Kalki Avatar

@Evelyna Yeah. Well, first of all I’m surrounded by negative people everywhere. Starting by my work and my family. I distant my self and cleanse once in a while to help but that’s not enough. My aura is very strong, shiny and sensitive. This can be good on a spiritual matter but in a human matter is too overwhelming. It’s the only thing that makes me wanna be alone most of the time. So yeah, I need someway of protecting my self against negativity, such energy is too heavy for me. Also, demons are intrigued by my light which I wish I could just smack them for being so annoying in my life. (Yeah I have experienced them, from touching my body, to touching me while sleeping, to knocking my door, etc).

It’s hard for me to believe how visualizing lights and circles around me are going to protect me from negative energies as much as I would like to. Does anyone know how does this works and if it really does?

@OBEler Exactly, it’s not like I want this course. I urgently need it.

Yes you can. You can perceive their witnessing and level wakefulness thorugh their eyes, aura, inner freedom (space) and behaviour. Not everyone you see like this will necessarily be into spirituality, some are just naturally born with a level of wakefulness that develops over time intuitively.

I have this same problem and have no idea how to fix it. I don’t even notice when I’m doing it and have very little control of it anyways because it’s just so automatic. It has gotten me into looots of trouble as well. I’m just as you.

@Leo Gura Will you include a section on how to reprogram the mind using psychedelics? (Think you mentioned this long time ago) also, in the fear section, please make sure to include on how to deal with fear of success and what will others say/think. This is my main obstacle, it’s like I don’t even have to be getting results, the moment other people feel and see am up to something, positive and motivated they immediately become my enemies by envy so it’s pretty difficult. Like they start chasing me and just being fckng annoying. Am talking as if anyone that’s close to me, family, friends, work, etc. You just can’t pretend and hide it because if you do it means you care and are giving them importance, so you get unfocused. But the moment you are really focus on yourself they notice it and become devils. Sometimes I just wanna smack people in the face when they do that.

It sucks. Only go there for vacations or if you are going to stay go to a place on the outskirts of the city. Either to some countryside near the mountains and full of nature or near the beaches on some town where you can meet other tourists and foreigners who live there which can be higher quality people to be around.

@puporing I literally identify with all of these. This have been my whole life. Coming from strangers, to coworkers, to friends and family all have attacked me. All fake ass crap ppl. (Including demons from the spiritual realm). Even my parents have physically attacked me. Am at the point, just like you of almost going insane and getting suicidal for so much darkness and loneliness of not having someone real for once. Sometimes it even feels the whole world is against you. Can’t trust no one for a sec, or they take advantage. This is the only reason I got stopped in the spiritual path. I just can’t take it anymore until I move alone which has taken me for about a year to find a new job and do that. Sometimes I just want to give it all up and end this incarnation. Can I ask if you have found any strategy to deal with this dilemma? Any way to shield yourself? The only thing coming to my mind at this point is learning magic, astral projection, energy manipulation and acquiring Sindhis like telepathy to deal with these Mtfs. Ah, and get a Glock ofcourse.

@Jowblob Psilocybe cubensis

Yesterday was practically the best day of my life. I went to the park with a girl am dating and we both did 2.5g mushroom while hiking around bushes. I literally felt connected to the whole earth and the elements. My love aura was so strong that animals were coming to us. I could communicate telepathically with reptilians and feel their energy under the ground. Big lizards and chamaleons went out their home to see what was going on and check me out, I just greet, they are very suspiscious beings tied to the material. I felt completely exotic. My girl and I felt like we lived 80 years in those 4 hours. We opened up completely and accepted each other with a deeper connection. After a while, then I figured out that if I closed my eyes I could see red fractals, and a machine elve being almost appeared to me but I had to get moving since it started raining. I could literally feel how I was raising the vibration with all the people around in the park by sending love. Some extremely low conscious people were triggered by my aura and almost wanted to start a fight out of no where but I managed to control their actions with my intentions through thought and good vibes. Then I went on Uber motor to my home and the whole ride felt like a matrix scene. Man, I know this was not a god insight trip but damn what fckng damn movie, best day of my life was yesterday, literally felt like avatar. Can’t even describe the whole thing well, since I already forgot many details. But fck I didn’t knew reality and life could be so cool. I’m def preferring mushrooms over lsd now.

Yes. Just don’t tell them the obvious in their face. It will save you time when dealing with people. The truth is in front of you.

@Someone here you mean love > lust Making love is superior to carnal sex

@Leo Gura Exactly. I don’t even remember with whom I lost my virginity lmao

@Leo Gura Please post each doc you look at on your blog. I have enjoyed the ones you have posted so far.

@NoSelfSelf No… i mean investing in so much thinking of woman. That alone, the thought of chasing so much puts her in a pedestal on your mind. Trying to impress others and girls, trying to be gamey. Trying to manipulate, trick. All that crap is thought that puts them on a pedestal. You unconsciously start to see them as trophies. When you hear all this puas… you are putting them on pedestal while they make money of you. You just need fckng balls, style and being yourself with confidence even if they call you crazy. Thats all you need. From having alot of interacting you start to understand them. The most important thing is just knowing how to open and be normal at least in the beginning. Not too unbalanced, be calibrated to the tone of the interaction. I dont even seduce girls. I just get them attracted while i build rapport and from the start you should know if she likes you and wants to fck you. But it will take some experience to really know if she is just wants to waste your time and play you or is interested in you and fckng you. Then you start to distinguish which are friend material, relationship material or just fcking material. Im at the point i want a more conservative romantic relationship. I have not fckd 100s girls to realize i dont want to just keep doing that. Its dumb and hollow. I can do it once in a while but im starting to prefer to fck my self than sacrifice my honor/dignity to get a pussy. Or i will just fck a hot prostitute after a long time if too horny. Feels better than doing a constant animalistic circus. Kinda gets me tired to repeat the same thing in a human interaction for an objective benefit. Unless she is real, loving, authentic and beautiful, then i could play the game once a while. If not, just for a pussy, trading my life… nah. It takes a while to get here. Before, i would do almost anything for an ass. What helped me the most was getting a good filter and learning how to discriminate/judge the woman perfectly.