Oppositionless

I'm actually really jealous of you, because we're close to the same age I'm 26 and despite following this content for years I feel as if I haven't done shit with my life. Can't hit on anyone for shit when I go out. Gave up on music. Gave up on poetry. Haven't started a business . So you're doing good shit. Ive had an anxiety disorder that's more or less taken over my life just in the last couple months, seemingly out of nowhere. I am not sure what's caused it, all I know is 5 meo dmt seems to help more than anything else, but still it's very hard. Shit happens, I can't explain it, but it's still Good, at least, I trust it is, I have some limited experience that it is.

I just plugged 20 mg and , don't get me wrong I had a beautiful experience with lots of healing and felt my body drop a ton of anxiety I was holding, but I was a bit dissapointed there wasn't a profound God realization. Next time I will do 30. Actually looking back, NN dmt absolutely gave me God realization so maybe my nervous system is built to awaken on that molecule .

I just want one woman to marry but ego wants to feel like it earned it so it wants to rack up the numbers despite the heart not being in it.

All that from only 10 mg? Damn ! Good job.

You think you wouldn't suffer if you weren't born as a human ? For all you know you would incarnate as something worse if not human .

Because it's uncomfortable . Our entire judicial system is based on free will. All of morality assumes a doer. Society would have to change radically.

Very powerful psychedelic and more habit forming than others. You could end up living in another world for weeks on end if you're sensitive to it and not careful.

You don't know why you would create this. It's horrible . That's something you have to keep asking yourself .

I wish I could do it by will but it just happens. I got frustrated trying to practice it . It started happening after my first dmt trip.

I like 4 ho met a lot .

The emptiness has persisted... I did a number on my brain over the years, but trying to restart my meditation practice, tripping, and microdosing 4 ho met has been beneficial.

Psychonaut wiki tends not to have dosage information for plugging... is it , say, generally 10-15% more than instranasal?

My advice is if you start going out a lot and still can't break through the mental hurdle and approach, find a pickup guru (wingman) to transmit the vibe.

My experience is that exactly . The love aspect is something I had to get clean to start to see. 5 meo and NN help too.