Shin

You can, but you would be highly selective of the lies you say. Definitely no lies to manipulate someone or a situation, mostly lies to not hurt someone if you know it's not necessary and useful to say the truth.

When the shroom comes out just right

Think about all the mamals that don't masturbate, like come on 😂 Your body will ejaculate on its own if it feels it has more sperm than needed at some point, which happen on average every 2/3 weeks.

If you want to stay in your comfort zone and live a life without passion. If you want bliss, ecstasy and unconditional love, there is no way around it, Total and utter vulnerability, openeness and compassion are needed.

If you don't let anyone touch you inwardly, that's an act rooted in fear.

People are fundamentally selfless and loving. You don't need anyone. Getting attached to people is inevitable.

I'm fine guys, I just don't feel like coming here for now that's all. Thanks for caring 🙂

What is consciousness ?

I don't know if you already did it, but I think someone like @Mu_ or @Nahm could help you. You talked about help, so take your own advice

I wasn't talking so much from the help part, but the psychological compulsive need to have everything sorted out, Which can't happen, because there is always something to take care about in the future. Concerning what you said, it's very true, and as long as you don't ask for help, it's just gonna get worse and worse. But hey, we're alpha male, we don't cry, love, or need help, that's for women !