Aakash

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  1. The purpose of life is to give birth to yourself an infinite number of times until you actualise yourself to find out the answer what am i?. 

    When you actualise yourself however, are you a duality or a non duality is the first question you ask yourself. 

    In other words you need to figure out am i everything or am i nothing. BECAUSE ........

    If i choose to be everything then, what does that make me?

    if i choose to be nothing then, will i remember who i am?  

    what is everything? all possible things knowing about myself

    what is nothing? all possible things without knowing about myself 

    Solution: play out both sides until all possible scenarios have been played out, but i still don't know what i'm actually trying to do though... 

    Am i trying to actualise myself for a purpose ?

    what would i do if i actualised myself in the first place? 

    I am infinite already ... 

    Solution: i split myself up into segments with no purpose what so ever. 

    what do these segments do ? 

    these segments a) must have form b) be able to uphold the form c) change forms d) reproduce the same form 

    but my ultimate quest is to know whether i should be everything or nothing 

    so what should i do next? 

    I know ... what would these forms choose if they had this choice 

    choice? 

    there is no choice, i must create an illusion of choice! but how? 

    well choice implies only two minimum options

    option 1) 

    option 2) 

    then i must create a resonation system 

    ill call it energy to which do you resonate with that will be the portion representationally of option 1: option 2 

     

     

    :-) i gave up after this point, my brain was hurting, let me know if anyone managed to make some heads or tails out of any of this lol! 

     


  2. Agreed the truth is so deathly simple - it seems even to elude the best of us through lack of embodyment. Thought is nothing but a tool , thought is of language and therefore is the language of duality. What can not be expressed, can't be known without completely letting go and even then you stop caring about it and forget it all together, because you made sense out of it with language and therefore the TRUTH was a lie in the first place.


  3. I would call this group contemplation as a single unit! we all write abstracts with no intent of having meaning, we discover in our now.. we write those words that we think make sense THEN! someone else will recontextualise it, after our aggregated recontextualisation forms it into a spritual word I.E absolute nothingness. We all understand what that is, or enlightenment... these are spiritual words


  4. @Mu_ it doesn't carry any logic or reasoning. Its pure imagination you could say. When i wrote it ; it didn't have intent of carrying a meaning i.e through the medium of ego. What i was hoping for was for someone else! to make sense of it, who is also enlightened. Who may be slightly more enlightened then myself. That would then give them the tools! that spark words, imagery some form of duality in non duality and actualise in the now. ill try to explain it again if you never understood that time? just let me know 


  5. this very post i posted has no logical sense to me... its almost like it contains no meaning from my point of view.. although i'm trying to put it in an coordinated manner ... still the meanings are infinite because you leave it to the imagination of the individual of the infinite on your sides of the screen. Its like a magnificant social-complex as @ivankiss once said to me.. 

    I just think if i was to forecast future that lets say everyone was enlightened then what ? the world would stop in absolute nothingness lol there would be nobdoy to enlighten. At this point enlightened ego's would develop ?? they would be from the truth which is absolute nothingness and so you could call them true egos or ! true-trues! 


  6. @Serotoninluv , @Preetom I propose reversing the all duality paradox's all together 

    AT current i feel like 

    1 and 2 become 1 then that 1 becomes 2 (by natural phenomena) and that becomes 1 then becomes 2 again, the strange loop never ends. YOu are left with paradoxs with no answer at all. 

    Given you reverse all paradox's you create new terminological meaning and then you can rearrange with your true ego this time. Its basically what i feel leo is doing. You can't read into a situation properly unless your enlightened to some degree thats one issue

    The second issue is that if your enlightened and you end up being content with absolute nothingness or what ever position you are at then thats completely fine as we all know. But it , itself , to me that is. Does not signify it's the end but only grounds for a new landmark to take place. Since i believe something is changing. even if something is nothing. nothing is changing to or non are changing and this is where you end up with @winterknight negating dualities. 

    I think here all thats left after this is imagination. Not the imagination of the false ego you create out of unconsciousness but the true ego you create out of consciousness and then you split back into 2 and then go to 1 ,2,1,2,1 and it's a never ending cycle for the whole of infinity. 


  7. if suffering was truth; and freedom was false

    i would choose suffering as long as its truth

    so i propose the following - true freedom is suffering in true ego 

    the constant change causes ego backlash; however if you were to reverse ALL Paradox from the inititial point we started at from birth 

    which was freedom is truth and suffering is false 

    true suffering is the thing we should seek and unconditionally love it.

    in another words, be imaginative to recontextualise all paradoxes using your true ego 

    then accept the changes yourself and live them in your direct experience

    see where that gets you and put the exact contents out there  

     


  8. @EternalForest i resonate with what @TheAvatarState is saying; alot of things i used to do make me feel empty inside now. Im not even inclined to watch tv or movies these days because it feels so hollow. However, if your starting out or using this method as begginner level practice. Then i don't see why not your method won't help you along your journey. The trick for me has been to use multiple methods. 

    On the other hand, it is not sustainable as a life time practice. and therefore won't get you as far as you would like to go. 

    Nonetheless, feel free to give any new spritual practice a shot, the more there are in the world , the more adaptiable it is for future generations. Such is the beauty of consciousness


  9. @Hellspeed although i don't critise your expressionism; IT is very abstract :') 

    @purerogue comment had me in stitches; none the less i can see both sides of the arguement; i think what ITs saying is there's no hidden meaning of nothingness in your words; your just throwing out pure expression of imagination and its difficult for unenlightened people to grasp and so its so called scyfy looooL!