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I wish I could do it by will but it just happens. I got frustrated trying to practice it . It started happening after my first dmt trip.

I like 4 ho met a lot .

The emptiness has persisted... I did a number on my brain over the years, but trying to restart my meditation practice, tripping, and microdosing 4 ho met has been beneficial.

Psychonaut wiki tends not to have dosage information for plugging... is it , say, generally 10-15% more than instranasal?

My advice is if you start going out a lot and still can't break through the mental hurdle and approach, find a pickup guru (wingman) to transmit the vibe.

My experience is that exactly . The love aspect is something I had to get clean to start to see. 5 meo and NN help too.

People are fools if they say it that bluntly. The less foolish , but still incorrect in my experience , is that psychedelics don't permanently raise consciousness. Being addicted to weed made me conscious of solipsism. I'm still conscious of it 40 days sober.

I have this . I thought maybe it would be too hot for DMT.

I relate to you , meditation also works really well for me, I'm fortunate. I did a solo retreat when I was a teenager where I dissolved the sensory field into vibrating energy after just a few days. I'm just pretty undisciplined lol, hence the desire for the monastery. @Joshe my dominant function is extroverted , not introverted, intuition, I'm an ENTP.

How long have you been meditating , how consistently and what would you say your daily average has been. I don't care much for daily practice but you make me reconsider... still if I'm doing daily practice I feel it should be minimum 4 hours (that's the amount they do at the Zen monastery an hour from me, during not retreat weeks). I meditate for like 20 minutes to an hour , one to three times a week. But I want to go to the monastery, once I make save up enough money to not work for 6 months +, and stay there until I achieve permanent awakening, smoking 5 meo dmt in my apartment on my days off(tues and wed during non retreat weeks are free) ,

I'm gonna do like 8 mg nasal , so four sprays, and when that peaks I'm gonna hit the cartridge, next time. Yeah it just seems like the safest way for me to get it at the moment , there are reasons mostly related to my addiction history for why I don't use other avenues. My roommate doesn't have an e mesh, but he has a specialized pipe (idk what it's called) made for smoking dmt .

Is the doorknob conscious ? I don't even know if you are conscious

@OBEler Even with 20 mg I didn't get the God realization I was looking for, but I feel the best I have in months .

I intuitively feel that 5 meo dmt would be best paired with mescaline . I don't know how to explain it, maybe because both have a solar energy , that's the combination I most want to try.

Seems a little absurd to travel a bajillion light years just to muck around in someone's corn field.