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  1. @Infinite Tsukuyomi People are the biggest trap. I would never have got into weed if my best ex-friend who was literally an undercover enemy had passed me that blunt innocently. How naive I was to trust people. The guy literally tried to destroy my life and reputation with his psychic abilities, long story… If I were you I will test your brother “in law” to see what are his real intentions. You can get a lot of information about who he truly is by his behaviour. Pretend you want and pullback but never accept it even if he forces. See how far he will push it. All the people in a weed vicious cycle will try to drag you in. Even family members did to me. It was the hardest part of getting out. If you ever do it, do it alone and far away. No one should even suspect you did it by the smell or they will snitch on you and ruin you. Happened to me thanks to that friend who I almost wanted to kill with my own hands. No one can be trusted these days. I have learned the hard way to not even trust my parents.
  2. @paradiseengineering Thats what happened to me. Remember the mind doesn’t register the word “no” or any negation. When you try to stop thinking on weed or to stop using it or you try to think on forgetting weed, you are still thinking on weed in a negative way. So weed stays in your mind. Then you fight yourself and bla bla… weed is still in your mind. All you have to do is not buy more weed. And slowly you will forget about it but not buy trying to stop it or not to think on it, but because the karma will wear off by itself by not giving thought to it. Right now you think is hard because you recently did it or have not been able to quit and you are like omg I’m addicted, no. You are spinning in a loop you have not gone out because your anxiety of fighting it still gives life to it so it seems like it will not stop. It’s an illusion that only goes away by not giving any type of energy to it, neither positive or negative. And as I said. Get busy by the moment. If you don’t have a vision or mission right now, entertain yourself with many other things. That will replace the old weed thought pattern. And after some time you will be like hell, what was the relevance of that weed anyways… control and self belief will be back. After a month you will see how good sobriety feels again, there you will have choice to think clearly and see things correctly to choose weed consciously or not. And another important thing I almost forgot. Are you smoking with friends? This is the biggest trap that will keep you in the vicious cycle. You have to cut them all or tell them you don’t smoke anymore and never do it with them again. No one should know you smoke if you want to have full control. Smoking with friends just brings problems and ruins the spiritual highs and insights that cannabis can offer.
  3. @paradiseengineering Here. Been on and off for 4 years. Just get busy and have a vision/mission. Don’t buy weed and get busy. The trick is to control your mind. Develop willpower and if if you are busy and don’t have weed don’t think of needing to quit just forget weed all together and the thinking habit will wear off. It’s your mind playing games on you. Win against your mind. Observe it and outsmart it. If you sleep on it will come back to trick you with past karma. And don’t feel bad if you fall again. Keep trying again and again until you dominate your mind and self belief/control increase and start winning on that habit.
  4. @Terell Kirby But even if there’s deep spiritual and emotional intimacy which is crucial, the sex can go wrong. If there is no energetical compatibility, chemistry and actually a desire of devotion of the partner to SATISFY the other, you will always end frustrated. I have experienced spiritual relationships that left me sexually unsatisfied. Even if there was some chemistry and attraction. The problem lies in the partner not being OPEN, WILLING and fully DEVOTED. Thats the only queen that will satisfy you. Even if she is intimate, emotional she can still half ass the sex, suck at it or just not need it much and don’t care. Or worse, selfish to care only about her needs. There has to be a desire of improvement from her and devotion. Plus being sexually confident enough to not feel bad from enjoying a lot of good sex with you. It’s complex.
  5. @Schahin There are many good ones, but I will share the strongest I have tried. These first two are responsible for giving me ego death: 1. GMO: craziest shit I’ve experienced in my life. It makes you relaxed/sleepy yet euphoric at the same time. That shit took me to alien space and was so strong I had to go to sleep to calm down. If you listen to techno while on this, good luck / sayonara. 2. Jokerz: Another ego death encounter with the absolute nothingness. Heard GOD laughing in this trip literally. 3. Girl Scout: Get ready for an epic adventure. 4. Blue Hawaii: Get ready to an exotic travel.
  6. @enzyme that’s the thing, you got to study the channels and get mentors. That’s where the training and consumption of time goes depending the game. I was going to play csgo and lol but fck that, lol. There is too much work to do. I rather play assassin creed, god of war, Mario, Zelda, etc. Ofc you can have fun, but after a while you will want to level up. That’s the hook that came when I was in csgo. There’s no point just playing for fun and being trash. It will start to crash your ego and self belief at some point. The only games worthy for me are sims because you can transfer that skill into real life like racing simulators. I’ve friends that learned to do burnouts in traffic lights by practicing on sims.
  7. Leo, so regarding your blog post on how women will never sexually satisfy you, did you actually simply meant that the best source is masturbation, self pleasure in all its form (self body massages, toys, porn, etc)? In my case I got to a similar conclusion. After having a bunch of sex and adventures to burn the karma, am sick of it. Even though it would still be nice to have a good sexual wife who’s loving and intimate am at the point that I don’t care if I get it or not. I got to the point that instead of doing pickup or going to a sexy massage spa, I just prefer to masturbate. I just saved my self from all the hoops, money, time, energy and karma by handling it myself. Even if the girl wants money she will only satisfy you because of the money not because of your needs. Still, I think the sin comes from abusing masturbation/porn. But, what are your thoughts on sexual transmutation? Why not do that fully? Do you think you can make a future video on this? This is actually pretty important because such unconscious sexual needs are the main drivers and problems of people’s lives.
  8. @enzyme The thing is that to get really good and if you play strategy games you actually want to be good or there’s no sauce, it requires a lot of time and tradeoff so it does becomes a distraction unless you are streaming or competing to actually gain something out of it in this case money. You can play it casually but the problem comes when the ego wants to improve and wants more which is the hook of strategy games. I was actually about to start playing some strategy games but decided not to. There’s no point. Better to play adventure games. The only competitive game I play at this point is brawl stars on my phone because it’s quick and casual. I’m not expecting anything out of it other than tranining my mind to act fast.
  9. Regret not focusing massively on money, business and investments. Forget life purpose, you can have both later. And regret wasting my time in pickup, superficial relationships and hookups. Give me my years back.
  10. It sounds cute but it’s not safe. Also, it is anti natural, non-organic to merge with stuff. I’m not saying it wouldn’t have possible positive side effects if you were looking for some specific result, but it’s unnecessary. Remember what happened when man reached its weapons full potential? World wars and violence increased. Having a gun is amazing in one sense yet it sucks on the other. I actually like the neuralink idea because it does the function I have been looking to max my memory matrix game correctly but it’s too risky. You simply have no idea who is behind you and your memories. Maybe if it were your own chip, but again it’s inorganic and unnecessary. I believe there has to be another way to do this with some external virtual headset. Still, this doesn’t mean that it won’t happen. There will be a lot of competitive, ambitious and greedy people, specially npcs going for this. What will be good is all the robotic and AI. Or getting inside robots to fight, fly, swim. But merging with stuff, meh. Like if you lost an arm or leg, then whatever.
  11. @CARDOZZO No no. Don’t compare into lack. Compare and compete from a GOD point of view. GOD competing against his other versions. Seeing how to improve its potential everytime infinitely. Is there any better competition than two GODS?
  12. Yup. I have experienced the astral body while being awake randomly, the soul, spirit and bliss body (anandamaya kosha). Don’t follow everything Leo tells you as to only focus on what he thinks is important. If you are into spirituality I would highly recommend you to study spiritual/energy anatomy, chakras, kundalini, third eye and get a mentor/guru. And also to reduce the use of psychedelics to almost 1% once in blue moon. Or else you will get stuck, burnt, fanatical, possessed. I have been influenced by dark entities as I didn’t knew in the past that even though psychedelics open your energy blockages they can break the filters of your chakras, thus making entities from the inner world influence/attach or at worst even posses you. Some damages on the chakras and energy structure by psychedelics can also be irreparable since the movement is explosive, random and uncontrollable. Such damages may later manifest as a physical and mental disease you got no idea where it came from. The thing is that the human body is not wired to embody such forced infinite-infinite alien truths. Specially not someone prepared. And there is a thin line between seeing such truths and hallucinating depending how your body soul mind system process it at that time. You also can end in unwanted dimensions that are not the most preferred by you given the chance to choose another one. You could see but to live in such reality or even keep pushing is just damaging to the system. Use them after you are highly developed when sober not otherwise. It will just bring problems like negative solipsism and interventions from entities you won’t know how to deal with. And automatically trigger a dimension from the dark night of the soul you got no idea how to deal with too. Or even permanent. Happened to some friends of mine who are lost in a dark realm with entities. Even before tripping you should seek spiritual protection as you are opening and bridging worlds. Weed is no exception. I personally experienced entities and bridging of worlds. Would highly suggest everyone here to cleanse themselves with a remedy bath from astral parasites. Crucial also from sexual past karma. Leo is highly awakened in one sense alone. There’s a lot that he has not tapped into yet. And I believe he is under high influence of entities that can deceive his mind. Has happened to me too. Spirituality ain’t no game. To enlighten the physical body is only the first step. All of those other bodies have to be enlightened as well and that occurs only through divine sexual alchemy by imploding/transmuting the kundalini to them without spilling your semen. This is specially done with a spouse who does the same as 2 kundalinis working together is a lot more powerful than one. Alone you can only go so far. Thats why each special avatar was always married. Krishna, shiva, Buddha, etc. Having all those bodies enlightened brings higher health and power. Physical enlightenment vs all the bodies Is like comparing a v12 car vs a Spaceship.
  13. @Leo Gura Very well. I just noticed they have limited languages so i googled for another alternative. Checkout this website. They provide dubbing in all languages with your exact voice https://www.vmeg.ai/ Ofc you have to pay a minimum for the sub but it’s totally worth it. You can try the free 1min trial to test it. I just placed a clip from your other channel in Chinese and it’s simply hilarious. With that option I think you could create multiple actualized.org channels in those full languages plus adding the new YouTube feature. And from there on clips on multiple languages can be spread virally on TikTok. You could get famous in china/japan. New gens there are comfy nerds genius that can be easily reached. Dubbed reels on instagram too. And on Facebook for older people. I noticed older people don’t use YouTube much. They are mostly on Facebook or just doomscrolling reels on instagram. From this just occasionally pay the marketing on those medias which is low cost starting from $20 but it’s totally worth it. You will appear on everyone’s phone out of nowhere. AI agents and other tools will make your marketing automatic and exponential. With this massive improvement, people from other languages might wanna visit the forum but not be English speakers by which the forum might need AI automatic translation mode to their language.