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I had my experiences but as I focus more in direct experience I sort of close myself a bit to this StarSeed thing So, who here had, have or know how to explain how can this StarSeed thing make sense at all with Awakening ? May not be possible that all this Starseed thing is all another way to th ego have another background to avoid realizing that all there is is this, here, now? But anyway would be nice hear from Leo since he himself is an Alien https://typicallytopical.com/starseed-types/ Did your soul really originate on Earth? Or are you of Starseed origin? Close to 78 million beings on Earth were sent here from planets, galaxies, and star clusters far beyond our solar system. These intergalactic, Lightbringer beings are known as Starseeds https://typicallytopical.com/starseed-types/

I'm pretty sure when you realize there's nothing behind you its the beggining of you getting sucked put of 3d. I had a similar feeling it felt like something was sneaking up behind me and I kept turning around in a circle cause it was scary but it was always behind me. I had to just sit there in the fear it brought and I got sucked out of my body. If you can sit there with no fear and focus on a dot on the wall shit will get way crazier you will faze put of reality like link does in when he going into the dark world. And you will see other dimensions. Totally alien dimensions and you will just be watching. I hear a voice and it told me to focus on a dot on the wall. it felt like my conciousness was a rock wrapped in a plastic bag and the bags handles were outside the back of my head and someone was pulling it but my conciousness was too big. Then I just totally let go and my conciousness was naked and I slipped out. Its like an insane trance. Its like a portal opens in your mind and you can get sucked out.

@OldManCorcoran i was watching a sadhguru video and he was talking about aliens and said they were cardboard cut outs too. When I saw an alien it was 2d. I will have to train my brain to see cardboard people. Very interesting to contemplate philosophical cardboard zombies

Alien women is where it’s at.

Hi all , I really need your perspective on this. As lots of us , i too grew up in a very toxic environment. So , got on personal development work, not just because of trauma also because i enjoyed it a lot. Few years back I been to therapy for a year , but it didn't work ,the therapist was not good and also because i was too much in victim mood and was playing the blame game. Did Therapy+ medication only to realise that it's not the answer and i have to face all my fears head on. I find a good diet , healthy sleep pattern and nootropics worked way better for me then those drugs which comes with so my side effects and messes your brain up. I got my diagnosis of bpd but to be honest i don't connect with that diagnosis at all. I have read so much about bpd , it feels so alien i don't connect with it at all. Yes , i have my share of neurosis but im not as dysfunctional as a typical bpd individual. When i talk to an depressed individual i can connect to it , when i talk to an person having anxiety i can connect with it , to a person having memory loss , brain fog , concentration issue, family issues , etc i can connect to that typical stuff but to borderline personality disorder- Nahh!! No offense but find them too messed up for me. Even while i was on Therapy i find personal development work was helping me more then therapy. I feel doing the work by myself, doing the shadow work , meditation, kriya yoga etc. I can heal myself more. Yes , having a Therapist makes the work much more easier but man i can't afford it at all. Throughout these years i have accumulated tons and tons of traumas and unconscious beliefs which i need to heal. I have wasted so much of time. So much of opportunities was lost cause of them. I've lost a lot. I can go my way collecting money and find a good therapist but i don't find our modern psychologist that developed vs our spiritual work where i can go to the core. Tons of potential yet tons of resistance Tons of chances yet tons of confusion Tones of opportunities yet tons of depression Tons of clearity yet tons of confusion Tons of understanding yet tons of emptiness One Leo's video and it gives me so much of clearity which therapy never did. Just a video of his and it gives me a long road map to work.

Happy Holidays! Watch out for Alien Santa.

I've been reflecting on the challenge of finding a girlfriend or connecting romantically and realized that cold approaching might be the next step for me. Despite giving other methods a fair shot and making numerous adjustments, they just haven't panned out. It's a tough realization, but I'm coming to terms with it. The idea of cold approaching is daunting, I won't lie. It feels alien to me, and the thought alone is enough to freeze me in my tracks. It's not just nerves; it's a physical barrier I'm grappling with. To tackle this, I've been doing daily breathwork exercises and confronting some deep-seated emotional trauma, especially around my chest and heart area. It's a painful process, with about 30 minutes each day of intense, burning emotions, but I'm hoping it's clearing the way for better things. I have tried cold approaching before, around 20-30 times, but it's always been a struggle. It required a lot of self-coercion and the presence of a friend to make it more bearable. However, this approach isn't something I can sustain long term. I've been mulling over a possible step-by-step plan to ease into it. For instance, on day 1, I could ask 5 people for directions to the post office, and then build up from there. But I'm questioning the long-term feasibility of this strategy. What happens if I do find a girlfriend and then become single again? Starting from scratch each time doesn't seem practical. Is there a better, more effective strategy you might suggest for someone in my situation? Any advice or alternative approaches would be greatly appreciated 🤗

. Very true. Imagine you invent AWAKE (tm), put in some leading edge Alien style high level exploration of manifestation, like really avant-garde relative level exploration, belittle Enlightenment (or seeing the dream sobre for what it is) because you are still looking at the show through the lenses of the still quite well and alive you—know—who. And two(!) of the forum mods you selected yourself actually get enlightened and don’t deviate a single inch from their position. Ever. Because Absolute Truth = unchanging or eternal. What are the odds for that? Ain’t God having fun and watching out for the (at least longterm) more or less healthy development of its Lila at the same time? So thanks a lot, because of that „coincidence“ Water at the River can actually enjoy his holiday on Tenerife without any need for commenting on the latest Solipsism—confusion, because it’s already handled very competently. Like the absolutely wonderful two sentence answer above. Happy holidays everyone!

Many factors. I want to try it orally by some extracts, I have the intuition it will make the experience much better as in the shamanic context of Mexico is the first psychedelic they introduce the student shaman to. So the 4 dangerous factors for me are: 1 Total Loss of memory. 2 Total Loss of body movement 3 Salvia feels Alien 4 Nasty visceral Ego-deaths. It's called the backdoor of Death So, why is memory a problem? You forgot you took any drug, you are tripping balls you don't remember life being any other way, what is, is the only explanation you have, and it feels weird and unnatural. Scientific studies show that they trigger the same receptors of craving that heroin addicts have, among many other things, so the experience is Truly Amazing but there is this strange background noise that you cannot put your finger on. 2 You can crack your skull open while your POV is an elve mechanic world. In DMT that could happen but body stays (usually) calm and relaxed lying down. You can find crazy videos in the internet of people absolutely losing control of the body and doing the weirdest things you can imagine. 3 It feels weird man. Like 5meo is hella crazy but feels home you see. Salvia is hella crazy and feels weirdly exotic like it has nothing to do whatsoever with anything in the Human-frame. 4 You think you've had an ego death till you have an ego death in Saliva Extra: They call it the yonqui humbler, imagine how strong it is. I don't have more than 10 Salvia Trips under my belt but I took the decisions to leave it aside. Just for the one reason that I couldn't make any sense of it, so unique, so itself. In fact, I'm in love with salvia, it's such a profund mystery that only a handful of humans have gone into.

I don't like suffering nor get a kick out of it nor do I like to see others suffer. Of course, I love my identity and my ego because it is still perfection, and is God. I know the I is also God you don't. Change and uncertainty can be frightening for some you have been changing your whole life and it has always been in a way uncertain so what is new? Most humans will have no idea what a real visceral fear is and never will. Religion and spirituality are but distractions just like I am distracting myself now. Let go of all your attachments and desires because they cause suffering. Now where have I heard this before? The point of this dream is to experience your desire to have attachments have fun or don't. But all this is entirely up to you. Whatever path or paths you choose to take never harm others or yourself. Have faith in your faith. Faith is another human concept of course it is. Faith is an attachment to another one of your beliefs. That teacher who lives in a cave and is no self has no thoughts and has turned off his monkey mind and no attachments. That sounds somewhat limiting your consciousness. So where do you believe these thoughts arise from in the first place? Out of thin air? what you are saying is they are not God's own thoughts. I don't know, well are they or aren't they? And you say he has no attachments left. How does he acquire food? the villagers feed him okay what about sleep? Yes, does he have to still wee and poo? Yes, what happens if the cave crumbles? he will find another. And you say he has no attachments?? As long as you are still breathing you are attached so good luck with that. I have an affinity for infinity. How could you not be misled and beguiled by your infinite beauty? God is infinite seduction. There is no difference between you being a cartoon character or an amine or alien in some distant world or whatever you can imagine. Just like Leo becoming a cartoon wolf. kind of reminds me of Who Rimmed Roger Rabbit. That does not sound accordingly. No, it is who framed Roger Rabbit. I kind of remember there was a wolf in it, or perhaps not. Anyway, if you were to be conceptualized or transposed into that dream as that being or character you would believe that to be your reality. And if in that reality you were a cartoon character and let's say you took some kind of mind-altering cartoon drug and you experienced this other reality where you were human or you were viewing in that dimension it would blow your cartoon mind. Kind of like when Homer falls into a black hole and somehow migrates or transcends his reality into are so-called human reality mind scrape dream world what have you. In Homer's mind, he may believe that it was all just his imagination a hallucination, a dream, or perhaps he believed he fell into another dimension who knows what Homer would think? I have experienced a two-dimensional landscape or plane of existence and amongst other things of course infinity. You are just used to this particular perception as a so-called human. Like any good actor, you should be able to lose yourself in that part and forget who you are for a time.

Self-inquiry? Are you trying to make me realize no-self or something? I'm looking for solipsism and alien consciousness, not some boring state of no self. That's old news, I've realized that a bunch of times already. There's much more to discover in consciousness, it's infinite after all. You're not gonna transform into a cartoon wolf by doing self-inquiry, so you might as well just quit.

@Bandman I haven't tried DMT yet, although I did try ayahuasca, my cooking might not have been good enough, or maybe tolerance already kicked in. In short. Week 1: 15g strong truffles, 2 days later 15g (some hallucinations, but only on strong effort and focus), 2 days later 44g, 2 days later 88g (overstimulated, amnesia, time loop, bad trip, but no hallucination). Weeks later: 44g (very mild face morphing only), day later 30g, day later 14g. Weeks later 150ug 1P-LSD (no hallucination), days later 600ug (no hallucination in the first 2 hours, then fell asleep due to exhaustion, missed trip). Weeks later: 150ug again, no hallucinations. Weeks later: 10mg 2C-B (no hallucinations), day later multiple psychedelics (no hallucinations), day later (low dose ayahuasca + 150ug LSD + 20mg 2C-B no hallucinations, probably tolerance), day later repeat, day later 22g truffles (great trip, no hallucinations) The long version: I started 3 months ago. I took 15g of the netherlands' strongest magic truffles (psilocybin), spedrun all insecurities and completely dissolved social anxiety. Second trip two days later was the same, I got fully in tune with my body. Then two days later I took 44g, had a beautiful nostalgic evening. I tried 70g two days after that and was lost in an existential amnesia bad trip that felt like I would lose my consciousness forever if I fell asleep. I recovered tolerance and came back after a few weeks, tried 44g again, ranted about humanity and my role within it all night, repeated next night, my body felt alien, my energy was hyper, a medium dose the morning after that, I perceived humans and myself through the lens of us just being more evolved animals but it was all interpretation. I returned some weeks after that, I unlocked my interconnective and learning capacities on a blotter of 150ug of 1P-LSD, got so in tune with my body I started doing handstands for the first time in my life, at the end I felt as if I was an alien coming into this body, materializing, but all intuition, no perception. I tried 600ug of LSD before I had to leave but was so tired I only managed to stay awake for 1.5 hours, there was more traces in my vision, more motion, I felt more anxiety about people outside the hotel talking in the rain and being seen despite closed curtains. But I didn't see anything unreal and fell asleep. Few weeks after that had my first god realization on 150ug of LSD again, I intuited that everything is connected by consciousness, emotions swarmed into me. I saw the branches of trees as a conceptual network, I imagined a raisin as a solar system, but it was all conscious imagination. I had a psychedelic week last week, I started with 10mg of 2C-B-FLY, it felt like my first trip, instant happiness, love, couldn't stop smiling like my first LSD trip. Thought about many things. Felt trapped in solipsist zero-sum emotion projection, but no visual changes, just thoughts, projection, imagination. Actually, the night before I started the psychedelic week, I had my first nightmare in a dozen years, maybe in anticipation. Then I was in a half asleep state after I woke up from it, said something, heard that repeated as I fell asleep in my dream, woke up, said something, heard it again, felt scared, heard breathing, freaked out, woke up, felt hard to move, my blanket seemed to be pulled down from both sides by an external force, scared the shit out of me, but it subsided after seconds, that wasn't even on any psychedelics though and long after my last trip. The second day of the psylic week, I mixed some LSD and 2C-B with the intention of letting go, my mind felt in love with reality again, I made lots of peace with it, my awareness rose, I could control my body more directly, like inverse kinematics in the entire body, also heat energy from the environment and myself in a holistic sense and conception, but no hallucinations. On the third day I cooked some ayahuasca, like 50g and 25g of caapi and chacruna, boiled the water away at 70-80C, drank, it felt like a mid dose of truffles, mixed more psychedelics, not that big an increase, went outside, felt more in tune with nature and my bodies capacities like running and breath. Tried 10x salvia on the forth day, never smoked in my life, probably did it wrong, didn't show much of any effects. Got myself 22g of truffles for the fifth day and that was amazing, had vivid day dreams but still consciously constructing them, very in tune with the universe but no hallucinations. And now I'm here, my senses are sharpened, I see objects with more contrast, saturation, balance my body better, run and breathe like never before, do what I was afraid to before, change my life 180 but still no hallucinations. Only on my second trip, the first hour I stared at the ceiling in the dark, there was this pattern, I kept reinterpreting it, I felt scared, focused on one object, it felt like I consciously interpreted dark figures around it, but I wasn't scared because I was depressed and had other priorities in my life to work out. On my fifth trip, I saw my face stretching and morphing a bit, but I was too focused on recording my rant to focus on it. Ideas: I was always hyper-conscious about how everyone perceived me and always needed to be in control, it might be that I need to let go of that. I haven't let down my guard even on the handful of occasions where I drank alcohol, I passed out on a bottle of whiskey, but never lost my composure until I passed out, alcohol doesn't work on me. I might be too protective, too in control, not letting lose enough, I might be able to induce it if I take a high dose after tolerance reset.

I was referring to something different under suffering, but you want to go extreme, as usual . All right, I will address this question. It is very interesting question, I appreciate it. “Would you be happy if you tested positive cancer? Or if your children die in a car accident? Or if you become blind? And I mean the list can go on and on.” – actually, you would. You would be surprised how much a human being can take, survive, and adapt to the change. I do not want to sound cynical but a lot of people who went through these situations at some points of their lives have accepted and surrendered to these horrible incidents. I know such people. Some of them are members of my family who had cancers, not even one. My own grandmother lost her son when he was little. It is scary how human being can rebound and move on in life. Let’s put it this way: there are two different types of situations in life. In one situation we can not do anything and must accept the outcome and change/adapt, we do not have a choice: death, illness, disability. You go through all the stage of grief and coping mechanisms. (Denial and isolation, anger, bargaining, depression and finally acceptance.) A lot of people who have terminal illness come in peace right before their death. A lot of people escape death and recover. Notice, there is no suffering in it at the end. It is just a gradual process that begins and continues with suffering and morphs into something else. In another situation we can do something but choosing not to, and staying in the victim mode, pleasuring from suffering, even though might not realize it. It is not in your nature to suffer, fundamentally. That is exactly what I meant when I wrote that you even love your suffering. Everyday suffering, long-term. One that can be escaped or transcended but for some reasons is there and tiring you. Do you see now how different suffering can be? Why do you think you have this insatiable desire to know “yourself”? Because deep down you know that you’ve tricked yourself into thinking you are a limited human being, and now you want to break free from it. Because you also know that suffering is alien to your nature. Let’s be honest. If you get blind one day, what would you do after the 5th stage of grief? You would probably go inward and develop in that direction, listening to audiobooks, meditating a lot on nature. You would use this as an opportunity to realize that you are not just your solid body. You would adapt. You would develop other senses better, might start composing your own music or play on the handpan. Unless you have a mental disorder, then you could kill yourself, but if you are pretty healthy, you would find a coping mechanisms. when you do not want to find coping mechanism nor transcend suffering, you might start enjoying it as well. I would be careful and avoid such negative statements, you realize that you will be shown exactly what you believe in? there is no compromise in it. When one realizes "he" is infinite in all aspects, man....these all mundane things become irrelevant. That is exactly what we are doing here. Still not convinced?

@Leo GuraThere was this out of body experience that I had that lasted very briefly. I had some serious negative emotions without really knowing why. How do I know if there is just pure consciousness or pure consciousness within the soul? If everything is imagined by conscious, it would mean that consciousness imagines astral projections and NDEs but who is the one experiencing these things? Since I saw a ghost, wouldn't this mean that there are souls? You would probably say that a vision of a disappearing lever as alien technology is more likely to be true according to your beliefs but you know that everything is imagined by consciousness and I don't really know what such an experience actually means but something probably changed about my life as the one who experienced it. If my beliefs shape my perceptions and experiences from phychadelics, how do I know that such mystical experiences can be trusted? Since my dream self dies after the dream ends (while I'm in bed) and the perceiver lives on, wouldn't this represent the afterlife because death is imaginary? If I were to take LSD and experience other experiences according to the book The Holographic Universe in which these experiences are still held within my own consciousness, would this mean that there is a samadhi experience with someone else's experience as my own since I only have my experience? The neti neti method proves oneness making such an experience possible because of Oneness since everyone would then be nothing. Oneness would imply that there is no other so what would make this idea more acceptable than Absolute Solipsism in spirituality? Why mention a reuploaded version of the Absolute Solipsism video if you didn't want people to watch (or listen) to it? If the ego is able to interpret mystical experiences, why do some psychadelics kill it, how do I know what will, what would be required for an ego death, does my ego paradoxically want one and if so, why? I only thought about these questions as I was typing all of this which means that I should contemplate them before receiving the answers from you. Have you already talked about what is required for an ego death? I think that this is very important to know right now. You have very long content so it's difficult to remember and I would have to look into my notes to find that which I probably don't have. How would I know if online information about this topic would be misleading? By the way, would you say that your responses to my thoughts and actions through your videos beyond coincidence be conidered samadhi experiences since such knowing about my thoughts and actions to your videos were generated from being and that my state of consciousness was deeper and more concentrated? If it seems like these questions are too much, you can briefly answer each of them. It seemed like you were only cherry picking last time and am curious to know how the result of that works. Please feel free to do what you like with this and I would highly encourage for other people to answer this post.

Traditional nuclear plants are very expensive to build and mentain, they produce lots of radioactive waste, it can create Cernobil situations in cases of earthquake, war etc. and it is just scary for the average people, especially stage green paranoia folk Solar power will be the future I think, because it will be dirt cheap. We just need cheaper batteries to store all that energy during the night/lack of sun. The small modular fission reactors would be something if you can't make renewables do the job. Fusion reactors or some alien technology will eventually replace all this crap, even solar panels would look like a joke.

That will show him! Topic: I thought he meant in a way that he disagrees with the man, in that his memories or understanding of the alien was wrong.

Hi @Leo Gura, I see you posting documentaries and stories about aliens on your blog and forum from time to time. Like the last one: https://actualized.org/insights/varginha-ufo-alien-communication I was wondering if there is a megathread for it, with links to blog posts, documentaries, etc?

An alien would have a 5 hour long interview with him.

We need Leo to tell the alien it isn't AWAKE™ and then send it off to its home planet with some DMT

I wish Leo would be there, he would immediately have a deep existential discussion with this alien being and teach him some lessons. Also Leo would send him some homework if he ever made it back to his planet.

I don't know then, I avoid these theoretical discussions like the plague, since it never leads anywhere. Leo can say he knows exactly why this is impossible and still be dead wrong, and you can make any argument for and against it and still be either 100% wrong or 100% right and never know. If the doctor said he observed the alien heal his skin, flesh and bones within 24 hours then the mf can heal, case closed. Why would you believe that the doctor witnessed an alive alien in front of him, but reject some small part of his story about alien healing if he said he saw it happen? That story is crazy in Its entirety, and we're only going to disagree about the healing?

It's such a Leo move to disagree with a hyper-intelligent alien species off the get-go

No the alien was talking about their race, that they can heal themselves and then Leo says he disagrees, I don't get it.

What he probably means is that he has a better understanding of humans than aliens on this subject, otherwise why would he state his opinion so strongly on something he knows he has less understanding of than Aliens? I don't know why would aliens say something like that, as if diet, exercise and proper sleep are not the best ways to 'repair our bodies'. Very vague, could've just told him how to do it Mr. Alien instead of blabbering about some shit he knows we won't be able to understand. "Rub space emeralds into your penis and see how good you feel"

I can’t tell if this is a serious question or not. That’s some alien wizardry right there