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https://nhmu.utah.edu/articles/experts-explore-new-mushroom-which-causes-fairytale-hallucinations Completely different from shrooms / psilocybin. Not similar to any known psychedelic. Also completely different from deliriants like datura, this mushroom could represent an entirely new class of hallucinogen: little-people-delics (Lilliputianogens). To me it seems they most resemble deliriants , but lack the downsides . "When outsiders first embarked into the Western Highlands of Papua New Guinea in 1934, they encountered a perplexing sight: after consuming a type of wild mushroom which they called “nonda,” the local people would appear to go temporarily insane, exhibiting a sudden and striking change in mood and behavior ...Specifically, it was reported that those affected would experience lilliputian hallucinations — a rare, clinically defined psychiatric syndrome (named after the tiny people in Gulliver's Travels) characterized by the perception of numerous little people autonomously moving about and interacting in the real-world environment. One elder tribesman in Papua New Guinea describes this effect, explaining how “he saw tiny people with mushrooms around their faces. They were teasing him, and he was trying to chase them away.” "A professor in Yunnan recounted how one evening during dinner (Jian shou qing is openly sold in markets and restaurants), he began seeing swirling shapes and colors after eating stir-fried mushrooms. Since the psychoactive effects are familiar to most locals, he began looking for xiao ren ren but was disappointed to find none — until he lifted the tablecloth and peeked underneath, seeing “hundreds of xiao ren ren, marching like soldiers.”

I don't know why but astral projection is a little spooky. I enjoy it but it definitely exposes me to trickster spirits .

I remember I was doing the Gateway Process for a few months but it seemed like NN DMT was the thing that made it so I could finally have astral projections. So I'm curios if I'll start having more sober astral projections when I do dmt again.

No it doesn't come easy to me and psychedelics are readily available. But it sometimes happens randomly and it's quite nice.

I've astral projected . I saw floated through my ceiling and saw my mom and deceased dog sitting on the couch. I've felt the presence of hostile energies while astral projecting . And I heard the same tones as on my dmt breakthrough .

Solipsism. Others might exist but they independently generate their own physical universe . Mind at large , the nondual belief of Bernardo Kastrup, is an illusion. Only your mind exists , you can't combine two perspectives into an amorphous blob, you can only realize that you're already one.

So I actually was a really impressionable 19 year old, and I don't like to talk about this because it's embarassing, but i did attempt to become a breatharian. I think I went 5 days without food or water . If I recall correctly, the big breatharian teachers say the "transition" only takes three dry days. Well, I did 5 (or maybe 4.5) and nothing happened . I'm just glad I didn't die . I did it because I hate capitalism and wanted to not work and live in a cave.

People said Ramakrishna , maybe Ramana maharshi too, both would go long periods without breathing while in samadhi. Godarianism 😂 I don't think you can be a "high functioning" Godarian.

Purging can take many forms , it isn't just puking. Wriggling around on the floor and making guttural animal noises can be purging .

Faith means trust in something you aren't sure of, to me the use of faith in the spiritual path is having faith that truth can be realized.

I'm actually really jealous of you, because we're close to the same age I'm 26 and despite following this content for years I feel as if I haven't done shit with my life. Can't hit on anyone for shit when I go out. Gave up on music. Gave up on poetry. Haven't started a business . So you're doing good shit. Ive had an anxiety disorder that's more or less taken over my life just in the last couple months, seemingly out of nowhere. I am not sure what's caused it, all I know is 5 meo dmt seems to help more than anything else, but still it's very hard. Shit happens, I can't explain it, but it's still Good, at least, I trust it is, I have some limited experience that it is.

I just plugged 20 mg and , don't get me wrong I had a beautiful experience with lots of healing and felt my body drop a ton of anxiety I was holding, but I was a bit dissapointed there wasn't a profound God realization. Next time I will do 30. Actually looking back, NN dmt absolutely gave me God realization so maybe my nervous system is built to awaken on that molecule .

I just want one woman to marry but ego wants to feel like it earned it so it wants to rack up the numbers despite the heart not being in it.

All that from only 10 mg? Damn ! Good job.

You think you wouldn't suffer if you weren't born as a human ? For all you know you would incarnate as something worse if not human .