I feel more connected to god when I am sick

[Stick]

I generally feel drunk in life.
But whenever I fall sick or am suffering, I suddenly become more accepting, less egoistical.
I am still very much in pain but its kinda ......soothing.

Can anyone relate? 

[LordFall]

I can definitely relate, that's the good part about believing in a higher power, that it can help us when we can't help ourselves. 

Most of my moments of surrender in life have come from my moments of weakness. 

I think it's also important to be connected to God when you're on the upside and things are going well. That's when you can find the funny and mischievous parts of God and not just connect to its caretaking properties. 

This Madonna-whore complex with spirituality is how people end up with a duality of assigning all the bad and evil sides of life or even the hedonistic and sex filled parts with Demons and the Devil and all the savior and caretaking and sanitized part to God and Angels. God is both and everything! 

Edited 1 hour ago by LordFall

[Human Mint]

Absolutely, it humbles you, it matures you. (if it doesn't kill you)