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  1. wow! this is awesome... very inspiring x
  2. Yes this is true, and I also feel so tired and weak still as only just recovering from Covid pneumonia.
  3. We want to do this when we have the money... but atm, we just dont have any disposable income. Even 4 jobs between is a fraction of what we were making pre pandemic. I am also at uni. We plan to reopen and rebuild and when that is done and we are earning a salary that alllowd holidays again, we will be able to spend more time together. My parents will not look after her as they are always 'too busy'. It is very, very hard, and with a kid, she has to come first.
  4. I also forgot to mention I have recently been very poorly with Covid, it lead to pneomnia and I nearly died. On the recovery now but I think perhaps the weakness I feel is not helping in my resilience.
  5. Perhaps, but I dont think so. Yes, but atm it is just impossible as our daughter is always around and we are both working all the time etc. It is tough times as we lost our business due to Covid, so now working 4 jobs between us
  6. I really don't know.
  7. @Leo Gura It's a long term relationship, bascially a marriage. We have been together 9 years.
  8. This is bang on and great advice, but with parenting, working two jobs, uni and relationship. Where the fuck is the time?
  9. @mandyjw @Raze Amazing! I will look into the Reiki and thanks for the videos.
  10. I am a mother to a 7 year old girl, I am currently at uni, one of the best in the country studying Counselling and Pyschotherapy (my passion), I am in a commited relationship, which lacks sexual intimacy and far from perfect, but by far good enough and full of love and connection. I don't have tons of freinds, but a few very close ones that have stood the test of time. I really don't know why I feel like this. I could socialise more, but this tends to make it worse as I feel very alien and also quite bored around most people. (Not on the same wavelength) I either connect with people so well it is like we have known eachother many lifetimes and time ceases to exist. Or I just feel I am going through the motions of converstion to be socially acceptable and polite. But inside my head, I cant stand it and feel incredibly lonely and isolated. Hope this makes sense!
  11. I am so unbelievably lonely. I find it so hard to connect with people, although others report I am good socially and popular. I just feel so empty. It is hell. Any tips?
  12. Maybe she was just being 'polite' at the time, but wasnt actually feeling it. Sometimes when act sexual out of politeness...