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How many STDs did you pick up in 10 years?

I'm from Croatia, 99% Catholic population and went to private Christian high school, my family kicked me out and cut my college funding when I was 19 for being gay, but that website literally saved my life and my grit and resilience and post traumatic growth. Personally that web site is my "Bible" I refresh it every couple of days for new content. They are 100% legit but you do have to have scientific mind (there my engineering diploma comes handy) to decern what is true for yourself, and what you want to believe in, and lots of NDEers get stuck in green stage "pure Bliss and happiness on other side" , when there is evidence on the website that there are very dark dimensions on the other side. BUT I never tried any psychadelics in my life, and this forum is foundation for that so take everything I say with grain of salt, I'm stage coral, I'm very happy where I am right now in my life, and looking forward for my first psychadelic experience......plus i have great mentors....

There is about 10 000 testimony over 25 years since the website is active, I've read them all and memorized them to the letter (took me 15 years) , you have normal short NDE's and you have exceptional NDE (couple of pages long) This is most "scientific accurate" site for NDEs as it can get, with deep questionare before and after. Check it out. This was my introduction to spiritually in my 20's when I tried to reconcile me being gay and my life purpose/God.....

Testing every 3 month, always condom, don't go down on a woman if it's one night stand. thankfully in my slutty phase I just cought lice....

Samsung a55, 400€ and can do everything that Iphone of 1300€ do except cameras....

I was completely connected with God, and I was walking slowly over small pebbles and praying, I could feel every little small pebble (and there were millions of them) were perfectly aligned with my foot/sneakers to support me at just perfect angle so I could walk, words can't describe the feeling, later I sat down and bow down to bura (Croatian strong wind) and wind carried smell of salt from water (I live in coastal town) from 1km apart to me......it was beyond words....no drugs here....(yet)

I watched it on torrents, average green movie that could be lots of fun for families, nothing controversial in it, princess want to lead the kingdom and that's it, except one scene with gay dwarfs that's it. It didn't deserve all the hate and flop at cinema...

U r right.

I didn't read anything except first post, I'm coral and orange doctor saved my eye. So everything is relative. Life will make you humble no matter at what stage you are in......

Come to Balkan, vegetarians don't even exist here and considered mentally ill

THIS, we had Ante Pavelić in Croatia in WW2, he was ustaša (Croatian Nazi), what did he do when he/they lost? He took 20 kg of gold, personal bodyguard, changed his name and fled to Argetina on a boat masquerading as a poor immigrant. Big pussy.

Go buy another expensive shoes like you did last time.....

Try martial arts instead......

Znači, Beck je došao do koralne "master chaos" pogledaj sliku/piramidu na internetu, rušim vlade diljem svijeta, u mom susjedstvu prvo, Srbija pada, i pala je Sirija. S druge strane je Ken Wilber opisao koralnu 1999.g u svojoj knjizi One Taste, i na YT prošle godine je izašao isječak iz te knjige, proguglaj, i doslovce je svaka riječ, emocija, stih, stanje savršeno opisala moje stanje uma, tijela, duše, i voditeljica se rasplakala poslje tog citata.....eto ga.... P.s Google translate will fuck you up.....

Take it easy, you are just a kid, I'm coral and I transform simple pop songs to connect to God, be gentle, be curious, ask LOTS of questions, immerse yourself completely if you can....don't look for outcome or some spiritual "gains", and it's only 4 days, but it's GREAT start. P.s extreme amount of suffering in my life, training, patience, best mentors in the world and 15 years of hard spiritual work led me here......