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You would have lost your old self no matter what, thats just life. Even if you never did any spirituality, the person you are now is going to die , soon you won't even remember what it was like to be this person . I think most people feel this way sometimes. But I've learned that nostalgia is tricky and usually not a super trustworthy metric. It's easy to ignore the bad and focus on the good when you're not living through something anymore. Like sometimes I get nostalgic for my early 20s, but I also know that my early 20s was HELL. Lol.

Pretty sure that stuff is a metaphor our consciousness generates to make sense of the awakening.

Did you opinion on 2C-B change drastically for the better in the last few months? What does it do for you? Great work .

I heard the most similar is ketamine / dissociatives.

Do you have cool ones? Anything like this? If I could have ones like this I would probably not feel the need to take psychedelics, altho Juliana does take them frequently so maybe that means there's some serious differences, still, this is crazy, I have no reason to believe she's lying , crazy shit I wish I could do it.

Maybe yoga nidra, that's yogic sleep. I've never had an obe from this channel but it's always been worthwhile, sometimes blissful sometimes trippy.

Found out my old meditation teacher broke his back . After a full year of misfortune . For some reason some people seem to have worse luck than others , I'm not sure what to make of it, to be clear I'm not talking about genetics or life circumstances I just mean some people seem to attract misfortune.

Early Leo was fire. Present Leo is also fire but I sometimes feel better listening to old Leo 🤣 Realizing now that Leo's old videos are better for manifestation than pretty much any of the so called manifestation videos I've seen. Also much better than stage orange self help, but I could be biased lmao.

Ive been posting some raps on my Substack lately Put it in perspective , I don't even know how I survived it. Sexual healing is possible, and today I'm getting money, motherfucker I'm on one. When I become God no one can stop me, run trains with my angels,ib. You are the formless , only the absolute is real . We get bitches, we some bitches, we are the bitches, I'm good im so fucking feeling that's on God that's cause God is good motherfuckin on one cooling it she's drooling with it, in her mouth, im her daddy , she's my baby, God that's on God, so fire it's so fucking fire I'm in it I'm feeling it motherfucker I'm it . That's 12 hoes in a line that's 12 hoes in my dime and they're all feeling it . Bitches talk money but don't wanna talk god . That's why when I talk money I'm talking god, you brought down the light but you're covered in shit

People with a powerful spirit , who are meant to bring down light from heaven, often are unhappy at young age , until they awaken to God and to their life purpose .

Surely that can't be all there is to it. There's some marketing involved. It's easier to become known as a YouTuber than as a graphic artist . The best thing is to create massive value for your inner circle

Before falling asleep . Most likely to occur if I'm awake late, 3 am seems to be the time it's likely to occur . They usually aren't very remarkable , I think the really spectacular life changing obes you hear about are likely down to genetics .

Do you do partial kechari or full kechari?