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I tripped last night so the memory is fresh . This was my first proper trip since January. 4 Aco Dmt, wow, what a beautiful substance. It felt like a cross between psilocybin and dmt, this was the first time where a psychedelic produced open eyed visuals that felt like they were in my eyes rather than in the environment, meaning my entire visual field was affected rather just the objects in the room. This substance to me feels very sexual , sort of like mushrooms, but not quite as dark and evil as mushrooms. And it has the extradimensional quality of dmt. I realized I was wrapped in God's blanket, and this blanket contained everything, and there was only one person in the whole universe.

Oh yeah 😎. Hehe I got a date tn maybe I'll end up playing this for her .

@Yimpa not sure whether it was in the mix I shared, but I know for sure there was one that had a song that goes "hot sake, hot love!" , that song is fire .

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Beans, potatos, vegetables, eggs, chicken, milk.

"the human persona taking itself to be God." yep, that's manic psychosis for ya.

Me lol. ive been having such deep meditation experiences lately that im questioning whether doing more psychedelics is even necessary . Actually needing to take more breaks from practice bc of how it's been ramping up lately haha. I do think prior psych use contributed to this. @Breakingthewall I tend to agree with this, but it could be different for different people. I know for me, in the awakenings I've had, the concepts, whatever they are, God, pure consciousness, imaginary etc don't really come up. I remember being a little shocked by this, being philosophically committed to an idealist metaphysics and then having an awakening and that not making sense anymore, at least for awhile. the exception was nn dmt, that substance very clearly pointed me to imagination / consciousness.

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My roomate and I are both struggling financially . I am hoping hardcore meditation makes me a better manifestor. I landed a job that I actually enjoy but want / need more hours . This is after years of working jobs I don't like . I intentionally engage with content that suggests meditation has paranormal effect on the physical world, such as the Maharishi effect , and this video , I must've watched this video many times : Also I listen to subliminals :

@cetusyeah that makes sense to me, the version of nonduality that Bernardo Kastrup and other rational-spiritualists where after death you just merge with the whole with no individuality left wasn't very intellectually or emotionally satisfying to me. I think in an interview Bernardo was asked about death and he said he pictures it being like a sensory deprivation tank. But I don't think the data (NDEs, past life memories, out of body experiences) supports that.

I'm curious what you guys think is the relationship between oneness / infinity and individuality after physical death.

Sorry for your loss. how specific were the details ? I've heard people say similarly , but then when asked for the actual details it's very vague and general. sorry if that's rude given the circumstances I'm just really curious because I've also lost people .

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@Monster Energy I think I could get behind calling it all consciousness provided you expand your defintion of consciousness a bit beyond just bare awareness. Awareness is part of it but so is the will / animacy. Then again most people just mean raw experientiality so it's easier to use a different word ie God.