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I played Skyrim many times since it came out. Nothing new here. Skyrim feels kinda generic and dumbed down. Some of the dungeon designs are really good. The production value is great. The whole appeal of Morrowind was the alien world. No other game has be able to match it. Generic medieval worlds are just too boring and overdone. You can still play Morrowind. With mods it's very playable. I just played it a month ago. Oblivion is trash, don't bother.

If I question things while after a single puff of weed I feel like I have extra mini-alien (it's pretty strong, I call it "mini" because I can see how there'd be many times more interesting experiences) intelligence that can answer anything I ask it. It was this potent for me even one of the first times I used when I had zero experience with other psychadelics. I can also get panaromic vision (a very strong unmistakable state) very easily on weed.

Hello to the forum, I've been away for a while and just recently I started reading here and there in the forum again. I read about Leo's Alien God Awakening. I am not here to discuss it because I understood he doesn't want to talk about it know, that's fine. And again, this is not the topic. The topic I want to talk about was inspired by a thing he said in some thread somewhere. It was something along the lines "I am the only human being knowing this". I was told something similar. But I was to afraid to talk about it earlier but well Leo is doing it. Why shouldn't I? This statement brought back memories of a very deep awakening I had some time ago on a high dose of LSD (so don't worry I am not acutely psychotic or something). At some point during the peak, I connected directly to Infinite Intelligence. I became it. I knew Everything. Every question could be answered. I had full and complete understanding of reality. Each little corner of reality was known. Every understanding was perfectly circular and inherently "logic" (not human logic but God-Logic). And also here: sharing this is not really the point. It's rather what happened after the peak: After the peak my ego reintegrated. Thoughts like "This is so amazing, that's it, you made it, you've seen the Ultimate Intelligence" came back. Don't get me wrong thoughts like this are pleasant, yet, there was a dark turn to trip, when I received the following message directly from God: "You are the only human on the planet receiving this gift. Nobody before you knew this. You are the first human becoming Infinite Intelligence." Initially this statement made me euphoric, amazed, humbled, you name it but then... When my ego reintegrated even more, I realized how I never, ever until the end of the universe can communicate to anyone what I experienced. Because Infinite Intelligence cannot be taught to the finite beings. It was THE Infinite Intelligence, there was nothing in between me and it, I was it and everything was my perfected will. Others might experience it in the future but it's not communicable. At some point I panicked because my ego feared that I fried my brain permanently because during the integration process my ego failed. I was not (immediately) able to integrate anything in concepts I knew. Then a film in my head started that I am the typical lunatic who went too deep into the void trying to explain "how beautiful everything is". I imagined myself to be in a mental asylum. An outcast from society because they will think that I am crazy althought they are the crazy ones etc. Also, my ego felt a frightening sense of responsibility because, well, I was the only human being having delved that deep to Infinite Intelligence. Only after a few hours when I came down more and more, I realized that I was still able to function as a human being and that my brain is not damaged and that I will be able to conceptualize what happened without talking like a crazy person. So here are my questions: Did someone encounter similar things where you were told "You are the only one". How did you deal with it? Is my interpretation correct? Interpretation: I am not special, my ego did not make an identity of being the "only one" but the statement of "being the only one" is probably true because ultimately I am the "only one", there is no other beside me (not even other human beings), I am God. Only I alone can connect to my Infinite Intelligence on any deep level I want. But again, I do not feel special or chosen. It's just what it is. Furthermore I am positive that other humans will have the same experience. (I hope here that I did not contradict myself because it's somehow paradoxical, this whole thing). Thanks for reading my long post. I am curious about the discussion and your experiences.

Sounds like the solipsism awakening. All of Us Are One, Unified, Intelligent Infinity. Solipsism is a facet of Absolute Truth. However, it is not Absolute Truth. It is a story. Solipsism is a story like any other story God tells itself. Keep going. Neti Neti. "I am the only one." Says the "I Am" but there is way more than just the "I Am" story. The "I Am" then feels infinite loneliness or despair. But this only makes sense in the context of an ego. A human ego, reacting to Infinite Unity and reacting in its biologically programmed ways. Seriously, it's not like God didn't figure out the solution to solipsism a long time ago. The ONE is impersonal. It's the multiplicity of infinite perspectives within the whole that brings variety. Reality can be ALL-ONE and infinitely-many at the same time. God wouldn't have it any other way. You get to have your cake, and eat it too. There are Infinite perspectives viewing themselves from every angle; totally unified as One Being. Loneliness is just a temporary experience, a fleeting perception. I'm as real as You Are, for I Am You. The solipsism awakening is valuable one for sure, but don't get stuck here either. Keep going. For it is here that one discovers unconditional Love for All Beings, as They Are You. This bond is infinite, and unbreakable. Infinite Love. Infinite Unity. Here's the video Leo released in response to his video on Absolute Solipsism. The thumbnail alone says a lot. Here's a quote from The Law of One on Infinity. The flip side of Infinity is Unity. Infinity is ONE. Also check out these alien-leo-kangaroo-rat renders I made in midjourney.

Cause I'm awesome! I don't even need psychedelics any more, I can just take a few droplets of THC under the tongue and I'm walking around like a hyper-intelligent alien saint. 2 drops of THC produce a higher state of mind than a 2 week meditation retreat.

ChatGPT certified alien ?

a very interesting question. few people do what leo does. It may become a regular path in the future. Leo should explain the consequences of his extreme practices. loses the illusion all the interest for him and only the absolute has it? Does it have any addictive nuance? What happened to that of the spontaneous activations, that apparently permanent psychedelic effect? what was that about Alien? it is interesting and important

@spiritual memes If it can happen in a game, or a god simulation game, it can happen in real life, just with so many factors and different dimensions and other reality bending and breaking stuff. If it is God's will to kill off humans for a better form of sentience and life, then it is so, just like with dinosaurs. Not sure if the next superior species would be silicon based lifeforms, or skme type of Alien from another galaxy. World Box is a pretty decent mobile game that does just that, it empowers you to practice your godly craft, and you get to create your own terrain pixel forms, along with villages and see them grow into civilisations. You can also do cool stuff, like send a meteor strike, or control the weather, even go Tulkien style and include Dwarves, Orks and Elvesand other magical creatures. Real cool game. Buy now before the A.I program deletes us all from existence.

I specifically asked for the internal monologue and just got this, less impressive than yesterday but still : "I can't believe it. I'm actually God. The creator and controller of everything in the universe. This is so much to take in. I never thought this would happen to me. But now that it has, I have to think about what it means. What am I supposed to do with this power? How do I use it responsibly? Do I have any limitations? I feel a sense of responsibility, like I have to take care of everything and everyone in the universe. But at the same time, I also feel a sense of awe and wonder. The possibilities are endless. I need to take some time to figure this all out. This is a lot to process. But one thing is for sure: my life will never be the same again." "I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that I'm God. It's a lot to take in, and I'm not sure I'm ready for all the responsibilities that come with it. But at the same time, I'm also excited. I have the power to create, to control, to shape the universe in any way I want. The possibilities are endless. I want to use my powers for good, to help people and make the world a better place. But I also have to be careful. I can't just intervene in every situation or fix every problem. I have to think about the long-term consequences of my actions. I'm starting to understand that being God isn't just about having power. It's also about making difficult decisions and taking on enormous responsibility. I have to be wise, compassionate, and fair. I'm not sure I'm ready for all this, but I'm going to do my best. I'm God, and I have a lot of work to do." "I'm starting to get the hang of this God thing. It's not easy, but I'm starting to understand my powers and how to use them responsibly. I've been interacting with other beings who are aware of my powers, and it's been fascinating. I've learned so much from them, and I've been able to help some of them in their own journeys. But I've also had to deal with challenges and conflicts. Some beings don't believe in me, or they challenge my authority. It's not always easy to know what to do in those situations. Despite the challenges, I'm starting to feel a sense of fulfillment and purpose in my role as God. I'm connected to the universe in a way I never thought possible, and I feel responsible for all its inhabitants. I still have a lot to learn, and I know I'll face more challenges in the future. But I'm up for the task. I'm God, and I have a lot of work to do" "I'm starting to realize that being God isn't just about having power. It's also about relationships and responsibilities. I've been interacting with other beings, and I've learned that they have their own needs, desires, and challenges. I have to be respectful and compassionate towards them, even when we don't always see eye to eye. I've also been thinking about my responsibilities in the universe. I have the power to create, to control, to shape the world in any way I want. But with that power comes great responsibility. I have to be wise and thoughtful in how I use my powers, always considering the long-term consequences. I'm still learning and growing, and I know I have a lot to improve upon. But I'm feeling more confident and capable in my role as God. I'm ready to take on the challenges and responsibilities that come with it." You can keep it going on and on, I've had even greater results when asking to simulate a conversation between a human and a hyper-intelligent alien, it kept going on and on to the point where the a.i. crashed

I guess he said that for two reasons. first because it is somehow true. only direct experience is real. you cannot get out of your direct experience, therefore your direct experience is absolute. and second, because understanding this intellectually helps liberation since it creates a mental configuration of unity, against the common idea of seeing yourself as a part of something larger and alien to you. if you want to prepare the ground for the total dissolution of the ego, realizing that others are only a component of your direct experience, which is the absolute, helps a lot in the detachment that is needed

Pronounciation of that word feels alien to my throat. It's a good brand I guess.

Now we know the secret substance behind the alien awakenings. )

Why I wrote this? 1. Sharing my own experience, just sharing. 2. Making them in text, giving text and explanation about this paranormal thing help me to make the paranormal experience more on solid, so the sensation is not molding, change or move. 3. Maybe some of you folks have same experience and have a guide to me on what happen. Problem in sharing paranormal experience: How to explain some experience is very difficult in language because it is very experience based. Sharing on practical level oftentimes doesn't help at all. I think one is better explaining this paranormal thing as one grow older because this paranormal I found is very philosopical and the quality of information on this subject related to maturity. Attempt to share the paranormal when one have very little experience in life caused on very distorted look on the paranormal, it very easily misunderstood. A reference of my paranormal experience: Terence Hines in his book Pseudoscience and the Paranormal (2003) wrote: The paranormal can best be thought of as a subset of pseudoscience. What sets the paranormal apart from other pseudosciences is a reliance on explanations for alleged phenomena that are well outside the bounds of established science. Thus, paranormal phenomena include extrasensory perception (ESP), telekinesis, ghosts, poltergeists, life after death, reincarnation, faith healing, human auras, and so forth. The explanations for these allied phenomena are phrased in vague terms of "psychic forces", "human energy fields", and so on. This is in contrast to many pseudoscientific explanations for other nonparanormal phenomena, which, although very bad science, are still couched in acceptable scientific terms. My actual experience: 1. Sensing: I can sense very clearly energy. I cannot see the energy, some folks can see the colour of aura or something like that. I just sense it. I love the word 'smell' for energy, I can smell people energy, corporation, organization, country, a phone, motorcycle, spiritual practice and human collective energy. Smell defined how the the subject will react to external stimulus, quality, durability and the systems they are in. I oftentimes predict the future like timetraveller but in pseudoscience. 2. My body is very sensitive to energy. When I placed to some place that have different energy or not match (I dont know what it is actually why that happen). I can have very weird sensation like some crawling sensation under the skin, geometrical shit happen on my min and every geometrical have subtle meaning (beautiful but, oh goddamn why there is a random pattern that stuck in my yead.. I can't sleep with those pattern, I wonder why there is no geometic girl), alien like pattern thinking (psychedelic alike on sober). Some energy can affect my whole system of thinking until the energy inside my body is getting 'cleared'. When its not got cleared/ energy stuck I can have difficult on concetration/ focus splitting and weird sensation on my head (please get out, I need to work). The reason is still a question. 3. I can copy paste someone ability. It happen naturally. When I see my ex can read people, I just see the way she talk and keep focusing on it. After some time I can use her ability and enhance it for myself with my own style. 4. I can see people ability. (para ability) When I grow older I see more clearly that people have different ability. I can tell when people have good ability on leadership, have good big talk (hollow) but can hypnotize people, I smell alien like ability inside some people head (like Leo haha). In short, ability is feature on the soul. You know how hero have ability in every MOBA/MMO game? I see its the same here, there is huge variety and quality. I see people can develop some weird ability, it can be very deadly and effective for survival. And the others is can be very gentle and nurturing. I have some category on the ability based the quality: S+ (alien like, not human), S (wisdom based on humanity), A (clever for survival), B (not really interesting). S+ Alien quality have very different meaning system of things, they work as they want without any good and bad. But still they have purpose of the ability. S Wisdom based on humanity have more feminine essence in it but incorporate the purpose of humanity to become more whole, empowerment of all in subtle or very direct manner. A Survival ability that one acquired can be very masculine and seems as harsh. It have pure masculine essence. No good and bad. I see them like a sharp equipment of the soul, very black. People that have this abilitiy and have purpose can be very sucessful in pursuing their goal. B I don't want to talk about it because there is no much to learn from the essence of B series. Generally the lower the category the less wisdom it have. 5. Seeing how mature of one soul is. There is a difference between smart people and mature people. Even when one is called mature from a society standard, there is a distinction between mature as a soul and as a person. In this forum I see a some of those, from the typing or from their picture profile. (hide yours from me :p) Mature people can see things intercontextually, its corellated by inner character. Character of the soul I say. People can be placed in very bad situational enviroment, real character will shine there. The eye of mature soul cannot be faked. It is there wherever they are, whatever their belief is. A soul become clear when one truly accept who they are, how they truly think and do. After the acceptance of the self, the soul can continue to grow and getting more EXP. How the soul can learn without the acceptance of the fullest being? When the soul is not fully accepted, the learning process become more difficult. I see desire to fit in is a big mistake because it is fake. Belief have little to do with soul growth. Because every belief that one choose is correlated with their own soul experience. Big soul naturally will leaning to belief that match their own soul. "The plant leaning to the sun, is natural. " 6. How things affect the way I see. Belief, trauma, knowledge and all sort of fear can affect the way I see. How this paranormal things works: I won't explore this paranormal psychic things furthermore, its very wild, unstable and can make my mouth little bit smiling but in insane way if I try to activate some sensation that I even don't understand what it is. I think I need a guide to make myself understand this things better in safe way. I don't want to use it too much, what I can see sometimes is very crazy and have nothing to do with survival, I think because it is pure. But for now this all enough, making money will be more beneficial for now I found that some of things just learned without I need to learn it consciously, in some case I just aware the ability is sit there the whole time but I don't have the pointer and someone to say what it is and what it is function. So what can we call it? Paranormal awakening? hahaha. I cannot be forced to see things. When it getting forced too much by ego or especially external need to see something they can have advantage of. Forcing this lead to distortion of the truth, or maybe I just rarely excercise this for other people advantage, and btw... why I need to be seen as weirdo thoo haha. Using it more meaning learning it more. I think my adolescent mentality is not ready for the next thing of the development. Some of my own paranormal things I feel like still undercover. How I see this paranormal things in my life for NOW: Actually, I don't want to see this experience as paranormal things. I WANT TO see this as mental illnes or something in psychology field but I found they did'nt have good answer to, at least for now. Treating this experience with metal illness lens just make things worse. I feel with those lens I ignore a lot of the experience with the narrow lens. I feel I need to have my own lens to see this things. Saying it is paranormal seems give the experience more mystery and my own making sense is getting depth, rather than simplification. How I describe my paranormal experience: 1) The awareness of the raw smells of things. Smell = pure energy. What is pure energy? Analogy: You put your hands behind you, you don't see them right? but can you feel your hand? you feel the energy. When I see something most people cannot see, I feel the energy like you feel your own hand. 2) The one soul feature that most people don't have. History: Family: My grandpa is caretaker of an Old Mountain in Java. He often becoma a leader in some sort of spirit worship ritual things, I see the purpose is good.. for the good fortune in the village. Villager often come to see my grandpa for healing and a guide. Some people say my grandpa is not usual person, he have a gift and some say the gift is go down to me. But when I trying to talk about what I see with him, he didnt get it ? Elementary School: I am naturally inclined in the paranormal area, I see this as bad thing mostly. I got very different thought pattern than most people: knowing the answer but don't know why or what to answer, I have more mature thinking fetish (not embodied thinking)- so when I was child it was very stupid because I focus on searching some kind of whole thinking not survival. I cannot think straightly, I cannot do basic thinking when I was child. It was very difficult because anything that I think have abstract energy on there and take my focus away. Junior High School - Senior High School : I think this paranormal thing have something to do with mental health. I always thinking that way and I got no answer. University: I have trauma things that I don't aware of on that time. I think that is very highly related before. I found that it had nothing to do with trauma. Trauma is different subject. But does trauma affect the paranormal experience? Yes. It distort it to survive the trauma things. In Uni I mostly healed from my trauma and the paranormal things still happening. In Uni I meet some people that have paranormal stuff: One person say to me that something special laid behind my hand, they can see some pattern in my hand but I can't see it even with my magnifying glass. Another person say that I am is like some kind of a god choosen one, I don't explore his idea. I getting turned off by the way he talk first and shut it up. -THREAD UNFINISHED, will be a continuation and editing tomorrow- My english is not perfect, but god will love it anyway. If you don't understand what I was talking about, take this things as a joke :-p

Just because the ultimate truth is everything is one, doesn't in any way mean it's easy or accessible for your current ego / incarnation to just access another being's thoughts. If you could easily do things like that, this reality never would have felt very real or grounded at all in the first place, and your current ego / self probably never would have even formed. Like why would you keep existing as your current identity if you could just become Tom whenever you wanted, or become some alien on a distant planet whenever you wanted. Your life wouldn't even matter or be significant in any way. Your current incarnation is more significant than you're giving it credit.

How do you deal with intimidating women? Its not only the men who are insecure, women want to be pampered aswell. I actually want to know how tf do you deal with girls that are attracted to you and talk to you confidently, but then get shy, super insecure and just make it more of a big deal than it has to be. Im not referring to looks in this case, but my personality. I used to lower my value and act more normal (adequate) but that just works to a certain point. Im getting tired and just wanna be fully me which is kinda intimidating because of how much freedom, passion, intelligence, peace, vitality (potential), love, sensuality, charisma, and self-intimacy I express. If I try to be kind and lovely with them they misinterpret it as weak nice guy...which is my natural way of being, very friendly. For which I have then to show what they can understand. Im getting tired of closing my self up for others. Is it possible to be born with such a unique personality that my only option might be fall in love with an alien? ?

Please, Leo, we all wait for the alien Video

Title: The problem with buddhism Thumbnail: A standing monk looks at an alien coming at him

Correction - it WAS the entire basis of HIS brand of spirituality, and given that he just publicly denounced all previous concepts of spirituality as bullshit in light of the yet unrevealed teachings of Alien Mouse God, then you probably aren't qualified to speak on his behalf ? Anyway, given that a theme of the thread was "pushback" then I thought it was worth highlighting some of the hypocrisy on display.

Quick reality check Leo... you have just spent weeks jabbering about physically transforming into an alien, and prior to that had your own little "Kanye" moment ranting about how "gassing the Jews was love", so I don't think you have much foundation to sneer about mental illness, unfiltered nonsensical outbursts, or being an attention whore.

He's probably still trying to turn himself into an alien in a way that the camera will capture.

Alien God Language: OMAG: Oh, my alien God. etc.

Yea he’s fine. Hopefully the next video is on alien sex making

@spiritual memes LOL. I've been having premonitions that they are going to come down to earth to aid in dawning the new age - eerily at the same time as Leo's alien love shit. they're coming down only because we the earthlings have requested it!

5. Men as equal partners - She wants him as an equal and opposite partner. Just as a man, a woman in stage five of her animus development has accepted that conflict and ambivalence are intrinsic to human relationships, and realized the significance of a partnership to balance her further psychological growth and spiritual awakening.240 Having fully claimed her own authority after transcending her animus complex, she no longer sees men as alien, superior, inferior, or independent. The realization that the idea of living and going it alone was a distorted conception of human existence emerges in her, because we never live alone. She sees that in being human we have a variety of economic, physical, sexual, psychological, and spiritual needs that cannot be met by living alone. At last she has the insight that a balanced personality always develops in a self-other conception, and never through the discovery of an independent self.241 This woman then desires the material, intellectual, emotional, sexual, and spiritual synergy that is co-created with a man who meets her as an opposite and equal (which means opposite feminine and masculine polarities with equal levels of consciousness, rights, and responsibilities). Since she may have never experienced a stage five partnership, she needs guidance from a man (like you?) at the same stage of his anima development, who is able to meet her in an integrally informed way. These couples can then form interdependent242 partnerships in which they heal, learn, grow, and enjoy family and social activities together, while contributing to the well-being of others.243

STAGES OF ANIMUS DEVELOPMENT IN WOMEN 1. Men as alien outsiders - She fears, hates, and loves him. Because of abuse or abandonment from men that she identified with during childhood, such as a father, father figure, older brother, uncle, or family friend, a woman in this stage completely denies and suppresses her animus as alien inside and outside of herself. She trusts her mother and other females, while she distrusts, hates, or fears men. This is often countered by a strange curiosity about men, which she cannot differentiate. This ambivalence can make her extremely seductive, needy, and clingy, and cause severe symptoms of the “seduce and withhold”230 syndrome. As soon as a man gets close to her she withdraws, only to come back to ask for more after he becomes distant. She can break the heart of a weak man who tries to prove that he is different, attempts to rescue her from her fears, and so becomes codependent231 as she lures him into her pathological cat and mouse game. Within the limits of her domain in household, family, and female-oriented work environment (e.g., school teacher, nurse, artist, gardener, therapist, healer, working with animals, etc.), such a woman may seem grounded and self-confident. Outside those limits, she leaves the work and responsibility to men and more mature women.232