IM SOLIPSISM GOD!!!!!

[theoneandnone]

4 minutes ago, pursuitofspirit said:

Sounds like you need some help man. Go see a psychiatrist and get some antipsychotic meds before you do something stupid. I've been in your shoes and thank god I got help when I was flying off the rails. 

What you mean you’ve been in my shoes bro?

[Sincerity]

4 minutes ago, theoneandnone said:

Keep fucking with me I am on the brink of suicide and you keep fucking with me you are just like nahm when soonhei ended up jumping you are about to be my own NAHM I hate you 

I am only telling you: do not harm yourself. Because you will regret it.

Appreciate this gift you've been given.

[Hojo]

@theoneandnoneYou arent creating reality God is holding it. You are God but whatever the hell is freaking out is not, its a made up construction of whatever it is you think you are. God wouldnt freak out when it sees itself something else would. A construction you made. Why would you kill yourself over deconstruct your construction. If you deconstructed it and see God then you wouldnt freak out like you are. You are listening to a chat gpt you created and you are giving that power to end your life.

Edited Monday at 11:33 PM by Hojo

[Hojo]

@theoneandnoneWhy would you choose killing yourself over going out and talking to people or finding a friend.

Whatever is lonely will still be lonely. Whatever is freaking out will stop and say I tricked you now you are lonely and dont have a chance to make a friend.

Edited Monday at 11:45 PM by Hojo

[Schizophonia]

If you want to commit suicide you've already done it; the pleasure here is in exposing it (in this case, on an online forum).

There are plenty of ways to lose yourself, free yourself, and cumming without committing suicide.

The world does indeed impose a certain degree of castration; you can't kill people for example lol; but you overestimate it, which pushes you toward psychotic episodes; because of decompression.

You have no idea what will happen after death, and you only have this idea because something is pushing you in that direction, and what's pushing you in that direction is the belief that you can't express your energy in the world.

Edited Monday at 11:44 PM by Schizophonia

[Leo Gura]

@theoneandnone If it feels negative, you don't get it.

Your OCD is not Awakening.

Please seek professional help with your mental issues.

Edited Tuesday at 12:19 AM by Leo Gura

[Yimpa]

Go take a break / a hike.

[UnbornTao]

8 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Go take a break / a hike.

Yep, sound advice.

[Yimpa]

2 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Yep, sound advice.

 

[Eskilon]

1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

4 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Yep, sound advice.

 

[Malkom]

I'm no expert, but I know a thing or two. Obsession is linked to neurotic anxiety disorder, and it creates a compulsion. It's calming, but the anxiety still remains. Even making a lot of pointless purchases is a compulsion, or some kind of ritual. For example, if you're superstitious and you absolutely have to cross yourself for everything to be alright. That's anxiety, bro. You need something calming, and generally take a break from this whole thing. And seek help from someone who can specifically examine your case, not just online, where there's not a lot of input data and you simply don't know much about your condition, only the general outline, nothing more.

[Sandroew]

Please, if you are suffering get professional help!

There are many other perspectives you can experience in life and even if its hard, you have to believe its possible.

The world is not against you. Obviously i dont know you and its a bit weird to say this, but i love you!

And if you want to continue learning about spirituality, i recommend you study Eckhart Tolle. You can learn from him something thats really important to understand. The difference between thoughts and reality. I wont attempt to explain, go learn about it!

I dont know much about OCD, but even for regular people its important to not theorize too much. Thats why they are recommending to you to take a walk. Try to not get stuck in your head.

I hope this is helpful and if its not, please get professional help! Its important. And then maybe consider getting off of this forum, not that you are not welcome here, but maybe its triggering for you.

Edited Tuesday at 08:52 PM by Sandroew

[Someone here]

@Sandroew yes exactly. Eckhart Tolle's (Ramana Maharshi as well )awakening happened like this according to him : he said I can't take it anymore .I can't live with myself anymore. 

Then he realized who is it that can't live with who ? Is there a two of me ? Then he realized the distinction between the ego and pure awareness. If you identify as ego you suffer .if you identify with awareness..I not gonna say you won't suffer but it will stop bothering you very much. I started applying it in my life .whenever someone calls my name (X) and tells me : (x) ,you are a fucking idiot. 

I'm like : Ok maybe (X) is indeed the biggest idiot ever.  But hey ..its just I AM NOT (X). 😂 I'm awareness..consciousness..being ..God..etc 

@theoneandnone you are just having a psychotic breakdown or panic attack. Stop doubling down on solipsism or engaging with such metaphysical stuff and take a break and only do two things : relax and find anything that brings you joy in life and do it .

 

[cetus]

Thanks everyone for your positive input and well wishes for @theoneandnone. Hope he's doing well. God's Speed dude.

[SimpleGuy]

Bro, are you with us? Or we can find you in news?