Love? Good lord! This isn't love.
Girls take time to build investment in you. You are overly invested in her and she barely knows you exist. Because girls build investment through emotions and sex.
What you need to do is build your emotional connection with her. Not via text but in person. Make her feel some connection to you, to experience your masculine energy. And then ask her out for a drink.
The reason she isn't responding to your texts is because she lives in her own bubble and your texts are meaningless to her. She will start responding when she starts getting invested in you.
You are lucky she responds to your texts at all.
Ideally what you could do is set up some fun group social events and use text to invite her out. Not as a date, but a fun social event. Then you flirt with her and build up a connection. Then she will want to fuck you.

Theortically could be. But most likely a vain egomaniac with nothing better to do and using "art" as a rationalization.
Thing is, a serious artist would find bodybuilding far too limited of a medium. I find my Youtube videos are far too limited of a medium for my art.
I wouldn't call Arnold Schwarzeneggar an artist. He's doing something else.
Generally no.

That's definitely an absurd fantasy.
You don't need that. A girl will want to have sex with you by the 3rd date at the latest. And not just want, but need. She doesn't want you to court her for a month. As a man you should be assertive about what you know you want. She wants you to want her and to be confident in it, not wishy-washy. She is testing you to see how bad you want her.
Love is a thing that comes long after sex.

It's really basic.
A foot-long dick can't help you get girls simply because she doesn't know you have it. And if you tell her you have it, it sounds desperate and creepy so it actually works against you.

I appreciate all higher states of consciousness. Just gotta be careful not to get stuck in them.
1) I have experienced levels of consciousness which rendered all human spirituality teachings as ridiculous. This made me disillusioned with all human spiritual teachings, because they are all wrong in the end. I can't be bothered to take human spiritual teachings seriously any more because that illusion has been shattered for me. I place very little value in anything spiritual that humans say. That's just where I'm at. With that said, as you say, for everyday human life those teachings are still valuable. Because the consciousness I experienced is impractical and even dangerous and antithetical to human life.
2) Ironically, it's the teachers who I am critical of who sell you on the fantasy of being invincible, or reaching some final state. I've sufferred a lot and faced a lot of limitation, so I appreciate how limited the human experience is. What I see is that a lot of spiritual people are kidding themselves. They have brainwashed themsleves with spiritual ideas and fantasies. Because in truth they were never thinking critically about anything. They were just lapping up what some guru was telling them. And then they fused those fantasies with their legit higher states of consciousness, thereby locking in the fantasy. But eventually life will shatter those fantasies. But they probably won't tell you when that happens.

Look. Some people are hot and some are not. I didn't invent this system.
What politically correct term should we invent for ugly people which would not hurt their feelings?
Mating is a brutal system and it's not fair. Lots of feelings get hurt all around in this game.

The lesson is: girls have zero loyalty or care for you until sex, regardless of what they say.

You need to figure out your life purpose and career.
What are you passions?

David Sinclair, Harvard professor, longevity reseacher & author - best known for his appearances on Joe Rogan and several other podcasts - seems to be one of the new big snakeoil salesmen in the medical industry. I did not expect this kind of bullshitting from someone with his credentials, but there you have it.
Absolutely shocking:
 
 

That's a different matter.

Lol. I’ve been in 4 long-term relationships. I didnt know I abused the shit out of them 🤷🏼‍♀️
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Your OP is full of excuses and defense mechanisms to avoid growing yourself as a man.
Ironic when all this crap comes from that profile picture. Seems to be just a compensation.
”I know what I want. I want an assertive woman who knows what she wants and who doesn’t conform to the BS social norms and tradition of men always having to make the first move.”
No, you’re just too scared to be a man and approach the damn feminine girl.
Go out there and approach a 1000 girls. Then most of this bitching will be gone. And you’ll actually learn to enjoy the game.

This is just some BS story your mind invented.
There are literally a billion women in non-abusive relationships. No reason why you can't be one of them.

It was actually triggered by my awakenings. I had awakenings that gave me much deeper insight into how attraction works. Without the awakening I was not conscious enough to see it.
Boldness can take you far in life. But it's not everything.
Looks is also a complex issue. Someone might be short, but otherwise great looking, or tall and ugly. So you shouldn't over-simplify these things.
Look, this isn't science. Attraction is a nebulous thing. I don't have numerical scales of how it works.
You shouldn't be thinking so hard about this. It doesn't matter. You only need to think about going out and talking girls. If you start obsessing of your looks to his anal numerical degree then you will struggle to get laid, because all this thinking is antithetical to game.
You will never get clear-cut answers about attraction because it's a very messy, multi-factorial process. Dozens of factors go into making someone attractive. The more of those factors you have the higher your success rate becomes. Some of those factors you can control and some you can't. Don't worry about the ones you can't, worry about the ones you can.
The status only helps if it's something she can experience or see/feel. If you're the boss of your company and you go out to a bar, no girl there will know or care. So that will add nothing to your results. But if you're the boss of your company and you want to date your secretary, your higher position obviously helps you. Or if you go to the bar with 20 of your employees and they are all flocking around you, this makes you more attractive in the bar.
There are complex tradeoffs between status and ugliness. Obviously if you look like troll but have high status then you will get laid less then if you were high status and had great looks. But you will get laid more with high status than otherwise.
Less attractive people pair with each other because that's the best they can get. And many people just have low standards and willing to settle with someone who they are compatible with personality-wise and looks are not a big deal for them. Most people are not so looks-obsessed. In a sense, when we're talking about pickup, it's an very biased pursuit because pickup assumes you're into chasing hot girls. Most people in the world aren't doing that. They just settle for the first girl that is willing.

With awakening you are still stuck in a dream, but you are more conscious or lucid within it.
"Us" and "separate" are part of the dream. So is "death". Any notions of anything are part of the dream. So you can't really use any notion to ground the dream because all notions are part of the dream.

@Jehovah increases Don't overlook the value Owen offers. It's too easy to be cynical. You can learn a lot from Owen if you really want to grow.

I don't even know if I would call myself intermediate.
There are many variables involved: how often you go out, how long you stay out, how hard you hit it, your health, your logistics situation, time of the year, what city you live in, your skill level, your personality type, the quality of girls you're trying to pull, your ethics, luck, what your goals are, how much momentum you've built up, your emotional state, etc. So there's not going to be any clear number. It will vary a lot from guy to guy.
A bad month is zero.
But also, I don't measure my results based on quantity of girls I sleep with. That's a pretty foolish measure. I would rather sleep with 1 amazing girl than 10 below average ones. But even that is still not the right measure because the skills developed and life experiences gained are more important. I measure my results based on how much it grows me internally. This way if I have a month where I get zero girls, I still see it as part of my overall success and I don't quit. Whereas most guys would just quit.

It is, but I assume you don't got that, otherwise you won't be complaining about hot women.
But even if you got that, hot women have so many options that you will still struggle to sleep with any particular one just off your looks and game. Plenty of guys around who have good looks and game. It's not hard for hot women to meet such men.

Lol.
There is no such country. You are just blind to all the ugly girls in your country.

Hot women are looking for value, just like you are. The only reason you are talking about hot women is because you want to grab some value from them.
Imagine if a woman came here and started a thread: How To Find Men With The Biggest Dicks?
This would be analgous to you trying to pick up "hot women".

Your social circle game doesn't need to be elite. Just at least something rather than nothing.
Look, it comes down to a matter of consistency. Any guy can get lucky and sleep with a hot girl or two. But if you want to get them consistently you need a social plan.

Dude, by definiton most girls are not models. Please stop with the BS.

What I'm saying will hold true across major cities in the US and the developed world.
If you live in a village in Pakistan then obviously things work different there.
Not every hot girl is playing the social status game. Some can be very introverted or not interested in such games. But I was speaking to what strategy you need to get hot girls consistently.
Why would a hot girl have to choose between one or the other when she can have both?

Don't glorify Russian girls. Nothing particularly great about them. Plenty of ugly ones, just as all ethnicities. Plus backwards Russian software.

Doesn't work this way in practice. Because your femininity is linked to the levels of hormones in your body. And the more of the feminine hormones you have the more they literally shape your body to be more feminine and thereby "hotter" in the eyes of masculine men. So when a guy sees a bombshell hottie, chances are she's peaking in feminine hormones and personality. And she dresses the part. She's not wearing boots and cargo pants.
Of course there are exceptions. But the trend is what's important for the purposes of game.
A guy can literally pick out girls full of feminine hormones just by looking at them. Which is exactly what guys do. And girls do it too. It takes one second to see masculine and feminine without even talking to it.
Which is why trans people take hormones. They are using it to shape their body to better fit their minds.
Also, masculine behavior on a hot chick makes her unattractive, as does feminine behavior on a beefy guy. Imagine Arnold Schwarzeneggar whining about a broken nail.

Funny enough many women are not thinking that far ahead. They aren't thinking at all. They will sleep with any guy who makes her feel good and leads her to a bedroom.
But the hottest women tend to be very social, so if you're not offering social value then you just won't even find yourself around them. Because they blindly go where the social value is and you ain't there.
Really, the secret to getting hot women is to be where they hang out. It's just basic physics.