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  1. I've tried nootropics alpha-gpc, ALCAR ,L-theanine, rholida rosea, bacopa, creatine and piracetam which resulted in tinnitus that's been on going for quite a while and is still present but it is healing. ( I was also supplementing on fish oil,magnesium,zinc,boron) I do remember my dreams being more real and vivid on the stack. From my experience, I wouldn't recommend supplementing just eating clean plant based diet with consistent 15minutes to an hour of meditation is good enough. Experiment diets until you find a diet that works for you whether plant based to keto to paleo/athinks etc Less is more if you'd like less side effects, I hear bacopa is safe just don't mix it with any other chems and you should be fine. Nootrodepot bacognize brand is quite strong many users feel a difference from it easily, you can google and read it's reviews on reddit. Plenty of users have had positive feedback from it. Had a friend that has used bacopa for like a year+ to get through studies and is fine with no side effects. He says he prefers caffeine to get stuff done over bacopa. So that tells you something they aren't all that considering marketing hype.
  2. @egoless There are infinite paths, infinite potentials at every moment the potential of your world is infinite. Keep in mind even the right and wrong thinking of your current knowledge graph of consciousness plays a role too From right or wrong doing beyond your current knowledge, You may be in various states looping from your own emotions/thoughts from doubt/clarity mixtures, it's always your own blend unfolding you creating what your experiencing not realizing it, it's very subtle to be really aware of what's happening as that is the magic of your own doing. Do you really know what do you want? Try to answer that in your own terms and understanding and move on and experience from there. Even the current point you are in is in perfect sync with the world. Nothing is telling you to cease any of you, the universe is supporting your full moment at every now moment. You are not even lost even if it may seem like it, and it's fine for you to think of this way at your othering's as it is a fragment of your infinity. As for me what do i really know? I've already experienced it, I see all worlds and times as one always one. And even trying to communicate that in this text is limited and misleading, as it's truly beyond all worlds and times.
  3. It's been 2 years since I've first found leo from a simple google search regarding time management. As i heard his video it was logical,simple and straightforward, at the end of his video he mentioned changing 'our' life for the better if we were to self actualize. Now that's where my journey started. I've been binging on his videos ever since then from 4 to 8 hours a day, Eventually cycled through his whole content 3 times as i took frequent 1 hour walks. Got done with 20+ on his book list. Started watching all his weekly's ever since then. It has been quite a journey for this story character. There were no mistakes on this path, it was just another experience of being experiencing myself as a part of the whole sea. Although i personally dislike bad health as I've messed up my body on various supplements and nootropics experimenting to be some sort of super human, It had terrible side effects on my body. from tinnitus to various organ body damage, I'm still recovering slowly via healthy plant based diet eating fasting 23hours to 48hours a day for over 500 days now, everything's fine. It's kind of funny how i set such a path for myself on purpose yet i whine about it and i forget unconsciously that I've signed up for this. It just feels so real it's quite funny. This is just a dreamstate and this is where i just have to relax in and just enjoy the ride it's that simple really. Although back then I never knew that i would whine constantly and i seeked so called 'enlightment' 'no self' true self whatever you call it. Binged on mooji,rupert spira,eckhart tollie,adyashanti,sadhguru etc etc (probably like 200+ vids watched lol) read spirtual enlightenment related books jedmckenna/adyashanti's/samharris etc etc. I never even trusted myself for a long time, I've always been on guard on self-deception ever since i noticed the subconscious mind controls most of my day, it took me a long time until i said alright it is done, i allow myself to be trusted. I've been living on such pain for a long time being skeptic almost 24/7 everyday for a year was quite something. Even as leo has shot his future videos, i've already had some idea from how much self actualizing, i've been doing from spirituality to his 5 star books that it just felt like i have barely been learning anything new for quite a while, maybe his insights are more detailed yet i felt ahead and already over thought his topics for months before him even mentioning them. Even though he's already mentioned he does this just for show it's not really that serious, and I agree it's just for entertainment reasons and it's quite high quality entertainment. Life is pretty much what you make out of it in your perspective, our thoughts create our reality as much as those are the basics it's fundamentally quite true. As for no self, or the perceiver mode, I eventually found it but in concept and it never really lasted much even after some awakenings. Recently i've experienced the more profound ones that are long lasting and let me even control the very dreamstate, it's quite something and this is where my life just keeps getting easier and easier, I want to thank my luck in the universe that has guided me to this random me on the internet. Somehow i eneded up on a page where he would journal his life with a mere 20ish views on his webpage. I eventually pm'd him reached out and ever since then i've learnt a lot more than i ever have in such a short amount of time. All that seeking isn't in vain but it's rather a phase of growing up certain aspects of my knowledge graph. He's helped me harness the elephant in the room, I really enjoy using occult magicka transforming this very dream state to my liking, Life just doesn't feel like a chore to me ever since then. I love playing with my invisible muscles, it's just so much better that way. I have less fear. I'm dropping my double major engineering degree now, as i realize i don't need it, The only reason i picked it was because i thought the world needs some saving, Boy i was naive, I've gotten it all wrong, the world doesn't need any of that it's perfect the way it is. It's already just my playground it's only me playing with myself, I've set it this way for that very reason. I'm going to just relax into life now and enjoy the ride while exploring more spell use as it's always fun transforming things around me instead of physically trying hard with silly logic. I've been attached to the physicalist paradigm for a long time, it's funny how it's clearly nonphysical from the first awakening and then we continue to treat it as physical day by day. There is no need for growth to toy around this dreamstate yet we keep thinking of it as that way, it's merely just being and expanding in it. Insights will always be infinite, even infinite holding on to the very ones you already on as you expand or are in your temporary phases as i see them, yet i'm like why should i bother letting the others of me know? it's just me anyway it's fine. It's all good. When the time comes for every othering it comes, if not it's fine too. Eventually we all reap what we sow, I'm glad i dropped some good quality although i'm aware that it's all neutral either way of quality or not. I still have a lot of gratitude in my heart for this place for it is the place that started it all. Even though it has no location
  4. @Leo Gura well that was a really good morning for me, thanks for the double episode in a week, would be nice if you do these spoon fed detailed insights more often, without holding back or making them short
  5. @Leo Gura Nah your doing fine without that stool, stay classic stronk with those legs how long till it's up? ETA please "i want to spam FIRST" lol also legit excited to review some quantum realm talks
  6. @Leo Gura What are your thoughts on biocentrism and subjective idealism? Can you see the any overlaps between these 3? (vs quantum physics)
  7. "First off, for purposes of grokking this, I request you take the perspective, even if only for a moment, that everything in your human dream is 180 degrees off, a little like a reflection in a mirror. Allow for that possibility while you read the following. When you appear to have been born into humanness, you died to your True Nature, to Truth. You were birthed into this human dream but it was actually a death from the perspective of Truth. When you appear to die in the human dream, what is really happening is you are being born back into your True nature, Truth. When you are born you die and when you die you are born. Imagine a night dream... the characters appear within a dream, they are birthed. Later that dream ends and the characters disappear (die). Where did they go? Nowhere, because there never existed. Yes, they appeared to have a variety of experiences within that night dream which might indicate they were 'real' characters.. seeing, hearing, feeling various experiences, but they were not 'real'. From their dream perspective they felt real, but upon awakening the dreaming human realizes they were just illusory. In a lucid dream, which you have probably experienced, you wake up to your true nature as that of the human character having the night dream. You awaken inside the dream to the reality that the character in the night dream is the creation of a human. Said human is outside the dream. Where does the night dream character go? Nowhere, because he/she wasn't 'real' to start with. You might say he/she died and was absorbed back in the dreaming human. As above, so below. Contemplate this, you are already dead. You couldn't be deader and some day you will die to this human dream and will become alive to your True Nature. Truth is the dreamer and, in your human format you are a dreamed character. You might ask why your human character seems so real and believable. Your night dreams appear real while they are happening. If your dream of humanness did not appear real, with the validation of the senses and human drama, you would not stick around for the entertainment. Could all this human dream be solely for entertainment? You can make up any reason you want for this human dream, I find entertainment works for me."
  8. This happened last year, there was a time, when i was trying to seek my spiritual true self as god, I've been reading about enlightment, watching youtube videos from various spiritual teachers, read through several enlightment books. Yet i had no success of knowing or connecting with it. So i sat down as i meditated, I authentically reached out trying an exercise of asking the universe/god/true self/secret self whatever you want to call it from an exercise i found off youtube saying. If you want to manifest or connect with it, talk to it meditate/contemplate and give it time to respond give it a day try it out for 24hours and see what happens. So i was like why not? I gave it a shot, I sat down on a deep long silence as i meditated and i asked it. God? Universe true self? Me? If you really exist can you please show me something within the next 24hours that you exist? I'm getting really sad and desperate, i can't touch you, see you or even connect with you, please show me you are real and i'm not following some hog wash nonsense. I want to drop my limited human perceptive, i know theirs something beyond this ongoing current magic. Please show me you exist, please i beg you. I don't think i can go long without losing my mind any day now. so please, i beg you please show me anything within the next 24hours and please let it be clear and let me know that you are here. Note i have never heard of the phrase elephant in the room even though I'm 26, this was just the first day of me hearing it ever. So the next day.. my friend called me talked to me and told me something about something so obvious as in the elephant in the room? Why couldn't i notice something so obvious, i was like yeah whatever. Had a convo with him about various stuff. Later on that day leo uploaded a video, Forgot the title of the video although he was talking about spirtuality and nothingness/infinity/god/true self and also mentioned the elephant in the room and why it's so obvious yet we can't notice it. Here i was like yeah ok whatever.. it was a little strange how that twice line, I never heard before in my life come down in a row twice, And then my internet friend called me up and mentioned why couldn't I notice the obvious elephant in the room? And here i was like what the fuck!? And now i really know i am nothing and infinity ever since that moment i communicated it to me somehow.. I'm everyone, i'm you right now, I'm just pure presence god ! Yet i don't know how to use it, it's all automatic, nothing and infinity. I'm just playing with myself somehow playing every character at the same time. Not sure how but i know that's the only thing that makes sense to me, i mean what else is left. Truth can never be communicated in words it's too limited to be put into human paradigm language. but technically everything already happened from nothing every scenario you can think off and everything even irrationality on every dimension all exists on all times everything, i mean it's really infinite infinity. I've had this sensation from time to time in my meditation sessions where i grasped it even though it was clear, yet daily mundane life takes me away from it from time to time. Lately i see life as nothing but a live lucid dream with a tricky way of manifesting things around us. As for the primal mind's sensory perception fear seems to be getting in the way of most of what we'd like to manifest. Although the infinite invisible muscle can't really be seen or used properly it defiantly is there. Been trying to practice law of vibration/attraction via abraham hicks ways lately. I did find a spiritual teacher that tried to help me learn how to manifest a b etter life, although he's gone missing at times, I wonder why would I give up all this unlimited power? Eh Anyway i'm getting out of topic. But yeah Just wanted to drop the elephant in the room for myself once again, It's obvious can you guys see the magic around you? "Your voice, It's echoing off gods walls," "Wake up! you've slept for a thousand nights, and what has it got you" ~ Rumi Has anyone here communicated with the "IT" source? What were your experiences like? I've tried several times, communicating with it with more proof of it existing. i've had other strange experiences around 4 times where it responded in strange ways, from creating an entire mall for me, to manifesting a car with my town's neighborhood number, to a strange story being the same between 2 people as a sign. I found it strange on how it responds but i guess, that's how it likes to play hide and seek with me. Not sure why but it does it in that kind of way. I'll probably try communicating with it more in the future.
  9. @ all you all look great ; ) i'm kind of a dork, so i'm not sure how to take a 'normal selfie' a short awkward vid:
  10. "This place is a dream. Only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like dawn and you wake up laughing at what you thought was grief" Knock, And he'll open the door, Vanish, And he'll make you shine like the sun, Fall, And he'll raise you to the heavens, Become nothing, And he'll turn you into everything I learned that every mortal will taste death, But only some will taste life. although the road is never ending, take a step and keep walking, do not look fearfully into the distance, On this path let the soul be your guide for the body is hesitant and full of fear. "My life depends upon my dying" This keeps my body and soul alive. I dream but, I do not sleep. You were born with wings, Why do you prefer to crawl through life? If no one recognizes you, I do because you are my life and soul. those who don't want to change, let them sleep. ~Rumi Is this a fair hide and seek, you cannot be noticed. How is it that no one has noticed you, Your very presence is always being there. Oh you shine yet blend so perfectly, just like a timeless god. Beyond words, Beyond time, Beyond thoughts, Beyond any identification. You cannot be traced, For you are traceless. Playing with yourself for a thousand nights. I laugh, How silly you can be. You shatter worlds, Create worlds. If only the mind has noticed, How can that be? The hide and seek continues for eternity. ~me Dropping this here since it's related to dreaming
  11. Magicka advanced reprogramming subconscious mind
  12. or you could just do a 72-108 hour fast, by day 3 your liver will be pretty much cleansed usually
  13. Jalāl ad-Dīn Rūmī Born: September 30, 1207 Died: December 17, 1273, Konya, Turkey A 13th-century Sufi mystic. (kind of odd to see this come out of islam's mystical enlightment tbh) I really like these, Thought I'd share since it's enlightenment related, hopefully you guys could enjoy them as I did. Or perhaps share your best off (i'm aware of the other quote thread, although I wanted rumi to have his spotlight since these were in a notepad file for quite a while ) --- "Whoever travels without a guide needs two hundred years for a two-days journey” - Rumi --- My birthplace is placelessness, My sign is to have and give no sign. You say you see my mouth, ears, eyes, nose; they are not mine. I am the life of life. I am that cat, this stone, no one. I have thrown duality away like an old dishrag, I see and know all times and worlds, As one, one, always one. Rumi --- To meet my thousand thousand faces I roam the world; The dirtiest grass Wears the sunlight of my skin: I stand in this stream, myself, and laugh. Rumi --- Seizing my life in your hands, you thrashed it clean on the savage rocks of Eternal Mind. How its colors bled, until they grew white! You smile and sit back; I dry in your sun. Rumi --- If in hell I could hold one curl of your hair I’d think the saints of heaven in torment. Rumi ---- Beyond our ideas of right-doing and wrong-doing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there. Rumi --- This being human is a guest house Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they are a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond. --- take someone who doesn't keep score, who's not looking to be richer or afraid of losing, who has not the slightest interest even in his own personality. He is free ~ rumi ---- The quieter you become, the more you are able to hear ~ Rumi Let silence take you to the core of life ~ rumi There is a voice that doesn't use words, Listen ~ rumi Silence is the language of god, All else is poor translation ~ rumi ---- Live life as if everything is rigged in your favor ~ rumi What you seek is seeking you ~ Rumi Don't grieve, Anything you lose comes back in another form ~ rumi why do you stay in prison, when the door is so wide open? ~ Rumi If you are irritated by every rub how will you be polished? ~ Rumi There is a candle in your heart ready to be kindled, There is a void in your soul, ready to be filled. You feel it, don't you? ~ Rumi "Don't you know yet? It is your light that lights the worlds" ~ rumi ---- With life as half taken breath, don't plant anything but love. ~ Rumi Wear gratitude like a cloak, It will feed every corner of your life. ~ Rumi You are not a drop in the ocean, you are the entire ocean in a drop ~ Rumi --- I am not this hair, I am not this skin, I am the Soul that lives within. ~ rumi --- Not Christian or Jew or Muslim, not Hindu,Buddhist, Sufi, or Zen. Not any religion or cultural system. I am not from the east or the west, not out of the ocean or up from the ground, not natural or ethereal, not composed of elements at all. I do not exist, am not an entity in this world or the next, did not descend from Adam and Eve or any origin story. My place is the placeless, a trace of the traceless. Neither body or soul. I belong to the beloved, have seen the two worlds as one and that one call to and know, first, last, outer, inner, only that breath breathing human being. --- Define and narrow me, you starve yourself of yourself Nail me down in a box of cold worlds, that box is your coffin. I do not know who I am. I am in astounding lucid confusion. I am not a christian, I am not a jew, I am not a zoroastrian, And I am not even a Muslim. I do not belong to the land, or any known or unknown sea Nature cannot own or claim me, nor can heaven, Nor can china or bulgaria, My birthplace is placelessness My sign is to have and give no sign You say you see my mouth,ears,nose --- they are not mine. I am the life of life I am the cat, this stone, no one I have thrown duality away like an old dishrag I see and know all times and worlds, As one, one, always one. So what do i have to do to get you to admit who is speaking? Admit it and change everything! This is your own voice echoing off the walls of God. ---
  14. we're just badly programmed you could say, we're not very efficient emotional robots