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  2. An interesting thing I realized while tripping is that understanding gets very deep and immediate beyond the human state. It touches everything. Understanding is not a human thing.
  3. ...which is probably a bit ironic because the course is supposed to teach autonomy of mind and that kind of stuff. i do wonder, though, if it's acceptable that i'm the kind of person who works best when provided with some structure and clear instructions. apparently, i do need the occasional hoop to jump through....and i wonder if there's a positive version of doing this that still fosters a more conscious way of living. not everyone is born to be an entrepreneur and there must be other ways to find fulfilment...i hope.
  4. I see now this was never about improving my life, but about deconstructing it. Soon I’ll be insane. I had to trick myself into this. If I feel like I should be scared, but I’m not particularly. Whenever I cry about it, I feel like I’m being insincere.
  5. Professional God Yapper Living the dream
  6. Will the episode involve you laying down what epistemic norms one should care about if one wants to be rational and laying down how that word meant something completely different than what it means nowadays? Because most "rational" people only care about not having contradictions, but you can add more epistemic norms like performative contradiction and more (for instance - when someone says "I dont exist" - thats not a logical contradiction , its just a false statement and you cant derive a logical contradiction where you show p and not p from that statement apriori, but it is a performative contradiction, because you can only utter that statement if you exist). The more epistemic norms you add to the "rational" stack the more you narrow down the space in which one can deny things.
  7. Why do you think you will get more crap with this video than the others one ?
  8. The Outer Limits 1963 series is also very good.
  9. The order by which youd speak of either: observing/observed is critical, or else theres gaps in walking up and down the ladder and thus making it clear what you are trying to say, like for instance... from our perspectives, now, If all someone was talking about was "asking for the truth", therein would be no reason to keep refurbishing that sentiment, or untangling the same things over and over, for me, but perhaps others are committed to resolving it. BUT, if what your asking is to understand what the observer is (or what the thing doing the observing is) then thats more distinct, as im not quite sure what "observer observing" is, or means. Like to me "observer observing" doesnt mean anything, which is what im tryina rephrase what you are saying by first peeling back a long strand of possible positions/perspectives you could be speaking from... Singular -> God(s), a notion of (distinction between) -> the great expression -> things that we'd recognize as -> tryin' to find a, -> souls exp(thus far) and perhaps asking what the observer is, or what observing is... Observer observing could also be yourself asking about yourself... Are you asking bout the single-most point that alludes everyone, like "that which cant be known"? That is then why i say that these details come with clarification or background, as the order by which you are putting it forward would matter in this case, otherwise it could mean a couple athings
  10. Yes in a way spirituality should make you know less and less, make you less sure, less confident, quieter, etc. Tao Te Ching – Verse 48 In pursuit of knowledge, every day something is added. In the practice of the Way, every day something is dropped.
  11. Y'know, don't elect Trump, and you don't get this mess. But I guess Americans are addicted to drama.
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  13. @Leo Gura, I don't know why I haven't watched your trip reports. The way you describe your trip is very helpful in understanding mine. Or what makes a psychedelic an S-tier?
  14. Before I found actualized.org, I thought that the only way to get knowledge is through books. Like to me it never occured in my life that I can contemplate and think about stuff. What if someone has more outgoing and extraverted type of personality and is not predisposed to contemplative-like thinking? I know you`re not omnipotent and omniscient in the practical sense, but why there are just some people who are prone to be anti-contemplative, per say, than others? Why doesn`t every human acknowledge their ability to think and use contemplation?
  15. The FBI and NSA are in such dysfunction right now, the Taliban could start a forum and openly plan their next attack.
  16. It’s me that plays hide and seek with myself. I know all is God, but I’m aware of separation too. So it’s me that hides my knowledge from people who are not me, even though I secretly know others are me. It’s not like I can tell my friends and family that I am God. They’d just laugh and say no you’re not. That’s why I have to pretend I’m a human being just to fit in with the others who haven’t awakened yet to their sovereignty.
  17. To me, it doesn’t matter what it is. I don’t even need to find it as if it was separate from me. I’m it already. That’s all there is to know for me. I know I am God, and that’s enough. I don’t need to explain what God is just that it is. I’ve known I am God all my life.
  18. The bottom line is veganism is healthy IF you're heavily supplementing and tested. And after trial and error, it is found that your genetics and biology are suited for it. If you're not serious and educated about veganism, then you're doing it wrong and you should stop.
  19. Calling Bryan Johnson tier 2 thinker is so hilarious ahahah. He is just shallow marketing late orange guy.
  20. To get the best wagie job possible and to be the best possible wagie
  21. Getting started with the Life Purpose Course now:) i'm excited. compared to the thesis work, it's really relaxing because i'm provided with some external structure. it's so much more fun being told what to do and taking notes on a lecture than needing to sketch up a whole thesis by myself...
  22. Extrapolation leap. "if less is better, none is best". "If fasting is good for you, not eating is best" "If exercise improves health, exercising all day is best" "If reducing sodium helps blood pressure, eliminating all sodium is best" "If sun exposure produces vitamin D, constant sun exposure is best" "If caloric restriction extends lifespan, severe restriction is best" "If antioxidants are beneficial, megadosing supplements is best" "If sleep is restorative, sleeping 12+ hours daily is best" "If reducing stress is healthy, eliminating all challenge is best" "If some alcohol has cardiovascular benefits, more alcohol is best" "If fiber aids digestion, maximum fiber intake is best" "If cold exposure activates brown fat, extreme cold is best" "If mindfulness meditation reduces anxiety, meditating constantly is best" "If processed foods are unhealthy, eliminating all processing is best" "If reducing sugar improves health, zero sugar is best" "If stretching prevents injury, stretching for hours is best" "If social connection improves wellbeing, never being alone is best" This is the mistake every scientist makes and every salesman exploits.
  23. Lol, is it book by Vadim Zeland? Where do you know if from? It`s russian book I heard one streamer that is at stage orange-green self-improvement talking about that book as one of the best he read. But I haven`t read it yet
  24. You're right. I would have rather said "convenient"; something like that. You can declare rape as being bad if it pleases you, but fundamentally it's not for a such subjective reason it's forbidden. It's forbidden because it's a sociopathic behaviour who hurt others humans and their entourage; so the balance of power and interests has resulted to the fact that if you have the idea to rape another human some people will come to your house in uniform to put you in Jail. So what. Yes Are you saying that life isn't worth living if you're going to have problems and die. If that's the case it's a projection of neurosis, of a mood disorder; it's as simple as that. Yes Industrial farm doesn't really mean much. A pig can be fine in a typical industrial farm, and chickens can be stressed and cramped in "free-range" farms. As a general rule, if I had to eat less meat, I would eat less chicken; a chicken produces much less meat, of course, but you can be pretty sure that a pig or a cow will be better cared for.
  25. Architecting open-source pathways for human and planetary flourishing
  26. .... handed in my thesis today. yay! i've been dreaming for months about coming back and making this post. thought it was gonna be the best day of my life, but i also had a feeling that something crisis-inducing would happen, just to disrupt that expectation. and indeed, i was right. got up at 6 am, went straight to fixing my final chapter, rushed to the copy shop, was told to read through the first copy, RAN back home, made the changes, converted the new pdf....and then the guy at the shop had some weird idea about only re-printing individual pages. it was a huge mess. i basically just started crying and also couldn't focus anymore at that point. he also told me he had set back his clock at the shop by 15 minutes to make people calmer and "gift" them more time. it did NOT make me calmer. ...so after handing in my two copies and sending the email with the pdf...i didn't cheer, i just burst out sobbing lol. and i felt really bad because this day was supposed to be so special...i'd had really high hopes. and then it was just sad and scary and stressful. oh, well. took me some time to cool down. i hope i'm good now. have some notes on my phone, so maybe there'll be an update about the past three months soon. it's good to be back though. i appreciate this community and the space for emotional expression. i've missed it:)
  27. 17.11.25 Cold Approach - No Fap - Day 7 Gym - Book writing - Affirmations & Visualizations - Money - Diet - Afternoon Stomach reaction > Causes > Coffee, Dairy, Eggs, Its so fucked up, its so fuckng stubborn. Ive had enough I'm not drinking coffee or eating any dairy, no eggs, i have to be honest with myself, i have to be very strict or this cant work. This fucks up my gym gains too, gut iritation causes stomach bloat, raises cortisol. I have to be surgical and ruthless about this, I have to rely on working out, hypnosis, music & bluetooth headphones for dopamine, and approaching women. I CANNOT DRINK COFFEE, I CANNOT TOLERATE IT, FUCKING TIME TO STOP. NO EGGS, NO DAIRY, NO COFFEE. STOP. It's not rocket science its just hard to discipline But its "hard" is it really or is that just an illusion my mind is trapping me with? I fucking bet it is. Alright time for ruthless surgical discipline. No other answer. This problem has persisted for MONTHSSSSS Because I never sustained the fuckijg patience. FUCK OFFF BRUTE FORCE. I CAN EAT CHICKEN, I CAN EAT FISH, WATER, BANANA. NOT MUCH ELSE FOR 4-6 WEEKS THATS IT. OR A LIFETIME OF STRUGGLE AND MEDIOCTIRY. THATS IT. HAVE TO JUST DECIDE HOW BAD I WANT TO FEEL NORMAL AGAIN. HOW BAD DO I FUCKING WANT IT? MORE THAN A PETTY HABIT? MORE THAN CAFFIENE? FUCK CAFFIENE MAN. FUCK OFF.
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