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I'm jealous! All I managed was to become/feel/infer being alien for a while...

My last 300ug trip was an Alien Awakening. Contemplating their existence and technology will very well unlock a phase shift in our understanding.

You guys make fun of Alien Awakening, so no aliens for you.

Wait a sec! pre-orders/combos? Subconscious extras? Are there gonna be DLCs DMTs or alien expansion packs? Should I wait for the gold version or anniversary edition? Is there gonna be an ultimate bundle with a bald cap?

Thinking about this has led me to think about Leo, and his disdain for humans, and his alien love, then I thought about how he said that to get there he took so much psychedelic that his lungs bled, and that he wants to launch a course to get there to the alien consciousness, but with the high probability, or almost certainty, that its students will bleed from the lungs 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Ok, keep building alien tech

@NoSelfSelf I keep hearing about psychopathy, be it meta or post-irony and weakness due to a lack of manipulation skill and I'm probably too alien for these threads, but building intricate social personas and alpha lifestyles ultimately solely to pursue pussy and create elaborate pull & push chase-psychology models and the whole pickup thing just to buy into a conceptual romance/relationship game, is something I have never found any value in. Self-transformation? Definitely. Find a compatible match? Sure But being addicted to telegraphed repetitive romance/sex/relationship attitudes reflected everywhere, that create elaborate "frameworks" to "master" an "impersonal" attitudinal charade? People seem to feel entitled to and shape their lives around it, that sounds pathetic to me. Especially, since everything that is truly being sought is the kind of internal validation that you can give yourself without using others as a proxy.

Hi shree, I love Teal Swan, she is highly empathic, intelligent, and insightful. I've done three, 23andme, Ancestry, and CriGenetics. The brains behind CriGenetics is a Nobel prize-winning microbiologist. His test in my estimation was the most scientifically accurate. But, I was adopted and it was through 23/Ancestry that I found biological family (a lot of it) from both parents who were never married. CriGenetics is just now starting to offer family connections so I think that would be an improvement. I was required to answer why I wanted to take a DNA test and a bit miffed as I was, I offered that I wanted to know how much Alien DNA I possessed. Well, in the spirit of ask and ye shall receive, the results came back with 10% Peruvian ancestry. I figured, ok, close enough. Have a good day! If you have any other questions do not hesitate to ask. B.T.W: I'm 28% German and my biological mother's family says they are German-Irish on their mother's side. She is my biological mother.

I have been contemplating the nature of time, and I came to these conclusions as of now. Time is a fundamental part of reality. Time is something that all of life revolves around but itself cannot be grasped. Time presents a paradox to life in that it is central to life but yet cannot be controlled. Everything we do is bound by time, from our daily routines to long-term goals, and even your ability to read what I am writing here. To say time is an illusion seems to dismiss the direct experience being had here in that change is happening. Time, change, and memory go together. There cannot be change or memory without time because change and memory implies a before and an after. On the other hand, there is the paradox that all time is happening in the eternal now and that the past, present, and future are being imagined simultaneously. Did the past really happen? What exactly is the past but your mind reconstructing it in the present? Time is a figment of consciousness. If consciousness did not have time, there could not be any experience. What is an experience without a before and an after? The future is more an illusion than the past because technically the future is an idea of what you can create now but haven't. Possibility is the only real function of the future and our story is the purpose of the past. In a way, our past is constructed but in a way, our past did happen but maybe not in the way we think it might. For instance, I have memories of the past, but the memories of themselves are never an exact replica of the past. Even if I had a body cam throughout my life, that still wouldn't be able to capture all of that time because the past also includes all of my thoughts, stories, feelings, and beliefs I had at that particular time. The now is so infinite that it includes infinite past and future. All memory is about the past that is occurring in the present. For instance, you read this post. You couldn't comprehend what I wrote without time. I think of time like a book in that we have a beginning, middle, and end - a past, present, and future. But our particular human consciousness cannot go back and flip through to old chapters like you can in a book. The only way a human consciousness can go back into the past is by remembering it in the present, and this process of re-membering is also a constructive process. Time is still very tricky, but I have realized that it is more fundamental than I thought. Buddhists Bats will try to convince you that time is an illusion, but yet they will tell you to sit and meditate and be patient and "wait for your enlightenment." There are even different forms of time such as psychological time, biological time, sociological time, physical time, etc., so what form of time are these Buddhist Bats saying is an illusion? There is a before enlightenment and after enlightenment. Right now, I am not enlightened. Will I ever be? I don't know. Leo also has claimed to access God Consciousness. But is he conscious of that now? I don't know. But at some point, your mystical experiences fade into the past where your present is left with but a memory of your so-called enlightenment experience. But if all your left with is a memory of your God-Realization, Alien Consciousness Psychedelic trip, then how can you claim that, that is real but the past is an illusion if all of your mystical experiences are part of the past experienced in the present? If you get that last sentence, then you understand the problem. There is no such thing as an enlightened/awakened being. You cannot freeze your awakening in time. Forget about your previous awakenings. You are either directly conscious of the absolute truth right now or you aren't. And there will be parts of your life, instances in time in which you will not be awake/enlightened no matter how conscious you have become. So, my ultimate conclusion is that time exists and is fundamental to consciousness. There is nothing for consciousness to be conscious of without time, a before and an after. Time is change, time is experience. We are all slave to time. Whether we like it or not, we are all going to die. Is death a belief? No. To say death is a belief is death-denial. Your human form will die, but the essence of reality cannot. Now, it is up for us what to do with our time and really I am referring to what you are gonna do with your consciousness in your finite amount of time on the earth. Edit: Here’s a practice exercise. The next time you are taking a piss, contemplate time. Notice that there is a before and an after. After you are done, you can contemplate if you actually experienced pissing or if you just imagined it. Please let me know what your thoughts are on the nature of time. And feel free to take your time.

Heart is deserving to be at your service Although I'm not deserving of you I've become alien to all the world Till my heart is familiar with you However much persecution you may do to me I consent to it I take your persecution with my heart and soul In your love would not avoid persecution One who's heart is overtaken by you "You means God" Sanai

That is alien awakening.

This has a lot to do with the naivete and inexperience of the early western educated Indian administrators and policy makers, in the middle of the twentieth century , who ensured easy access to western pornography in the form of magazines, movies and novels, as well as alcohol in India, so as to project it as a modern nation, as well as for revenue generation and tourism promotion. Imho, they should have been banned taking the example of some neighboring countries. As a child going to school in the school bus, it was normal for me to see half-naked posters of western pornographic movie actors in the streets and pre-pubescent me wondering about the same with friends and theorizing about it. These movies shown in Indian theaters were highly popular and generated good revenue, so the government put a blind eye to it. Their success also spawned an Indian pornographic industry as well which is not that successful though. In high school I remember reading my first pornographic novel of western origin with a heavy dose of sadism involved. Western marketing tactics of using sex to attract customers was used by Indian marketers and this was highly alien to the native culture where one is supposed to be well-dressed in order to look dignified and authoritative. Censor regulations in Indian movies was weak in the beginning and Indian movie-makers aping western movies and psychological tactics used a heavy dose of sex to attract customers. These were bound to have long-term repercussions though. The increasing crime rates in India however provided a much needed reality check, and consequently there has been heavy restrictions now on access to pornographic material as well as a much better regulated marketing system. It is now impossible or extremely rare to see posters of pornographic movies or gain access to such material , as well as marketing images of scantily clad women in tantalizing postures. There is also heavy censoring of Indian movies and advertisements as well. Western channels showcasing explicit serials and movies and ads have been blocked permanently. And only highly censored movies are now being shown. The recent issues will further reinforce such existing restrictions and bring in new ones, such as bans on alcohol, drugs, internet regulations, and wiping out the nexus between the mafia and corrupt government officials that are involved in the lucrative but illegal drug trade. I have nothing against western culture and whole-heartedly believe there are appreciable elements in it, but am not sure whether Indian culture is ready for the culture shock in this regard with the notions of western sexuality. Celibacy and self-restraint is heavily emphasized in yoga and Indian martial arts on the grounds that they increase the prana or vital force as well as spiritual, intellectual and physical strength, and as a potent aid to meditation. The same is true with respect to Indian classical music, dance and arts. So the native cultural aspects, if invigorated, can contribute a lot to better socio-economic progress and development, and the erasure of these issues. Indian states where alcohol has been prohibited has shown a substantial decrease in crime rates and socio-economic disorders. I would say that alcohol prohibition in states that show high statistics of crime rates and socio-economic disorders should be a requisite now. Similarly the low police to population ratio has increased from 131 to 152 at present, though it is still less than 222 recommended by the UN. Hopefully, the growing economy would ensure that the recommended numbers are met within a few years.

@Alexop crocodile hunting and alien channeling every Sunday

LOL. My wife and I have tried butt play on each other and neither of us are into it. It's been many years now. I'm a middle aged man with hemorrhoids. Butt's been off the table for a while... Before puberty I would have told you I felt like an alien in a boy's body. After puberty a butch lesbian in a man's body.

It's not a transcendentalist trap, It is realizing what you are without getting lost in the form. The form absorbs you, obviously it exists and is something, it can be a human, an alien, a cockroach or whatever, but beyond the form is the absolute, your true self, eternal, immutable. You can realize it, its face is behind everything, you can open your eyes and see it, see yourself. This does not mean that you understand absolutely anything, nor why things happen, the forms, what will happen when this form disappears.... but you can see your true face and open your heart to it, to you. there are no several aspects, the aspects are form, and obviously are many, but the absolute is formless, always the same, its light always present

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I've just read an article of Stephen Wolfram named "Alien Intelligence and the Concept of Technology" which is really interesting. Its mostly about how we could communicate with a non human intelligence.

Right. In Infinite Being/Infinite Consciousness/Infinite Reality appears or arises or manifests human consciousness. Human consciousness has certain arising elements (certain I-feelings/I-thoughts/human cognition/body/world/....). Same for any other perspective (ant, Alien,n+1). The Infinite Reality has no/zero arisings. It is. Reality itself. And its not human. Nor alien. Nor anything at all. Because of that, it can give rise to anything (ant, orang utan, human, alien, alien n+1). That becomes obvious once the separte-self is emptied out, cut off and transcended completely and only the Infinite Vastness or Ocean of Infinite Awareness/ Infinite Being remains. Because THAT can't go anywhere else. If there is too much "human" (or human-consciousness) in the Realization of Infinite Being, maybe there is... too much human still left? That realization is the END of the human one thought one was and believed in. Exactly. And why is there quite often the talk about human consciousness or alien consciousness? Because the differentiation between the Infinite Reality/Infnite Consciousness that is always "there" and the arising perspective and its separte-being is not fully clear, because it is not fully transcended/emptied out. Not enough time on psychedelic highs to do that... Trying to get to nondual awakened states with meditation means automatically to cut off any separate-self building block (thoughts, I-thoughts, I-feeling), so its automatically trained in order to get near any awakened nondual state. Psychedelics give these nondual unity states for free, no incentive to cut off the separate-self/ego which projects itself on the new state/nondualunity/alien/whatever. And that remaining human-separation arisings (or alien-separation-arisings for that matter) kills the awakened state in daily sobre life and its inherent non-contraction/non-suffering/bliss, and disfigures any "realization" of impersonal Infinite Being by projecting the remnants of the separate-self on it. Hence, belittled mere "human" Enlightenment. Can't imagine anything else... And then add some limiting beliefs like "one needs hardcore long meditation-retreats to get anywhere" (which yours truly never really did, but collected the 1000s of hours mostly in daily life), and "genetics", and some complaints about gaslighting about ones awakenings (which is the funniest part (sorry) of it all, because how can one gaslight the self-evident-absolutely-clear-and-self-explanatory-undoubtable-and-always-available-once-reached Absolute. And what could get gaslightened? The remnants of the separate-ego, which should get transcended and smoked anyway...) et voila we have large parts of actualized.org. But to be honest, all comments/criticism aside: Without these little confusions on the way back home, no game/Lila could be possible. So its all fine. . I truly appreciate all "players" and especially our dear host. Consciousness/Reality wants this wonderful show. Else It wouldn't appear exactly as it does, in all beings/perspectives/Holons. In the end, ignorance/separation and hide-and-seek is fun. And ignorance/separation is only a bad idea from the perspective of ignorance. Infinite Consciousness/Reality likes it and obviously wants it! Else it wouldn't appear. Because who or what controls what appears? In Reality, nothing truly ever happens, just a game of moving forms and illusions in the eternal "That" which has no moving parts nor outside, and hence can not be harmed in any way. What is "That" again? Selling Gods lovely high-end hide and seek game by the River

There is not human conciousness, there is human form. Conciousness is always conciousness, and it's infinite. Or maybe do you think that the conciousness of a cockroach is less infinite than the conciousness of a human, or of an Alien? If you think so, you are confusing conciousness with form, then it would mean that you don't understand what conciousness is, but I think you do There is not human conciousness, there is conciousness of a human. Same that could be conciousness of a cockroach. But the point here is to perceive what conciousness is, not what the human is. The human is deep, unfathomable, same than the cockroach, but the point is not just perceive the human, is conciousness perceiving itself

@Leo Gura So how do you reconcile your alien experiences with your human state? To walk, you need to have faith that it's even possible and will it into existence. What are you even doing here then? Leaving POINTERS. They require Faith (benefit of the doubt)

Faith is pretty much what Leo's doing, just through 5-MeO-DMT, he has faith he'll become an alien and so he does. True, but you can tune your awareness across various holarchies and mind-body-soul complexes. All are ultimately one and yet autonomous in their own right to various degrees of development (Holons).

@Leo Gura So you're saying you skipped to the alien stage before merging your consciousness with another human?

We don't really know about history, evolution. What is real? What we don't know about? What if Jesus was an Alien?

Exactly. I believe that exists an super-intelligent alien species at the bottom of the ocean. Maybe it is intra-terrestrial, i don't know but we have something interesting down there.

It is impossible to remember the absolute because memories are relative, but a memory can facilitate new openings. the absolute is without mind, that is the problem, the door without a door, since you are the door. It becomes increasingly clear to me that the psyche must be polished in a very fine, gradual way, with many hours of meditation each day, to tame the tiger so that it knows how to move away at will. The psyche is a tenacious beast, it's like the Alien 8 larva that sticks to your face, you're not going to forcibly remove it, it has to be little by little, day by day, minute by minute