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That which appears to awaken: never awakened. Nothing is asleep everything is wide awake aliveness.

Hold up… If I’m the only Being in existence, the one infinite I AM, then riddle me this: WHO. TF. BANGED HER BEFORE ME? 🤯💀 Be honest. Was it me? Some past-life version of me? An NPC running on backstory.exe? Did I, the All-Powerful Dreamer, consciously program my girl with a recycled body count just to humble myself? 😭 I mean seriously: What kind of dream writes the Dreamer as the third wheel in his own fantasy? You telling me I manifested her… …pre-looted? If this is my universe, then why am I not first in line for… well, anything?! Why am I still in line?! 😤 Why does her ex still exist in her memories — without my permission?! --- Now I’m spiraling: Did I accidentally dream a reality that gaslights me? Am I into self-inflicted emotional cucking? Or is this a divine kink I haven’t awakened to yet? And if everything is me… …does that mean I’ve been smashing myself in third person this whole time? 😳 --- Y’all don’t see the bug?? Solipsism was sounding cute until my girl said, “Oh yeah, I used to date this guy named Marcus.” …WHO TF IS MARCUS?! I don’t recall coding Marcus. I don’t remember giving him my place in the timeline. So is Marcus real? Or just trauma I scripted to add flavor to the illusion? Either way — I demand a refund from God… …oh wait. That’s me too. 😐 --- Final thought: If Solipsism is true… ...why does it feel like I'm living in someone else's dream? And why does she remember more than I do? Go ahead. Break me. Enlighten me. Or tell me I am Marcus.

I think you can intuit that it’s real. By hearing “awakened people” speak you can pick up on authenticity, sensing that they’re genuinely coming from a place of, let’s say, no self, in contrast to others who speak from a place of self. This intuition can be developed, I think it’s related to your degree of openness, how dense your self is. But ideally you wanna confirm it in your own direct experience Also, what you consider “real” is anything with a limit. So if you adopt the idea that awakening is real, you can’t help but to put it into a category of “something”, “an experience”, like everything else, although an unique one. Awakening might not fit into that definition of “real”, because it transcends limitations.

Is awakening even real. I believe being "Awakened" is a spiritual fantasy. Rather, we are awakening. Because we are all human beings, we make mistakes, make bad decisions, blunder, etc. We all slip up. I believe you have to first define what awakening is for you. Mine is reaching a level where you no longer idenitfy with your thoughts and feelings. You don't carry around that emotional baggage with you. You do this effortlessly throughout the days. But I make no claims that I've completely dissovled my ego. So before you ask, "Is Awakening Even Real?" What does Awakening look like to you? I'm curious.

I'm not saying I go around saying experience is an illusion and therefore this food I'm eating for breakfast before I go visit my family is not happening so I sit there and do nothing since experience is an illusion. This stuff cannot be actualized and practiced and be consciously chosen. It is that very fact why experience seems to exist in the first place. It is it's own 'being' but a person comes in and says they're having an experience. It is not your experience, it is just experience. I'm just pointing that out when I say that. There's an I here so I'm not denying my own experiences. I'm not expecting you to do anything in this regard because you can't because you're not doing or having an experience in the first place to do or not do something about. It's just forum talk that means nothing and denied by a me who seeks meaning and purpose and saying experience is an illusion doesn't add anything to that, it takes away. It's the only reason why it's not attractive to you to hear that. "I have awakened" seems like a more attractive thing to entertain for the me so it comes on a forum and advertise it to the other me's it created and imagined and tell them it awoke to Solipsism while having a never-ending discussion about it to the others that aren't there. You need to awaken to insanity, not solipsism.

He has awakened to feeling inferior and incomplete - so to feel better/bigger/superior/a man WE MUST SQUASH OTHERS

No, the dream is in and out of it's own dream. It gets a taste of reality which is nothing but it keeps on dreaming by concepting and ideaing and arguing with people on forums to maintain itself. If it didn't along with all the other normal human things it does, it would just be nothing. Pure energy, it doesn't want that so it keeps on trucking and dreaming up experience and direct experiencing itself into thinking it has awakened when the truth of the matter is it is deep sleep, being - being someone that awakened and is arguing with princess on a forum. Nothing is actually happening - literally. This isn't youtube talk and nonduality bullshit it learnt from yt this is deep sleep yapping away as a lucid dream, and it knows this not from knowledge but something its also being and that is intuition. Something knows this, but it's not a knowing, it's an unknowing. Like it retreats back into itself because it can, as it can be anything as it is unlimited and free. Experience is an illusion. It cannot experience itself.

Meh. Just more rage bait. Have fun engaging if you want but it's not gonna go anywhere useful. Not sure why you feel the need to come here and preach anyways OP. If you really knew what's up, why would you care to at all? Why haven't you just logged off, ay? Now you're going to waste your time here debating. What's it about OP? But yes- everyone besides you doesn't know the truth. Everyone else isn't awakened like you!! They're just nonsense!! So obvious something isn't quite right with you, mate. But these words won't do anything will they! So good luck with that and may you have a nice evening.

What have you awakened to and what have you awakened from?

It's simple. I have awakened, and when I see people that say things that aren't awakening, it's easy to spot. Like when someone is telling you bullshit on any other subject you have expertise in, you can tell. I don't need to be able to see the world through someone else's eyes to know they have a fake awakening. When someone is talking about how you don't exist, you don't even have any experience, there's nothing to do and nowhere to get, it doesn't take a Ph.d to realize they're just blindly believing nondual teachers on YouTube. I cannot stop laughing at how this wouldn't be obvious to you.

I didn't want to go to a specific thing like chakras or daemons. I know that it creates conflicts since it's like a religion. As I mentioned in my initial post, I know that nothing of all of it is real from an awakened point of view. But in this duality there might be things that actually exist but are hidden to the normal eye. Beside chakras there are also those stories about Atlantis and some chronicles of whatever. Until now, I've always smiled about it. But maybe I'm wrong. And that's what I want to find out. Either through the direct experience of others telling me what the know or ... I just need to find out by myself and try Ayahuasca again

I never said you didn't have an awakening. The only awakening that can take place is the dream awakening to itself. NOTHING, which is God/Absolute/All there is, cannot awaken to itself because it is everything. "Awaken to" is duality, which is not really happening but only to an observer. The person that was born and will die is the one that awakened, it actually didn't awaken it fell asleep. Now it's awake again without the substance.

Replace the I AM dream with God and it is so. Everything else is just nothing being everything including your awakening. It's the dream of separation which is also the dream of I AM. I AM is all there is in that reality and that is Solipsism. There is only the I AM to itself. Without the I AM there is only what is, being. Look into every nook and cranny of what you said and that's the construction of the I AM to a tee except the God forgetting who it is part. God didn't forget anything you are remembering as the dream. The dream is storytelling to itself. The dream has awakened to itself, but it doesn't realize it's a dream.

Jesus is just the shortened Je suis, I am, That, I am. It's not a french perfume brand. The man Jesus was the awakened I am as the name infers. Christianity is an optional extra.

Welp. Guess I’m fully awakened now because I have zero fear of death since being saved by Jesus. In fact I kinda look forward to it now. No amount of self realization was able to do that for me. It was all Jesus

One can't get around this condition, and neither is it wrong nor negative, though we might tacitly believe otherwise. Rather than treating it as ignorance to be avoided, we should recognize that such dismissal reflects our cultural relationship with "knowledge" itself. It is the source of knowledge, learning, insight, and creativity - the closest thing we have to direct consciousness. Consider the contrast between ourselves and someone like Gautama, who was presumably "fully awakened." What does that contrast reveal about us? Do we truly grasp everything there is? At present, we are not in touch with the nature of anything - and we might not even be aware of that yet! It has to be experienced deeply. And this, paradoxically, is a powerful place to stand. Not sure where I'm going with that, but it may be of some use.

So, you think you are enlightened? I was born enlightened. You say the Bhagavad Gita is symbolic of the inner fight, that every human has between the ego and the divine? I call bs. It is revelation that war is inevetible and divine. Here is story of the true spiritual king warrior: As to be of service to humanity I allowed myself to forget that I am a 6th density Cosmic white Nobility being from a star castle in a galaxy far away. As a male child I was raped by reptilian humanoids and small greys in my parallel life and got psychic abilities, inwhich I recently discovered by deciphering a decade old channeled message. I was on three 20&backs. Meaning, I got transported to other planets to serve for the military conglomerate as an intuitive empath. After 20 years of service, I was age regressed and transported back in time to where I got picked up. Now that happened 3 times in a row. My body became so frail of this service that when the Mayan breakaway civilisation picked me up, they were not allowed to heal me due to insufficient karma. Then the Anshar from inner earth took me in. On a crystal table I was greeted by a priestess, she had a phallic crystal that she waved in front of me, then all shadow beings flew away from my body. At that moment I remembered my mission. My mission is to upgrade the civilisation of humanity. To see if humanity is ready I started an experiment: On the east coast. My Heart disciples would practice - Total celibacy - Run ultra marathons - Bombard news agencies when I was hungry to be in the spotlight. - Do "crimes" when their Guru demanded ( like smuggling exotic animals into my hidden zoo in one of my 4 houses). On the west coast. My Mind disciples would practice - Sex in public - do drugs and alchohol - Help the homeless by giving them a chance to vote in our community. - Do crimes behind Gurus back, but in favor of Guru. ( like poisoning politicians and doctors that give drugs to Guru) By the Guidance of Archangel Michael. I teach my students the Zen Buddhist way of releasing attachment through bowel movement. The explosive ones can heal trauma. Do not forget to pee in your bathtub while bathing, that is to gain Siddhis along the way. My disciples do not need to meditate or practice loving thoughts. They are all entitled to Rainbow body status when the sun sends a magical pulse. I do not remember which year each star sends a pulse but it will happen "very soon". Then I will be ambassador for welcoming the aliens to earth by Trump. I deserve it, I worked hard! For my temples around the globe and for my disciples who cannot be near my feet. They will have a picture of me in a state of Samadhi. They will meditate on the picture with half open eyes. At home they will meditate on my picture. If they want to whatever reason discard the picture, they must let it out into the sea, for it is holy. Good boys and girls get a statue of me placed in their city, babies are called the newbie disciples. For 333$ anyone can purchase my course on the astral body chakra system. I once singlehandedly infiltrated a movement to change all the eastern spiritual scriptures for my Clairvoyant visions. There i introduced my book on chakras, later the movement split into 4 parts, such an impact I made! At my spare time. We catch Celebrities in public to take a photo with me. Then hang the pictures around my temples, so my followers know that we are the real deal. Then I go to the gym and lift 9000 pound weights with one arm while my disciple takes a picture at the right angle #mindovermatter. My disciples morning meditation is to visualize me winning the Nobel peace prize, my disciples in the UN work to make it happen, cause I deserve it. When I take a rest, I put my cool sunglasses on and take a selfie while I fight Satan and his shadow army on the astral plane. I have a blogger to post this story to reveal my amazing lightwarrior status. As a side hustle. I livestream every week about my (prophetic) dreams from 1999, inwhich i tie to current political situation and the insider Qanon. While i send cryptic messages to the resistance movement, from another planet, inside earth, that no resus monkey brain can understand. Do not forget the big superchats, they put a smile on my face! The divine mother put me in a position to recieve money from you. So that you can practice giving. I could easily go to casino and manifest money, but I would not take away your collective learning of giving. My guides give me the opportunity to practice humility through luxury. For 1 million in donation. You get a ticket to my retreat + a 1 hour dinner with me. For 3 million in donation. All the above + a thank you note. For 5 million in donation. All the above + a shoutout from our sponsor GaiaTv. Rollce Royce donations are also appreciated. I recently got a chemical by mail. I intuitively administrated it rectaly and experienced ultimate states of couscioussness, never seen by anyone in the universe, in my bathtub. Now I attained mahasamadhi by inducing a heart attack on my body. # (Between % and # are stories and claims made by (mostly self-proclaimed) spiritual teachers, Prophets, Avatar and the most awakened human on the planet. Obviously the claims are not quoted exactly as they said it, but it is mixed into this one character of unfathomable stupidity. One common thread amongst these claims is one word: America. ) Thus I present to you, Master America. 🇺🇸 I hope no one has yet claimed that title.

The photos have a strange beauty to them, showing the power of standing for something and also the depth of consciousness in that monk. @Emotionalmosquito I def agree most awakened people would suffer less but still even the most awakened would have a serious disdain toward being tortured and not just be blissed out. At best they’d go into Witness Consciousness to get through it

Well, see this. Say I kidnap you and we go to my torture chambers. If I really tortured you, there will come a point where you will beg for me to stop, and you will cry and implore for me to return you to your life. Even if your life is average, and you are a cynic(not saying this is the case just an example lol), an egotist, and you have financial problems, you will beg for me to return you to your average life. In this begging, the burried love is revealed. Avoidance of pain is subconscious love. Love doesn't need to be hot(like in an orgarsm or psychedelic experience), love can be subtle, and it can even be hidden and unconscious. Most people does not experience hot love in daily life(like I imagine an awakened person experience) but I would say most experience unconscious love, which is basically fear and avoidance of pain lol.

Even an awakened person will suffer deeply if they are tortured. I don’t give a shit how conscious they are

I think it def gets fun after you break all your habits, delusions, and addictions which can be quite painful and require grinding. Or else everyone would be awakened and happy which is not the case. But I see your point. It’s a balancing act but it does get to a point (at least IME) where the disciplines become fun in themselves they are no longer a grind. I also agree it’s highly subjective and one must listen to themselves. I’ve gotten the clear message/warning to drop psychedelics and it’s working great for me. I have no desire to go back

How else should I take anything? I'm a person right? Isn't that the fun of it? Look..you're right sitting around here all day is going to get you absolutely nowhere when it comes to truth. However it will get you much further than a philosophy class in college. Those classes suck. Here you get advanced material from awakened beings. There you get an average professor in a rat race for the highest salary. So there is that. The discussions here are productive- but they won't get you to Absolute Truth. If you want that - again do the practices.

Doesn't matter. Youre assuming I don't feel pain and feel like a human. You're assuming I'm saying I'm a dead weight that doesn't have feelings. You're assuming that I've never had things happen to me and how I was la-de-la-da about shit. You don't know what my experience has been like. You don't know what this body has gone and been through. You think I'm just speaking like an Absolutist and going off of non-duality bullshit. Let me tell you something, you have no idea so don't tell me UNTIL IT HAS FUCKING HAPPENED TO ME. You didn't even ask me first if it has happened to me but you're saying until.....this is how I know you're just emotionally responding. Responding to who you don't know other than some forum talk. I haven't been tortured, no, I'm not saying that. What I'm saying is I have a deep understanding of what's going on here and I'm not going to fucking butter it up to suit human fucking ego like yours who just wants to feel good and be in bliss all the time. Life doesn't work that way. You're a delusional energetic structure that is part of the whole yes, but that's what makes you delusional, you have no idea who or what you are, and you want to PROJECT that unto "others". I won't let you or others drag me down into the pot of boiling water with your delusions and spiritual fantasies. Nothing specific has to happen to me for me to recognize or realize certain things. If your best argument against truth is "until it happens to you", then truth is not what you fucking seek. It's to feel, better about the impersonal experience you're having and resisting what is to soothe that miserable dis-eased egoic structure wrapped around that tightly constricted and contracted energy that is so tightly woven together it cannot free itself be cause it's too wrapped up into what it thinks it is - someone with a life that lives in a universe people and that needs to change itself and the world so it can feel good about it's non-existence and illusory nature called a fucking self. Go away and let me be. I'm not with your stupid clan of arrogant and narcissistic, delusional, neurotic clan of humans that cannot take a little suffering and always searching for some feel-good chemical to soothe that crying baby syndrome you all have because you think the world was made for you and your family to be comfortable in and be happy all the time. Life doesn't see you and your silly human games of "I wanna feel good", so go away with that and let me be in my impersonhood and take whatever life is throwing my way because I'm 'awakened' enough to realize it's not about me because I'm just imagining my personhood and I'm OK with it. It's not personal.

Welcome, awakened beings, to the annual Spiritual Dick Measuring Contest!—where enlightenment isn’t just a state of being, it’s a competitive sport. Forget inner peace. This is about who’s more transcendent than thou. And who has the biggest spiritual dick so to speak. Events include: 🥇 Meditation Marathon – Who can sit still the longest while secretly checking their aura score on an app? 🥈 Kundalini High Jump – Bonus points if you mention your third eye activation before anyone else. 🥉 Tantric Flex-Off – Because nothing says spiritual mastery like humblebragging about your 9-hour breathwork session. Scoring Criteria: - Number of 5-meo trips (double points if you did them rectally) - Times you've said “I don’t identify with ego anymore” while clearly doing so - How often you use the phrase “vibrational frequency” in casual conversation - Ability to quote Rumi out of context to win arguments Disqualifications: - Expressing genuine vulnerability - Asking questions instead of giving unsolicited advice - Admitting you’re still figuring things out Remember: it’s not about healing, it’s about winning. Because nothing screams spiritual maturity like passive-aggressively correcting someone’s chakra alignment in a forum thread. Namaste peasants! Get ready to find out who has the biggest spiritual dick this year! Let the chat begin!!!

Great point and definitely a part of the many facets of awakening! It fair to say that an awakened person is aware of their emotions and isn't run by them. There's infinitely more to awakening also.