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@Schizophonia No, didn’t you read what I just said. I was perceiving his negative dark energy. He deceives on purpose for gains and is allied with a negative spiritual gang. He is like a kid playing the “let’s see how much power I can get”.

@Schizophonia I do not resent him. He was one of my favourite spiritual teachers. What am telling you was a direct experience I had on LSD. A revelation that took me for surprise because he is actually evil but a great actor. I was not even thinking about him, I was just minding my own business in the love frequency, then the revelation started to appear. All the truth is now coming out. Take my words.

@OBEler Not this time. I said the entity kept pulling my shirt even after being awake. The first time these sort of things happened to me years ago, I was already awake in the morning and I started feeling a presence in my room. Then suddenly it started touching my stomach and I felt its hands which really freaked me out at first. I have had spirits come visit my room and knock my door at 12am. Also during the day which my dog used to chase around like crazy around the house until the entity left and my dog stood in the balcony looking as if something was leaving while barking at it. If it happens a third time during this short lapse of time I will know for sure what’s up.

@Javfly33 @Schizophonia Sadhguru is indeed corrupt. I made a whole post about this long time ago that got deleted when I was on LSD walking down the park and suddenly started to get downloads of how fake and dark he is. I couldn’t believe it at first but the universe was using me to warn others. He is a trickster that works with a negative spiritual gang from another plane for his own gains.

Depends how you lie. If someone of authority is asking you personal questions that are hard to avoid you might aswell lie by not sharing unnecessary information. You can simply distract them, there’s no harm to them and you just avoided getting into trouble. I had to learn this the hard way. I hate lying and am bad at it but there no choice. Look, power is an amoral thing. If you are high consciousness and have good/clean intentions at heart, in order for the good to be ultimately done, some apparent negative stuff will have to be done in the eyes of others or some relative moral context. It’s a twisted counterintuitive thing that takes time to grasp because of our limited ego mind and social conditioning since birth.

@jimwell Thanks. Definitely agree with many of those. I even got a Jesus pic on the wall which kept them away and now makes me think it may be some attack. But I also have a mirror next to my bed which made me question it. Anyways, I’m surrounded by enemies from my family (demonic mom), job, old friends (enemies/frenemies) etc. I will wait for a third strike to confirm it’s some form of attack. They are not doing much anyways if they think they are making me scared. They all fear the moment I fully wake up to my immense light which makes the underworld tremble. My life situation is difficult but nothing can stop it if I’m destined for it.

So last night some entity woke me up around 4am pulling my shirt while sleeping. And it was not one pull, it kept pulling my shirt even after waking me up, but im somewhat used to such experiences and just kinda ignored it and wanted it to leave me alone so I could sleep. It also happened something similar a month ago where another spirit woke me up by touching my body and I was just like leave me alone dude… while making a go a away movement with my hands. I’m curious if anyone has experienced something similar. I’m not sure if maybe it is a good entity that actually wants to tell me something, but I have no idea what to do.

Yup, I have been seeing a lot of people ascending to 5D in society. The split is as real as reality.

@SQAAD If nothing appears just go to the kiosk for at least one payment check and then quit. There you can see if it’s really that bad or if you can survive some more time. Of course you will have to buy yourself a suit like this. Maybe you will even need to work first to then buy it and keep surviving. You can balance your health by going to nature as much as possible during lunchtime and after work. Thats what I do, my office is very toxic and full of dust. I got 6 skin allergied created by the dust in my job. But I balance it going to a big park near, walking barefoot and going to the beach during the weekends to balance the elements of the body as much as possible. Aside from that I would suggest to work in some spa. There are many informal spas. Even apply to gay spa and just don’t relate sexually if possible. And offer massages going to people’s homes. If you are tired and want to rest in the street make sure to ask for money with some cardboard on a good area. People can help you. What about being a babysitter or cleaning ppls houses? Do you speak any other language? If yes, look for call centers in your area. You can even get a work from home position. Use LinkedIn if you have not. If you are into teaching meditation or yoga, you can be an instructor in some gym or center. Or even just work as a cashier in a gym doing whatever. Sry to hear about getting kicked by your family. I’m almost in the same situation and it mostly has to do with the 3D vs 5D split. Your family probably can’t stand your vibration any longer. In my case mine just becomes super aggressive and unsafe enemy demons. See if there’s a way you can get them to at least help you eat or get some money. If they kicked you like that, see what you could use against them for your benefit since things already ended up that way.

@Actualising Very good question. I owe my spiritual success to osho above all spiritual material I have come to. Osho initiated me into the Truth and guided me towards enlightenment experiences. If you want to be like osho, start by doing less. He lived a passive aggressive meditative lifestyle. Start to have less and less to and give more time to your well being, rest/good sleep, enjoyment, meditation and reading. Then also stop socializing so much, coming to forums, using social media and exit the matrix mind as much as possible. Just try to stay a whole day without doing nothing literally. From nothing to meditating as much as you can. Slowly get used to this lifestyle until it becomes your new reality. I’m supposing if you will be doing this, you are aiming towards enlightenment. I copied his lifestyle when I got started into spirituality at 18 and had much success in tasting the truth. I couldn’t done otherwise, since it’s like the easiest and surest way aside from using psychedelics. All other methods require more skill, knowledge and balance. With osho style you can just go your lazy way towards enlightenment, resting on bed meditating 24/7. It feels like a resort. I miss those days intoxicated with bliss. Also, read his books, his articles on his website and watch his videos from time to time to feel his silence.

I regret getting laid with more than 5 woman…

Just make sure that if you ever get into pick up is for striving for another or better relationship. Ditching your current relationship for something as immature as doing pickup for the adrenaline it gives is not worth it even thou it seems like it. I tell you by experience, pickup is something you should do for a while to get some sexual experience and then move on. As beautiful as those women are it will never compare to being in a good relationship. I have banged 8s, 9s and 10s and I just can’t even bother to game a women even if she is interested if I see it’s just for fun and games. Literally i was texting a 10 in bumble the other day and just couldn’t keep up even as being one of the hottest woman I have matched with. If I see no potential for something deep, amorous, healthy, stable, good and real is just golden trash.

I would say not to mind much what you think you are seeing. Most of it is just screen. You don’t know the problems of others and what they are really into. I my self have learned this along the way by seeing its reality. To have those lifestyles you see as happy and successful (a big part of it) is just fake under high pressure, problems, debts and even bad karma. On the other hand, i get that having some low wage jobs can make you feel like that, but it’s more on the mindset and having your possibilities open. Like, do you already know yourself enough as to what you really want, what are your core talents, what career suits you most, what’s your life purpose and last but not least, are you investing? It doesn’t matter what job you do as long as you have your financial education going on, are saving and invest in financial markets aswell as other places. When you have all these possibilities active, your mind open and specially the investing and money knowledge active, the back of your mind will know your possibilities to a good life and whatever you want is on its way. This is me, I have gone through and still am somewhat in a literal hell, yet I still manage to stay strong and positive somehow. Just keep going and shift your focus.

@Lyubov Now I know why enlightened people shut their mouths.