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I ate 15 gram fresh sclerotia at night. My goodness! I died and born again. Eyes closed or open, it didn't matter. I became conscious that I created and dreamt my whole life. I just fucking forgot that, although I'm having a hard time trying to understand that in my current state. It was perfect and terrifying at the same time! I thought that I would just realize some interesting thing. 😅 I saw undescribable things that I never could have imagined in my lifetime. I witnessed a super alien mechanical infinite intelligence. I don't know where even to begin. I was having thoughts beyond my ability of thinking. I literally was imagining worlds so alien to my experience. It was breathtaking. At some point when I was high, I either had to choose to be or not to be a human. I chose to be a human. I realized that I don't love myself enough! There are things that I'm forgetting to say right now, but it was so beyond! Ironically, the experience was TOTALLY endless. It was insanity! I have become more sure, at least for me, that meditation is of little help to me. I'm sorry to people who cling on meditation, but this is way beyond from it. @Leo Gura, thank you so much for making people aware of the potential of psychedelics! Also, I have to say that I was technically sleeping while experiencing some stuff. I remember that I was talking to myself like a madman very quietly. I'll be reflecting more about what the fuck I experienced.

So for example in Europe. Europe basically has to get its ish together and become stronger and more self reliant. Which i hope means its own tech companies (maybe together with Japan, India) and so on In the US the corruption is really now there for everyone to see. So i think however this administration ends. People will seek for more honesty at some point. The system (wall street, military industrial complexes, lobbies, Israel, regime changes) was getting sick so maybe this is the needed reset. Remember when someone said if Aliens attacked the world the world would stop most infighting? Maybe Trump can be that orange alien.

I am not seriously pursuing awakening yet but this has been an incredibly profound thing to read. I probably would have cried if I was actually pursuing Awakening. https://storywaters.medium.com/i-met-an-alien-it-said-the-earth-is-an-idea-stop-hitting-the-snooze-button-518644beffce On a side note, purchasing that Medium.com subscription was totally worth it.

That's my alien.

PureSpirituality: Absolute Acceptance PS: Also Alien

What we are discussing here, namely "hidden capabilities in humans unlocked with psychedelics" (or without psychedelics), again, has got nothing to do with the Western intellect or Western pretense of understanding reality through intellectual and material terms whatsoever, it is in a domain of direct consciousness which is post-rational and totally unequivocally recontextualizes what the rational and pre-rational (and incomplete or partially deviated post-rational) even are--setting them on the planes of reality where they belong. It is a matter of higher perception and overall higher consciousness, not higher meager human-type cognition, but seeing the mechanics of reality and the reality system as it actually is. We are perceivers. To deal your ego away, there is a disgusting strain of pseudointellectualism on this forum where you (and user Nilsi) have no actual regard for truths or Truth and simply want to self-aggrandize by appearing as cool, badass, well-rounded philosopher-gods who can hold their own against anybody in any field of development. You are closer to the Absolute, Nilsi is also a valid expression of the Absolute's power because he is less so about the intellect per se and more about his own vitality and greatness, whereas your samurai perspectival development and integral badassery are less vital and more mental, less caring about human academia and more so the high end of what logic is and what it can do. Yet all of this is folly and vanity unless both of you knock it off, burn off your egos, and use your powers for good rather than for arbitrary self-assertion and -aggrandizement in the form of arrogance, posturing, and pretense. Now that we have certainly got the introductions out of the way, a legitimately notable instance of telepathy that would be self-evident in having notability and uniqueness would be if you went to a thought-reader and were asked to speak five questions internally, in your internal dialogue. The questions are what is to be noted, the answers. You ask, "What is the color of a rubber duck?" "Which town was this candle manufactured in?" "What ocean is on the West of America?" "How to scientifically explicate a cloud formation?" "What is the definition of telempathy?" The thought-reader without you speaking out loud successfully writes all of this down word for word on a piece of paper and hands it to you, verifiable and verified proof. In contrast, ordinary non-unique telepathy experiences that everybody has include reading single words or a few words from somebody's head in non-repeatable ways, or reading an abstract thought or general mental tendency or, even to say, "vibe" orientation from somebody's head or mental atmosphere, which is not unique and not notable at all except inasmuch as human organisms ARE telepathic naturally or privy to it by nature of being consciousnesses existing together in an open system where thoughts (and thoughts of others) are logically linked and linked by the emanation of what they are, their relations to other subjects and objects and energies within the open system. Your telepathy experiences you mentioned, are in most certainty, of this second variety and not the coveted first variety. My statement you interpreted as an affront to how obviously brilliant and amazing you are, '"Alien intelligence" is vague and Leo would say your alien intelligence awakening is incomplete,' is literally true and totally indisputable. Your response of "You still have a linear (1D) view of awakenings as if there were achievements to be unlocked. The space of minds is infinite-dimensional, including various types and degrees of intelligence," is literally just wrong and ironic in so much as you are a pseudo-materialist, and think there is truth in, what is it, Wilber's right hand quadrants? and inasmuch as you were just stating your mental interpretation of what Leo's alien experience is and that there can be multiple and even infinite varieties of alien experiences, which is true--yet my statement you had not experienced any remains true. When you say, "You are falling squarely within the pre/post fallacy. It is pretty clear you are at the Green/ new age," it is clear you have not genuinely thought about any of this and are repeating Leonian-Wilberian garbage, which of course has deep profundity in it (the Leo part). Wilber is a shit cereal box version of Sri Aurobindo and con artist. It is not clear that I am at Green / new age, since Green / new age do not have any understanding or experience of such "electromagnetism" except through pretending, through drugs, or through even rarer exception. Talking about rarer exception I am thinking of someone I knew named John who was in cognition a typical MAGA or QAnon idiot, but because he incarnated here from a different planet he had natural telepathic abilities which were developed with ease through occult practice taught by a Rosicrucian-Taoist, and even gained the ability to bend tinfoil remotely yet never developed it further. He had enough of a development of certain perceptual and energetic faculties to have an expanded view of time as time relates to energy and how reality is all the Mind, nonlinearity of reality, abstraction, and other amazing, amazing stuff . . . but was cognitively impaired. Yet he still knew the importance of mental faculty and higher principles organizing reality, and conceptual ideas, archetypes, and processes as polarity and balance, doing infinitesimal visualizations of white light into his center of mass to try to achieve longevity, but was still inferior enough to not know "trump bad". You on the other are rather the reverse, enamored with the intellect and the reason, thinking it holds a particular importance it does not have, spuriously justifying this because it is the focal point of the fifth color of a limited overly simplistic psychological model adapted by spiritual teachers Wilber and Gura. This leads us to address your original, let us say, "objections". Your hesitancy, because of the modernity and rationality of your mind, is understandable, but not at all justifiable, given that obviously EVEN IN THE CONTEXT OF MATERIALISTIC SCIENCE psychedelic visuals are electromagnetic, as is everything else in the universe, including visible light in its place on the electromagnetic spectrum. From a post-rational view, (ie. Leo's video "Why Brains Do Not Exist") we know the brain for most people is merely a vague tactile sensation within the skull or if one cuts open a skull then a visual view of another's, or an image on a screen, a memory of an image on a screen, a thought, a belief, a visualization, a remote view or vision or other emanative connection to the object in question. The object in question as people think of it simply does not exist. Likewise your visual field is not *in your brain* or *in your eyes*, it is literally and not in the slightest metaphorically in front of both your physical eyes and brain, your physical eyes and physical brain simply have an energetic or emanative connection to them which is nonlinear. That is to say, not only is materialism wrong, ALL OF THE LOGICAL CONCLUSIONS OF MATERIALISM ARE . . . also wrong. If we admit an energetic field that extends outside the bubble of consciousness, and surely it exists, it is an infinitely extended continuum which is immaterial. Ie. the brain does not think, the mind thinks, and exists on a mental continuum. Desires and other subtle sensations in the body and mind come from the nervous world. The energy that enters the nerves comes from an external environment. Same with thoughts, they come from an external mental environment. Everything that appears to you exists prior to its appearance, principially and energetically they have an existence of actuality before they are presented to you, and exist in an interactive system which is wholly nonphysical, not physical at all. The tactile sensation of the brain or the physical visual sensation, goes down into another plane which you could call the "subtle physical", but that is not any more emanationally fundamental than the mind, the vitality, or the spirit. Of course all of this is too complex, too beyond people's tiny perceptions and micro physical consciousnesses, for laypeople and scientists (scientists who in the end are just believers or practitioners of a highly specialized highly deluded faith in intellectual pretension as replacement for actual perception of reality). It is a great mistake to think one lives only physically.

Why I think this video is real? Check these interviews: - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIHgFr6DTvs - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3_8RZ-B_rk - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWLcLmJ9N4o Bonus: this guy I think is also showing real pictures of an Alien here: https://youtu.be/nd_ZXgObNNg?t=789

blah blah blah blah bl;ah First of all, everybody has had telepathy and premonition-type experiences. Unless you mean being able to read whole entire sentences from somebody's mind, which you can't do. "Alien intelligence" is vague and Leo would say your alien intelligence awakening is incomplete. I don't think you're Western but there's definitely too much Westernized "reason" and Europeanized "logic" in how you (and even Leo) think about things, as not just is reality Consciousness but actually materialism as a whole is wrong.

I am hesitant about all of the EM arguments coming from people who don’t even understand what a spectrum or wave polarisation is. It is the first thing new age types latch on for their pseudoscientific justification. That said, the impact and potential of psychedelics is definitely understudied and I am erring more on the side of increased capabilities by virtue of reality being Consciousness. I have had some rather unique experiences, such as telepathy, premonition and alien intelligence.

@OBEler Absolutely, and that's a theoretical conviction that is no less accurate and more so given I'm not biased yet by the experience nor the attachment to psychedelics and needing them to either validate such paths or deepen mastery of the most vital ones for me at this stage of my life. A drug is a 'specialised system momentum', as such it gives consciousness access to a divergent spectrum that contradicts its regular lived consciousness experience. This alters the game controller and the way the user wills their consciousness in one way or another, the momentum being the very determination of unchartered alien areas of consciousness. This can obviously happen for better or for worse, in the case of psychedelics, it has a territory of both outcomes that are yet to be fully navigated through the scope of both generalisation and specific use cases that are unique to peoples own experience with psychedelics that aren't commonly reflected by others. To the contrary, this can very much be like opening up the 'UFO Files' of a discussion, and that is, the entertainment of belief without evidence especially when there are a large sum of people that have had unexplainable experiences that are also scientifically unexplainable all the way to scientifically undared, where the former cases are often used as irrational fuel for invalidating the latter. As such, I very much encourage going deeper down this path, however to pair it with a rigorousness that is rarely invited by those that tend to be less disciplined in their thought processes and paths towards the truth, hedging their bets more on conspiratorial possibilities rather than accurate conspiratorial investigation as a means of growing one's integrity across this and related disciplines of inquiry. On a personal level, my own experimental investigation with psychedelics will likely begin between 2027-2030, where between now and then I will not only be reaping the benefits I put into my related preparations in mastering the mind and body but also in trying to creatively learn from others interesting approaches, so if you ever share anything deeply formal or have anyone else that you believe has followed the required rigour already, please share and a thank you or anyone else in advance.

FAILED terrorism attack by an alien bird. God Bless America 🫡

It could be just a kid wearing an underwear on his head. What's weird is how natural the walk is, like that's how it's walking it's whole life. It's possible to train a kid to do that, but requires a lot of effort. Thin, like malnourished, small. Not wearing anything. It's shiny, or Oily, or Glowy. It's more "glowy" than the other objects in the viciniy. Large head. The case is called "the Dobby Mystery" They've interviewed the owner, possible that it's her son. His Son is closely related to the built of the being on the video. But the mother denied it, saying the son is beside her when it happened. The owner told the news, that the camera only records 10 seconds after detecting movement. What do you think?

Great point: a lot of resonance there. Even though is still a new domain. there is this channel „Daryll Anka“ who supposedly channels the messages of „Bashar“ which is an alien entity, closely existing within the frequency of God. He says; that whenever you follow your „highest excitement“ you act out of the highest intelligence possible in that moment. It’s also crucial to let go of expectations to what the outcome of that excitement might be. And to thoroughly question your belief system, which might dampen your excitements artificially. You can look it up, he made a whole formula around this insight. You resonate with this approach?

@Leo Gura "The entire spiritual path can be framed as the mind’s ascent from low to high to infinite intelligence. This ascent can only go so far without a parallel ascent towards the Good. Eventually the two paths, the path of intelligence and the path of doing Good must converge into complete Unity because they are metaphysically identical." Chapeau! Great post. Now you got it. Wisdom (which is Intelligence as you write it) and compassion (goodness/love/agape) form the two legs of stable realization. A tale told in the spiritual traditions since the dawn of time. There are instances/higher beings (some of the Alien category you write about, see for example David Spangler) in Reality that overlight and make sure that these insights find their path into every spiritual tradition. Love and wisdom, compassion and wisdom/awakening/intelligence (I agree with your differentiation of intelligence and wisdom. Wisdom is the tendency/Karma/habit of the soul to express higher intellience, or not), Eros and Agape, Awakening and Boddhichitta form a pair. The two legs of the path. Higher and more developed beings (non-human, subtle dimensions, "Alien",...) are traditionally always depicted as radiating huge love/compassion/Agape and presence/Awakening/realization. Which makes sense, since they have realized their true identity with the Totality since a long time. https://www.actualized.org/forum/search/?&q=wisdom compassion&author=Water by the River "Anything that obstructs the holistic flow of the universe is unintelligent, including impatience and frustration at the obstructions and divisions which presently exist and obstruct the holistic flow of the universe. The highest intelligence must recognize, accept, and love all of the unintelligence it finds within its infinite self. Such an intelligence is God, Good, Love. Such is the metaphysics of Intelligence. When you finally understand the structure of Intelligence, knowing how to behave in any given situation becomes 10x easier, clearer, and more powerful. There's no longer doubt and confusion about what you're supposed to do because the only thing you're ever supposed to do in life is be Intelligent. Just be Intelligent. That's it. If you fully grasped this, you would unlock a new tier of development." . Excellent. Godspeed! Water by the River

On the latest blog post, @Leo Gura Can you reveal anything about your process to understand that God is logical necessity and how this relates to logic and good and bad? It seems shocking that you now no longer consider these things to be relative. Are you using the word logic in the normal human sense, or is it some kind of divine, transhuman, or alien logic? Is the transcendence of these concepts a higher level beyond relativity, that confirms the absoluteness of lower stages but in a different way? Also, how is this different from absolute good like you've talked about previously?

@Ero I think he means consciousness states like alien mind (he plans a course how to access it hopefully in the near future).

Joe Rogan : "do they talk at all about what it said " James Fox : "it said that they felt sorry for the human species not realising their, their potential of who they really are , like they are not , like we don't realize as a race who we really are, it's in his book " Joe Rogan : " do you know what they mean by that " James Fox : " that we don't recognize , I mean I am not quite sure , I guess that we don't realise the potential we have as human beings , I am not sure " #1976 - James Fox 1:37:00 On a nice summer's drive recently I was deciding to listen to a Joe Rogan podcast as you do . I decided on James fox , an alien investigator who had recently made a film about a well documented event in Brazil - 'Moment of contact' . In this podcast they talk about some extremely convincing cases and man I was loving it . And then an hour in he talks about one where an alien crashes with many many witnesses bla bla bla , and then they take the alien to the hospital and which is where the alien telepathically communicated the quoted above . Imagine my suprise Give the whole episode a listen for more context .

How is it we can fulfill our potential? There's two main strands to this idea: one environmental and one mental. Environment matters immensely for allowing us to engage with our potential. By environment I mean everything that doesn't fall into the mental category. This is the physical environment: where you live, the things you own, the work you do, the people you know, the country you live in. This is important to actuating your potential because there are plenty of things that can hold you back from being able to do that. Let's call anything that holds you back from your potential "friction". I like this analogy because anything you can find that "lubricates" that friction can help unstick you from your current situation. The effect environment on being able to reach your potential can be very much underestimated. As an example, say you have a project in mind that you think will help increase your income in the future. You start off optimistically and produce something meaningful. But nearly every day you find that you are distracted by other things, your mother is ill and needs looking after, you can barely pay for all your living expenses so you work overtime, your job is stressful and it makes you tired and emotional, you find that you drink so that you can relax, but that affects your sleep, and that affects your ability to be motivated and to think straight. All the while you believe that you just don't have the right attitude or aptitude to do your project or to reach your potential: that it's all on you. That's the downside of environment, it can make it seem like you are the failure and it can steal your energy away and it can distract you. There are a huge variety of scenarios that can play out that will stop you from being able to actualise your potential. People, your friends and your family, may even blame you for not improving yourself and re-inforce your own mistaken belief. Health and your own physicality can cause a large amount of friction to actualising. Bad health of any sort can temporarily or permanently stop you from doing many things needed to reach your full potential. Maybe it's seemingly something minor like a broken finger, that stops you from driving, or writing or typing (I once had a fractured rib and I couldn't open doors or get into a car). Maybe you have chronic fatigure syndrome and some days you can't even get out of bed. Maybe you suffer from periodic migraines and you can't think of anything except your pain. It goes on. What about all that stuff that isn't environmental? What's in the "mental" category? Imagine you look a photograph of someone - you don't know them. What's that person's potential? It could be anything, right? And you would be right in saying well "it depends on their drive and ambition". This is the conventional side of potential, what self help aims to improve; that is, the psychological aspect of your being. Potential in the mental realm comes down to a few fundamental aspects: good story telling, embodiment and motivation. Briefly, motivation is what allows you to affect your environment directly; embodiment is being or becoming the person that is motivated; a good story tells you who to become. That your mental state can affect your potential is no doubt a lot more obvious than the argument for environment. It's the West's mantra of individualism: that you yourself are responsible for your life (a.k.a. your psychology), instead of the more alien concept of collectivism (a.k.a environment). What's not so obvious is that it is extremely difficult to alter your psychology "from within". The analogy is like sitting in the middle of one of those playground roundabouts that spin and spin, and trying to make it stop spinning through sheer force alone, the struggle being to get off the thing before you can even begin to think about making it stop. This what it is like playing with your own psychology. Your environment could be absolutely benign and perhaps even beneficial to your actualising your potential, but your mental drama creates a large amount of friction that stops you from getting there, or the more likely scenario wherein you don't even know where to start. When you don't know where to start, it's important to collect good stories. To some this comes naturally, a thought enters their head and they are excited by it, and they carry it out. A lot of CEOs and managers and motivated people I've interacted with seem to fall into this pattern. They tend to be haphazard, but productive because they're always carrying out their thoughts (or getting others to do it for them). Emotion is important to a good story, when you hear a good story it pulls you somewhere that you want to go, not by rationality but by bypassing it directly with emotion. This is essentially the hero's journey, it is ultimately an emotional story about actualising your potential. A good story exposes your natural inclination to want to go beyond your current boundaries, because spirituality speaking you know you are more than the sum of your body and your circumstances. Triggering that emotion allows you to connect directly with that spiritual yearning to be free and to go beyond. Once you have a good story, then begins the process of embodiment. A story has a plot or an arc, and that means you have to become the character in the story you've decided to take on. To couch it in less flowery terms, say you always wanted to be that ninja you watched in martial arts films (the story), it connects with your emotion, and you decide to take up a martial art. That process of making the story "come to life" is the process of embodiment. Embodiment comes with its own problems, because to become a character in your own story, you will necessarily have to give up the character you are now, you have to kill off the identity you have now. I think much potential is lost this way, because indeed it can be a big ask kill the person you are now. Of course, it needn't be as brutal as that, and you can slowly slowly become the character you want to be: that is the path of mastery. But in the end you can never regain that old character again and that is the price of potential, something is always lost. Once you have mastered the story and begin to master embodiment, then motivation naturally drops out of this. I think much self help fails because the steps are in the wrong order. There is a heavy emphasis on motivation in order so that you can live your dream (story), and become the person you want to be (embodiment). But motivation is a natural consequence of being well embodied as the character you want to be in your own story. After all what does a gardener do but tend their garden? I include motivation, because to a degree it can be cultivated as a habit, it's not pure consequence of story and embodiment. In reality that triumvirate of story, embodiment and motivation is a dynamic system, each part affecting the other parts in a feedback loop. The real trick is to get the system to keep running like a perpetual motion machine. Passion, energy, drive and productivity being outputs of the machine and not the fuel for the machine itself. The important linkage between the mental realm and environmental realm is exactly that of motivation. If you think about it, motivation is the physical manifestation of your thoughts. Even if thoughts could affect matter directly, physicality is about a million times more effective at doing so. You will never reach your potential through thoughts alone. This is why motivation is critical in the process, but motivation doesn't stand alone. If we reduce it right down, we effect in and affect the world primarily through our hands, feet and mouths: that is our interface for motivation, our hardware. Our software is our mental realm. Upgrading your environment (through directly changing it) can have huge benefits in lubricating your potential making machinery. Top of this is health and making sure that this is always foremost in your mind. Second is the people your surround yourself with; if you are constantly being sucked into their dramas and negativities then this will create a lot of distraction and negative emotion (i.e. friction), but conversely surrounding yourself with positive, inclusive, and actualised people can reduce friction enormously; even being less isolated can help enormously. Next is money and financial stability, because a lot of the day to day stuff of life is to do with money, and having enough of it to keep the basics up: if you can barely afford to heat your home, this will create a lot of friction. Last is materiality, the tangible things that make easier to live, the mobile phone, the car, a comfortable bed, an entertainment system, the internet, the clothes on your back. Materiality shouldn't be despised too much, it really can reduce friction greatly. With all that said, this is the short version of the above: to fulfill our potential we must find a good story, embody that story, which will motivate us and then which will improve our circumstances. And all those things will feed into each other, incrementally shifting us to where and who we want to be.

Part 7 This is when things started to loop out and talk about OCD to the max I started talking to all my friends telepathically all I had to do was think of them in my mind and we would connect and they would be going how is this even possible how are you doing this. And we can not see these alien ships over our houses of course you can not I said they have cloaking technology and can not be seen. Funny how the mind keeps piecing things together. I am still lost in this delusion. One of my friends I could not stop saying his name and when I did he would go who is this who are you is this my own mind that keeps saying my name how is this possible I must be going mad this went on for an hour I could not stop this I started to laugh my head off. The mushroom people told me that the trillion years old ship had arrived and it was the biggest ship out of all of them and now 22.000 ships were flopping over my house. The mushrooms also said they were coming with my fiance and were landing in this bushland which was near my house and they would come and get me. So I waited still stuck in a loop. I get another message from the mushroom people saying that the oldest aliens want to take me away and see how God's consciousness ticks and they were going to put me in a stasis field so I could not go into God mode and dissect me. I went great they said all the other alien ships were going to stand by me. The mushrooms had landed and the whole party had been destroyed by the trillion-year-old aliens along with my fiance there was nothing they could do even though 22.000 ships could not beat the trillion-year-old race was just too powerful and I was left on my own. I remember feeling this dread come over me and the sadness of the loss of my fiance for the second time. Now this trillion-year-old race was contacting me saying we are on our way to get you and there is nothing you can do and no way of escaping. That helpless feeling rushed over me again and so did the fear all I could do was wait for them to take me away and be experimented on. In my mind, I thought for such an advanced race it should be beyond all of this and be a peaceful race. So I waited and I could see a light coming up to the front door. I thought this must be them this is the end. Low doses of cubes! when you are at cruising speed! In the end, we all pay for doing a lot of psychedelics either mentally and physically or both. And yes sober is king!

I have always ordered online, either on rc sites on the cleen weeb, or on markets onions. I have only been scammed once. Willy approves. Abdullah, Neville Goddard's mentor could drink as much alcohol as he wanted without any problem, that's even better lol No, that's for having a lucid dream in my case. Hypnagogic state is just the state of sub-vigilance with falling asleep; The state of confusion before lucid dreaming. I will, if I ever get there again for some reason eheh. And me i'm going to email my feline alien's parents and tell them not to let her have her apartment. Way too dangerous. 🫨

Too bad. I'm mischievous so I want to try it; It's supposed to be recreational and at the same time much less dangerous than most opiates. High feeling + pleasant warmth in the body similar to that obtained after sport or a hot shower. I need to find a source on the deep web, I know a seller who sells XTC in the shape of a swastika or other Nazi symbols, no joke lol, he must be reliable. 🫨 I think the world is a projection of beliefs. So if you believe astral travel is a hallucination you have proof of it, if you believe it is true "but in a different way than usual, in the real world" you have proof of it, and if you believe it can be the same you have proof of it; I believe we live on a sphere of probability structured by the beliefs that shape the sense of self. As one of my masters Franck Lopvet would say, "that's why spirituality is not provable, because those who think (want to think, moreover) that there is only matter will have the proof" Sometimes I speak of "egregor" to speak of experimental belief blocks on earth; It can be voodoo magic as well as class struggle. Aw but me too honey. Not easy when you have this goofy alien nearby. Ditto. I read part of the book "Autobiography of a Yogi" and in it they talk about yogi being able to be in several places at the same time or that kind of thing. Personally I prefer the siddhis of eating as much as I want without getting fat lol but it's a nice egregor too. Yes exactly. From what I have observed it is essentially a combination of strong physical and psychic relaxation/fatigue and strong attention (not diluted/manic). If what I say makes sense. Yes indeed I am cowardly lol so I prefer to wake up right away, except once I described and the results were not so scary but above all strange. Yes This is my job as a great intellectual. picks his nose* Yes. The illegal stuffs are things like magic truffles, magic mushroom grow kit, LSA seeds (a psychedelic close to LSD/AL LAD), Salvia, kratom extract (that are quite weak there unfortunately) etc.

This is a response to the following blog post: https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-043 Obviously, we have very little idea of what exactly Leo means by this just from one paragraph. However, it does seem to be a plausible result of pushing substances such as DMT, ayahuasca, or mushrooms to their ultimate extent. I’ve taken ayahuasca at moderately high doses 8 times over the past year, and there definitely is an alien strangeness to it that’s difficult to describe or contextualize within any sort of conventional understanding of reality. In one of my recent trips, I delved into the territory of what would be called “regular insanity”. It didn’t get to the point of full blown psychosis, but I did experience extreme confusion, an inability to understand basic concepts of reality, and a sense of radical expansiveness that made thoughts seem irrelevant. Insanity to almost anyone is a quite unpleasant experience, but that doesn’t necessarily mean it lacks value. A key component of generating new insights is first breaking down old frameworks. Ideally, one would strike a balance between chaos and order, such as what occurs in the flow state. This has also been called the zone of proximal development. However, the more radical psychedelic states require pushing further than this. It’s sometimes necessary to go too far to gain a broader understanding of what’s possible. During my trips, I think of this as dancing with the line between sanity and insanity. Even so, it’s difficult for me to think of complete insanity as being anything other than undesirable. If the goal is Truth, then Insanity would certainly be a large component. However, if Truth is Infinity, then your goal would be everything. Having Everything as a goal, though, isn’t a goal at all, it’s the same as not having a goal. Because having a goal implies there’s a difference between what is and isn’t desired. If the main purpose of actualized.org is still personal development, then spirituality can be thought of as self actualization taken to its ultimate extent. However, that would imply that there’s a difference between what can be considered developed versus undeveloped. Therefore, it would be possible for me to claim that Insanity (even of the “Alien” variety) is spirituality gone wrong if it leads to mental dysfunction. It may be foolish for me to ask if Insanity can be achieved “safely”, as it seems to be the precise opposite of safety. This comes across to me as an extreme form of nihilism, as I imagine that one could fully awaken to the fact that they were never a human, but still be content living out the rest of this human dream relatively normally. If Infinity is the Truth, then shouldn’t we try to cultivate the highest of what’s possible? Doesn’t that seem better than succumbing to cosmic madness? Because no matter how high of an awakening you reach, don’t you then have to come back to your life and do something with it?

This is the best video on consciousness on the internet. Personal favourite 46:20 Joshua Bach cause its so fucked up to think about. I am sad alien creating consciousness didnt make the list.

It's mostly analyzing my decisions. I contemplate on many situations that happened in my life and rethink what was the perfect alien chess move. This process has lead me to a lot of self-improvement and outer calibration, yet there's some crude nastiness in the way I do this process that I want to reduce to the unavoidable minimum.

I meant not a big deal for me, that you don't find something to answer. I see. Yes but why do you want to "express yourself"? Eheh. I want to express myself to boost my ego; to feel useful and in a position of power, possibly to push myself to put ideas into form like in my journal. It could, I play the french predator lol but I understand that it can be annoying; Women tend not to say what they really think. You are my pocket alien but you are still a woman. Nevermind.