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I'm gonna do like 8 mg nasal , so four sprays, and when that peaks I'm gonna hit the cartridge, next time. Yeah it just seems like the safest way for me to get it at the moment , there are reasons mostly related to my addiction history for why I don't use other avenues. My roommate doesn't have an e mesh, but he has a specialized pipe (idk what it's called) made for smoking dmt .

Is the doorknob conscious ? I don't even know if you are conscious

@OBEler Even with 20 mg I didn't get the God realization I was looking for, but I feel the best I have in months .

I intuitively feel that 5 meo dmt would be best paired with mescaline . I don't know how to explain it, maybe because both have a solar energy , that's the combination I most want to try.

Seems a little absurd to travel a bajillion light years just to muck around in someone's corn field.

Break your mind with the divine comedy.

It's an interesting thought experiment, sometimes I ponder whether every painful thing that has happened to me was fully deserved.

The facilitator I get it from has had these spray bottles for awhile now... would a cartridge be as effective as the e mesh? He doesn't offer the pure powder, possibly for his own protection.

Yeah, getting psychedelics is no problem for me, but I sometimes feel as if I'm only utilizing 10% of their potential . It would be helpful to receive some training in how to use them better. also, it would be nice to meet some of yall irl

I have a nasal spray that is two mg of 5 meo dmt per spray . I was wondering if , to have a full release, I need to do my entire dose (say, 16-20 mg) at once, or if I can ease into a break through by taking one to two pumps every couple minutes. From what I understand nasal lasts around 45 minutes , and there is no tolerance, so theoretically a breakthrough could be achieved gradually.

It never occured to me that buying psyches in a semi-legal fashion was one of the perks of a first world country but you're absolutely right. But even in India, the way I think might help you find what you're looking for. To avoid the dark web I think in terms of: 1.) Fully legal plants, or seeds 2.) Unscheduled research chemicals, as well as comsumer products containing them 3.) Religious exemptions (IE scheduled substances that the government turns a blind eye to due to religious practice)

I'd you can't get 4-AcO-DMT, I've heard 4-PrO-DMT is extremely similar if not the same.

I wish I could tell you. It depends heavily on where you live... in the US and Canada it's stupid easy for a wide variety of substances . Ive never ordered on the dark net.

Fuck it, I’m quitting now. I’ve been taking this for about a year and eight months. The big problems didn’t start until about two months ago, when I noticed it was messing with my sleep. At first, it was just feeling a little too stimulated at bedtime—something a bit of pacing around my room could fix. But in the past two weeks, I’ve had probably four unintentional all-nighters from this stuff. I’m not sure whether it’s from withdrawals between doses or the compound building up over time, but it’s officially gone from “chill herbal supplement” to full-blown addiction in my eyes. I suspect it is due to its serotonergic activity, which is distinct and secondary to its action at the opioid receptors. I’ve already made an appointment with my psychiatrist to get meds to help with the acute withdrawal phase. No sense trying to taper—I’m an addict, and if I have any around, I’ll always want more. Cheers 👌 PS: If you read a lot of my posts, you might know that I’ve also recently quit nicotine and weed. I’m not sure what prompted me to suddenly quit all my substance addictions at once, but there are a few possibilities: The 5 MeO breakthrough from 5 weeks ago The Zen sesshin from 4 months ago The book Self-Compassion by Kristin Neff Meeting a really, really lovely girl. It doesn’t look like we’ll be together, but it is still a powerful energy The consequences hitting me harder than ever before, possibly because all of the above have increased my awareness 🗿 ❤️😴

The 5 meo trip took me to God , the one , everything and every one merged into a singularity and I was generating it by being conscious of it and I knew if I stopped being conscious of it it would cease to exist. Cannabis and NN dmt showed me the same thing but there was still a witness. I understand you may not want to hear this as you've been struggling with solipsism, so I want to reassure you that these are just insights arising with a certain experience and ultimately none of this matters , life is meant to be lived .