Cammy

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  1. Hi all.

    I'm back with my worries again.

    I've been currently working in a niche field for 6 years where I am earning a pretty reasonable salary however future prospects will probably limit me soon and I wont earn much more than what I'm on. I'm pretty content with the job however it requires me working away from home often which I hate to do. The boss is quite relaxed and there's not massive pressure on me. It's working on site and I've grown a bit weary with the job and settled - I don't know if I want to do it forever, I'm 29, and feel like I'm boxing myself in. Comfortable!

    I've been offered a competitive trainee job in a completely new field where I'll get the opportunity to learn electrical engineering. It seems like a competitive maybe even stressful field where management could be quite bossy however it might be something that I take to really well, it's local, earning potential is higher and I feel like it can progress to good places over the next 10 years and it can push me to do new things and learn new things about myself.

     

    The question comes down to do I want to risk my comfortable life (pretty content) and potentially ruin it with a potentially stressful new job full of unknowns but could help me grow as a person?

     

     

     


  2. Hi all.

    I was looking to use shrooms for personal growth.

    I have used them in the past recreationally (in company) so know about their capabilities.

    Could anyone recommend if 1g is sufficient to really help me? 

    I want to start on the lower side due to anxiety.

     

    Thank you.


  3. On 9/8/2021 at 0:40 PM, tsuki said:

    Actually, his response was very good. If you want to take conscious ownership of the voice, you should learn to identify where it comes from (who is responsible for the beliefs its articulates).

    And yes, the most persistent parts of the voice actually come from your mother, since she was there with you when you were the youngest.

    Holy shit I guess he was being serious in the end! I take back what I said to mr Wind 


  4. I've been reading about the "I thought" in my book and want to believe it however I don't want to follow so easily and believe it like being victim of brain washing. 

    I'm looking about my room. I truly belive I am the physical body and my thoughts come from my brain. I live in the materialistic paradigm.

    I welcome you to argue that I'm not the physical body and help me break it down!!!


  5. So thoughts are created (I'll not get into that just now) and go ahead and start influencing the way you act/feel etc. These negatives thoughts arise day and day out and affect you but Who are they affecting? You could say the ego/the physical body. I am not a thought myself so to what does this thought Interact with? 

     

    Can someone point me in the right direction of the topic here?


  6. Im 24 years old.

    My sister is having a baby today.

    Nothing phasing me.

    Being totally honest with myself, I don't have an enthusiastic bone in my body.

    This extends to every single aspect of my life.

    Booking a fantastic holiday? Nope! I don't care or get excited.

    New job promotion? So what!

    Everthing I do? Still nothing.

    I feel like the only thing that feels half good is pure escapism. A great video game, movie or tv show.

    This kills my relationships too as I feel nothing but the same old nothingness.

    I remain productive but I feel my productivity could sky rocket if I could just feel something.

    Does anyone have any thoughts or theories or advice to give my life some shine to it?

    Could this stuff be simple biology with little neurotransmitters in my brain?

    Thank you.