Literally every baby borns god-like pure. And the more he lives the more he become corrupted by life. Life itself has a mechanism that is identical to drug’s mechanism of addiction. Living being are addicted to being alive because we permanently have inevitable survival instincts that provides us from dying right now. And addiction is good until the creature lives in the garden of eden and does not touches devilish stuff.
ANY SINGLE TYPE OF TOXIC SUBSTANCE (sugar, alcohool, nicotine, heroin, a toxic person, a toxic compulsive behaviour…) ANYTHING THAT GOD CREATED THAT WE MIGHT SOMEHOW TRANSFORM INTO POISON WITH OUR DEVILISH HANDS, WILL IMMEDIATELY START DESTROYING OURSELVES. 
Its like a natural selection. If the devil creates poison it will become addicted to it and it will destroy himself, because the memory of god that silently sleeps inside his mind, forces him to eliminate himself. 
i realized that if i want to live and love life fully with all my heart i must get awayfrom any kind of poison and any kind of devil, because in the moment you touch the poison you become another devil and you ll eliminate yourself as soon as possible from the face of the earth. 
Be careful what you touch, who you relate to, what you eat, what you do, getting infected is easy, and healing is very difficuilt, because the healing mechanism of the universe is basically forcing the devils to feel pleasure while killing themselves with their hands.
if you find youself into a similar situation the only way to get out is going against your devil self, against your ego, kill yur ego and come back your true self again. The process will be counter intuitive, you might feel like you re being masochist because you are killing your devil self that you think you are. Because you are very disconnected from your god self.
Humanity is auto destructive because we created so much devilish stuff and we are a huge mass of drug addicts.

Any God worth worshipping believes in forgiveness and second chances always. 

Not to any ego ever. The chicks are too hot and hell is too far off to give a damn.

The only way to understand reality truly is to break free of all isms, all beliefs, all humans.
No ideological system can help you there. Not even nonduality. You must achieve 100% sovereignty of mind. To be a slave to no idea.

Not necessarily from your human perspective.
God's Mind certainly includes that dream. It just doesn't mean your ego will experience it.
God can dream up infinite degrees of Hell. That's no fairytale.
Don't forget that your ego would completely die very soon into that kind of consciousness, so it wouldn't be as bad as you might think. The thing in you that suffers is the ego. God proper doesn't have an ego so it doesn't suffer like a human does. God might enjoy a trip to Hell just for the interesting view.
God is death. Once you completely surrender, you are invicible. But that surrender will kill you. Once you are truly dead, you can explore endless consciousness without a care in the world. You can fly to Hell and take a dip n a sea of lava. A human cannot do this because it has a form to maintain. God proper has no form, so no problem. Once you lose your form completely, you are free and nothing can harm you, because you are already dead.

Just to point to obvious here. "Searching" and the idea of "becoming" or attainment  IS the ego-mind prolonging it's death / maintaining its own illusory existence. What is longed for IS already the case, "what is" (everything / Universe / NOW)   is already  whole and complete.  So it does not matter how much psychedelics you do, books you read, holographic breathing session og yoga postures "you" do - "you" will never attain anything by searching  because there is nothing to attain. "Enligtenment" is an un-doing, a  letting go of the idea that there is a "someone" (an individual/subject) that is in need of something (object) to "become whole". THAT is the illusion. Be still (drop the mind) and let go