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About nightrider1435

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  1. @cetus56 Maybe some day. I'm not sure what god wants out of me yet.
  2. So for a while now I usually see this small dot of white light while in a deep meditative state. Looks similar to this: I'm just curious to see what you guys have to say. Whenever I do see this light, its usually very brief, mainly because my mind just gets excited when I see it and it goes away. This light usually shows itself when I'm in a highly focused deep state, I do vipassana mediation. It's been a cycle of watching it come and go. Its sort of difficult to sit down and mediate without trying to seek this out now, the mind can't even help itself. It wants to know what the fuck it is, and how to get closer to it... lol.
  3. This insight is huge, people who haven't experienced it for real have no clue of the significance! Happy for you.
  4. @egolessYeah just do either mediation or inquiry like you normally would. Weed can be great for either, but if your a recreational user then you'll lose the spiritual power from it. I'd recommend to space it out, like only smoke once every two weeks or ideally once a month. If you can do that then your practices could go deep whenever you do smoke.
  5. @Joseph Maynor Have you seen the video on Leo's insight blog where those two people smoke salvia at the same time and all hell breaks loose? Bro be careful haha. Yeah the ego is an illusion, there is only being. It goes deeper though, don't get to excited because you're most likely still just scratching the surface here. Take your time to integrate this experience and maybe suggest some Lsd, al-lad, or mushrooms in the future?
  6. @Voyager Yeah I'm not sure if I even want to let my identity go. The unknown... Is very scary through the eyes of the ego haha. Acquired taste? Sounds about right.
  7. I've had a similar experience, mine happened after smoking some weed though. My ego really thought it was about to die but I'd had never felt my heart pound so hard before and it freaked me out. Yeah man waking up is no laughing matter, I had an Awakening last April and its been a hell of a ride since.
  8. @5driedgrams The only thing that comes to mind is yoga, something I want to start as well because I have blocked up energy too, alot of it is in my arms and legs.
  9. I just sit cross legged with a straight back when I mediate. You can mediate sitting in a chair as well, would be easier for strong determination sittings. I've always preferred sitting cross legged, from my experience it seems better. Always mediate with your back straight, that's the most important part in my opinion.
  10. Awesome! Now the magic can begin.
  11. You don't exist... This is meaningless... We're in a dream... Peace is beyond your personality... Hahaha. Reminds me of myself whenever I tried to explain all this to non spiritual seekers which is why I don't even try anymore, people just won't understand haha.
  12. Don't trip again until you know you're ready. Psychedelics can bring about permanent changes to your consciousness, so be careful and know yourself.
  13. You don't have to do anything, just relax and carry on, this will pass. Your good.
  14. That's usually how it works, it hits when you don't expect it at all. It's a good sign to, there is most likely more to come for you, these moments will most likely keep occuring until you permanently embody this state of being. You'll be able to see the beauty in everything, reality will start feeling magical again. Your starting to wake up.
  15. I would say having a curiosity is even more important than the actual self inquiry practice itself. If you truly are curious, then everything else is secondary. I don't know if you can force it though, you just have to naturally want to know. Taking a psychedelic could maybe spark an interest. I think what your doing right now is just feeding your ego if your only in this for benefits. Just sit down and self inquire for the sake of just doing it, don't have some destination in mind.