1) Before you start worrying, give it more time. Allow at least 1 week to pass to return to baseline.
2) Avoid MDMA, it's not a healthy chemical.

Alright.. Beyond just working.. Eating.. Shiting.. And fucking.. Getting old.. And getting sick.. And dying......... What is it really all about? What takes you beyond the mundane? What gives you real serenity and peace of mind? 
I don't know if you have noticed yet.. But the "classical" approach to happiness =pleasure just doesn't work.   If you just get all the money and all the sex and all the yachts and houses etc..... Sure that is a relatively better condition than begging for food as a homeless person... So there is definitely a direction towards happiness.. But you don't actually believe that's what life is All about don't you? 
Also ... There is what's known as hedonic treadmill... as a person makes more money.. expectations and desires rise in tandem.. which results in no permanent gain in happiness.  Because now what used to make you super happy barely dabbles with your senses anymore. So you have to chase something bigger and bigger.... And it never ends.  
Also we live in a world of duality. There is no night without day. No cold without hot. No high without a low. You can't just capture your happy moments and play them in repeat forever.. Life flows.. Everything passes. Impermanence is another thing. No matter what you do and where you go.. You are always back to baseline. Think of all your happy moments in the past.. All gone as if never even happened. Now you have to chase them again. And so on. You are literally haunting a mirage and you know it.. But you keep doing it anyways. Because you can't help it. The programmed "needs". You "need" stuff constantly. You need air.. Water.. Food.. Safety.. Comfort.. Pleasure.. Approval.. Meaning.. Purpose.. Value.. Etc etc.  The last three ones are not found out there somewhere. So you have to make them up. And you deep down know you are making them up.. So you never actually find them. 
Just few thoughts. 
 
Share some insights about the nature of happiness.. Desire.. Attachments.. The human condition.. Etc.  

I had just turned 20 on May 14th.
Anyways, I decided to go to community college for 2 years before transferring to a University, but I'm behind on my credits.
It looks like I'll have to do another year of community college before I have enough credits to transfer.
I'm insecure about this as the average PhD takes 6 years to complete, meaning that if I take another year of community college I'll be 27 when I graduate. Don't people usually gradate at around 23-24-25?
How am I going to get an early start to my career when I'm 27?
 

Pickup is just used dick sales.

It's a sad. You autistic kids don't even understand the notion of partying.

TJ went down the deep end after his YT-channel. (which was called Deathproof)
He had some really good content on there because he was pretty intelligent and also highly charismatic.
I remember that he started websites called deathproofuniversity (a paid program) and deathproof-solutions (a forum basically) in like 2018/2019.I was part of it at the beginning, but holy moly - that was a conspiracy cesspool like you haven't seen before. Everything was a conspiracy. EVERY. THING! He believed literally every nonsense out there - from chemtrails to flathearth to zionistic holocaust denialism to Bill Gates wants to kill us all with his vaccine. I once questioned some of the stuff he said (because he literally taught "question everything"), which led him to ban me indefinitely.
He became increasingly mean towards other figures I respected, like Leo. I remember his video where he was "analyzing" Leo's 5-MeO-content and calling him the nastiest names for like 90 minutes straight.

He deleted his facebook recently, I have been friends with him on that for quite a long time.
He married his conspiracy partner in crime and they have have a daughter.

Without a doubt a smart but propably highly narcissistic and conspiratorial mind.

I have no problem banning people from here who I deem characterologically or ideologically unsuitable.
TJ Reeves was accusing me of running a suicide cult. Anyone accusing me of that will be banned.

Few people actually know what they're doing at 23. And those who do are wrong - check in with them in about 10 years to see that I'm right about this. It's not at all too late for you. But recognize bullshit when it pops up: the idea that you're too old to start now is bullshit.

What I did if followed my passion, BUT I was also very practical and knew I needed to develop concrete career plans. So I switched to philosophy, my passion, but I also resolved to develop my game design portfolio and technical skills so I could be hired as a game designer. Which I was.
You need BOTH passion and practicality. Be practical about your passions. Like, if you are gonna study film, have a concrete career plan in mind. Like develop the technical skills of a filmmaker or screenwriter.
No one will mock you if they see you are developing serious technical skill in a craft like writing, art, filmmaking, etc.
You can't just rely on a diploma to get you a career. A diploma means shit. You need to make serious, realistic career plans on your own, outside university work.

Unless you're entering school for a specific trade or career, education is an utter waste of time. And you'll have a ton of debt to pay off that will handicap you for years.
Get a job and start working. Money = Resources = Opportunity.

There's no problem per se with a 25 year old girl dating a 40 year old, because she's mature enough to be responsible for herself. So it's not the age difference that's the main problem here. The problem is that a girl who's 18-22 is immature as hell and doesn't know what she's doing.

Ridiculous. Dating a 19 year old is dating a child.

The only thing every girl needs is LEADERSHIP.
And that is because if a man does not lead her she will be gang raped and her children will sold into sexual slavery.

After staying away from psychedelics for almost 4 months I decided to start doing them again. I've been staying away from porn, sugar, weed, social media for 3 months and what I've noticed that my default level of consciousness has been constantly raising. Because of this I was really curious to see what happens if I do some psychedelics.
I need to mention that multiple trips on 5MeO have changed the way magic mushrooms affect me. Prior to 5MeO-DMT I did shrooms more than 50 times and I never had any profound trips. Now, when I do shrooms my trips are so crystal clear and so powerful, I can’t believe it.
Today I did 2.5 grams of mushroom tea and I was blown away by its purity. There weren’t any hallucinations whatsoever.  It felt like I was on 5MeO. I entered God consciousness within half an hour after drinking the tea. Ego death was quick, but still the fear was present until the end of dying. When my fake I died I woke up. I became lucid in my dream. I remembered that I am God and I’m playing games with myself. I was never born; I have been forever in nowhere. I’m pure magic, pure love, infinite creative power that has no beginning and no end. Anyways, words  can’t describe what I actually am and what is going on.
If you seek God, do psychedelics. You won’t find me trough meditation. If you think you will – you’re just kidding yourself. Your spiritual ego is in the way. All the teaching are corrupted (all of them), I created them in order to fool myself. The only way is psychedelics. The only reason why you’re afraid of psychedelics is because of your ego. Ego knows that there is not much danger in meditations or retreats. Psychedelics are really dangerous for the ego. If you consider to be a spiritual person, but you’ve never done psychedelics than you’re kidding yourself. If you did psychedelics a lot of time but you haven’t had a god realization than you’re kidding yourself, you’re not spiritual.
Psychedelics if applied correctly are the doorway to me, the rest is nonsense.
How do I know? Well, very simply. I am God.

Moving to a big city is the #1 thing you can do to improve your game.

What's preventing you is not being social enough and not have the experience to know how to vibe with girls.
Doesn't matter that you are in India. All girls love to be social and to vibe with fun guys.
Seek nightlife in your country. Every country has nighlife spots where people sing, dance, and party.

Bro, that's how life is for most people on the planet.
Not only that but by the end of the week you'll be so exhausted you'll just want to spend the weekend crashing on the couch and watching some TV, not doing any kind of personal dev work.
The solution is to build a career with a job that you're really passionate about, so that those 8 hours working each day are actually something you want to be doing.
The hope lies in building a career aligned with your life purpose.
Or starting a business and earning so much money that you can afford to take a lot of time off to work on your own side projects. This is what I did. Today I could not work for 10 years and just travel the world or do side projects. But still I choose to work because I mostly love my work. But I had to work real hard and real smart to reach this point. This is not any easy point to reach. You'll have to be super committed to reach it.

Hey everyone, 
This is my first post and where do I begin? My name is Daphne, 24 years old and I'm from The Netherlands. I sometimes feel very stuck in life. Allthough I made much progress in the last years. I feel like I'm lacking behind on everybody 'living the normal type of life'. Study, get a great job etc. To me it's more important to develop myself than to find a job but maybe to others I seem lazy? I'm very uncertain about my life purpose and what I want to become work related.
I feel like I'm not the type of person that will go to work, marry, have kids. And for this reason I feel stuck because all the people around me are like that. I'd rather explore the world and grow myself as a person. But you need money right? I don't know. I wish I could find my passion and make a living out of it, but I don't know how or where to begin? Tips are very welcome.
 

I meant, it needs to be the most meaningful thing out of the things you could be working on.
Unless you are a billionaire, you don't have a choice in life. You will have to work to make money. The only question is, will you work on things you find most meaningful or not?
Even if you value deep relationships, you'll still have to work. Because work IS survival. You cannot be alive and avoid survival. The only question is, what will be the quality of your survival? Are you gonna be scamming old ladies out of their life savings, are you gonna be selling poison at McDonald's, or are you gonna do something meaningful for the world?
Up to you.
Don't be surprised if you hate your life when you sell poison at McDonald's for 8 hours every day. You should hate your life at that point because what you're doing is so stupid. That hate is a message that God is sending you. God is telling you, "Why you being so stupid when you could be doing something so much more amazing with your life?"
Living life in stupid ways leads to lots of suffering.

You are exaggerating and creating stories.
You can find people.

I suggest to you that this isn't actually true but a self-deceptive story your crafty mind concocted.

I get it. It went through it. You just gotta focus on the growth and the adventure of it rather than the rejection. I stopped caring about rejection at all at some point. It doesn't even register in my mind if some girl ignores or rejects me. I will laugh at her.
It was extremely difficult for me too. But that challenge is what makes it so rewarding once you conquer it. So just learn to be more optimistic.
You must drop that competiton framing. I never think about flirting with girls as a competition. Rather it's about molding yourself into a more extroverted, humorous, fun guy. You're not in a battle with other men, you're in a battle with yourself to build social skill.
Also, social status and value can be built. For example, you can build a cool circle of friends. Or you can build up a career that also gives you some social status. You can design these things. For example, you can host parties. You can become a leader of your social circle. These things are within your control.
You gotta stop fixating on getting the girl and focus more on building skill and enjoying your time out. If you go out and have 3hrs of fun and you improve your skill by 1% that's a win. The girl is truly irrelevant in this.

Whenever you feel like it.

Sounds like you're just overthinking it. You gotta learn to take the early stages of datings less seriously. Treat it as an adventure and exploration. Don't think too far ahead in this domain.

Actually it came from meditation not psychedelics. I describe it in some old video, can't remember which.