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  2. Absurd way of framing what goes on here.
  3. I do this - but replace the sugar loading with hard cardio. If I need to focus on a big tender submission intensely for a 2-3hr bout, I do high resistance sprinting on a spin bike for intervals. 30 minutes. Then work. Repeat as needed. Whole eggs, potatoes and some salt in between. The cardio enhances my focus, information retention, and problem solving better than straight carbs (which make me feel sluggish unless I get the amount just right)
  4. HAHA i saw this video 15 years ago when it game out!
  5. Reminds me of when I took a powerful edible before going to the grocery store many years ago. I was so baked that in the end, I couldn’t even pay. At the checkout, I stared intensely and closely at the POS system and just… literally froze. Thankfully, my MOM was there to help unstuck me. 1-2 hours later I am on my couch screaming into the void, “iT’s EvErYtHinG!!!!¡¡¡”
  6. My YouTube thumbnails suck lol
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  8. I've been playing more chess lately. This is a good game!
  9. In putting on some weight, uh ohhhh lol But, I’m also building up my workout schedule now after recovering from working 100 days in a row…. Not happy with my body but I can put some work in here
  10. BTW mods, I think this needs to be moved to Spirituality sub forum. My bad posting it here.
  11. I'll give an example. It's not something ever related to solipsism itself, because I don't think you can convey it in words. It'll miss the point. But we can go off from tangents which can potentially induce it. It's something only your own personal, felt experience can tell. Here's the example: --- How's it related to what I asked at all? (Don't worry about this part, I'll do the work here) Many posts in this forum is a good source for this. But it's easy to miss what's a tangent and what's not. Not all things are immediately obvious. If you feel it's a tangent, it is. The weight of it is entirely held by your felt experience in that moment. That's all that matters.
  12. God is said to be infinite for example. This means it cannot be known fully . How can something infinite be contained or explicated fully in a finite knowledge ? Like reading the Bible and Quran and Heart Sutra and Upanishad and all the books that talk about god can never fully comprehend infinity .
  13. This is true especially if you don't have a good sleep schedule, which a lot of people don't.
  14. Can you give me more details as to how you feel about this?
  15. Everyone is already doing that. It is already cured by science, the research is there, all the studies are there, just doesn't reflect itself in the healthcare industry.
  16. Even a blueberry-banana smoothie makes me feel wonky (but eating the banana and blueberries in their normal form seems OK). When you break down the fibers, it's like knocking off the 4-HO-group of psilocin and it becomes DMT. I need that steady release or physiology gets out of whack.
  17. So there is a not knowing somehow as to the nature of God?
  18. We can see what people loop on and then a second question would be whether it is a belief or not.
  19. Yes . Two points : 1- I know 100% that god exists just by looking at a fucking ant on the street . 2-I don’t know what god is fully . We can say he (it) is omnipotent & omniscient etc but what is god in its core I have no clue . It’s an infinite mystery.
  20. So you don't think the question of God can be determined?
  21. Yeah, authority is tricky. I recall uncovering the epistemics of the DSM and population based treatments on essentially fictional diagnosis with “science”…. It’s a joke.
  22. First of all do you realize that there is such thing as god at all ? Or are you a retarded atheist? Look at the moon and the sun and your own body .. There are hundreds of billions of stars in galaxies ..and hundreds of billions of galaxies in the observable universe. Also intelligent life emerged and began asking questions about meaning ..purpose and existence. I don’t buy that all that happened just like that . also just go put yourself on a sinking boat in the middle of the sea facing death and immediately you will realize the god is real . so you can say we can feel the existence of god . But I’m talking about the very essence or the answer to the question” what is god” . Obviously that can’t be finalized. Let’s not be ridiculous here .
  23. If you have the cure, why don't you go and make fat stacks and save lives?
  24. This video changed my life . Add to that the benefits of enlightenment video, ever since that one awakening has been my life purpose .
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