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Darius J Wright teaches a method for God realization through a controlled out of body state, this is different than Astral Projection and is basically a controlled Near Death experience. This gives you the option to leave your body temporarily and exist as your God state and travel the universe. In this state all questions will be answered. Check him out if interested. He does charge for the information and access to modules and stuff. The price can be expensive to you depending on your income. With that said, 3 of his students managed to achieve the full out of body state and were able to travel the universe. This is just another path someone can take if they want to experience something that is alien to the human experience and will reconnect them with their higher self. This is one of the people that studied Darius's methods. As always keep an open mind and go with what resonates.

Let's be diplomatic and say there's much higher metaphysical and existential intelligence to be accessed and embodied. It all depends on the standpoint, for a chimpanzee a fundamentalist muslim is a genius. For an alien it's another ape. So it's not about the religious ecosystem but is where your development and Awakening stands regarding to that.

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👉👈 You are a mutual then I see. Me too I never understood how can people have envy, or jealousy. It's alien to me. Regret I have mixed feelings, definetly had some, but with enough reflection and contemplation every experience is necessary for your growth and understanding. So I can recontextualize difficult or unwise experieces. I tend to say that if you look with enough Love everything was/is valid. Love is the great overwriter . Yeah, survival demands activity and understanding, which can definitely be an obstacle to spiritual work. But I would say society at large is not doing the kind of understanding we are doing here though(No arrogance or ego intended). This explain why you are so smart hihi . I wish to see the day and society where we are taught spirituality and consciousness work from the very beginning. What kind of being will that generate once everyone on the planet is doing this ? It's fascinating to think about sometimes Thank you! . I am doing my best, although not perfect, always trying to learn from every experience . You are very kind and intelligent, makes me think what you went through in life to be where you are. Granted must have been very challeging. But as far as I understand in this human experience, you are only as great as the ammount of suffering you went through, much love.

What about jailbreaking the mind and alien consciousness? You have mentioned them in your blog posts that those are the goals. Are they simply a part of awakening, or are they something different? How do you define?

Yes, I was saying the majority of people who use the argument are full of shit, and without knowing you, I have to default you into that bucket as well. Nothing personal, it's just in my experience as a man, who has deconstructed countless ego games, I'm calling it bullshit, but maybe you are that .01%, which I left room for. I am consciously projecting my own value system onto all this, and I'm aware I could just be dealing with an alien value system not driven by ego. If that's truly the case, I'm sorry if I've offended you. If it's any consolation, since you're an Actualized.org VIP, I put your odds at 1-100 instead of 1-10000. Lol You and every other man. If you spread a 5 open on a bed and right next to her a 10 and say "which do you prefer?", 99% will choose the 10. Congrats on being special. We're all "lovers of beauty" in this regard. Status and ego mostly disappear here while the animal takes over. Status and ego come into play when you start with this pretentious, elitist game of acting like your appreciation for beauty is so profound and special that it compels you to seek out only 9s and 10s. This only makes sense if you yourself are 8-10 or have a very oddball value system. Yes, I have a dick myself. I remember asking my mom why my pee pee got hard when I saw a man kiss a woman in her bra on Cinemax when I was 4. I used to fantasize about saving my pretty kindergarten teacher from falling off a rooftop and then she lets me play with her tits. I also remember approaching pretty girls in 4k to ask them if they liked me better than some other dude. So of course I know about being attracted to females before status comes into play. Again, the natural impulse is fine. It's the pretentious ego game of "Only the Finest" that I'm mocking. Here's the ego game I intuit is in play: Again, if that's not you, I apologize. But keep in mind, the ego is sneaky and very deceptive. How can you be sure it's not playing this game with you? It sure plays it with many others.

The map is not the territory 😉 Imagine you are alien: a human being is not a human being. A city is not a city. The cartography engineer and the map are one.

Recently, I was doing a contemplation exercise where I was trying to THINK beyond the social domain (humans, social conditioning, external reality). I became aware that to live an autotelic life, you will need to reprogram your entire mind from scratch. Your mind will need to work as an outsider, alien or mind engineer. Every action that will be taken, every thought, emotion or movement coming from your "Avatar" will have a unique, original and autotelic intention. Imagine that: your internal world will be extremely alien to 99.9% of humans. You operate on a different scale, paradigm or foundation. Imagine that your life purpose is extremely alien: you do not operate as 99.9% of humans on earth. Your motivation is something that no human that has ever lived on earth thought was possible. Do you know anyone living as that? How rare is to transcend the whole social domain?

This is a fantasy. The subject is not an autonomous core that exists prior to language or society. The subject is the effect of the signifier: it emerges only through its position within the symbolic order - the system of language, norms, and shared meaning. To be a subject is to be constituted by this field, not to stand outside it. The idea of reprogramming one’s mind from scratch to become an autotelic “avatar” is itself formulated within the symbolic order. The fantasy of total independence - of a consciousness operating on a paradigm entirely alien to all human conditioning - is structured by the very language and social categories it seeks to transcend. Even the notion of a pure observer or sovereign witness is an imaginary identification: a construction that attempts to cover over the inherent division and lack at the core of subjectivity. One can concede that there may be something akin to a “transcendental subject” - a dimension of awareness radically beyond language, social determination, and all familiar coordinates of the self. But even if such a dimension exists, it is not an “avatar” that can be appropriated or integrated into an autonomous identity. It is fundamentally ecstatic and liquidating: it dissolves the ordinary sense of ownership and coherence. There is no bridge by which this non-conceptual field can be installed as one’s internal world or used as the foundation for an autotelic self. Precisely because it is radically beyond the symbolic order, it cannot be stably claimed, narrated, or lived as a personal asset. If the symbolic order were somehow dissolved completely, what would remain would not be a purified or self-originating “I.” What would appear instead is the Real: a dimension that cannot be symbolized or integrated into any coherent sense of self. This is not a higher form of subjectivity but the dissolution of subjectivity itself. To return from that place and claim the position of an autotelic consciousness would simply be to re-enter the symbolic field in a different configuration. Even in traditions that describe radical non-conceptual awareness - such as Advaita Vedanta or the writings of mystics like Meister Eckhart and Ramana Maharshi - the moment such experiences are named, taught, or transmitted as realizations, they are thrust back into the symbolic order. They become signifiers within the social field, reinscribing the speaker in the shared horizon of language. The fantasy that there is a stable witness entirely outside signification is another attempt to mask the structural division and lack that define the subject. One can create new concepts, new practices, and novel configurations of desire that feel radically singular. This is what Deleuze calls lines of flight. But such creations remain entangled in the symbolic and social domain; they do not constitute an exit from it. The subject does not pre-exist the field of signifiers but is produced by it. Without the symbolic order, there is no coherent witness left - no avatar - only impersonal experience that cannot be appropriated or claimed as one’s own. If anything, „authentic“ spirituality - if it deserves the name - is precisely beyond the need to be special, beyond the fantasy of a unique and unassailable position. It is the recognition that what is most real is also what cannot be possessed.

My mind isnt quite sorted, which eats away from my productivity. I am researching ergotheraphy but when remote viewing, how unlikely it may be, could be an option to earn money with, there is no way I am going for ergotheraphy. Same with acting. Although I dont know if acting is good for me, in a sense I am healing quite now being away from acting. As long as you do acting there is always a part of you ready to bullshit. When you are out of that zone and people relate to you in a certain way, you know they are more authentic. But quite honestly acting produced some of my happiest times. But when you act you always act in the human domain, even when acting as an alien, as the alien is not really an alien but humans imagination of an alien. But I know that for sure, remote viewing is high on the mood list. So I make it a high priority: Researching remote viewing > researching acting? > researching ergotheraphy > researching what can be done with my study progress so far

Alien Insect (Andrew Gallimore) Talks on psychedelics, DMT, reality engineering, aliens, neuroscience.

@Leo GuraI remember a couple of years back you said you were gonna transform your face into an Alien God 🤯 Any updates on that?

That’s tuff 😤. By the way, the second video you sent doesn’t seem to load on my end. I think metal is the perfect genre to explore rhythm in, because it’s so technical and all the parts are so locked into each other, yet it’s still human and primal (unlike IDM or other rhythm-heavy genres). And I guess rhythm is the most primal musical element. Actually, I think a good distinction between the two different forms of heaviness we’ve been discussing - the alchemical within-genre heaviness versus the alien post-genre heaviness - could be framed through Kant’s ideas of the mathematical sublime and the dynamic sublime. Kant describes the mathematical sublime as “that which is absolutely great beyond all comparison,” and the dynamic sublime as “that which is an object of fear.” In music, maybe the mathematical sublime is this sense of totality - everything fused together into something immeasurably vast and precise, almost like contemplating the scale of the cosmos. And the dynamic sublime feels more like an encounter with something you can’t fully locate or domesticate - something uncanny and alien. So maybe the alchemical heaviness is mathematical, and the alien heaviness is dynamic in this more ambiguous, disorienting sense.

Last week I took 20g of mushrooms from 1g capsules. I emptied the powder out into a tea and drank it. Drinking the powder almost immediately gets it into my system with no digestion and causes a much more intense peak. This won't just be a trip report, but also a lenghy report of a very profound insight that could be very benifical. During this trip an entire new way of looking at the world opened which ive never heard anyone talk about on here or anyone who does psychedelics talk about. I've spent the last week really contemplating what it was that I seemed to gain understanding of because it really knocked me off my feet and was so paradigm shattering that integrating it has been as mind boggling as experiencing it. This way of seeing the world is so alien and controversial that I've put it off from posting on here or anywhere because it's sounds so magical and fantastical. Please keep in mind I have over 200 trips under my belt and this trip was like a mega sum total of everything I have learnt and integrated in the past. I have perhaps gained one of the greatest peices of wisdom that could possibly work as a master key to all things in life. This is still under a lot of contemplation however. Trip report The come up - I drank the tea and within minutes i started feeling immediatly the state of no mind. I lay on my bed. There was a sense of dread and panic on the come up as the room I was in very quickly started to transform into a liquidy morphing entity of confusion. My ego rapidly started to disolve as i decended and melted into the madness that was all that was. This happens incredibly fast as the psilocin was immediately in my blood stream and shooting into my brain at such high amounts with such speed. The peak - Eventually my panic melted away as I realised how stupid it was to be afraid of myself, and by myself I mean all reality. My mind. My consciousness. It all became one and I was home. I fell into an even deeper state of love than ive ever felt of off previous trips. It was all just me. It was all just love. How could I be so stupid? Why did i ever fear anything at all? The illusion of seperation and lack evaporated and was so ridiculous to me. The idea that there was any power outside of me was so illusory yet such a profoundly deep level of hypnosis that I broke free from. My mind was ripped to shreds. Language, symbols, sounds, physical objects. You name it. Anything that was any sense of "reality" was dismantled and was scattered across infinity. I was back. I was here all along and this was always me. It was the most real thing I've ever felt. My entire life and all of time was just a single thought. I can't even say at this point that it felt like an eternity because time made no sense. Eventually I started seeing an ocean of the most beautiful neon geometric patterns form into an orchestrated structure of dimensions that made up my entire consciousness (sorry i really can't explain what I saw). The most bewildering bueaty took form around me. As I started to feel a sense of self return these patterns of neon colours started to take form as a body. They started to form arms and hands and I became a divine entity sitting on a throne. I wasn't merely flying through some dmt realm I was the king of it and in the centre. I was the most beautiful majestic, most powerful being in all of existance. I stated to feel my physical body once again shaking on my bed at the ecstasy. The descent back down - This is where it gets juicy. What appeared in my awareness were these infinitely interconnected strings that connected my whole reality together. Or this dream of my life. I saw how every single thing from my thoughts, my emotions, my I sense and idea of who I am, time, space, my idea of what the world is and other people were all connected to each other in ways I never thought I could imagine are possible. I cannot stress enough that there is no seperation. I felt in that moment I was reinventing my life and all the laws of the dream. This next part is very radical and may be controversial, but never the less, this is my experience. As I was coming down i went through a life review of some sort. I realised that every single event, situation, person I've met, beleif ive had. Everything that has ever happened to me was actually just a mirror reflection of who I was at that time. It was a reflection of my identity, thoughts, emotions, ego, sense of self. I dont mean something as simple as "yeah you attract who you are, your friends are gonna be an extension of you duh". No I mean random people that you come across, events, or opportunities or even accidents are all direct reflections of you and there are no coincidences to anything that happens. Even though there is no logical explanation of how an event that seems to "accidently" happen to you, it is however a direct reflection of you. I became so aware of this that there is no debate about it. You are just not aware that this happens. I went through so many examples in my own life of this happening. This is controversial because the consensus is on here: youre imagining reality and your ego has nothing to do with what you experience. This is not true. Your sense of self, your thoughts, your ego is directly connected behind the scenes by strings (metaphorically speaking) to every other aspect of your life that holds this entire bubble of reality or dream together. That means that making changes to your mind doesnt just impact the decisions you make, but the entire dream your living in. The problem is most of this is happening on the subconscious level that waking everyday conscious does not operate on. Imagine a pyramid for an analogy. Imagine that the pyramid holds thoughts and ideas. Now imagine that the pyramid illuminates a hologram of all the thoughts and ideas. Now imagine that right at the top of the pyramid there is a cut off point separating the top part into a small portion and the bottom part into a larger portion. The top part is the part of your mind you are aware of in real life and how you make decisions or your conscious mind. The bottom portion are the subconscious and unconscious mind. Like traumas or ideas that still run that you are not aware of. Now imagine the pyramid illuminating a hologram based on itself and using its top portion to fight and control the hologram even though it's mostly being illuminated by itself and the bottom portion; the part its not aware off. Well if you can understand that analogy, thats what your doing in your life. Don't beleive me contemplate it for yourself. Contemplate if there are any real life examples of how the outside has reflected who you are or where you are in life like a mirror. I realised that mastering your own mind and your inner state of being independantly from external influence or validation is what gives you access to an insane level of power in your own life as everything comes from within. I'm not saying become arrogant and shut yourself out from the world. I mean simply by mastering your being; your approach to life can become much more effortless with less conflict as the world mirrors your being. Another thing is you can look at situations, people or events that you attract as messengers telling you who you are at that time. I would like to elaborate on this so much more but I dont think I could fit it all here. I will just say that before I get objections look at your own life and contemplate events that have reflected yourself. Look at others, try to see what's in their minds and look at their outside circumstances. Look at people who are doing well and ask "do these circumstances reflect how they see themselves" and do the same for people who are opposite. Thanks for reading

Yes, the "living in one's head" is an archetypally Masculine thing. This reads as nerdy. Yet culturally, the way we think about the Masculine (and what's attractive in men) is a guy who's really in tune with the physical world and in the moment... which means the guy is more Feminine integrated. I like to think of polarized Masculinity like a "brain in a jar"... and the polarized Feminine like a "blob on the ground". So, the most unintegrated man (or woman) who polarizes the most into the Masculine is a guy who operates robotically and like an algorithm. And the most unintegrated woman (or man) who polarizes the most into the Feminine is like an inert couch potato with a hoarded up house. And one can repress both.... and end up as a hyper nerdy robotic inert couch potato with a hoarded up house. That's why we really need integration of both. And the issue that I see with nerdy guys, is that they believe they're not polarized into the Masculine enough... so they keep trying to polarize themselves further and further into the Masculine (both archetypal and cultural). But all they need to do is drop resistance to the archetypal Feminine and a lot of those issues with socializing, connection, lack of bodily attunement, coming across as alien, and lack of presence will drop away. It will also give them an internal relationship to the Feminine, such that their desperation towards women drops... as they no longer feel a lack or a void where their own Feminine side once once.

Do you want to understand different kinds of minds? (Human, AI, Aliens, Mechanical, Animals) I really recommend Philip Ball, Andrew Gallimore and Joscha Bach. Book: The Book of Minds. Books: Alien Information Theory: Psychedelic Drug Technologies and the Cosmic Game and Reality Switch Technologies: Psychedelics as Tools for the Discovery and Exploration of New Worlds.

I think in this sense, if we’re talking about rock or metal - or really any genre that’s still operating within its own conventions - that heavinedd can’t fully emerge. Because as long as you’re inside the genre, you’re bound by the coordinates that make it intelligible as “rock” or “metal” in the first place. You can distort or overload those coordinates (and that’s what a lot of extreme metal does), but you’re still ultimately playing the same game - just pushing the pieces around in more aggressive configurations. To actually open up space for the Real - something that doesn’t belong to the symbolic order at all - you almost have to step outside the genre framework altogether. That’s why a lot of this feels closer to what people call post-rock or post-metal: it’s the point where the genre starts to decompose itself from the outside. A good example of this is someone like Trent Reznor. He’s not just working within rock as a stable set of instruments and conventions. He’s operating more like a composer or sound designer - recording, manipulating, reconfiguring, layering elements that aren’t bound to the live, band-based structure. He’s already in a “post-” position, where the frame itself is no longer given in advance. That’s why this outside element - this alien residue, the Real - can slip into the music. It’s no longer just an extreme point on a genre’s continuum; it’s something that interrupts and exceeds the continuum altogether.

Fair enough - going into amelodic territories definitely does create some of the heaviest stuff in metal, no argument there. But personally, I have a bit of a different concept of what I’d call really heavy. For me, metal is like a meticulously constructed topology of discrete elements: the guitars as a textured plane of distortion, the drums as a pulsating grid of time, the voice as a vector of human aggression, and the scales as a navigable harmonic landscape. Heaviness emerges when all these layers are configured almost alchemically - aligned in just the right sequence of acceleration, saturation, and rupture. You start with melody and structure, and then you progressively fracture them, increasing speed, loudness, and dissonance until you reach a point of symbolic excess. But no matter how extreme it becomes, you never truly leave the map; all the elements remain recognizable. The experience is intense, but it’s still inscribed within a symbolic universe where everything has a place and a role. Heaviness, in this sense, is not the annihilation of structure but its maximal overloading. The kind of heaviness I’m drawn to is a bit different. I’d describe it as something closer to the Lacanian Real - the intrusion of something that isn’t structurally implied from the start, something that can’t be fully mapped in advance. That’s why noise, for me, is the archetypal form of this. It isn’t just a negation of melody or an extreme configuration of familiar elements - it’s a rupture that feels alien, unassimilable. You can’t fully locate it in a scale or a rhythm grid. It doesn’t resolve into a recognizable pattern of tension and release. It just erupts, and that’s why it feels genuinely heavy in a way that’s fundamentally different from the symbolic heaviness of metal.

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That's not luck, most people are toxic and relationships are a depressing roller coaster. Who wants an attractive woman, if probably she's totally limited, full of barriers, projections, superficial, comparative, narcissistic, boring, with an alien scale of values and absolutely possessive? Since 99.9% of people are like that, more than attractive, what I'd look for if I'd want a couple is a miracle, someone real, who sees you and you see her, who connects with your energy perfectly, like a dance, absolutely true and pure. If destiny hasnt that plan, much better alone than any social contract

Maybe you're being pulled out of reality into the next dimension because it has little to offer, I'd do some ESP. I myself am locking in of accelerating ASI, alien contact and astral inspansion. Monks who get bored or annoyed can just sit in a cave all life meditating and from their POV, aren't missing anything. (timelines repeat, corruption thrives and collapses itself, boycotting real life at this point)

He's an alien in contact with NHI.

Jesus is a gender-agnostic anarcho-communist alien demigod hippie virus. says the false self BUT THAT'S RELATIVE!

I’ve been reflecting on why some guys get stuck in blackpill thinking and why it feels so alien to me. In doing so, I’ve realized I had a lot more advantages in dating than I ever thought. For most of my life, dating just felt normal. It was assumed. I was plugged into an invisible social pipeline that gave me chances to learn, fail, and keep going, even when I didn’t recognize it at the time. As early as sixth grade, my friends and I were daring each other to talk to girls at middle school dances. I still remember the look on her face when I took my first real "rejection". It hurt like hell. But the social pipeline helped keep things moving. It normalized the experience. Over time, things turned from... middle school dances and hiding first kisses... to high school sweethearts and proms... to college parties and fraternity formals... to nightclubs and summer flings in Miami. That was reality for me. I didn’t even hear about the "pills" until I was near the end of college. By then, I’d already lived through a dozen emotional arcs. Some good, some bad, some confusing, some transformative. But for many blackpill guys, those chapters never started. You had little or none of the experiences I just described. You feel left out, like no woman wants you, and life just isn’t fair. And truthfully, you’re not wrong. Is it fair that I had these experiences and you didn’t? That others seem to get what you want while you watch from the sidelines? Not particularly. But that’s how it played out. My goal now is to be more empathetic and to notice how my own upbringing shapes the way I see all of this. I don’t think the blackpill is crazy. It’s built on a set of experiences I didn’t live. But if I could offer you one thing, it wouldn’t be advice. It’d be a night out. A chance to see what’s possible. No guarantees. Just something to test the story you’ve been told.

@Leo Gura so sadghuru the solipsist and truth founder like you just in Hindu style? Or does he miss something? He also encountered alien energys and talks openly about it. So he is breaking out of Hindu culture and discovers new things.