nightrider1435

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    @Max_V Unfortunately you’re just going to have to ride this out. These realizations can really shake you to your core.

    8 hours ago, Max_V said:

    Right now, like I said, I’m back to base. I want this process to go more smoothly and lovingly. How do I do that

    It just can’t always be like that. You can’t plan for theses things to go smoothly like the mind would prefer.

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    59 minutes ago, Wisebaxter said:

    It doesn't work with the actual cravings or quitting directly but it helps you make peace with it as you're in such a good, positive state and therefore I've been enjoying smoking weed more :) thanks mushrooms.

    This could be your ego mind lying to you, it wants to justify why it should keep being allowed to smoke weed so watch out for that. If you really want to quit then just do it and deal with the cravings, there's no other way. But I do agree that if its not impacting your life negatively then what's the problem? Contemplate why you want to quit. Whats the real fundamental reason you want to quit? You have to be able to answer that to yourself. 

     

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    45 minutes ago, Pouya said:

    @nightrider1435 I feel like that too. Can't really bullshit myself forever after this.

    The ego will pull all sorts of tricks in an attempt to delude you back into illusion. You saw god, you are god, it's a matter now on how deep you want to take it. The one who says this is to much and I can't live with this is not even real!! Lol 

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    Eat heavy foods, go out in nature, take a break from any spiritual practice that you might be doing.

    11 hours ago, bobbyward said:

    anybody have any experience with this or know how to calm the energy down?

    You need to direct the energy somewhere it can be used. It's a life force energy, it wants to experience itself through you. Go hit the gym and break a sweat, physical exercise can be the best for calming this energy down. It might feel overwhelming because you're not doing anything with it other than letting it sit there.

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    11 minutes ago, Chi_ said:

    I once blazed one on the come down of an intense LSD trip as well. It was a really unpleasant experience and quite similar to what you described here.

    My take on it is that, for me weed usually puts my mind on lose and I kind of start to unconsciously think of stuff. So I can see how this could intensify and be perceived as a "bad" experience when combined with a psychedelic. It honestly depends on your normal state of mind I think. 

    @Chi_ Before I smoked it felt like I still had control of the trip and I could steer it where I wanted to, but after smoking it was like the steering wheel gets ripped away, and my mind completely lost it. But you are right, I wasnt in the best state of mind before starting this trip.

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    2 hours ago, Nahm said:

    @nightrider1435 Thanks for the share. Sounds like maybe it actually helped though...? That resistor has to surrender...’ego death’. Maybe too much too soon.

    @Nahm It most certainly did help. I think I've been tripping to much lately, I was getting cocky so the shrooms had to teach me a lesson.  My intuition was hinting to not trip but I did it anyways.

    I'm still feeling a bit uneasy but I know I'll recover more from this as time goes on. I'm just feeling more detached from my reality more than I would like. Even right now as I type this my mind knows it isn't real, and it doesn't like that.

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    2 hours ago, SoonHei said:

    @nightrider1435 the same YOU which is watching nightrider1435 report on the trip was watching nightrider1435 freak out and face fear

    YOU were/are just watching.

    like a horror movie. you get afraid when you're totally engrossed in it. then you can also back out instantly - knowing you're always free from it.

     

    You would have seen that the one who is freaking out and is facing the fear is nightrider1435 and not YOU. for you're sitting in the couch watching nightrider1435's movie :) 

    @SoonHei The thing that was making me the most uneasy was the inner voice, it was going absolutely nuts. Everything went from blissful to wow, my mind is starting to freak me out, I just want this to end. It truly is challenging to remind yourself that you took a drug and that this experience will end when your caught up in it. When your in that state time isn't linear anymore. I was just repeating to myself that everything was ok and that I am safe.

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    12 minutes ago, Consilience said:

    Ive had nothing but positive experiences mixing weed with mushrooms but... Ive only taken 1 hit any time I mix them. I would say they can be mixed safely if the shroom dose is small enough and if the weed is a small dose as well. You gotta be careful.

    In terms of a dark entity taking over, Ive heard reports from a youtube channel called 343 that mushrooms make you susceptible for certain entities taking control. However it’s important to remember that any “entities” are existentially you, as the ultimate self. Even though they may appear as separate, they are not. 

    I would say the best approach next time is to just surrender fully. You can always take solace in the fact that the psychedelic experience will eventually fade.

    @Consilience I defiantly smoked more than I should. It just completely blindsided me, all that bliss came crashing down and all of sudden I was having this dark experience.