I think I might have destroyed my life completely.

[Javfly33]

Focusing on Truth will shorten your life span, no doubt about it. 

The more you want to ace survival the more you must focus on lies and corruption.

Even Sadhguru is corrupt, he is playing the corruption game as anyone else. Clearly see it now, I used to be a convinced fan but now I see what is going on. 

Meditation and Consciousness practices will shorten your life span if you truly focus your life on them, because they mean Nothing-Death and letting go of even survival because the clarity of what is going on is so much you truly stop caring about the endless survival game. 

There is no short trick, the more you focus on truth, the less you will focus on survival until you are truly at the brink of death. So success in Life, in other words in the Delusion, you must do the opposite.

By the way, apologies to you @Breakingthewall for having blocked you in WP, that day I was on a complete rage mood and I sent several messages to several people. Didn´t meant anything.

Big hug to everyone! Enjoy the ride while it lasts. 

@Leo Gura https://www.actualized.org/insights/truth-is-purity This is probably the most real thing you've written in your life. 

[Schizophonia]

Where are you going with this.

It's like saying, "To win at Monopoly, you have to get into the game."

Well, it's a game, let's play.

23 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

 

Even Sadhguru is corrupt

Sadghuru don't comes from Adveida vedanta from what i remember, just yoga and "hindouism".

Edited Monday at 09:57 AM by Schizophonia

[Schizophonia]

19 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

 

@Leo Gura https://www.actualized.org/insights/truth-is-purity This is probably the most real thing you've written in your life. 

Good post, very close to an insight i recently had.

[Schizophonia]

41 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

shorten your life span

+@Sugarcoat's skin does not agree.

 

More seriously it's logical, more "corruption" leads to degeneration that pushes towards death.

Degeneration = inflation of a bias = "corruption"

Edited Monday at 10:15 AM by Schizophonia

[Aaron p]

Lol

[Sugarcoat]

I can kinda relate. I dissolved myself so much there’s barely anything left of me . I miss my self

[PurpleTree]

2 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

 

@Leo Gura https://www.actualized.org/insights/truth-is-purity This is probably the most real thing you've written in your life. 

That’s nice 👍

[Leo Gura]

@Javfly33 Be careful. Don't do anything rash. There is nothing wrong with surviving and working towards success. Do not get too pre-occupied with avoiding all corruption. Life is meant to be a bit dirty. You can have truth and still be productive in the material world.

You don't need to try to escape life. Enjoy life a little.

Edited Monday at 12:23 PM by Leo Gura

[Peo]

3 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

Meditation and Consciousness practices will shorten your life span

Actually it will increase your life span. It can reduce chronic stress, improve sleep, enhances Immune function and improve mental health. So this statment about shorten your life span is just down right false. 

[The Crocodile]

44 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Don't do anything rash.

Lol what if he's going to assassinate sad guru now.

[Carl-Richard]

No. Absolutizing, dichotomizing, catastrophizing, Blue thinking destroys your life relatively speaking.

Edited Monday at 02:51 PM by Carl-Richard

[Hojo]

To me it seems like you have alot of karma left. You gotta go live life you want to but dont know how so you pretend to want to be spiritual. Karma could mean you have alotted play time and you are trying to something you didnt want to do.

I see a woman with severe dementia she has a 1 second memory but cant stop walking. Shes walking the entire building all day her body is starting to fail shes leaning to the right but has no idea she cant stop doing it. Thats her karma she has to walk more before she dies cause she didnt walk enough and the legs want to walk cause they are going to die. She wont sit down for 1 second to eat. She keeps forgetting what she is doing and her legs are saying I am going to die and have karma left.

What it took for me to burn through my karma to awakening was literally a nomad life. I left my home at 17 and free fell.You gotta actually move your vehicle. All homeless people are trying to awaken or have you cant have a home you gotta leave your home.

Like if you are at home you gotta shit talk your parents when they piss you off and then get kicked out. No authority. The path to awakening is one where you dont take shit from anyone even if that includes you having nothing. I lived out of a backpack from 17 - 33.

You have to live your life with complete abandon that means you dont self reflect on anything. That means going back to sleep cause you cant have morals you gotta be you.

Like you literally have to say fuck God Im doing what I want and forget about it ever existed and become unconscious again.
Karma could include many things. You might have to go out there and get drunk and fight people you might have to sexually assault women. You might have to shit your pants in front of everyone.

You might have to never clean your body or house for months. You might have to become so mentally deranged that reality morphs into a dark horror show and you feel demons looking at you from every dark shadow as you spiral into insanity not knowing what the fuck is happening or why its happening.

You are going into the dark part of your soul to see God its not supposed to be pretty. Your soul reflects reality and creates it.

Once you do this you will have proof for yourself that God protects you in everything you do even while blindfolded you somehow managed to survive walking life blindfolded. Thats cause God literally will take care of you wherever you are. In life you are walking the crocodile pit blindfolded and God is guiding you. You can fall off and get hurt but you cant die ever even if it seems you died.

Edited Monday at 02:02 PM by Hojo

[Husseinisdoingfine]

Might I ask how did you "destroy your life completely"? What specifically did you do?

[AION]

If it is not life-affirming it is not spirituality. Start broadening your horizon with different teachings because currently you are following a death cult and you are heading towards the end destination full throttle.

Edited Monday at 02:44 PM by AION

[Carl-Richard]

1 hour ago, Husseinisdoingfine said:

Might I ask how did you "destroy your life completely"? What specifically did you do?

He had one intrusive thought.

Edited Monday at 02:54 PM by Carl-Richard

[Eskilon]

It seems that you have some integration and contemplation to do.

If you are really for Truth and awakening and you feel such a strong pull to know, then just meditate and see where it leaves you. See if you are really confortable just being and not doing anything. I think it's unlikely that you have transcended all actions and ambitions in this material world, otherwise this post wouldn't exist.

In other words, really figure out what you want out of this experience of life. What is it that you want to do, or are you comfortable just being and doing spiritual practice. Investigate this deeply.

Edited Monday at 03:07 PM by Eskilon

[Breakingthewall]

5 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

Even Sadhguru is corrupt, he is playing the corruption game as anyone else. Clearly see it now, I used to be a convinced fan but now I see what is going on. 

Sadhguru is a scammer in my opinion, quite evil

[kbone]

@Javfly33

Start with "I don't know mind". Presently, it seems to be making assumptions where it finds a rub, and then making conclusions (structure of beliefs). Perhaps, go wash the dishes or sweep the floor. When there's a tough spot or accumulated dust bunnies, take action; that much the mind can do... and who knows, maybe a coolio insight bubbles up and the whole rub becomes moot.

But in Truth seeking, the mind will give way, fall to its knees, and be filled in the surrender. Only then does Truth/Nothing begin to inform mind, and all such assumptions/conclusions/beliefs begin to fall away, almost automagically.

Take it easy. You're prolly just fine, and it's the mind-structure/self that is having a problematic episode. Happens all the time. Stand up, dust off, ...forward.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRG3R2FmGlY

Edited Monday at 03:33 PM by kbone

[PurpleTree]

* I have destroyed my life *
 

What is even life?

[Someone here]

You're gonna die anyways one of those days . Might as well enjoy your time .its really short .

Also ..clickbait.