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  2. Posted

    4 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    It seems some people have a serious immunity to it. Like it just fails to work on them.

    Very odd. Hope you guys can figure out why that is.

    You might need to try smoking/vaping it.

    @Leo Gura Have you had several individuals reporting such experiences?

    I want to do a thorough check on whether the problem is immunity.

    I will test my next batch to confirm whether it is 5 MeO, and try smoking and plugging it. This should give me an idea of whether it will work for me

  12. Posted

    @Laurens Of course. Whether or not the people I'm doing business with are trustworthy comes first.

     

    I can read a lot more about 5 MeO but I think there is value in learning from someone who has done it successfully.

    Have you done psychedelics? Are you speaking from experience?

  13. Posted · Edited by ElvisN

    @Leo Gura Hmmm... okay I'll be careful.

    One of my issues is that I can't get my hands on a testing kit anytime soon. Though I suspect it could be fake, I want to eliminate the chance that it could be a fault in the route of administration.

     

    I might be meeting someone who does DMT regularly who can teach me how to take it properly. Or he might have equipment

  14. Posted · Edited by ElvisN

    @ThinAir @Leo Gura @Girzo okay it seems fake. 

    My supplier makes it in a lab though, and even does it himself. In fact, he was surprised to hear of me and wants to meet me (we haven't met, there's been a third party). So I'm going to his place soon, and someone who does it will show me how to do it. If the problem is my route of administration, it should be resolved there.

  16. Posted

    @john23 Wow that's really nice. I usually eat little, about a meal a day, and often I've eaten little to nothing going into my 5 MeO trips. 

    However, I'm going to change this and start going into my trips with some food in my stomach. This suggestion is from Martin Ball as he explains that it's much more satisfying and comfortable to purge food than bile. I almost always purge on 5 MeO so this applies to me.

  17. Posted

    @Leo Gura Any info I can give to improve that?

     

    I'm thinking of smoking the next batch though. However I can't find info online on how to smoke 5 MeO.

    If you're supposed to smoke the freebase version, how can I smoke it exactly?

     

    I tried smoking once before unsuccessfully.

     

    Thanks.

  19. Posted · Edited by ElvisN

    I've been trying to get a substantial experience with 5 Meo DMT but unsuccessfully.

    I've tripped on it 6 times now, starting with low dosages. Until now, most of the trips ended up in vomiting. I assumed that my body is purging.

     

    But today I took a dose of 35mg insufflated and still didn't have any substantial experience.

     

    Before I thought it was due to how I was snorting it (I blew it hard, which took it to my throat, so I learned to take gentle sniffs) but I rectified that.

     

    I still have another 40mgs but I don't want to take it until I figure out why I'm not able to have any substantial experience.

     

    Please help me with suggestions. Do you have any idea why?

     

    I can do a more detailed trip report if you want.

  20. Posted · Edited by ElvisN

    @Azrael I agree that I should try other psychedelics first. It is risky to do 5 MeO without prior experience.

    However, I disagree that it takes a good 5 years to work through all the negative emotions. I'm not saying this is true for everyone. I feel like my progress has been very fast. I've been healing literally every single day for the last 6 months. Each week I feel like a different person. There were days I woke up feeling like one person and slept feeling like I was someone different. My sense of self has changed profoundly, and is continually changing. I feel increasingly autonomous, free, present, and peaceful. I'm sure my rate of progress is not the norm - how could it be? I've seen no one discover what I have discovered. Maybe 2 or 3 individuals.

    I have a direct path of dissolving my negative emotions. I know I'll eventually get to a place where I have no more negative emotions. Right now I'm dealing with the subtle ones cause I've already dealt with the obvious ones.

    If I can dissolve a greater amount of emotions in a shorter period of time, I want to do that. That is why I'm interested in psychedelics. 

  22. Posted

    @Azrael I think one of the reasons I want to jump is because I feel like I need to make progress ASAP.

    My main motivation to do 5 MeO is to release all the suppressed emotions and hidden assumptions. This is what I feel rushed to do. Which I think is a problem because it is not healthy. I'm working on that currently.

    I might be wrong, but I think that I would ultimately be able to handle the emotions that will come up during thr 5 MeO trip. I've gone through much in terms of releasing baggage, and although I know I've not released it 100%, I do know that most of it is gone.

    I think I would be able to deal with the trip.

    What do you think @Azrael ?

  23. Posted

    On 12/2/2016 at 5:33 PM, Azrael said:

    No, it's not safe. It's stupid. Do the others first and learn how to handle such shifts in consciousness. And even then you won't be ready to do MeO. But what you are wanting to do is trying to fly with light speed through the universe which no one can tell you how to do, but you are refusing to take a regular flying session. Go the whole way. MeO can potentially harm you if you do it wrong or misinterpret it.

    @Azrael I want to fly with light speed!

    But I'll try going the whole way. I'll take the regular flying session.

  24. Posted

    On 12/2/2016 at 4:46 PM, Snick said:

    Yeah! 

    Well, remember this, most important, trust your self and intuition!

    If you are interested in building healthy muscles, you go to a gym forum, they will only want you become one of those monsters you see at the gym, they've gain nothing but muscles in their life!

    The same with a consciousness forum! People will tell you that even several decades of meditation/consciousness work , will not even give you a glimpse of enlightenment! You must also find a toad near Colorado river, that's the only way! 

    Don't get me wrong, this might be the very best forum out there on those topics, but put things in perspective! 

    Do some consciousness work, have a little bit of psychedelic experiences, you don't need to go all the way! 

    Have som physical exercise as well!

    Take care of you friends, be a good listener!

    Serve somebody in life! (you don't what to miss that experience!) 

    Be a good lover! 

    Laugh, smile and put an easy going attitude to life! Don't put all your eggs in one basket, there is so mush to do and see, pick a little from everything!

    And in the end, life is easy and fun! Even without that Colorado toad! ;)

    @Snick You're right. I shouldn't put all my eggs in one basket. Thanks.