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@Jirh thank you

I feel like other people, my family included, are treating me bad, because i do feel very bad when i am in company. I feel like i want to run away from everyone. I feel like people approach me only when they need something from me. This makes me feel sad. Why do i see evil in everyone? Am i the evil one?

There is no goal

Every substance at hight dose in theory can make you see god. It is near death experience. But hard drugs leave you with a sense of emptiness and addiction and misery. That is why psychedelics are so miracolous. i would never recommend anyone to drink alcohol to see god.

@Schizophonia then be intrested

What? are you saying that alcohol makes you see god? And it is good to drink because it is in constrast of what society tells us? Im confused

I think that the title i used was a little provocative. Dont misunderstand me, i’m not judging drug addicts, im judging the behaiviour and the mechanism of addiction. I am a drug addict too also if i dont smoke cigarettes etc, everyone is corrupted by life

Cause you took a psychedelic maybe? Or did you see god on high dose of nicotine?

@Hojo Im not sure i got your point here. Why satan would tell anything about drugs? addictive drugs doesnt make you see god. Psychedelics does, but they dont cause any addiction. Thats exactly why they do

We come to life to get corrupted of course, but we also come here to realize our divine nature at the end. And to realize god we must break trough addictions and ego. Or realize trough actual death, it depends

I quite sure that i haven’t said anything like that. I said that life ‘s addiction mechanism threats me because is autodistructive. Because i’m obviously scared of death

@Hojo i dont hate addiction. I started the text writing about the fact that addiction is the mechanism that keeps us alive. the god self is of course uncorruptable. the ego self is corrupted because life works this way and it s a perfect system. my ego is scared of death. That is why my ego is scared of poisonus addiction, because they lead to death. i might not expressed my concept properly in the first message

@Hojo because god loves drugs, and god loves satan too, by letting him (satan) espress his nature freely my ego is clearly scared of seeing this mechanisms