Spiral Wizard

Why do you have to make that extra step of identifying? I’m genuinely curious. As I understanding the activity of identifying is what creates suffering and letting go of that is the natural state because you let nature be nature meaning you don’t entangle yourself with it and skew it in the process. Letting go of the need to be something (no matter if that’s a human, God, or formless infinity). This doesn’t meant that you aren’t it or that it doesn’t arise but simply that you let it be and go without needing to claim it as yourself because that creates clinging and aversion leading to suffering which I heard was the only thing Buddha’s teaching was or is all about. Nothing else. It doesn’t attempt to explain the universe, it simply shows the path out of suffering. Which is a nice thing and comes with some nice surprises.

Feel your suppressed pain, release what’s pushing the girls away and they will come to you.

Just stumbled upon this news platform which lets you compare news and see how different outlets cover a story differently or not cover it at all. It shows if it’s more promoted on the right, left, etc. and around the world. Disclaimer: I haven’t tried it or did research on it but sounds promising!

Nirvana and samsara are one.

Thanks haha That‘s MUCH more prominent in Berlin. I didn’t notice it here but I‘m sure they are liberal here. That‘s actually not true of Barcelona. Every girl I approached here speaks English. That being said, I guess it‘s a plus if you can speak Spanish.

Highly recommend Barcelona.

Barcelona. I haven’t been to all cities of course but to a few like Berlin, Miami, a few others. Barcelona is unique because people are very open, chill, and super beautiful. I honestly didn’t expect sooo many hot girls here. It’s crazy. You can go out alone and easily open a group of girls. Common over!

1. What drugs? My meditations after psychedelic intake are much more powerful. I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s also the case with other drugs. 2. What yoga practices do you recommend?

How is that?

So where is your motivation to chase higher levels of consciousness coming from if not from pain? Is it inherent in consciousness? Does everyone who is in that consciousness have the same motivation?

Stop watching news and go outside. You will notice, the world. It’s just fine. Stop consuming. Start creating. Even if there‘s a Cold War, or and actual war next to your country. Unless a bomb hits your house or the economy crashes you won’t ever actually directly experience the horrible effects of any of the stuff they talk about in the news. Of course, it can be wise to stay informed. Either to see how you can help or to take preventive measures if the situation actually becomes critical. But unless that happens checking news regularly is unwise and an addiction. Try checking it just once a week, or once a month, or hell, maybe just once a quarter? Maybe that will get your groundedness/self love/and felt safety back. And what if all your negative projections come TRUE?! and a world war breaks out… Well… can you be at peace with that? In love, devotion, and surrender 🙏🏽🔥 It’s a romance. You have to be crazy to embrace all of reality. You have to be madly in love. Almost like the Stockholm Syndrom lol FALL IN FUCKING LOVE WITH WHAT IS Feel the fear, let it be, it’s allowed, feel the pain. Let it eat you. Then you may be free

some of us might be alive in 100 years

Only what I‘m ready for. I‘m not interested in level 10000 if that is out of harmony, balance, and inclusion/embodiment of all parts of my self & Self. That‘s wisdom. Ask yourself, why can’t you be contempt with level 1? Chasing higher and higher levels of consciousness is running away from pain. It’s clinging, resistance & suffering. What happens when you sit alone in a pitch dark cave for two weeks? All your shit will come up.

What evil are you talking about?

Check this out: I’m watching this video and it’s quite fascinating for multiple reasons: First of all, the therapist is doing decent non violent communication. He also seems knows his stuff. I’m fortunate enough to learn and discover through direct feeling experience what it means to uncover/unravel pain and emotions. Seeing Andrew’s defense mechanisms is really amusing, interesting & insightful. As a meta comment: it made me realize that I would not have been able to RECOGNIZE & FEEL many of the more subtle mechanics/dynamics going on. And still I can sense that there is so many more subtleties to uncover. In fact, I am perceiving not even 1%, really nothing of the infinite wisdom contained in any moment (including this video) and simultaneously everything. Well… that escalated quickly but it just goes to show that you can learn any and everything from anything. “A piece of shit contains more truth than the entire spiritual paradigm” -Adyashanti Just kidding the real quote is “There is more truth and sacredness in a blade of grass than in all the shrines, scriptures and stories created to honor an idea of God.” You can only see your reflection. So really you’ll only be able to see the mechanics/dynamics in Andrew that you’ve seen in yourself. If you can embrace them without judging Andrew you’ve integrated them. Otherwise, you might be projecting. You can see the intelligence in Andrew’s wickedness/survival (which really is just a continues running away from pain and resisting reality). He says he enjoys pain but that’s not really true, if it was, he be surrendering. You can also understand with love why exactly he ended up with this world view and mindset. It’s twisted and yet, can you see how even here truth is sprinkling in it’s grains of validity? I am curious to see how deep you could go with Andrew with potent and direct inquiries + great non violent communication before he closes. I’d try to question why performance and success is worth pursuing in the first place. But first we would need to expose pain points as motivations to change in the first place, he seems very “happy” with his current world view which ultimately keeps him looked in. With no desperation or inspiration to change there is no motivation to do so.