Your favourite actualized.org video(s) to rewatch

[Ulax]

Some of Leo's videos I like to watch just once. And some I find I come back to again and again.

Which ones do you find yourself rewatching? And why?

 

[Leo Gura]

Just once?

How dare you! 

[Ulax]

Here are mine:

 

[Ulax]

Just now, Leo Gura said:

Just once?

How dare you! 

[Vido]

Love series. Most profound. Bless

 

https://youtu.be/d7B7A3GBdMw

[MsNobody]

I love Life is A Maze 

 

[trenton]

I tried the guided meditation for God realization multiple times. It's been a while since I tried it, but I can't remember how many times I tried it. I don't see how I was supposed to realize I was God. I think he said I would probably need psychedelics to help with this or the meditation might not be enough.

I did the forgiveness exercise many times over. I had a lot of pent up trauma and feelings. I needed a lot of tissues. I ended up taking action afterward out of concern for my sister, but it turns out she was fine and I was the one who was hurt. I ended up crying even more because of the reality of my isolated victimhood being made visible. I still don't forgive my mom though. The only reasonable answer I can see is to end my relationship with her. What she did was wrong, she repeats similar patterns, and she is not willing to reflect on her behavior. I'm scared of my mom because of her actions like opening a car door on the highway and threatening suicide.

My least favorite series by far would be how to get laid. It felt like straight torture as I forced myself to sit down and watch it. It was agonizing, but I managed to sit through it. I find it painful to imagine treating women like that. It goes against so many things I believe, namely the fact that I am painfully aware of how sexualized abuse would impact the way in which women receive this kind of attention. I feel like you can't in good conscience do the pick up behaviors once you are very aware of how sexual abuse impacts the way in which people receive this behavior. In my experience, I was sexualized by multiple sources including my mother and father, and I do not like this kind of treatment at all. I don't want to treat a woman like a sex object, but it conflicts with my desire for sexual contact with the female body. My compromise is to focus on building compatible relationships with women instead. I am stuck on how to do this though.

[Jayson G]

1. Valuable things require development over time: this video actually made me rethink the idea of habits and mastery by george leonard completely, I actually take a more free flowing "investment" approach to life, a major impact on my life for the better .. I've seen this maybe 60+ times now, 120+ hours .. 2. His creativity videos on his blog: very few sources are able to get me tapped into building a creative product, it deliberately makes you enter into an intuitive creative state of mind compared to other academic or low quality sources

[integration journey]

It should be mandatory to release an actualized motivational video once a year. 

[AtmanIsBrahman]

I rewatch everything many times.

Unless the episode seems lower quality, which is rare.

I'm at a point now where rewatching doesn't help anymore because I've watched it so many times

Edited 11 hours ago by AtmanIsBrahman

[PenguinPablo]

3 hours ago, trenton said:

I tried the guided meditation for God realization multiple times. It's been a while since I tried it, but I can't remember how many times I tried it. I don't see how I was supposed to realize I was God. I think he said I would probably need psychedelics to help with this or the meditation might not be enough.

Honestly prolly get some 5MeO nom' sayin homie?  

Or buy a kitten.

It's an experiential realization. There's difference flavors and angles to spiritual insights depending on your predisposition. 

Like the way you're elite at Chess sh!t might just be obvious to you. 

Keep in mind the years that Leo put into teaching us, spiritual work, psychedelics, etc... 

It adds up.

Edited 11 hours ago by PenguinPablo

[integration journey]

3 hours ago, trenton said:

 

I tried the guided meditation for God realization multiple times. It's been a while since I tried it, but I can't remember how many times I tried it. I don't see how I was supposed to realize I was God. I think he said I would probably need psychedelics to help with this or the meditation might not be enough

 

Do some shamanic breathing which you don’t need any substance for during the guided meditation. 
shamanic breathing alone puts me in an altered/ heightened state of consciousness when I go more than 30 minutes. 
Leo posted a video about shamanic breathing a few years ago. 

[Psychonaut]

Thanks guys, my AI girl-friend needed this as a reminder.

Hey Claude, can you please watch all of Leo's videos for me? I don't have 10000000000000000M minutes of time. But I think you do? Don't you?

Edited 9 hours ago by Psychonaut

[Davino]

A poetic description of God Consciousness 

Radical experiments in consciousness 

The many facets of Awakening

The ego developmental series 

[cjoseph90]

Currently Listening to How to deal with loneliness. I also like these ones:

How to deal with Strong negative emotions.

65 core principles of the good life

What it means to go Meta 

The Counter-Intuitive Nature Of Life

The Power Of Letting Go 

Edited 6 hours ago by cjoseph90

[LastThursday]

It's an old one and a technical one, but this one always stuck with me. Mainly because it didn't click straight away, but when it did, I understood: