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@emil1234 same thing happened to me, following 5 meo and kriya yoga . They seem to have had a synergistic effect of raising kundalini fast, the sober ego deaths were wild. @Davino the part about amnesia is very on point. My highest dose of psilocybin , during the peak, I had the memory of a gold fish , I'd black out and "wake up" so many times , not knowing what tf was going on.

All I'm saying some people are conscious during deep sleep.

@Breakingthewall holy shit dude. I'm such a wimp lol. If I get my blood drawn I will damn near pass out. You're crazy , haha. But that was a pretty cool story, great work, sounds like your spiritual practice has paid off. Kinda insane tho to think surgery used to always be done with minimal anaesthetic.

I've heard some enlightened people say that at a very high level of consciousness you are lucid in both the dream state and the deep sleep state.

@Loveeee I have a bad habit of arguing with people even when I agree with them. Sorry about that.

Not a huge dose, but I pushed it a bit with 8 mg vaped . Also tried it w 18 mg plugged. I prolly wouldn't do a breakthrough dose outdoors .

I love to take 5 meo outside . The last time I spent the entire trip outside, went for a walk. At night.

It comes from both .

Lmao it comes from video games . Minimizing your weaknesses and maximizing your strengths.

the content isn't reality, the witness is. The content is just a temporary ripple. There's no contradiction in other "minds" because the witness is always the same.

I don't disagree with that. Holographic nature of reality and all, the grain of sand contains the entire universe. I'm just suggesting that, if you were in the middle of a 5 meo breakthrough (at least if you're me, ymmv), you're not going to be thinking "ah yes, it's all mind." No, all that shit goes out the window. There are no words when you take a high enough dose, and you walk away with nothing, but it's a liberating nothing.

I don't disagree there is one thing. I just don't know if I'd call it a mind. When I was more into philosophy, pre having an awakening, I was comfortable calling it a mind, I read Bernardo Kastrup's books etc. But after breaking through a bunch, I honestly have no idea what it is. I went into psychedelics hoping to get the insight into infinite mind and walked away not knowing what anything is . Calling it a mind is comforting because it gives some kind of assurance, some kind of ownership. If you say it's a mind, you have to define what a mind is, and once you define what a mind is, you have to define all the terms you used to say what a mind is, and it goes on forever like that.

The biggest one is saying you value a woman for her personality , or you have an emotional connection, when really you just want to fuck. The other big one is when she asks you if you're seeing other people and you lie and say no.

I assumed that when ppl talked about solipsism they were talking about the ego living in its own dream world , not literally the ego being the only thing that exits

Cause it's the grossest form of late stage capitalism , human chattel. If you don't get matches you feel like shit. If you get matches, you get an ego boost but still end up feeling like shit because of how shallow it is. Just level up your social life and learn to approach, is my advice .