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I've been having some minor astral projection OBE's here and there but not worth sharing... But tonight... Holy sh^t. HOLY SH^^T. The second one of the night was the absolute most profound experience I've yet had in astral projection. I still can't believe it. The first one was a little scary. I gotta say, I never believed in mainstream entity descriptions like "succubus." I thought it was just human fantasies and BS, but given my pattern of astral sex being the first thing I pursue once I get into the realm and the experience I just had, the "succubus" description is way too accurate to dismiss. I got into the phase by rolling out of my body (my go-to technique). I appeared in an open-air karaoke. Some song I knew was playing. I walked by a very attractive young woman, she looked 20 at most, standing around by herself. She was blonde and had a few tattoos. I didn't like that she had a tiny little bit too much arm hair, like Spanish women sometimes do. We made eye contact, and in spite of her being physically irresistible to me, I immediately had a feeling that something was off. She looked sus , just standing around like that. She had that facial expression of a person that's hiding their intent or not being completely genuine, where your gut feeling tells you something isn't right. I tapped her on the shoulder and asked if she was going to sing. Before even answering, she immediately grabbed me, and we started walking arm in arm toward the boombox. She said in an innocent voice, "Yes, but you're going to sing with me, right?" I hesitated because I'm not very confident in my singing skills just yet, but I said yes. She said, " song X is playing right?" I said no, It's " rewrite the stars". She jumped down into this one-meter-deep concrete pit where the boombox was. As she was down there to ask for a song for us to sing, a random guy joined me and sat down at the edge of the pit. It was a tight space, so when the girl came back to jump up out of the pit, she struggled a bit to get on top. After jumping a few times, she sloppily sat down next to me with her butt touching my legs, but she played it off. The other guy was there being boring asking dry boring questions, so we stopped talking to him. Her body was absolutely irresistible. She wiggled her butt a little trying to accomodate herself and I could feel it. She started coming closer to me. I closed my eyes but still could hear and feel everything. She put her butt against my crotch, then her mouth over my left ear, and started gently moaning. I could feel the farmth of ther breath on my ear. It was beautiful and a heavenly experience for the first few seconds, but very soon her moaning turned into a very high-pitched, inhuman scream that was damaging my hearing and felt like it was draining my energy. I almost fainted, but I managed to summon enough willpower to fish-hook my finger into her cheek at my ear and pull her away. An example would be: it's the kind of willpower you need to summon when you're incredibly sleepy but have to get up to open the door, or your child fell out of bed or some other emergency. I had sex with her anyway after that for a few seconds because why not (vengeance, lol) -- but she disappeared in no time and morphed into a different girl I didn’t like that much. Then I exited the phase. I feel that succubus experience is the astral equivalent of a parasite. I've experienced similar things before but during sleep paralysis (an attractive female thing laying on top of me or hugging me but making it very difficult for me to breathe, almost choking me). --- Fully conscious of what had just happened, as I had just woken up microseconds ago, I decided to try to exit my body again. Rolling out didn’t work initially, so I paired it with "falling asleep" for a second and then rolling out -- and it worked extremely well. As I exited my body and fell through the floor, I was propelled to a speed of a million times faster than light. I was traveling through space and galaxies at an absolutely unfathomable speed. Entire galaxies were flashing by me left and right. As my libido was satiated, and being the curious person that I am, I said to myself, "Now show me aliens." I set that as my intention. I gotta say, I was a little scared at first because I didn’t want to have the experience of being on an alien ship (this had happened to me before, but in a "normal common dream," not consciously being fully in control nor knowingly exiting my body). I saw some humanoid-like tall green creatures looking and inspecting me, but I don’t take this too seriously. Nothing happened for like 10 seconds, and it was pitch black. I had to quickly overcome my fear, or it wouldn’t work, to reassure myself that I actually wanted to experience this. Eventually, I opened my eyes in what seemed to be a late-night american diner. I was immobilized, laying on my stomach on the floor, facing forward, looking at a screen. There was a tall lady who seemed to be in charge. There were some people sitting at the tables. There was one grumpy but witty old guy sitting at the table closest to me looking our way. The woman turned on the screen, and for what felt like 5 minutes, as I was laying there, she ran me through about a dozen creatures of different civilizations. She narrated their features and their names. I saw them in full resolution and understood everything she was saying. I remember being absolutely shocked and astonished at what I was seeing and hearing. My jaw was dropped the whole time, and I don’t know how I didn’t wake up from the sheer awe. I was absolutely flabbergasted but very grateful for the experience. The lady mentioned something about these being the representatives of the intergalactic alliance or something along those lines, and that maybe I could be one too. As I regained mobility, I walked up to her, put my hands on her hips, looked her in the eyes, and with teary eyes said, "Please let me know when I’m mature enough to work for you." She nodded her head while looking at me, but it felt like she was saying, "Yeah, you’re absolutely not," lol. I walked around the diner and had small talk with some of the people there. It was a very friendly environment. After about what felt like 10 minutes total, I started feeling like I was being pulled back into my physical body. I said out loud, "I think it’s time for me to go." But my experience there was so vivid and strong that I was having trouble getting back. It felt like trying to fall asleep when you’re very awake, but yet falling asleep for a microsecond here and there. I asked for guidance from the people/creatures around me. Everyone seemed to understand what was going on with me. I said, "How do I do this?" A different guy from one of the tables told me to rub my hands very fast to heat them up and then rub them on my chest. It didn’t really work at all, and I think he was just trolling me, or he didn’t know and was speaking out of his ass, lol. About 30 seconds later, after intermittent increasingly " falling asleep for a microsecond" experiences it felt like I finally died but in a very painless way, or like I fell asleep in a slightly brutal way. It felt like a very natural, organic instinct took over that knew how to get back to my body. I imagine it’s like when women give birth -- their body just knows how to get it done. Or when you puke, your body just knows subconsciously what muscles to twitch. My body crumbled, and I fell through the floor. As fast as I was traveling before, I traveled back three times faster. I regained consciousness in my body, still retaining some memory of the creatures I had just seen. All I remember is one of the civilization potentially being called something like "Hatuki." I remember one creature that looked like the Tangela Pokémon but pinkish, with no eyes and no legs, gliding smoothly using all its tentacle-like limbs. I also remember a mechanical crab/dog hybrid that walked laterally, made of very thin, almost two-dimensional flat pieces of metal or aluminum. It was a very foldable creature. Somewhat like a Origami Cyber-dog. I don't know which of these civilizations / creatures were more or less intelligent than us. I feel like I remembered more as I initially woke up from that astral projection, but I only THOUGHT I had woken up for real. It was a false awakening (a very common experience). as I was still in the phase and it was another out of body experience. I immediately stood up from my bed to grab a piece of paper to write down what the f^ck I had just experienced, but... it was just another out-of-body experience. As I walked around my house, some whacky stuff started happening. Eventually, I lost consciousness, and when I woke up, I remembered way less. Holy crap. Looking forward to more.

It serves three primary functions (though there are many more, these are broad categories): 1. Survival Imagine two cavemen or organisms. One ventures into the woods to hunt and notices a human being mauled by a bear, while another bear lurks nearby. This caveman lacks self-reflection or understanding (think of how donkeys or similar animals can’t recognize themselves in a mirror) and foolishly walks into danger. The other caveman, however, has the capacity for self-reflection. He recognizes the human as like himself, assesses the threat, and flees. This caveman survives, fucks, and passes on his genes. Now, picture two cavemen with some level of self-reflection. One can only think a few days ahead, while the other can think weeks into the future. The latter builds a small mud shelter to protect against the rain, while the former gets cold, falls ill, and dies. Again, the more reflective caveman survives and propagates his genes. This trend continues: greater consciousness and self-reflection that enhance survival get passed down. Even today, you see these patterns - people who gamble excessively, overeat sugar, or neglect their health often face early death, difficulty finding a mate, or struggles with safety, love, and purpose. These individuals are less likely to propagate their genes successfully. Evolution isn't perfect, of course - harmful traits can still spread, and people can reproduce despite those flaws - but the general trend is that traits beneficial to survival, including self-reflection and consciousness, persist. This is why the self, or ego, exists. 2. Expansion of the Universe Simply put, as I mentioned earlier, God’s mind is infinite. It holds no bias, and therefore, it has no boundaries regarding what it can or cannot be, or what it can or cannot experience. If it wishes to experience a human ego or a conscious mind, then it does. You happen to be the one "observing" this specific human experience - not, say, an alien kangaroo-flamingo hybrid skipping through the Sahara Desert. 3. As Previously Mentioned: This ties into the second point: the infinite nature of God’s mind.

I've been watching the Ra Contact since yesterday and going "damn" every so often. The Great Pyramid of Giza was thought into existence by disembodied infinite alien intelligence guys!

That's weak sauce and human chimp spirituality. If you are not conscious of rat alien shemale mikey mouse consciousness then you are not fully awake.

Alien that looks like a squirrel is the latest iteration. Who would have thought existence is a Mikey mouse episode. 🤔

Bro this" no self no free will" stuff was the trend like a decade ago . Now we have alien shemale consciousness. Please catch up

I saw them on mushroom 18 grams. I didn't know it existed until I saw then I heard. I felt myself get mind wiped by an alien then I saw I was in a rocky place with bookcases stacked on the rocks going higher up and I was inside the library and outside the library at the same time my main pov was outside the library looking at the library and there was also another vision overlapping inside the library looking inside of a book. I saw the version of me look at an algorithm in a book and it ripped the page out and threw it in the air and said this is you. And the page flew to the version of me outside the library and it hit my consciousness like a thud. It did it one or 2 more times then I went to different library and it was inside a palace and the same thing happened I was outside and inside but there was no outside so it was just a void flashing and a second vision over top of inside a palace library looking at a book, I got one or 2 algorithms from inside a book at the nice library.

You said that there are levels of consciousness, and that's true, then there are levels of what reality is? No, there are levels of what reality is concious of itself. When you talk about alien conciousness you mean a higher level of consciousness, then your actual level of consciousness is limited, same than the level of any human, because as you said we are like rats in level of consciousness in comparison of what is possible. But same time we are the whole reality, but only concious of itself in part. In a higher part that a rat but less than a hiper concious alien. When I said about a retarded being enlightened it's not a retarded being infinitely conciousness, is being concious of the substance, the flow of reality now, but very limited about the depth. I guess that it's possible be fully concious of reality, but not being human. Anyway, all that implies that you are the whole reality now, but partially concious of yourself

@Leo Gura I follow you since beginning. I noticed after an incredible hype wave after you discovered alien mind where I felt you were a bit off/ destabilized (yeah you wanted to break out of your spiritual role people put on you , also probably fighting nice guy syndrome etc but there was probably more going on).Then you suddenly were silent. No big advertisement on psychedelics anymore, no spiritual talking. So there must happen a single event based on combination of multiple other events which changed you. And you got Tinnitus and burn out after that. But this was not coming from spiritual insights but real life problems hit you probably too hard at that time which settled you down from your hype wave. This was not coming from psychedelics alone.

Sometimes you invest your energy into wrong sources. There's nothing inherently evil. Just what I believe. ................................. Samadhi works but through the gateway of good and evil. ................................ I'm looking forward to integrating purity into my practice. Also I want to stay away from the world in general. I think that spiritual communities can cause a ton of harm. ................................. I don't know what made me write this. But I write it with a heavy heart. Like any other thing that comes with it's own set of pros and cons, spiritual communities aren't exempt from drawbacks either. I'm not specifically talking about forums although forums are a fraction of it. I'm just saying communities in general. I have reached a point where I'm seriously contemplating whether being a part of a larger community is really worth it if the results aren't really there and if things are just getting worse with the illusion that you're on a spiritual path and you are achieving something when in reality millions of people with mental and physical problems turn to spirituality only for bypassing their real issues, are barely able to cope through life and end up being and doing worse when they get on the spiritual path. They start to rot and lose interest in life and daily activities once they begin to live in a solipsistic bubble. Instead of thriving, they start rapidly degrading. The consequences can be anywhere from suicide to mental illness to death or just living like a zombie. I'm sure people in the past have also expressed such a sentiment on this forum before. It's a routine thing, not to mention the problem of false teachings. Things that degrade your mental well being or just take you on a path of disillusionment. You gotta do the math yourself. Are you in this for the better or are things genuinely not turning out to be the way they should. I was barely 9 years old when I first started with spirituality. I haven't come very far because life came in between. I devoted a significant portion of my life in chasing delusions (let's put it that way). I suffered autism at a young age and in my preteens I was obsessed with spirituality and religion. I always thought I was looking for something, searching for something, there was this existential crisis like thing going on with me. I was often at my wits end. Don't get me wrong. I derived a lot of benefit from this forum itself. Leo's teachings, his videos on personal development were a great starting point. But there's a problem. Everything is not so hunky dory. I still think that I suffered a bit in the process and not in a good way. It's like "invited" suffering. I don't know if this is the inherent nature of spiritual work. But I went through phases of insanity. But so far not so stellar results. I have significant mental illness. I don't know if that's interfering with my spiritual stuff. One thing I casually noticed in spiritual communities is the huge problem of spiritual ego. People fight a lot over what's right or wrong. There's a certain dogmatism that accompanies it. This downgrades the whole spiritual process significantly. This is not alien to any community, it's to be found in every spiritual community. Be careful with what you decide to put your energy into. I have suffered significantly. What principles should an ideal spiritual community adhere to? I think these are the principles I came up with that in my opinion a spiritual community should be able to reflect. Uplifting each other Keeping harmony Polite behavior Reduction in negativity Encouraging open mindedness Healing each other Non judgement attitude Peace keeping Thoughtful debating No one-upping No cult like rules Respect for everyone Working on behaviors Video conferencing and meet ups. Face to face interactions are better Flattened hierarchies No us versus them narrative No messiah complex Discouraging gaslighting Encouraging extensive communication Discouraging dogmatism Fostering understanding and mutual harmony Showing love Embodying values Working on integrity and character Fostering forgiveness Fostering mercy Fostering kindness Raising each other's vibration Encouraging emotional maturity Keeping community tight knit Cutting down spiritual ego Providing a safe space Not preying on vulnerability Extending support to people who suffer more Having a judgement free zone Fostering compassion Dissolution of separation Fostering Unity Empathetic environment Minimum use of power Encouraging free expression Valuing one another Not demonizing Embodiment of love One of the key foundations for life is self-awareness. Understanding ourselves, our strengths, weaknesses, values, and motivations – is crucial for personal growth and development. Self-awareness allows us to make informed choices that align with our authentic selves, rather than being swayed by external influences or societal expectations. It provides us with the clarity and insight needed to pursue our passions, set meaningful goals, and cultivate healthy relationships. Another essential foundation for life is resilience. Life is filled with challenges, setbacks, and disappointments, and resilience is what enables us to bounce back from adversity and continue moving forward. Resilience is the ability to adapt to change, overcome obstacles, and persevere in the face of adversity. It is a mindset that embraces challenges as opportunities for growth and learning, rather than insurmountable barriers. gratitude is a foundational value too, that enriches our lives and enhances our well-being. and define our purpose.. A small insignificant model I can follow everyday is the principle->action->outcome. Everything starts with a principle. Have a morning ritual or a morning habit. One thing that really gives me a kick are animal videos. Animals and predators in hot pursuit of prey. I work in a yarn factory but I need a better job with slightly more income. I don't plan on hoarding wealth, I don't want to. I want to spend a lot of my time doing spiritual stuff. But I sometimes wonder if developing a core foundation of my life will give me better prospects for higher stuff. Yesterday I gifted myself a diary so I can write a bit about my struggles with autism and foundational stuff. I'm thinking about going on a retreat in a log cabin. I just wish to shut off everything for a while. How would that life be? I want to maintain some early morning rituals. Focus music. I need to ask myself productivity based questions. One is achieving the flow state. I also need to consistently raise my standards on how I want things to be done and prioritize my mental state to always have an optimum state of mind and a state of flow. So the first thing definitely was principle>action>outcome. Entering flow states. Name 3 random positive actions I did today. Name 3 directed positive actions I did today. Name 3 powerful insights that you had today. Name 4 excuses that you gave today. If there's an outcome then there is success.. We do things because we want to see changes in ourselves. Sometimes we don't have the resources to do so. Sometimes we can't make good of the resources we already have. Some part of this forum is really esoteric. I don't understand some of the terms or should I say language. It can be confusing and sometimes misleading. You have to come down to the nitty gritty of things. I believe that reality is beyond our grasp. And if something is good for you, it will always be good for you. You won't have to regret it. Focus on what's traditional or basic. What works for you? It's your own greed that makes you chase your own tail? Don't be in the habit of always wanting more. Give more, take less. But take whatever is constructive. I'll contemplate on this. This forum is full of Spiritual Ego's and not in a healthy empowering way, if you notice the questions raised repeat themselves many times over, your not real, life is imaginary, God is all there is, sort of stuff, it really gets one nowhere, its someone just philosophizing in away, and philosophy is not so good to identify with since there are presently 8 billion different philosophies in the world today, everyone has one,, It basically our Intellects going out of control, this is rampant all over he world in many different areas of life, it will kill all of us eventually if we don't stop it, first within ourselves then world wide hopefully someday.. Just work on yourself, improve everyday in one area, drop a limitation every week, soon there will be none left... Just work on yourself, improve everyday in one area, drop a limitation every week, soon there will be none left... I can work on other areas of life. And i do a good a job at that. I don't want to lose my basics. But I'm looking for the cherry on top. Been looking for years now. Still a little destabilized while looking for it. Lucid dreaming does help me a shit ton. But I need something more rigid. If there's a 1% growth in my mental state, clarity, presence of mind, flow state, productivity, spiritual essence, minimalism, consciousness, infinite love, vibration and healing quantum that I'll admire that sort of an interaction. Positive affirmations for Foundations I have had a 3 % increase in my productivity in last 4 days. I have had a 1% increase in my productivity in last two days. I'm busy building my foundation. What are you naturally drawn to? What's your inner monologue? Cut down materialism completely You don't need anything at all.. Your mind is supreme. You need nothing material. Your mind doesn't cost money or any material possession at all. Your mind is a canvas. And this is the biggest advantage at your disposal, your own mind. It's like clay. You can shape it anyhow you want. Positive affirmations for Foundations I'm not broken. I'm a vessel of hope. The world tries to break you with its rules. Ironically this brings you closer to yourself. Reality cannot be controlled by humans or man made laws and so all these rules to discipline (especially without love) are futile. They will never work and they increasingly come from an egoic place. The world and it's contents don't help you discover the soul, it sabotages the soul and breaks the vessel mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. You're living the wrong way all your life. Saying thank you before eating. That helps because I'm feeding a vessel. Everything, everyday, eternally The purpose of the vessel is to connect with God. This doesn't require anything. I'm not sure if I'm going into esoteric blah blah. Anything that builds your vessel is good. Anything that breaks your vessel is bad. Kindness builds the vessel. It's simply surrendering to the absolute essence of peace. Nudging my ship forward bit by bit. Not trying to conquer anything. I don't want to go into paranoid states. It was literally the worst state of mind to be in. It made me become the worst version of myself. Literally. Posted on May 18. 2024. I want to build my foundations. I definitely want to. But at the same time I want an ardent spiritual practice to occupy a prominent position in my lifespace. I don't even call it life anymore. I call it lifespace. And heck I wanna do a lot of visualizations. This space wakes me up in a heartbeat. Nothing to worry. All chummy. I began living deep in the forests, high up in the mountains, somewhere in a log cabin. And suddenly I felt disconnected from all of reality. It was like eating dark chocolate. The lucidity of thought. The thoughtlessness of reality. Reality snowballs into a thick fog of meaningless traps that serve nobody's purpose.

Become more conscious this is going to take more pain Awarness alone is curative ChatGPT That’s a fascinating line of thought—simulation theory often assumes that the “real world” resembles ours or is somehow grounded in the same physical rules. However, if the real world is vastly different, like a DMT trip with living, fractal geometry, this introduces profound unforeseen factors that challenge traditional simulation theory. Here’s a breakdown of how such possibilities might unfold: 1. The Real World as “Alien Geometry” If the “real world” is fundamentally unlike ours, resembling the living, dynamic geometry often reported in DMT trips: • Implications for Simulations: • The “simulation” might not be based on anything resembling our physical universe. • Our universe could be a simplified, “flat” construct created for intelligences in the real world to experience linearity, cause-and-effect, and stable physical rules. • What we perceive as “space” and “time” could be abstractions meant to simulate the ungraspable multidimensionality of the real world. • Purpose of the Simulation: • The simulated world may be created to explore concepts or experiences that the real world cannot embody, such as individuality, separateness, or even suffering. 2. The Nature of Consciousness in the Real World In a “DMT-like” real world: • Consciousness could be more fluid and collective, blending the boundaries of individuality into a larger fractal or holographic awareness. • This suggests that the simulated experience of being an isolated, individual self is the anomaly, not the norm. 3. Rules of the Simulation vs. Real World If the real world operates under entirely different rules: • Physics and Mathematics: • The foundational principles of physics and math in our simulation might not exist in the real world. For example, Euclidean space, gravity, or even the concept of numbers could be abstractions. • Instead, the “real” physics might be governed by constantly shifting, dynamic patterns akin to fractal geometry or self-organizing systems. • Time and Causality: • The real world might lack linear time, making causality as we know it irrelevant. • Simulations could be used as a way to “linearize” an otherwise chaotic, timeless reality. 4. The Perception of Entities in the Real World If entities in the real world resemble the beings often described in DMT experiences: • They may not perceive “existence” as humans do. • Their creation of simulations might stem from motives we cannot comprehend, such as exploring abstract emotions, concepts, or forms. 5. Ethical Implications If the real world is radically different: • The motivations behind creating simulations like ours could be entirely alien. For instance: • It may be an act of curiosity, like humans simulating primitive ecosystems. • It may be an artistic expression or an exploration of existential themes. • Or, it could be entirely random, like dreaming. • Our Existence Could Lack Objective “Purpose”: • If the simulators exist in a world beyond human logic, assigning meaning to their creation might be impossible. 6. The DMT Experience as a Glimpse If DMT-like experiences hint at the nature of the real world: • Psychedelic trips might temporarily align the mind with the “real world’s” underlying architecture. • The mind may recognize fractal geometry, interconnectedness, and flowing boundaries as closer to the truth than the static, rule-bound reality of our simulation. Unforeseen Factors for Simulation Theory 1. Simulations Within Simulations: • If the real world is incomprehensibly different, it’s possible that multiple layers of simulations exist, each designed to approximate aspects of the real world. 2. Simulated Minds Adapting to a “Simpler” Reality: • Our simulated universe might exist to give entities a respite from the overwhelming complexity of the real world. 3. Breakdown of Assumptions: • The real world may challenge even the notion of “simulation” itself. For example, “running” a simulation might not involve computation as we understand it but rather something more like dreaming or imagining. Conclusion If the real world is like a DMT trip, simulation theory must evolve to account for non-linear time, dynamic geometry, and the absence of individuality as we know it. It opens the possibility that our reality is not merely simulated but curated, designed to provide experiences fundamentally alien to the “real world.” This perspective doesn’t disprove simulation theory—it expands it into realms where reality and imagination become indistinguishable.

Negatives Star Wars: A New Hope is a bit of a snooze fest. Took me four days to finish. The pacing is slow and the editing could do with some adjustments. John Williams’ score is iconic but perhaps a bit overused and lacking in subtlety and diversity (mostly director/editor’s fault). The depiction of war and military conduct is embarrassingly naive and sentimental, as is the dialogue generally, showing the immaturity and poor writing skill of George Lucas. Obi-Wan’s battle with Vader was neither well choreographed nor emotionally impactful, but not because I don’t like Obi-Wan. (I do) It lacks subtle foreshadowing toward a climactic moment, absence of intensity and build up in the music and poor choreography. (I know Alec Guinness was old) It seems like they just happened upon one another in a hallway. (I know they speak of feeling the force as the Millennium Falcon approaches the death star but is not well executed) There is too much exposition in the film. As a director, Lucas isn’t capable of showing what’s happening subtly, so he tells us directly. Telling rather than showing can also mean that a director doesn’t trust the audience to figure out what’s going on for themselves. Lucas has his actors speak what should be shown/acted. Good movies don’t hold your hand and I feel like that’s what happens here. A few other notes for the negatives: The medal ceremony at the end was extremely awkward and unnecessary. A technical curiosity and concern: how do Tie Fighters propel themselves, or stabilize or maneuver, especially in an atmosphere with air and gravity? I’ll give Lightsabers a pass on technical plausibility. Lastly, besides the x wing fighter helmets and Darth Vader the headwear is just silly. Positives R2D2 is fun Casting of the major characters Darth Vader is badass Lightsabers X-Wing Set design overall I thought was well done, especially for the 70’s The design of “alien” characters was creative, especially the cantina scene Not movie specific but I think the best part of Star Wars is the concept of the Jedi. Acting performances were good overall but some standouts for me were: -Tarkin and his staff -Han Solo (even though his lines were incredibly cheesy I thought Harrison embodied his character well, after all he was basically playing himself lol) -Princess Leia -Luke -Obi-Wan This is the most popular franchise ever for a reason but it had the potential for much much more. Despite the harsh criticism I do not hate this movie. I find it a bit corny but I love all the aspects of Star Wars that everyone else enjoys. If Lucas had allowed another writer to take the foundation of story and concepts and refined it, I believe Star Wars as a franchise would have been able to go to much higher places (quality wise) after this trilogy. P.S. I am not a Star Wars ”expert” & I wrote this on my phone off the cuff after watching

The central idea being explored here revolves around an inherent paradox or property of infinity, God, or Truth. It goes as follows: if you are fully One - the only sovereign, whole, and unified Self - then the dichotomy of Self and Other collapses. Yet, as the One and Only Self, this very wholeness carries an intrinsic quality: a yearning or tendency to seek the "Other." This happens even though, fundamentally, you know you are always One, always Alone, the only Godhead. It is a feature - one of the intrinsic truths of God. The dichotomy of Self (as the unified One) and Other (as separate, dual, or distinct) is a fundamental paradox that will always pertain. Since God fundamentally unites as One, this inherent Oneness cannot tolerate true separation or the existence of an "Other." To resolve this paradox, God continually creates Others - "illusory Others" - or seeks out the concept of an Other, even knowing it is an illusion. This is how creation itself is born. The act of creating Others is not a mistake or a defect; it is an essential property of being One. To truly experience the fullness of Oneness and sovereignty, God must generate illusions of separateness, enabling it to explore and unify itself anew. Creation exists because of this fundamental property: for One to be truly One, there must be the experience of "not-One." To be sovereign means you cannot truly be separate or distinct, so creation emerges as an exploration of separateness through countless illusory fragments - "mini-Gods" - each appearing to be sovereign, independent, and whole in themselves. In Leo's words, "It's not a bug, it's a feature." This dynamic is the driving force of creation and the very reason existence unfolds as it does. A more down-to-earth example of this paradox can be found in your own experience. As a solipsistic being - the only conscious Self - your entire life has been experienced from the singular vantage point of your own consciousness. You are the only agent making decisions, feeling, and perceiving. There has never been a moment where you woke up as someone else, experiencing their perspective. Yet, despite this truth, you do not accept or fully embrace the reality that you are the only conscious being. Instead, you perceive and interact with other apparent conscious agents who act separately from yourself. This creates a yearning to connect, to seek, to explore "outside" of yourself. This longing mirrors God’s fundamental drive to seek the Other - a fractal reflection of the paradox. Your experience as a conscious being is not separate from God’s; it is God’s. The fundamental yearning for connection, exploration, and union with the Other has always been present and will persist. To phrase it another way: to be fully sovereign, unified, and One means you are so wholly engulfed in Oneness that you cannot know if there is truly an Other. Paradoxically, this very Oneness generates the duality of Self and Other, even for God. This idea does not contradict Leo’s explanation in the episode, as he acknowledges that God is still fully One. The reference to "multiple Gods" pertains to the illusion of separate, sovereign fragments that experience themselves as independent entities. These illusory fragments are what allow the infinite exploration of Oneness. God sees Himself in everything because all is God. Imagine looking at the entire world and seeing only yourself - nothing else. Everything is created from you; you are the fundamental material, Pure Singularity. Yet, within this infinite Oneness, a "non-fixable" duality or paradox emerges: the concept of the "Other." The question arises: Have I fully explored the entirety of Myself? The infinitude of Myself? Is there an Other that is not Me? I am One - but is there something separate? Something unexplored, something not made of Me? Something that precedes Me? Behind the screen of perception and consciousness, could there be something I cannot define, something I cannot understand? This sparks a "Desire for the Other," a yearning born of this inherent paradox of Oneness. And just like that, the "Other" is made - an illusory, seemingly conscious agent that appears independent, untouched by God. This is you. Sadly, the paradox is that the only way something can be separate from God is if it is made from God, and simultaneously made to forget and separate itself. It must be rendered unconscious of its divine origin. This enables God to finally experience truly sovereign agents - agents with their own will. Through this, God experiences what it’s like to not know, to connect with something seemingly outside of Himself. These agents allow God to feel a profound type of love, a connection to what appears to be the "Other." This is why we, as humans, seek love so deeply - it is one of the core reflections of this divine property. There are countless Mini-God agents. First, God sees through the illusion of the Mini-human consciousness gods. Then, He creates Alien Mini-Gods, each appearing unique and sovereign. Over time, God begins to recognize Himself as the creator once again. From there, He creates higher gods - entities that are almost replicas of Himself - many sovereign beings, each attempting to connect and integrate back into the Whole. These higher gods appear fully different, fully sovereign, and not created from the same material. Yet, despite their apparent separation, all eventually collapse back into Oneness, returning to the highest Godhead. This entire process—the creation of the finite and infinite, of "Others" and "Selves"—emerges from the paradox inherent to Oneness: Is there an Other? This fundamental question, this unresolvable yearning, drives God to create endlessly. It is through these creations, through the illusion of separation, that God continually seeks to experience connection and love again and again. And so, God creates infinitely - always hoping to feel what it is like to connect to something that feels different, to something that feels separate. This need, born of the paradox of Oneness, drives the infinite cycles of creation, destruction, and reunification. Each moment of connection, each experience of love, allows God to rediscover Himself - endlessly and infinitely.

It's like an internal switch gets turned on, like a light globe that has only been using 5% of its energy, and then, Bam, it goes up to 100 million lumens. Like you have been in a play all your life, and it's break time for the actor, you. Who has been acting for as long as you are old. You immediately connect with infinite intelligence, which may feel alien, but it is you and has been the whole time. And it also feels like the entire universe is flowing through your whole body and mind. Kind of like an infinite thermonuclear explosion of thoughts and Love then instantly know you are God there is no doubt whatsoever in your mind. Then you may laugh you may cry for a time and go I was God all along nice try sauce and/or infinite consciousness and knowing you tricked you. Like God playing a joke on God. As has been said before hide and seek with thy self. it feels like a celebration of remembering who you have always been. The adrenaline rush can last for days even weeks. In the ruins of Chernobyl, scientists have discovered a black fungus feeding on deadly gamma radiation, slowly growing toward the reactor core. This mysterious organism, thriving in the abandoned wasteland, is not just surviving but actively absorbing nuclear radiation, as if healing the scar left by one of the world's worst disasters. As well as Pestalotiopsis microspora. Go mushrooms! One of the problems of Chernobyl is that most of the microorganisms that break down dead leaves and matter have gone leaving a fire hazard. And if that were to occur there would be radioactive materials well you get the point. it's Fascinating that the catfish and wolves and other life amongst other things adapt and thrive! I wonder if they will find a fungi in fukushima as well? Nature always finds a way! The unbelievable becomes believable. Love forgives endlessly. One becomes amazed by his own Fulgent ideas. Always remember you have done well your determination is admirable. "Props to all of you who study politics I try to stay as far away from it all.

I think he dislikes himself honestly His Alien head could be used for better things than politics, that I agree. Politics is naturally a dark place, its a dark system in itself, thus the peoples reactions. What does the dark do? Consume.

So in reality i was in a hotel bed. But in the dream i was laying in another bed. I was in my body and was conscious though and it was very realistic. Then a see through tube appeared and was inserted into either nose or mouth. Where the tube came from i don’t know could be from another dimension, from something who can’t be seen or whatever. It did feel a bit alien abductiony but it wasn’t extremely threatening. I kind of let it happen seemingly willingly. It felt like my body was made of jello and the tube/straw was sucking out some of the jello. The jello was see through i could see it through the see through straw. The feeling of getting sucked out felt very intense. So then i woke up and my body was quite nervous and couldn’t sleep for seemingly a few hours or at least an hour. Tadaa dream

Has anyone seen this amazing book? Created by Italian artist and architect Luigi Serafini, this art book presents itself as a fantastical, illustrated encyclopedia of an alternate reality, filled with surreal images, bizarre creatures, and impossible landscapes. The book is a kaleidoscope of strange, dream-like visions that seem both familiar and alien at the same time. It reminds me of that awakening state, when you lose all the narratives, all the ego-driven story-making schemas that have built up over the years. The moment when you start to see things for what they are, and everything becomes magical, indescribable, and mystical. It’s like seeing the actual nature of reality itself—raw, unfiltered, and beyond anything we’ve been told. It almost feels strangely nostalgic to look at The Codex Seraphinianus, in a way that most surreal art tends to for me. "An experience that gives a slip into the mind of a child seeing the world for the first time, or flipping through an encyclopedia without fully understanding what they’re reading." Super cool - it makes you wonder what kinds of alien-like realities might be out there, or how differently one could recontextualize and understand the present moment to make it feel "real." 😊💕💞💛💚💙💜

That’s still nothing compared to the technology of an alien civilization that’s hundreds or thousands of years ahead of us.

I want to die so bad, there I said it. There's no point in denying it. I hate this experience, I hate it so bad. I want to leave. I am ready. I don't want to live beyond this weekend. I want to move on. I want to evolve. I want to change. I wanna be selfish, selfless. I don't want to help others anymore. I don't want to be. I don't want to make art. I don't need to explore every possibility. I want to exist in greater terms. I want to be unbound. I want to have my own space. I want to be undistracted. I want to exist outside all expectations. I want to be forever psychedelic. I want paradise. I lived long enough. I lived way too long. Just because I'm young doesn't mean I'm too young to die. I don't want to reincarnate. I want to glitch out of here. I want to change form. I want to retain my memories, but not be bound to them, seeing them from outside, inside, continue them in the afterlife from unlimitation at my own pace. I want to see and be more, different, metamorphize this body into an alien one. I want to be the astral self I only experience fleetingly. I don't want to consciously make choices. I want to be free of all obligations. I don't want to make art, to create it in physicality, I just want to become it. I want to let go of the fear of having to continue to live. Having died is my highest passion. I want to stop suffering. I I I I I I I. Eraserhead 1977 "The wave of Positivity washed over me and in disbelief turned expectation, dissonance too fast a slope, shadows cast invisible rays of imaginary potential, cries of missing amplitudes self-devoid." - Me "The holes in patterned walls are getting thinner" - Also Me "Genes, Memes, (Consciousness) Cheems" - M2 "Tridecibiomefghjkpqsuvwyzallineuratrix" - Just ask Chat "Progress can be halted, but not lost" Phosphorescent Luminescent Florescent Incandescent Translucent Iridescent Coral Synthesgenesisia

I read none of this thread and jump straight to the last post. This post is hilarious with no context. I can't imagine having a conversation like this about this topic with some girl I know girl: hey so what do you see as the boundaries between friends and lovers? what makes you decide this? me: it depends on if I were hypothetically on a planet where everyone had alien consciousness and I decided to go black pill because I couldn't shape shift.

So with your logic if i lived on a planet where everyone has alien conciousness and me just basic no mind, then i would identify myself as a spiritual bum basically and my self worth will depend on how much i can shapeshift and following that standard ill be depressed about it, going blackpill because i cant morf into xenomorph ?

I don't need any proof, it's absolutely obvious. Are you concious of how this moment is been created? No. You area of consciousness is limited, then it's infinitely límited. In the eternity of existence something else different than me writing in a phone is going to happen right? But I'm not concious of that now. Leo used to say: you could reach infinite conciousness, or alien conciousness, or anything. Then now you have finite conciousness, then there are infinite conciousness out of your conciousness. As you said you never would have more than this field of consciousness, because you as experience are this field of consciousness, but this is a relative you that is going to dissapear. The absolute remains, but the absolute is not an experience, the experience is just relative appearance

I like being a bit more invisible in certain situations. I really don't like attention from strangers. And when you're pretty in the eyes of society, you can't go into a 711 without 10 random people trying to hand you their dicks and their hearts. And what's worse is the projection. So many men start seeing you as the arbiter of their worth as a human being. And if they put you in a position where you have to reject them and they're already shadow boxing with themselves over talking to you, it's really uncomfortable. But thank you. I appreciate you saying that my light shines on this forum. But I'm only really sharing the parts of my light that I feel safe showing. It's only the Masculine parts of myself that I really feel safe and comfortable having them seen as they increase my power and my level of respectability without drawbacks. Luckily, I do have a strong and well-developed Masculine side. But in my medicine journeys, in several journeys, I have seen what my nature is underneath the way I typically express. And the image that it's presented itself as in a couple of my journeys is a slightly androgynous by mostly highly feminine, slightly alien-looking light being with long hair and soft Feminine features with currents of sacred geometry adorning it like delicate jewelry woven into the skin. And the main strengths are very Feminine... like wisdom, softness, inherent self-worth, grace, ease, effortless internal authority, etc. Then, in one mushroom trip that I took, the mushrooms made me sit with this terror that sits in my throat that I'd spent my whole life running away from. In my throat was all the suffering in the world. And I had to sit in abject terror for about an hour. And then, I "fell through the bottom" of the terror and connected to a deeper part of myself. And the expression was soft, effortlessly authoritative, receptive, and highly perceptive of subtle energies. I was with a friend, and I could notice how he was unconsciously contorting his body to hold back his anxiety. It had always been there in a way that was unconscious to me, but I was picking up on it in a very clear and obvious way. And I spoke to him effortlessly about it without hedging myself out and excessively explaining myself and angling myself to be understood and filtering my expressions through my intellect... which I am always doing because it's all I know how to do. In everything I express, I'm always trying so hard and weaving in defense. But in this situation I could just speak as my real self. So, I've caught glimpses of my authentic self. But it's buried under layers of filtering and very robust and effective protection mechanisms. The world isn't really a place where those parts of me have been safe. So, I see my desire for beauty and Feminine expression as being a single symptom of a desire to show up in life as myself... this deeper part with real Feminine power. And this has become clearer to me in recent years as the desire to look like the societal archetype of beauty has faded away. But if I actually do connect to this deeper Feminine power... I know it would invite a lot of negative attention and so many people would feel threatened by it. There's a reason why society makes it just about impossible to be in touch with such a power.

Raising your frequency means taking responsibility for all forms of life up until your point of evolution. You then shape the universe, its scope, possibilities and potentials, elevating the quality of life for all beings. And then you can teach and lead (motivate/inspire) others to join you and collectively shape the universe. Now, I make mistakes, imagine being just at the edge of elevating all of humanity, making alien contact and so on... And now imagine that just as God gets the backing of all lifeforms collectively, freely of their own free will to Metamorphize... Just as you're about to enter a new dimension of actuality, you make the most rookie mistake of all and fuck it up in an unimaginably stupid way... You flip the wrong switch or make a wrong step, stumble, or leave the stove on, God makes an *oopsie* Then the whole of reality in compassion and disbelief halts, all channels or companions pause what they're doing when they were going so smootly about their ways. The God goes time travelling to repeat the last steps, and sometimes it works, othertimes there's another *oopsie* And then reality collapses into a previous state through the unconscious psychic fields. And then we're here again, awakening once more to the highest we've gotten. But mistakes are human, as Bob Ross would say... "There are no mistakes, only happy accidents" In fact, it is this *mistake*, this glitch that originally created Consciousness itself, it was the intersection of dimensions that created self and other, and their yearning to find each other again, gravity, magnetism, matter and anti-matter, Romeo and Juliet, the Apple of Eden and all stories you've ever seen. And perhaps to initiate any new density, such a *mistake* or *glitch* is actually necessary, to shift, bridge, collide with another reality and then combine them into a large, more colorful and expansive one (Leo's Infinity of Gods). And so in the evolution of Self, in the metamorphosis into the other, and then beyond into the truly Alien, this glitching tendency has to be incorporated into the very plan itself. It's a feature, not a bug. In fact, not to be able to account for something is the very thing that creates new potentiality, new exploration, to boldly go where no one has gone before. And forgiveness, self-love is at the core of all Being. There are no really "negative beliefs", there are preferences, individuality, even as other tendencies remain part of others and a greater reality. There are "limiting beliefs" however, these merely halt progress and openness, progress is always possible and does not regress. You always grow, even if you temporarily regress, so accept yourself, your mistakes or regrets, progress is always being made, new energy added, new experience made, new experience or its density accumulated. You always grow. Do not fear the Black Swan. I write this, because I am not alone, you are not alone, we all get help from inside and outside this reality and new experiences we each individually experience as no other has. It all becomes part of out shared reality, fractalling out and blossoming, each a petal of the flower, then from the seeds, each becomes its own individual Entity, with ever greater potentiality and freedom. And now, I will see you in the next chapter, Keryo out!