Oppositionless

@Leo Gura or anyone else who does YouTube, what's the relationship between your script and what you say on camera? I just finished my first script but it's super academic. To me it's a way to organize my thoughts but I think it would be weird to just read it, especially because it's not very conversational . Also how much, if any, do you let AI help you with script writing? I wrote the entire thing myself but I was asking for feedback from Claude the whole time. Also I don't want my channel to rot in oblivion forever (although I accept it will be a grind to start), do you have any tips on making thumbnails / titles pop?

The irony is to realize immortality you have to give up the desire for it .

Nonduality is obviously correct, but it shouldn't ignore the Divine Attributes discovered by western mysticism. also @Azrael deeply understood psychedelics and how to use them in service of real liberation . The GOAT.

So your idea of awakening is a materialist's version death / nonexistence? Is that what you're saying?

@Dodo I feel awareness is only one aspect of God. In some sense it's the most important but it's not the totality. Theres also love, intelligence, imagination, will and others.

I don't do self inquiry until I'm in a deep meditation state, otherwise I find it doesn't work. If I do 20 minutes of kriya and then meditate another 10 minutes, thats when self inquiry makes sense.

@Natasha Tori Maru I'm so excited for spring and going outside and looking at flowers more @Joseph Maynor yeah I'm starting to chill out too. I did kriya yoga every day for ~7 weeks and realized this morning I didn't do it. Not was too lazy I just completely didn't remember.

first blog post is done. this was brutal (fun) lol https://oppositionless.substack.com/p/how-spirituality-prevented-me-from the goal is still one blog post and one youtube video a week. I'm excited for making it, what I'm dreading is marketing. I don't want to post links on my personal social media but I will.

Today I bought a pillow, face wash, moisturizing lotion, deodorant, and two journals. Let's fucking go!!! From my journal "It's not even close, this is the best I've felt in my entire life, all that's missing is spending more time outside with my shirt off." The last time I felt this good I spent all day outside with my shirt off, but that was pre-trauma hehe. first blog post is 90% finished. It should be posted by fairly early tomorrow. It's going to be on Substack and I'll drop the link. I need to get a haircut before I make my first YouTube video. Lol

You're speaking my language! I found starting doing spiritual practices every day helps. It will simultaneously make you less worried about understanding reality and raise your consciousness so you will understand more. Win-win!

yep, I think Leo's blog video he linked shows you that part. I feel you, I was too scared to vape it the first half dozen or so times. Vaping hits like a freight train.

Don't snort (or plug) freebase. Convert it to a salt by dropping a little vinegar onto it. Freebase is for vaping (my preferred method).

The guest after Leo in that podcast was Formscapes, which is nuts to me bc I have been watching his videos and I was the first person to mention him on the forum. but the real kicker is that this synchronicity happened right as I decided I'm gonna start making YouTube videos myself. God is speaking. the goal of my kriya practice right now is to heal executive dysfunction: it's really fucking hard for me to do basic self care things. Like buying the damn tripod. And buying a new pillow. And a new pair of New Balances. And light bulbs . Fuck my life sometimes, I could have started creating so much sooner if I could just fucking DO STUFF

Yeah I know the feeling. I heard about the life review concept from near death experiences and was looking forward to dying so I could make things right. But it's not a productive mindset, and it cheapens life unnecessarily. If I were you I would try to reconcile now, they might be able to hear you even if you can't hear them. Maybe make a ritual of it.

New balance