Flowerfaeiry

The craziest things happened when I drank ayahusca

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4 minutes ago, Jodistrict said:

I have never heard of someone having a Jesus hallucination without previous indoctrination. 

Me 😊 

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1 hour ago, PurpleTree said:

All of basically. I’m just trying to be nice. Everything is meaningless.

I think calling on names has an effect, because your mind is not isolated from the other minds that have called on the same name. The contrary is a materialistic notion. If you believe consciousness is fundamental but minds cannot influence each other non-locally, you are a crypto-materialist.

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Intrinsic joy = being x meaning ²

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4 hours ago, Flowerfaeiry said:

Just because I’m curious, what exactly makes you sad about it? The fact that I’ve given into fantasy and belief? 

Yes.

It's extremely obvious.


"Finding your reason can be so deceiving, a subliminal place. 

I will not break, 'cause I've been riding the curves of these infinity words and so I'll be on my way. I will not stay.

 And it goes On and On, On and On"

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The part I find most interesting about the story is that a positive change persisted after the drug wore off.  Long term change is what everyone is looking for, and not just a one time memory.  I would say go with it.  But presenting the experience to a forum of skeptics probably isn’t most useful.  To reinforce the experience, it would be useful to present your Ayahuasca conversion testimony at a charismatic oriented Christian church. 


Vincit omnia Veritas.

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2 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

This is the only forum where people will seriously entertain somebody claiming they can change into an alien on camera but are immensely skeptical of the effects of invoking the name of one of the most accomplished saints in history.

I believe both are possible,  being saved by Jesus is something that can happen. But it's a relative phenomena, Jesus has a certain ability to take on the karma of his devotees, but so can other saints.

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There was a dmt woman on YouTube that got popular and she said the same thing. She said evil things were coming at her and she said Jesus they would leave.


Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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I shit you not when I drank Ayahuasca I started talking to spirits.
It was in a group ceremony and afterwards I realized how much I was talking when people talked to me about it. I felt possessed. 
it was more intense than my Bufo ceremonies.  I actually felt crippled and died. I puked a lot after I felt like I actually died.

it was a slap in the face by mother Aya in a loving way. 

Interestingly, I looked myself in the mirror during the aya trip and I saw the most beautiful eyes ever. I still remember my own eyes in that mirror. 

just writing about it brings back the memories. 

Im not drinking that shit again anytime soon but I have so much respect for this medicine

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5 hours ago, Salvijus said:

The point is not to make darkness flee away. The point is to embrace it and transmute it. Darkness is not your enemy. In fact love has no enemies, it dives into everything with open arms. Unless you're not ready to deal with those energies, then it can be that the angels will guard you until you develop more. Which could be what is happening to you now. 

The thing is, light doesn't need protection and you are the light. But your knowledge of your true nature is not yet certain or stable or deep enough and that's when it can be difficult to manage such experiences that you're describing. Honestly I think psychedelics opened up things for you that you were not meant to experience at this stage of development. 

I get what you’re saying and it all sounds fine until you experience what I experienced. It’s not your regular darkness you see on a psychedelic trip. Of which I’ve also had many, aside from ayahuasca so I do know what I’m talking about to an extent. Jesus does transmute but he also protects. 
 

And I disagree, darkness is the enemy. 


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6 hours ago, PurpleTree said:

There’s no meaning to any of it imo.

Meaning is the ego or brain or mind trying to make sense of what can’t be understood.

Major eye roll. 


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5 hours ago, Jirh said:

@Flowerfaeiry Okay, so a little background about my ex...

Motherless (ex was 3), father almost always abroad, step-mother, one step-sister, no other siblings. She grew up very religious (Christian), and still lives in a heavily Christian environment, even though she was mostly into new-age when we were together. She has a traumatic childhood and teenage and even adulthood (she was molested sexually), with many fears and neuroses, mostly related to socialization. She'd been constantly looking for protection, certainty, the truth, and answers about life, which she eventually claimed to have finally found them.

Are there similarities? And what would you like to discuss?

Sounds super similar to my story haha! I’m glad she found the truth!


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31 minutes ago, integration journey said:

I shit you not when I drank Ayahuasca I started talking to spirits.
It was in a group ceremony and afterwards I realized how much I was talking when people talked to me about it. I felt possessed. 
it was more intense than my Bufo ceremonies.  I actually felt crippled and died. I puked a lot after I felt like I actually died.

it was a slap in the face by mother Aya in a loving way. 

Interestingly, I looked myself in the mirror during the aya trip and I saw the most beautiful eyes ever. I still remember my own eyes in that mirror. 

just writing about it brings back the memories. 

Im not drinking that shit again anytime soon but I have so much respect for this medicine

Yeahh it’s no joke. Drink it enough times and you’re gonna really start being opened up to spirits, like daily even when you stop drinking. That’s when the fun stops haha.


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4 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

This is the only forum where people will seriously entertain somebody claiming they can change into an alien on camera but are immensely skeptical of the effects of invoking the name of one of the most accomplished saints in history.

😭😭😭 The double-standards. People will literally be skeptical of the existence of Buddha here, but if Leo said that he can turn into a fart, they will contemplate for weeks whether or not it is true:D

Still waiting for "How to turn into an alien + LIVE DEMO" video😭

I am open minded to the possibility though, what do I have to lose? To judge that he can or cannot do it is pointless, you dont know and it doesnt affect you in any way.

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@Flowerfaeiry yo, are you serious? Is this a shitpost? Lol, i dont understand if you're trying to fleece us all or if you actuqlly believe that Jesus is something thwt you're not imagining??

In qny case, all the best to you, better WATCH OUT FOR THE HOLY GHOST!

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4 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

Did you try to vocalize the name of Jesus and see what effects it had?

Yes! Saying his name out loud is just as powerful! 
 

4 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

This is the only forum where people will seriously entertain somebody claiming they can change into an alien on camera but are immensely skeptical of the effects of invoking the name of one of the most accomplished saints in history.

Seriously! 
 

4 hours ago, PurpleTree said:

I think most of this stuff is just the mind playing tricks on you, survival mechanisms, coping mechanisms etc. and it’s mostly meaningless. Doesn’t mean it doesn’t happen for “you” and your story.

Energy is definitely real… like you wouldn’t disagree with me that people have “vibes” right? Well it goes much deeper than that. Theres a whole big energetic realm with all kinds of spirits. It’s a very well known, undisputed fact in many cultures… it’s just in the US we’re more focused on materialism. 
 

4 hours ago, UnbornTao said:

@Flowerfaeiry What are spirits and what do you mean by Jesus? 

It sounds like it is beneficial and helped you heal, so that's great. 

Also, wasn't it Yeshua? ;)

Christ Sutras: The Complete Sayings of Jesus from All Sources Arranged into Sermons, by Bart Marshall - recommended read.

Spirits are unseen beings. I mean THE Jesus.. the most high being in all of the realms that exist. 
 

4 hours ago, Jodistrict said:

I have never heard of someone having a Jesus hallucination without previous indoctrination.  It also occurs in near death experiences.  I have done 20 Ayahuasca ceremonies, and have seen Jesus in a few because that is what I grew up with. 

Just because you haven’t heard of it doesn’t mean it doesn’t happen. Also, that doesn’t make it less valid. Actually the shamans I worked with were praying consistently to Jesus and working with him for many years. Eventually they quit ayahuasca and became born again Christians. 

 

 


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10 minutes ago, Eskilon said:

I am open minded to the possibility though, what do I have to lose? To judge that he can or cannot do it is pointless, you dont know and it doesnt affect you in any way.

 

4 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

Neither are impossible, but I recon one is much more likely than the other.

 


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4 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

one is much more likely than the other.

If one is to be really skeptical, one cannot think in terms of one being more likely than the other.

From a completely blank state, both are equally probable.

Jesus may be as uneral as an unicorn, from your perspective. So is Leo turning into a Grey alien.

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56 minutes ago, Flowerfaeiry said:

And I disagree, darkness is the enemy

What is an enemy for the one who is everything? 

 

Edited by Salvijus

Freedom is love under all conditions. 

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The thing is people have all sorts of funny associations with Jesus, including me. Christianity is a deeply corrupt religion and it is a religion that encourages group think and blind faith. Many people who follow Jesus don’t care about truth. Jesus the saint and of course his teachings are fine. If you are experiencing only positives and benefits from studying what Jesus teaches then that is a good thing. Many people turn it into a dogma though. Anyways good for you and hope you have more helpful trips. 

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5 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

This is the only forum where people will seriously entertain somebody claiming they can change into an alien on camera but are immensely skeptical of the effects of invoking the name of one of the most accomplished saints in history.

Leo has a lot of young men that follow him and look up to him. I really enjoy reading what Leo has to say here sometimes cause he’s a good writer and an interesting guy. But I definitely do not agree with many things he says and don’t condone his spiritual path for everyone. My path is very different from his. But it’s to be expected. You are basically at the house of Leo right now, it’s his website so you get his biggest fanatics and likeminded folk.

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