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  1. Amazing advice, I'm making progress with my trauma by focusing on my life purpose. Which law of attraction techniques did you use? Which ones do you recommend?
  2. Frieza is an excellent example of stage red's hunger for power and egomania. On the other hand, Goku is an excellent example of a stage green warrior. He has very little ego compared to other people in the series, and cares a lot about defending almost everybody
  3. I have no experience with DMT but I'm interested. Can you get a huge effect out of a small dose of DMT by using a huge dose of MAOI?
  4. Thanks for the great advice ๐ŸŒˆ Which ironically comes from and goes to the same entity
  5. From my experience with psychedelics and glimpses of awakening, it seems like psychedelics are just random chemicals just like water, rocks, iron, bleach etc.... They have no special powers. It's just that God decided that some particular chemicals can be used as a catalyst for awakening, but it's completely random. There's no actual meaning behind the chemical formula of psychedelics. It's just a movie basically. At least that's what I feel when I use them and awaken.
  6. Thanks a lot I'm also going to read your dreamboard thread and try it! Does visualizations and classic vibrational techniques still work?
  7. Yes, that's what I feel is the right thing to do. Observe the old patterns and slowly detach from them. Let them go. This is what I would like to achieve. Reaching a point of true authentic love and happiness, and thus incorporatig it into my "new story". It's the practical moves that still puzzle me. I guess it's the same thing that @Nahm suggested. I have to observe and contemplate only the "new reality" that I want to embody, and stop looking at the past story. In practical terms I think it means just projecting out a positive, authentic and loving energy, which will manifest/project back a new story that's as loving and as positive as my energetic output. In poor terms: being conscious, present and loving, and thus reshaping my story into a positive one. I hope this is the right process
  8. Well, the blank book I get what you are saying. The story collapses so I'm free from believing in it. But in practical and pragmatic terms, how do you build a complete new story out of a blank book? I still find myself in this old "setting" right now. Even though I have deconstructed it.
  9. Thanks for the insights This song is really deep and soothing ๐Ÿงก
  10. I'm burning out It's too much for me right now. I need """time""" to digest all these insights. I still perceive, or maybe still BELIEVE, that I am not in control. And that I need awakening to BECOME something else. I know it's still a concept, a story, but it's too much for now to integrate Confusion needs to dissipate, I can't totally grasp it now. It's too much. It's like I've always been awake AND asleep at the same time. I'm burning out
  11. Absolutely. It's just a concept, a thought, a collection of "data" without real experience. Everything we learn is just mental noise, a story. The only thing that is real is Us. We are real, as the formless perceiver. All else is just concept or random ever-changing experiences.
  12. Ok, now I get it, finally ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ In my recent awakening I have realized that there NOTHING wrong with me!!! The "wrong with me" was just a movie character!!! I deeply understand what you are trying to say, but in the past I would have said that this quote is just nonsense and wishful thinking. It is not! It's getting rid of the movie character, and realizing that I am eternal and perfect forever and ever. But I needed awakening to understand what authenticity means. In my opinion it is impossible to be authentic without awakening Yes, it is true that when I was totally unconscious I was STILL projecting my negative reality out there (or within my imagination). BUT..... But it is also true that without awakening you can't regain your divine power to notice how reality changes and morphs from your own vibration/infinite intelligence. When you are "in character" you are just projecting reality in a total zombie-like state. It's generally a negative reality because it's totally asleep. What I'm saying is that awakening is the master key to generating a positive and happy "story", because you're not a slave to the character anymore. That's what I feel, at least In a sense, We can't escape awakening. It is the only purpose of life ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ
  13. How is 2C-B compared to the more classic psychedelics? On reddit/erowid they tend to describe it as shallow and entertaining. My past unconscious life was negative, pessimistic and somehow victim-minded. How do you transform your life into abundance and amazing experiences from awakening? Is it a matter of putting out positive vibes/energies which get back at you in form of positive experiences? I am puzzled about this.
  14. Ok, now I get what you mean with "I am still, and movement is illusory". But still I don't understand and don't feel how I can change this experience/storyline into something more abundant and happy. My past identity was somehow negative and pessimistic. How can I use awareness/awakening to continue my experience in a more positive and satistfying direction? Just by putting out positivity and love?