Oppositionless

Sounds like freedom to me.

Did you read Jed McKenna's books or did you arrive at this through some other means

Thoughts are as material or immaterial as anything else. There's only one type of thing , it's somewhat irrelevant what you call it , although some words feel closer to what's really going on.

I'm in awe of reality . McKenna’s quote (corrected and formatted): “…So between now and 2012, over the next 14 years, I look for the invention of artificial life, the cloning of human beings, possible contact with extraterrestrials, possible human immortality—and at the same time, appalling acts of brutality, genocide, race-baiting, homophobia, famines, starvation. Because these systems which are in place to keep the world sane are utterly inadequate to the forces that have been unleashed. … The mushroom said to me once, it said: ‘This is what it’s like when a species prepares to depart for the stars.’ You don’t depart for the stars under calm and orderly conditions. It’s a fire in a madhouse—and that’s what we have: the fire in the madhouse at the end of time. This is what it’s like when a species prepares to move on to the next dimension.”

The woman who loved me passionately and I left in fear didn't cheat on her boyfriend to get back together with me when I tried.

Spend a year pursuing a deeply embodied awakening with psychedelics and hardcore spiritual practice then go to a yoga class, or even better, ecstatic dance if it's available .

I take magnesium NAC and creatine , to me that's the holy trinity.

I think brain.fm is probably more nootropic , the focus signals are more for inducing altered states . @Michal__ really? I want to find out how to have an obe on demand. They're just something that happens to me , it's never worked when I try to do it. also the gateway process itself is one thing, but I was technically just referring to the bare signals on the app . I'm gonna listen to them while doing kriya yoga . And when the electric stimulation device shows up I'll use that while doing kriya . edit: I just saw your reply in the other thread.

Have you tried the Monroe institute's Expand app? Ive been considering getting back into it. I want to find out what would happen if I listen to the signals for an ungodly amount of time , not all at once of course.

Im just going to keep pursing awakening and if/when I permanently stop smoking will be effortless because there won't be a self to be addicted. The more I deepen my awakening the less it effects me.

Me too those 12 step meetings are a cesspool of delusion . If you want to stop a bad habit you give everything to God until the self goes and there is no possibility of addiction.

Maybe if you listen to binaural beats constantly you will start to lucid dream, has anyone tried this?

I like to think my YouTube comments over the years have contributed to Alex's awakening.

I suspect too much AI time is poison for the mind, but so is all of society pretty much so I wouldn't worry more than is reasonable.

ChatGPT seemed like it was somehow more addicting than Grok which is super bizarre but I've just observed that since switching I use less AI.