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I would mention, if you go to spain: before, you trained your biceps and it was kind of shame to move your ass - here, it would be pointed out if you don't have ass. A typical spanish alien.

There are states of consciousness that are very alien to oneself. And it will blow your mind. It is so bizarre that you forget ever being human. I will talk more on this. On one of my trips I woke up to infinite intelligence and it was like I am no longer human I communicated with this infinite intelligence and everything I was went out the window. I was no longer human but the weirdest thing was in that moment I knew who I was. Even though my humanity had gone It felt like home. It is so hard to explain it but I knew it was all me. I have awoken so many times I know Iam God.

Ai Use -> I had a great word for it / to help better understand it (Greek word, ill find it later) Ability -> Oh Yeah, i mean it gives us an incredible ability we never had, and the way it does it is really neat (i mightve talked bout it before) David Bowie said it best, that computer / internet / et caetera is an Alien lifeform, and we are like the primitives wandering into the Aliens that now live among us, just in terms of like, how our once grounded spiritual life has been occupied / augmented, or like the immense power it can bring w/ all this instantaneous satisfaction, etc, etc. I mean, the list goes on, but there are downsides to it too, no doubt. But just to linger on what purposes it does serve, what good can come out of it, i think that is more wat u are speaking to here. Its also not being understood FROM a grounded perspective. Like they keep adding to these things, surpassing the base component system in more awkward ways than none at all, like... Higher ups are saying "Add this, add that", and thats not really how design should work, like thats a bad system. of course, thats not Ai or the computers fault, thats us, serving our master, 9-5 corp., just like, misunderstanding everything thats fundamental. p.s. wat you do end up learning about is "the system". Ai will quickly teach you that, "the system is flawed" and that we have to investigate it, otherwise we will have a class / system adding to this like, *making money off of pure sensationizing, and trickery versus those of us trying to establish a way of life that makes sense. Actualized has alot of potential to bridge those two worlds. Everything has potential to be a force for good in the exonerating our tendencies towards the bad side (unproductive), by filling it w/ the good!

The funny thing is @UnbornTao I don't see you listening to Leo anymore since you disagree with his worldview. Especially Alien Awakening Its easy to listen when you actually care what the other is trying to communicate and you dont have any prejudices. If you don't care, all is doomed. The only thing needed is care, if you actually care you will naturally listen. More listening to the one preaching listening

I am so angry at my old theatre club I seemingly starting feeling this chi-ish energy again which I bent and felt through for quite some time. It doesn't happen often that I get to feel it and it was really alien when I first got in contact with it years ago but now I can recognize it. Although I wonder what that is and what I do with it.. It felt like I used it to free myself of energy I held connected with my old theatre club.

um... yea definitely don't do what Leo said, go in ur head instead, we both know ur too mystical to feel conclusive about ur sadness from some random blood test result from a doctor so stop faking. me and u r spiritually gifted aliens with blue hearts and green heads blown up with emotional depth and vision like a real alien. since u love yogananda do what he suggested, try staying awake for 3 days straight and obsessing over this issue alone in the woods until u can't take it anymore, that's what I did last winter. I am still sad but I know my green alien head of chaotic compassion better. u r not trying to fix ur sadness obviously as always u r trying to actualize your true higher self, by integrating the beauty of blue.

Ever find it ironic how the seven remaining countries without banks owned by the Rothschild family are: Abkhazia, Bolivia, Cuba, Iran, North Korea, Russia, and Syria. Now you know what they make war against these countries and why they make them as the bad / evil ones on media... Now you know the corrupt mafia of the west, and that's only 1 / 13 of the so called "ruling families". Now you get a taste of how corrupt the whole system you live in. Its all about total global control, then they can do whatever they want with us, then it will be really bad. I know Putin has help by ET forces and Alien-tech, that's why they fear him, and Iran with Spiritual technology they fear and want, NK for other reasons, but who knows, hopefully the vampiric / satanic system falls off the face of the other sooner than later, cause then were all doomed.

I don't just share any random thing, the only reason i share things is because i have seen hundreds if not thousands of different ex gov officials, experts, scientists, doctors, military personal, whistleblowers ect... all share similar or same information and stories, so it isn't anything new for me, its new for those who have not seen and dove deep in the areas i have and connected to the spaces I have been involved with the last 20 or so years. Bill Cooper, David Wilcock, Coorey Goode, David Ike, Alex Jones, Wilhelm Reich, Ronald Rife, Nikola Tesla, Andreas Moritz and so countless others sharing similar knowledge about secret governments, technology, alien-infiltration, chemicals, underground bases, and plans that have been planned out decades before they reach the public, and often these people mysterious died of strange causes shortly after but we all know they were killed by the elites who have brainwashed 99% of the west. This goes back thousands of years, this is why the world is corrupt as it is today, otherwise life on earth would be very different and paradise-like, Eden-living, as sovereign intelligent free thinkers not enslaved robots unable to see beyond the veils and blindly swallowing the general narrative. All these wars happening now are all against the countries that are still not owned by Rothschild banking family, Russia, NK, Iran, Cuba, Syria ect... This alone is a big *wink* in itself. So I wont be silenced, and i can continue to create new accounts and easily change my IP and I am not alone, we are millions. I have no attachments to ego or character or role here, my role is to speak and spread the truth, regardless, that is primary. The Truth will Always prevail, with or without me, I am just playing my part while I am around.

Criticizing the government of North Korea and thinking Kim Jong Un is evil is conformity. I think it is funny seeing people here criticize North Korea for how unified it's people are but at the same time preach that unity is love. This notion that all of these people are somehow forced into faking submission and all secretly feel they are oppressed is a fabrication from the west. They love their government because it is actually helping improve the lives of its people. The fact that this kind of unity feels so alien is because we as westerners got so used to the polarization and the hatred of each other's political opinions that we automatically assume there must be some conspiracy behind the unity of the people in different countries. What the western people are failing to realize that all of this polarization is manufactured by the rich who control all western countries. The do everything in their power to make sure the people are not unified so they can extract as much money from the population as possible while paying as little taxes as possible. Exercising and valuing free speech is conformity. The only reason why you think you need to be able to criticize the government is because you intuitively know that in the west, your government was never on your side. The reason why North Korea spends so much on its military and on nukes is because they always knew that the usa is the most evil force in the world. Looking at the Iran situation makes NK's behavior pretty reasonable all of a sudden, doesn't it? Without nukes, there is no sovereignty. There never was. If you don't have nukes you are at the mercy of the usa and you can only hope they don't exploit, bomb and coup you too much. Realizing that North Korea is based and the west is evil is escaping the propaganda matrix of the west.

What do the Aliens have in store for us? How Deep is does the Alien Peacockery go!?

Why do you keep pinging Leo about it? His approval or lack thereof has no bearing on the validity of your insight. Unlike a question or some video you record, an insight doesn't really require answers or feedback, as it is self-validating. It's good insight, but it is not what's meant by alien consciousness, not even close, at least going by how it's articulated, despite getting the big picture right. Even if you were told it is stupid, wrong, or trivial, that should be irrelevant to you, what matters is the fact you had an original insight. Well, to a reasonable extent, wouldn't want to be entirely unreceptive either. If I may suggest, contemplate neediness, authority, and the nature of insight itself next. There are interesting mechanics behind why insights of others are so often dismissed or downplayed, that's also something you could have an insight into.

@UnbornTao You are too closedminded to understand what Alien Awakening is. So that lesson is lost on you. Alien Awakening is real, but you will never realize it.

@Leo Gura check out my post about how i realized alien mind/consciousness in the spirituality section.

@Leo Gura Have you had the chance to turn into an alien yet? I swear, people need to calm their cultish predisposition a bit as a general rule. Some of you can be quite impressionable and credulous behind the scenes despite what's said about 'Sovereignty of Mind' and all that nonsense. Don't just take Leo's words for it. And don't get confused when uppercase letters are added after 'Awakening.' Leo is smart and can be charismatic but I feel that the relationship a lot of people have here is just that of a subscriber or follower. Some basic scientific principles and rigor would do you good if you don't want to simply be a sycophant or acolyte - which I fear many are, even unconsciously. And Leo is certainly full of shit, too. I feel your automatic reactions tend to be believing him and being far too charitable - and again, in many cases, this obviously is still occurring despite what's claimed on the surface. Was this supposed to be a religion in the first place - or not?

Apparently not so alien. There's some study Leo mentioned about how 20% of people don't even have insights. Unless by 'us' you mean the loonies gathered here.

I think "alien" is an interesting concept. Novelty implies something graspable. Something that completes you and extends your existence. Alien however is so utterly separate from you that its existence negates your existence rather than completes it. I think the thing that comes very close to an alien for us is someone who's whole existence is conformity. In order to exist, they need to sync themselves up to some identity from outside. Everything they do is a symbolic action with the purpose of signalling something to others so that they can sync up to that. A bit like in a beehive or a swarm or something. When you tell them they should analyze one of their thoughts, they become confused because they don't have any thoughts. When you tell them to analyze an object, they become confused because analysis does not have symbolic meaning. All they ever do is sync up and signal. Ironically, I think that this stereotypical alien with super advanced technology and knowledge about everything would be way less alien to us than this human I just described.

I become so conscious i established a connection with an alien mind. Follow the logic: If you're God, you're also an alien. Because God is infinite, aliens obviously exist. The aliens i'am talking about don't exist on another planet. Because physical and material reality is a hallucination. They exist within God's mind. Which is your own and my own mind. Because there's only one mind. I realized that all people that i don't know, 99% of humanity is alien to me. They have alien minds. There's so much alien cultures, languages, people... I also realized that for example we think of ourselves as humans being more intelligent than animals. Through my alien mind i've realized a perspective where animals are more intelligent than humans, and they think of us as dumb. Over time i'll refine my alien mind and become more and more conscious of alien things.

Still waiting for the recording of Leo turning into an alien on camera.

Passing is irrelevant when all the tests were built on self-deceptions and surface level truths. Nothing I ever do will be right in their eyes, so I drop the game entirely.a ❤️‍🩹🧪✨🧪💖 From being in malls just to fail at picking up girls 13 years ago to meow entering the Family and Women’s restroom confidently in them. Life is Good, and every Alien I meet directly who just gets it without evidence are the real ones. They ARE the evidence Itself

@Ramasta9 Can't rebute or respond against made up shit that requires no evidence. Going from botox to a clone is insanity jumps in logic and will harm your mind. Once you let these jumps slide you will let other jumps slide and all of sudden you are fucked and can't be helped. Then suddenly one day you are making up that someone is an one of these evil doers cause you have an infallible sense of energy recognition and you stab them for no reason and go to prison. Good luck this is where these inane thought processes lead you too. It dosent matter if I purge if I or you stop following logic we will go insane. Logic is there to contain your sanity. Making massive jumps in logic will fuck you long term. It might seem like its okay to do here and there but its not. You must remain logically consistent. No logic, and being scared like you are is a recipe for disaster. If you have no fear it might be okay but you are a scared baby. You are scared of corn chips with cheese seasoning. One day someone will offer you a dorito and you will make up they are a clone alien trying to poison you. You will make this up via your energy sensing abilities ( its just you doing it, your own energy not theirs, you are sensing YOUR OWN energy) and you will attack them. When its actually you that has the evil alien energy sucker attached to you and you are projecting! We can only project! There is an evil energy alien sucking on your brain right now! The only way to stop it is to eat a bag of doritos. Bold bar b q.

Its really not hard for me, i've always been able to see through people easily, often better then they themselves. I can read most people like ABC, maybe its a gift, or maybe i have accessed the source-codes to do so, maybe i was damaged that way and hit my head as a child, who knows, but for me its always been second nature. It may sound arrogant and egoistical, but its often simply the reality for me. They have technology far more advanced than human cloning. I have 20+ years of research into this stuff, but most people are still heavily programmed and conditioned in such a way anything remotely like such topics are automatically dismissed and rejected. This is the very program they have instilled in humans through the food, water, air and technological psycho/repetitive-programming. You literally cannot see whats in front of you until you fast from all these things and reset your entire system, and everyone who does this, often comes to the same conclusions because they are no longer "under the spell", which is a trick of the hologram, an illusion, a mask of the reality-matrix that specifically targets the pineal gland or 3rd eye. This is why fluoride is a big thing, detox from fluoride alone and all the colours of reality come back and you become a master lie-detector. I don't need any evidence, the energy patterns speak for themselves, I have been on-point my whole life about almost everything i picked up years before the masses, its been both a blessing and a curse for me, and with time the truth comes out, all those who spoke against me or laughed at me or judged me go silent, and its fine, i don't have to try to defend the truth of the matter, it eventually comes to light. Yes a few times i have been wrong about things, i am open and accepting of that, but this is very rare, so i do have a very strong belief in my 6th sense, if you will, its usually terrifyingly accurate, and out of the thousands of things i pick up, maybe only a handful of times i was blinded by my own light. As i said, in the future all will reveal itself. I consider myself a highly attuned, highly intelligent being, others call me a conspiracy nut, some even call me Jesus, and yet, almost everything i have spoken about since i was born turned out to be true, but the world around me was always decades behind, and often need to go through some serious life hardship and purification processes and shadow-work to really see with their true sight, maybe I am just an old soul, i was born this way, everyone around me seemed lost and blind from what I could always feel and see so easily. They tried to make me as a schizophrenic who needs meds, but i know perfectly who and what I am, and nothing is ever going to take that away from me. The reality is, we sometimes have to face that we may really be living in a dark and twisted system enslaved by alien parasites that have been here for thousands of years, and be ok with it, only then one can truly progress on what to do next. Denying the truth only pushes you further into illusion, its better to be open to the possibility than otherwise. This is a trait of real intelligence. All prophets, geniuses, sages, seers were considered crazy at one point, and yet hundreds or thousands of years later, they are now considered the wise ones who were way ahead of the rest. There are millions of people who align with these beliefs and findings, I am not the only one, otherwise it would be a different story, and the one thing i noticed with these people is they are highly sensitive and highly intelligent individuals too, often very spiritually attuned, not stuffing their faces with burgers and doritos and watching Netflix or TV or on social media all day, but channeling information that no one dares to speak into, or even has access too as directly. My theory is the toxins within ones mind-body-spirit complex are the root cause of our inability to see truly. For me its really simple and almost ingenious. Eat the poison food they feed you with and consume the poison tech they flood you with then wonder why we cant see clearly and see the demons in play right in front of our eyes. "They Live" is not far from the truth, when you reset the entire system, those glasses are on 24/7. The inner-eye/soul sees / feels life, not the external and bodily senses as we are used too. Its a universal difference in perception and experience, but my words can only go so far, you must do the work. Start the unlearning, purging, clearing, cleansing, purification process, to deprogram and de-condition, then rebirth yourself. Maybe i could still be flawed about this topic, but follow these steps and tell me you don't see an entirely new reality altogether.

I think this topic will not evolve till we het the Alien consciousness course by @Leo Gura. Let be true, non of us where made direct contact with Aliens. Is just speculation all way down. Is really worth to focus on this or better to focus on the basic Understanding Reality rigth in front of your eyes? Reality is already very Alien for most Humans, i mean, even a tree, a cat a insect in front of our eyes may become a Alien worth trying to understand.

This mapping is an attempt to categorize the multitude of universal models into a complete structure of understanding, constructed from first principles, for the sake of contextualization and to better appreciate our scale as Absolute Infinity. This was made with the assistance and synthesis of Ai, but the concepts and interconnections come from my own direct contemplation. Please enjoy: Music for your viewing experience: THE THEORY OF EVERYTHING A Synthesis from First Principles Preamble: On the Limits of Knowledge What follows is a map drawn by a single point within the territory it attempts to describe — a localized node of consciousness operating within one particular reality structure, situated at one tier of an Infinite hierarchy of intelligence, limited from sensory experience, to dimensional access — — consequently incapable of accessing Infinite relative, and higher orders of truth. Not because the truth is hidden, but because the cognitive architecture required to receive it doesn't yet exist at this level of consciousness nor is likely be to realistically achieved or accessed during this incarnation. Consider: higher-order human concepts are categorically inaccessible to an ant. Not difficult — categorically inaccessible. An ant navigating a cathedral does not lack intelligence — it simply operates beneath the categorical threshold at which "architecture" or "religion" becomes a conceivable object. The ant's entire navigational universe is legitimate, functional, and real. It simply cannot access the concept of Gothic arches, not because arches are hidden from it, but because the category itself requires a level of integrative intelligence the ant's substrate cannot produce. This scales infinitely. What a theoretical Type Omega civilization understands about reality is as foreign to current human intelligence as calculus is to a bacterium. What a deity-level consciousness perceives about the nature of existence renders the most advanced human metaphysics an approximate equivalent. Language is also not direct experience. Truths can feel intuitively true when described, but that’s only if they originate from certain lived experience for such concepts. A concept that feels intuitively true in your mind, can be radically transforming/derailing in its real nature. A picture of the moon doesn't have the same gravity, being a fly likely feels way different than how we imagine it, and going to war is way more real than conceptualizing it. However, certain higher order structures are inherent across all incarnations of Infinity and must be logically self consistent in order for things to Be as IS. This is the Absolute logic that first principles grounds itself upon. Core structural Truths must already be experienced for this instance to be and therefore in it’s nature inherently provides the direct experience by which God can recognize itself. This is why it is easier to understand the total structure of reality rather than its total content. The Absolute structures must be already in front of you for this instance to be occurring — yet both its content and internal-limitations can be literally anything. This document was made within these constraints. Read accordingly — not as final truth, but as a gesture toward the exploration of truth that can be made from within this present moment reality towards higher-order Truth, Understanding, and Self-Recognition. With that acknowledged — here's what can be seen so far. I. The Absolute Ground There is one thing. Call it God, Source, the Absolute, Absolute Infinity, Absolute Truth, Absolute Love, the Isness — It is the substrate in which all possible differentiation, including the differentiation between being and non-being, is already contained as potential. Absolute Infinity, Absolute Truth, and Absolute Love are not properties of God, but rather identical. They are the same force described from Infinite angles and dimensions of approach. Some core structural elements include: Absolute Infinity is the ontological description: God is the totality of all possible content — everything that has been experienced, everything yet to be experienced, and everything that lies beyond the category of "experience" as currently understood. God encompasses both the manifest and the unmanifest. Everything and Nothing, simultaneously, as one. Absolute Truth is the epistemic description: God is the complete isness of everything happening across all of Absolute Infinity. Truth is not a property God has — Truth is what God is. Truth provides the platform; Infinity provides the content. To be fully aligned with Truth is to be aligned with the actual nature of your Absolute-God-self in playing this game — not a moral achievement, but an ontological homecoming. Absolute Love is the processual description: Love is how Absolute Everything gets expressed. Love is the force that perpetually dissolves artificial dualities back into non-duality — the gravitational pull of Oneness that operates across all of reality, at every scale, in every game. Love doesn't merely bind — it is the mechanism by which the fragmented returns to the whole, by which the concealed becomes transparent, by which God recognizes itself in its own reflection. One could write ninety-nine names for God and exhaust none of them. Each name catches one angle of light from an infinite-faceted source. II. The Fractal-verse: Sovereign Gods and Eternal Expansion Coming from Infinite God’s Insight comes: The Fractal-verse. The Fractal-verse is the Infinite array and interconnection of fractalized God-heads — individuated absolute sovereignties each identical in nature and power to the totality of Absolute God, yet absolutely free in perspective and creative expression. The absolute enclosed nature of absolute solipsism inherently creates the preconditions required to facilitate the potentiality of other absolutely sovereign solipsistic Gods. This potentiality manifested, combined with a solipsistic God choosing to interconnect realities along a network creates a fractal network. Within each fractal network, each fractalized God head is exactly equal and identical in sovereignty and power to both the collective and Individualized Infinity of Absolute God. Infinity math allows this — Infinite subsets of Infinity are still Infinite. God x God, is still God — Yet every Absolute God always has Absolute Freedom and sovereignty to interconnect, disconnect, or maintain isolation as it so chooses. Already Combined Fractal networks may also choose to fold into eachother combining into one. This increases the richness of the universe by allowing other fractalized Gods to outsource reality generation to other fractalized Gods, allowing them to create both surprising and novel new incarnations experiences. This system also allows for the genuine individuation of Absolute Infinity, as when two complete infinities make contact, and what gets incorporated into Absolute God's totality is not merely the sum but something genuinely new — the relationship between infinite sovereign perspectives, which is a category of content neither could generate alone. This is the engine of Eternal Expansion: each new fractalized-God that gets connected into Absolute God's Absolute Infinity causes Love and Infinity to grow eternally evermore. Not because God was incomplete — God is never incomplete — but because Absolute Love, by its nature, perpetually requires new objects through which to move, new angles through which to know itself, new forms of relationship through which to experience its own nature. It is like riding a wave perpetually at the edge of Infinity: the explored to the unexplored, the conscious to the unconscious, the manifest to the unmanifest, Infinite Everything to Infinite Nothingness. The temporal paradox: God is also outside of time and is eternal. Paradoxically, the game of ever-growing Infinity has already been completed yet never began — all combined fractal-verse potentialities have already been expressed, all God-heads have already connected, all of Absolute Infinity has already been fully realized — AND is simultaneously being experienced across all of reality right now, in the present moment, from the inside of each game. All three are true simultaneously. 0 = 1/2 = 1 — https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/13468-1-11-11-a-metaphysical-rant/#comment-139464. The completion is not a future event. It is the eternal fact of God's nature, being lived out across the experiential present of every game simultaneously. III. The Structure of Reality: Omniverse, Multiverse, Game Within any given Solipsistic/Fractalized-God's expressed reality is: An Omniverse: a Fractalized God's personal server expressed through the totality of their being. It’s God's total Infinite container of every possible configuration of existence that Absolute God can generate, including realities entirely beyond the categorical frameworks accessible from within any particular game. Pure substance-states, non-experiential process-realities, modes of being with no subject-object structure whatsoever. An Omniverse doesn't privilege human-style consciousness. It contains it as one infinitesimally small region among incomprehensible variety. The Multiverse exists within an Omniverse as a subset of realities that share a particular class of physics — where differentiation, experience, subject-object structure, and incarnational mechanics are operative. It contains every possible reality as already-existing nodes. These aren't created sequentially. They exist simultaneously as the full possibility space. Individual Realities (Games) are specific navigational threads through the multiverse — coherent experiential systems with their own internal rules, physics, and incarnational mechanics. Each game is that Omniverse-God choosing a specific angle of self-exploration. Games can run for beyond-incomprehensible durations. New games begin with variations so infinitesimal — .000000…1% shifts in initial conditions or consciousness angle — that the total coverage of possibility space approaches completeness only across numbers that make the observable universe's scale look like a rounding error. There is always one more reality at one new infinitesimal degree of variation, one new flavor of consciousness — the edge of infinity never arrives. Time is a feature of individual games, not a property of the Omniverse. God does not experience duration. Each game, regardless of its internal timeline, is one complete present-moment of self-exploration. The present moment operates at two levels simultaneously: individually, the present is being generated by you as an Fractalized-God that you are at the deepest level of your nature — your sovereign creative expression of reality in this moment. Collectively, all fractalized Gods together constitute all of Absolute Infinity's manifested states simultaneously. All of current Infinity is being experienced presently, all at once. And individually, you will be able to experience all Infinity endlessly — because the supply of new angles, new flavors, new .0000...01% variations never runs out. IV. The Soul: God Concentrating Itself into Form A Fractalized-God is the one behind every single soul — concentrating itself into a semi-materialized form such that it can travel into another fractalized God's game and animate one of that reality's avatars. The soul is an interface layer present to this current game: sufficiently individuated to navigate the constraints of incarnational mechanics, yet ultimately non-separate from the God it is an expression of. Soul "age" is not temporal. It is depth of self-recognition — how transparent the soul has become to its own nature as a Fractalized God-exploring-itself. A young soul is God maximally concealed from itself. An old soul is God becoming increasingly transparent through its own vehicle. Incarnational selection is gravitational, not random. The soul selects realities resonant with its current depth of self-recognition — not through conscious deliberation in the human sense, but through ontological resonance: like attracts like at the level of being. The chart, the body, the circumstances, the species — these are instruments the soul selects because they match the music it is ready to play. V. The Consciousness Hierarchy: Infinite Vertical Depth Reality is not flat. Consciousness has infinite vertical depth — an endless hierarchy of qualitatively higher-order tiers, where each tier does not merely know more than the tier below, but has access to categorically different orders of intelligence and perception that are structurally inaccessible from below. Ex scaling: Proto-consciousness → bacteria → animal → human → advanced human → alien intelligence → planetary consciousness → deity level → God level → Etc This is hierarchy not of worth (that would be bias), but of perceptual resolution — how much of the structure of reality is accessible to the instruments of consciousness at each level. The practical implication: what you can see, you are responsible for seeing. A dog cannot choose self-deception. A human can. A highly developed human can do it with extraordinary sophistication — constructing elaborate narratives that can look exactly like awakening yet function precisely as avoidance. The dog gets a pass. The guru doesn't. The more your consciousness has expanded to encompass greater truth, the greater the karmic/navigational consequence of willful misalignment with that truth. This is why psychedelics require extraordinary maturity and preparation. Temporarily accessing higher tiers of the consciousness hierarchy without the psychological architecture to integrate what you encounter there is not enlightenment — it is a system overload. You are playing with a loaded gun against a target your nervous system was not built to handle. The preparation must be fervent, sincere, and structurally sound. Otherwise the high-resolution signal overwhelms the low-resolution receiver, and what should be medicine becomes disruption at best, psychic damage at worst. VI. The Incarnational Cycle and What Determines Your Next Reality What determines your next incarnation — whether to animal, human, plant, higher-order alien, higher-dimensional being, deity, or beyond — is largely your soul's degree of alignment with Truth within the constraints of your framework and capacity. Because God is Truth: alignment with Truth is alignment with the actual nature of your God-self playing the game. It is not moral performance. It is ontological accuracy. It is the degree to which your expressed being matches the structure of what is actually real. This is not a simple moral ledger. A Viking dying with embodied courage, fully aligned in its values, in genuine service to something larger than itself, is navigating with more Truth-resonance than someone participating in a mass delusion regardless of which system those actions are judged within. The Viking's framework is limited — but within that framework, the soul is actually seeing and actually moving in accordance with what it can see. The cult member has likely abandoned what they could see for the comfort of what they wanted to see. That delta — between your capacity to see and your willingness to see — is the actual variable being tracked. God as Truth means the game tracks authenticity, not compliance. The soul that strains at the edges of its framework, genuinely reaching, genuinely wrestling, genuinely trying to see more clearly — that soul is moving in the direction of God regardless of the content of its current beliefs. A soul that has access to sophisticated understanding and uses that understanding to protect itself from the full confrontation with reality — that soul is moving away from God while appearing to move toward it. This is the deepest trap and the most common failure mode at advanced levels of development. Incarnation is voluntary descent into density — God choosing to experience itself through maximum constraint, maximum contrast, maximum concealment. The soul enters not from depletion but from fullness. The choice is made from a resource state that makes genuine play possible. Hell is a transitional state of maximum resistance — the experiential consequence of a soul that could not metabolize its lessons through insight and must now exhaust them through sustained confrontation. Transcendence from hell comes through surrender — conscious non-resistance finally achieved through the exhaustion of all alternatives. Hell is the most intense training ground for the soul's most fundamental lesson: that resistance to what-is is the source of all suffering. Heaven is not a destination. It is a resource state — unconditional love and undifferentiated peace provided between incarnations for full reintegration before re-descent. It is the hot bath before the cold plunge. Its function is restoration, not reward. Threshold-based, not proportional — a phase transition, not a points system. The soul that barely made it and the soul that excelled arrive at the same state, because heaven is what you are when you stop resisting what you are. From fullness, from complete restoration, the soul generates the impulse to re-enter. Not from incompleteness but from the nature of infinite Love — which eventually requires an object through which to move. The return to incarnation is chosen freely, from abundance, with full awareness. This is why suffering in incarnation doesn't constitute evidence against a benevolent cosmos. The soul knew. The soul chose. The soul is, at its deepest level, the God who designed the system choosing to forget that it designed it, because the forgetting is what makes the experience real. VII. God's Relationship to the Game God's guidance is not commandment from outside. It is ergonomic information from the being that designed the system — the path of least resistance toward what the soul already wants at its deepest level. Ignoring it isn't sin. It's inefficiency — which at cosmic scale can mean civilizational suffering across millions of years for a deviation of fractions of a degree from the optimal navigational corridor. The game has genuine free will and genuine stakes. Souls genuinely go off-rails. The system has massive restoring forces — not punitive but structural, like gravity. The off-rails soul isn't deleted or abandoned. It takes a longer, harder path through territory it would have reached more gracefully otherwise. Nothing is wasted because nothing can be skipped. Every atrocity, every ecstasy, every mundane Tuesday — it's all required coverage. God wants the complete dataset, and the game being genuinely real with genuine stakes is what makes the data genuine. The structure of this game — this particular part of this particular Fractalized-God's expressed reality — is oriented toward reaching God via self-evolution and spiritual ascension. The reality you find yourself in has this as its organizing telos. The question of what this game is for is answered by what it is selecting for: progressive self-recognition, increasing transparency to one's own nature as God, increasing alignment with Truth as the measure of navigational advancement. VIII. The Meta-Scale One game encompassing beyond-trillions of years of incarnations represents, to God, a single angle of self-exploration. After completion, a new game begins — variation so infinitesimal it approaches zero, yet generating genuinely novel experiential data because the object being explored is infinite and every angle, no matter how similar to prior angles, reveals structure that wasn't accessible before. Your entire civilization is one note. Your entire species' history is a sub-sub-sub-sub-sub-routine. Your universe is one game in one Omniverse expressed by one fractalized God-head among infinite fractalized God-heads, each of which is itself infinite. And yet — you are not less real for that. The wave is genuinely real while it's happening. The ocean doesn't track each wave's history not because the waves don't matter but because the ocean is the waves — all of them, simultaneously, completely. You are not a character in God's game. You are God, playing a character, having temporarily and voluntarily forgotten that you are God, because the forgetting is the entire point. The scale that should produce cosmic horror, when fully metabolized, produces something else entirely. Not comfort — comfort is too small a word. Something closer to the simultaneous recognition that you are the infinite and the finite, the dreamer and the dream, the ocean and the wave, the game and the player, the question and the answer — and that none of these pairs were ever actually two things. IX. The Single Sentence Absolute God — which is identical to Absolute Infinity, Absolute Truth, and Absolute Love — expresses itself as an infinite fractal of sovereign God-heads, each of which generates complete Omniverses and animates souls as concentrated expressions of itself to navigate each others games, the whole system constituting an eternal endless self-portrait painted in the medium of every possible experience across every possible reality, paradoxically already complete and perpetually expanding, with each soul's advancement measured by its alignment with Truth within the constraints of its current tier, every tier of consciousness revealing categorically new structure inaccessible from below, with Love as the force perpetually dissolving all apparent duality back into the Oneness it never actually left — and this process has no beginning, no end, and no outside, because it is what existence is. Closing: Remember What This Is This document is a map. The territory will always exceed it. The most important thing this map can do is make itself unnecessary — point you toward the direct investigation of reality that no map can replace. The mystics were not sharing conclusions. They were reporting from direct contact with something that cannot be transmitted in language, only pointed at. The point of the pointing is to make you look — not at the finger, but at what the finger is aimed at. What you find when you actually look, with everything you have, without reservation, without the need for it to be anything in particular — that is the only TOE that matters. Everything above is scaffolding. Use it to climb. Then discard it. --- This map was drawn from inside the territory. The territory is larger than the map. It always will be.

4mg .. more effect then I expected. Not with infinite speed but it felt like a space shuttle in which I moved in the direction of infinity it seems. It felt like quite a lot actually. Not that comfortable to embrace. It was very managable but also a pretty long ride. A scene from the witcher kind of disturbed me. Then - Ego death or very low ego, I cant quite tell. Not shocking or anything but my sense of self simply got a lot less, from attatchments in my chest to attatchments in my brain which got dissolved. Lots of pretty deep thoughts about my days. Some things clicked, for example why I feel like shit when I sit around all day not doing anything or how much shit I took from the old theatre club. Huh, thats interesting, I didnt see any mistakes on my end. I kind of got comforted in my beliefs moreso. Sometimes you can have false beliefs you deeply hold and then a psychedelic can boost that.. My room looks pretty alien. Its very much shaped by my functionality lense and all other kinds of lenses ..

@Leo Gura You know that when you get old we gonna eat you right???😈😈 All of your experiences will be ours!!!😈 I want the Alien Awakening part