What you need is motivation. All these suggestions here will be useful to you, but first the motivation must be there and this is how to get it: pull out a piece of paper and a pencil; write down a positive statement about yourself (it doesn't have to be grand and noble, it could be I have nice hands or I am a loyal friend or I have a good smile), It really doesn't matter what but it must be something positive. No negatives allowed. Now write the first positive state over and over approx. 6 to 10 times. Next think of another positive thing about yourself, again, NO negatives, just focus of whatever little thing is positive about yourself. And again write the same positive statement 6 to 10 times. Once you get going you will begin to see yourself in another light. Keep doing this until you have both sides of your paper filled up and maybe even another page. As you do it, you will find more worthwhile things about yourself than you ever realized. And when your fingers are too tired to write anymore, then you can stop and resume it again later. But I promise you this will energize you and change your outlook on the world and yourself from glum to full of possibilities. Think back to when you were a child and what you dreamed of always doing. Then start taking steps to get there. "A journey of 1000 miles always starts with just one step." It only takes motivation and passion for something to make your world a possibility filled place. Repeat this exercise whenever you start to feel unmotivated again. I wish you would post to say you are okay. We here do care about you.
  5. @Rishabh R You are pinning all your hopes on one girl, that is a mistake. No one person no matter how great they are can fulfill every need you have and it's unfair to think they can. Even if you were to have this one girl, there would still be disappointments. No relationship is perfect in this world. We have a saying in English, "don't put all your eggs in one basket" meaning don't put all your hopes on one person or one solution. Always spread your options out over more opportunities. When it comes to women, and I am one, they are a dime a dozen. Make friendships with other women and it's possible one day that one of those friends will turn out to be your real dream woman.
  6. You might warn him after you ask him how he is and he answers that one, that you are working on something right now (cleaning or school or going shopping or cooking or work) and only have a minute or two to talk. That way you are not just shutting him down, but giving a warning so he knows you will have to hang up soon and can't talk very long.
  7. My sister had this situation once only worse. The owner was physically abusive, he shoved one of the administers up against the wall when he had a disagreement with her. Here's what she did. If your paycheck goes through him, then make sure you get it first. Write him a respectful and tactful resignation letter, something along the lines of: "This letter is to regretfully inform you that due to a family health crisis I am forced to resign my job effective date as of today. Again, my regrets as to the short notice. Wishing you success in future. Sincerely, Your Name Signature Follow the format of one of these letters on this link: Then go in before people are there or after close when he's gone and leave it on his desk, walk away and don't look back.
  8. The only person evil thoughts can harm is the person having those thoughts. You can do meditation and surround yourself with a big pink bubble of light, in your mind. This big pink bubble will keep any evil thought out. Try it, you will feel better.
  9. @Tim R Do you remember back 2 years or so when everyone was only involved in their own lives and the idea of a pandemic was the furthest thing on our minds? We all didn't spend anytime worrying about it ever happening. And then it happened to our utter surprise and our way of life is changing everyday. See, worrying too much about the condition of the planet, other than making sure we do the things needed to keep our corner of it clean, is a waste of time. Something we never thought about or thought would happen could happen and it could just reverse the direction it looks like we are going in right now. So worrying isn't going to help the issue. Drop the worrying and let whatever happens happen. We have no control. We really don't.
  10. @Emerald It sounds like he's too young to go to bars or drink. But he won't confirm or comment on age which makes it pretty hard to give good advise. @Vivaldo First of all, my husband and I tried what you are proposing and it wasn't a turn on for either of us. My husband gagged lol. I suggest you familiarize yourself with female anatomy by exploring with your hands first. If a female finds you to be a turn on in the first place, she'll let you go pretty far with that but don't try the big moves on her unless she is pushing for it. You'll get there soon enough and you may not even like it. And just a warning, I'm not sure why you would want to even put your junk in her mouth. If she realizes she isn't into it , women have teeth don't forget and they can use them, then you won't have to worry about being a virgin anymore. So start slowly. Ask. Chat her up, be complimentary. Ask her about herself, don't just talk about yourself or your boring hobby of stamp collecting. Keep thing on a light note, but work your way closer to her. Give her some light touches as often as you can. Make physical contact in a subtle way. Women need some physical touches and not anywhere like her butt or breasts at first. Make an excuse to get an arm around her, like ask if she's cold would she like you to warm her up *wink wink.. Women are sensative around the neck and feeling a man's warm breath on her neck and mouth along with a firm hand guiding her is a turn on.I don't mean forcing he r, just use a gentle hand to guide her head and lips closer. Use your tongue on her lips and mouth but don't be sloppy. That is simulated sex. Talk suggestively if you get the vibe she's into you. I don't mean make dirty jokes. I mean tell her she is a very attractive woman, point out what you find attractive but don't use primitive disrespectful language and don't use lines. Don't use words like "ass" or "tits". That won't win you points. As you name off her facial attractions, if you are already speaking softly in her ear you can give her little kisses (not loud and not sloppy) on each spot. I broke up with a guy once because he was a sloppy kisser. When she turns her head to you, draws closer and seems focused on your lips, she is waiting for a kiss. Don't do it close mouthed, blech. Part her lips gently with the tip of your tongue and feel her mouth and tongue. Don't just press. Invade her mouth like you wish you could do to her pussy. By this time she'll be getting hot for you, if she doesn't throw you off. If that happens, apologize and back up again. But if she's game and your'e in a private spot, you have permission to move down to her breasts with your hands and start kissing little kisses down her neck right to the top of her breasts. Murmur things about her beautiful breasts. If she's supper hot, she may take off her top or start undressing you. This is when you need a very private spot. Just go with it. Copy what she's doing Help her undress if that's what she's doing but no rushing. Try to make the mood last. Don't worry,by the time you are naked, being naked won't even cross your mind. But women are not like microwaves. You cannot just push a few buttons, wait one minute for her to be hot. Women are more like the electric burners on a stove. It takes some time to heat up. So don't rush. Ask if she's okay, or if she really wants to go further. No matter what some man on a dating advice site tells you, if she says no, then no means no. Period. There is no fooling around on this one. Some dating websites tell you she's just playing games. Well, she may push away not really meaning it, but when she says no, then you need to back the "f"off and ask what's wrong. It may take effort when you've got your genitals working against you, but if you don't want to get her pregnant or worse, have her tell a friend or someone who encourages her to charge rape, then never force it. Read this book: It comes with illustrations and so much information, I can't begin to tell you. There are all kinds of tips on fastest way to turn a woman on; the most important parts of a woman's vagina and which parts to stimulate and how. It gives you step by step instructions for the best sex when you get to that point. It gives you positions with illustrations on how to get the reaction you want out of them.
  11. @peanutspathtotruth Resistance is a major reason in our imaginary world for suffering. If we resist it, it appears to persist. This is why, I know little about it, buddhism places emphasis on not resisting, Catholicism and other main religions place importance on suffering and accepting. In Christianity, Christ taught to not resist attacks with counter attack because you only prolong your suffering; he also taught not to judge (he is not quoted as saying not to judge others, but judging at all) because judging makes us ultimately unhappy and comes back to haunt us. This is a rule to live by and so religions which are also creations of God , teach us this path to inner peace. Also, suffering, appears to be one of the best motivators there is to make us devote ourselves to spiritual growth, to grow out of our usual stupor and torpor to thirst for spiritual awakening.
  12. I'm pretty sure that ivermectin is probably effective for worms in horses and I can see using it as a curative for humans who are infected by these worms especially in countries with fewer cheap meds and people who don't have other affordable curatives. Worms! I said, not Covid. If anyone here has medical knowledge, how does a worm medication have an effect on a virus exactly? If I'm sick with any virus, I don't go running to my dr. for a deworming med. If I had worms then I might give it a try. I just don't see the connection between treating a virus even though a new virus and how a dewormer would have any effect. Somebody show me some double blind studies that unequivocally show that this dewormer works on covid. Then there is the argument that big pharma is behind all this. Big pharma is invested in many other things besides pharma and bringing down the world's economies by starting a pandemic, thereby losing their investment profits and bankrupting their investments in other products doesn't make any sense to me. Very short sighted thinking. If this is the way they want to assist some shadow organization, it's a very poor plan. Same thing with some sort of deep state. Long term, how does wiping out a large part of the population of every country in the world benefit some shadow gov't? No one is going to get rich from that and it's all about money and power. So if you wipe out all your constituents who will be left to bow at the feet of the deep state leaders? Kind of a self defeating tactic. This idea has been around for decades and yet nothing has ever come of it. We had the early 1900's flu pandemic that wiped out a significant part of populations all over the world. And yet, no one stepped forward to arrange to divvy up who was left over. Why was that? That would have been the opportunity supposedly "they" would have been waiting for. Again, that one is just grabbing at straws. The world has had plague after plague and I don't think some shadow organization that included Hillary or Bill Gates had anything to do with those. So who or what was it back then? Picking up a history book and tracing these plagues back generally tends to point in the direction of not enough sanitation back in those times, and the proliferation of rats. Maybe it's some super smart rats that were breeding back then?
  13. I found that vid to be incredibly funny. When asked for evidence the caller had nothing, didn't know what he was looking at, didn't know how to compare apples to apples and not apples to oranges. He quoted the book, "1981" which I also read but is a work of fiction. And that's what he's using as his underlying thesis. "1981" is a scary story, but you could just as well take a 1950 science fiction movie as some kind of prophecy. But there was one good lesson in the video by whoever the host of the program was and that was how to engage these people when they come at you with their conspiracy theory. He didn't just outright slam the guy. He asked serious questions, suggested they look things up together, generally gave the other guy plenty of opportunity to show his "proof." And as they continued the other guy started to drop his defenses. The host only planted some seeds of doubt, but didn't dismiss the other guy outright until the very end when the other guy wanted to advertise himself. I thought that was smart on the host's part. In the end though you can't reason with unreasonable people and when you think about it, the anti-vaxxer crowd are all signing their own death warrants. So they will become a smaller group to deal with as we go along and I wish them all good luck with their endeavor if that is their choice of how they wish to go.
  14. Once you already have it, it's too late t to get the covid vaxx. You have to wait until after you're recovered. But Ivermectin can have fatal side effects. Wouldn't add to the load on his ailing body from mixing horse de-wormer into it if I was him,
  15. @Vladimir Death is not real. If you are a materialist, that statement will sound crazy. Long ago I would have said what you are saying. But you still have consciousness even though to others you may appear lifeless. All that we term as death is just consciousness having switched to another story, but consciousness still carries on. There is no hell, satan, or separation from the divine consciousness. We cannot be separated from who we are. We are representations of Life and Life is who and what we are. Nothing can change Life to the absence of life (called death), as life is unchangeable except we ourselves choose to change. As Life is Love, there is no capability for creation of destructive forces. The world that now appears is only an imaginary phenomenon.