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  1. Online dating is even harder than being a day trader. That shit is like a full time job. You will loose thousands of hours. Even if you are good looking and get lots of matches (in my case) thats just the beginning and its a pain in the ass. Forget about it for now if you respect yourself and love life. You might only find a high quality like minded person via instagram for long term and the chances are still 3-5% for all the variables in play. But, I believe we are still early in the online dating market. In the future, we will be able to literally find our perfect "Soulmate" to call it something and live happily in perfect union. Imagine if there is only one big major social media app, say "instagram" and everyone has a profile there, plus they develop a dating section aswell which also analyses your birthchart, personality type, preferences, ego fixations, genetics, karma, culture conditioning, etc and calculates it with the person you want to see probabilities. There might be hope to finding that best person for each. Cuz the thing is, such person is all around the globe. You think it has to be in your country, city. This is important because the Internet (knowledge) can transform completely a person from a place to the point ppl think he is a foreginer there (which happened to me). All of this not to mention metaverses and vr.
  2. @Khr I was delusional in the sense of being inside deeper mental dream states. Now im more real in an animalistic sense. My authenticity is raw animalistic. Im more grounded, direct, assertive, agressive, confrontational, savage and confident. See all those qualities have recontextualized my dating niche completely. I feel weird even trying to approach such girls. Nvm, dating is just too complex. Its not as easy as living in U.S or europe. Third World countries just suck for it. It has made my dating live a fckng maze. And not only mine, but almost every atttactive guy here has lots of problems too. Location and culture is crucial. Just add those two factors plus all the shit you got to learn to date properly. It makes dating extremely random. You might get results once a month, cuz the mass quantity is extremely low for something of good value. What is a 9 here is a 7 in U.S. Which makes good looking girls extremely high value. Thats why I cant depend my sex on pickup in here due to so many fckng factors. You need time to practice too, but i got shit to do. So is a fckng endless maze. So many distinctions to make, so much memorizing, so much updating your knowledge to the current market to where you are... So much stuff no wonder why so many guys suck at it. Its not just you and being confident,etc. Enligthenment is kid stuff compared to succesful consistent dating. For enligthenment you just need to want it and have some balls. You can isolate yourself or invest 90% of your time in it and in a week you will have some results in your meditation. And even better, you can just use psychedelics to get a 100% awakening. Why am I not after enligthenment right now? Well, theres 95% probability my future would go to the garbage can if I fck it or who knows what even after. Spiritual teachers are mostly positive scammers.
  3. How is that even if im good looking, extrovert with positive personality and confident, girls feel attratcted towards me but the moment they sense some negativity or lack focus from me they get repelled. Its like am positive and negative at the same time. For example, in the past I didnt care much about money so i never had a sense of lack in it but my finances sucked. Still, girls got much attratcted to me. Now, "to be realistic" I kinda had to focus on the lack of it to improve it. If not I would still not care and suck at it. Also, I discovered that the more real I am as I dropped many of my illusions my life has improved overall. Specially suffering to some extent. But i find that I had more success with women when I was more deluded. When I had more powerful dreams and delusions. They can smell that perfume of my delusions and get seduced by them. Now I find that only a few girls really get attratcted to me. The more real I have become, the harder this has become. Including expressing even my negativity. In the past I used to hide my negativity and almost always just show positivity. I could get laid easier but everything was built on a house of cards. Just want to know if anyone has gone through something like this. Dating is a fckng invisible maze to never end. The more I discover the more I discover I have lot to discover. So, is it that as I have changed to more realness, has also my niche changed in the sex market? When I try to attract the girls I used to in the past, the elite rich girls, they get attratcted but also intimidated or even hate me. Its like i carry too much realness for their delusions. Aside from this, I want to know how much does carrying negativity is responsible for success in dating. Im not a negative person, but am aware that am carrying some negative emotions and stress from not so long ago traumas.
  4. Im curious to know if the video is really that powerful to shake my head as Leo says in the intro. I was about to watch it, but took leo seriously since Im trying to improve my social life, money, physique and personality.
  5. @Nahm Thats what I thought. I dont remember exactly how Jed Mackenna said in one part, as after his enligthenment he was kinda upset. Like it was boring and it was not so different as he thought compared to his previous zombie mode life. Yes suffering was gone, but he kinda liked the zombie way too. He said it in a way kinda regretting permanent enligthenment. Which also makes me wonder why he went anonymus. Also, no enligthened being will ever sell enlightenment as something he regret, that would be dumb even if he did. Yet, I have caught several spiritual teachers trying to lie and manipulate to trick others. For example, Shunyamurti and Osho. Im not denying their love, light, truth, genius, etc. Actually, thats the part that compensates and hides any negative aspect from their followers. After all enligthenment is not for everybody. In the sense not that he cant achieve it. But, that it might bring even bigger problems that might backfire later on due to the world we live in right now. See, if you get enligthened in this time era, you are a pioneer of spirituality basically. You will have a harder time going on in the world and surviving. At least initially, which is the hardest part that sets up everything else. If 50% of the planet was awoken, getting enligthened would be alot easier and convenient to everyone despite their location and life situation. The later generations we have it easy as to not getting lost and alone in the world if they awaken. So yes, the collective plays a crucial role here.
  6. I've seen sadhguru ocassionally repeating the fact that he wished he had awoken alot earlier. So, do awoke people in this forum have any regrets? How does that work if possible?
  7. Working in vain because of enviorments influences I cant change by now.
  8. Yes and the site is laggy.
  9. I thought it was going to last at least for a week...
  10. This and the getting laid videos are going to be the most seen on actualized.org
  11. Man, online dating is even harder than going solo. Is just so random. You cant rely on it. You gotta treat it like an extra candy someone just gave you.
  12. @Leo Gura Even though thats true, you are getting to a point with your realizations that your advice wont work on ppl because only you will understand them. It will be you talking to you in youtube alone, as it always was. Back to the source. And then back to self development videos. Lmao.
  13. So that she could persuade them to do hard work for them I guess. There has to be a balance of energies like everything in nature. A man cant be passive and masculine at the same time, same for women. Its actually nice when you think about it. Its a team work. I work hard during the day, then I bring you the survival value, I get pussy (procreation value from you), we are both happy and keep going with our survival.
  14. @Leo Gura Makes sense. The thing most people dont realize is that they are taking spiritual actions unconsciously. They think they are being conscious when doing any type of work on consciousness. Because ppl are too identified with their bodies, they think that actions are only physical, but they dont realize they are doing mental and emotional actions driven by other emotions and thoughts. Its a tricky game that happens to all. I myself realized this. In the past I was doing impulsive inner actions to destroy myself. To this day, I dont do any type of change if its not coming from pure equanimous clarity. Thats how spirituality has do be done for better results. With a cold rational head. If not, spirituality coming from ego leads to results like this. See yourself as the stock market. Everytime you decide to do any fundamental change on yourself is like a stock investement. Are you clear enough on what you are investing or are you simply trying to get your own way lucky guessing, while confused or even mad that the market didn't respond well to your previous trades? Is the same thing with consciousness work. Spirituality/Deconstruction can be done like a chess game of precise matemathical moves. P.S: With so many negative cases on spiritual work, specially on psychedelics, I think it would be proper to make a video on how to do spirituality the right way and even mention some of your past mistake in the path. @EntheogenTruthSeeker I actually sense that this guy is not bipolar at all. He has just identified with such thing because of the ego backlashes and personality destructions. Aside from not being grounded in the mature sense, he needs a personality. Tell him to forget spirituality for at least 1-2 years, in order to stabilize in a sense of self to be decently functional again. He needs some social conditioning, cuz he is not ready to ascend in a proper way. The most that I would suggest him to do if he gets back into spirituality after a couple of years is to educate himself properly intellectually. He needs a proper vision of the field, not just experience alone. I can assure you he has not read LOTS of books and interacted with many spiritual teachers to figure the maze of his questions. Because if that were the case, is highly unlikely he would have ended in the psychward. After reading lots of books, taking courses and watching videos, I have matured alot through the intellect alone, coming to the conclusion that not investing in deconstructing my self and taking psychedelics is the best investement I can do right now. When the moment is right, such proper education and planning will pay the dividends .
  15. @Leo Gura @Roy What do you specifically mean when you say to be grounded in these matters on a practical sense?