Connor Murphy the fitness influencer, has passed away

[LifeEnjoyer]

50 minutes ago, Hojo said:

His characters contradict themselves so much. In the conversation with his parents hes like we are in heaven right now you just dont see it you need to see it. Bro they dont see it from your perspective that means you arent in heaven.

Bro that was right after he went on his ayahuasca journey and before he faked his death the first time. 
It was all a uncoordinated plan but that was all part of the plan.

GG

Turns out homie was bipolar?

[Hojo]

@LifeEnjoyer you can make up so many actors that you cant find the real you. The real you isnt an actor and he was always 'acting'. In the video with his parent at the end you can see he was getting triggered. His actor was getting triggered but it was the real him getting triggered.

Edited Wednesday at 08:59 PM by Hojo

[AION]

in that video he appears to be off script, off-psychedelics and just a goofy normal guy

[Leo Gura]

I don't think some of you guys understand how bipolar works. Bipolar means you are normal most of the time, but have occassional manic peaks and depressive lows. Occassional is the keyword there.

Bipolar does not mean you are always batshit manic. A bipolar person seems normal most of the time. You can't tell someone is bipolar from one interview.

I could be bipolar and you guys would not know it.

Edited Wednesday at 10:09 PM by Leo Gura

[Hojo]

@AION yea but he is saying that is also a character he is playing.

[PenguinPablo]

On 7/7/2026 at 6:48 PM, Hojo said:

@PenguinPablo The schizophrenic drowns in the waters the mystic swims in. RIP.

If you ever see the matrix and Neo is waking up and they are on the computer on the other side and they are like, we are loosing him. Its like that.

This one didn’t click for me until just now… very good example!

Edited 2 hours ago by PenguinPablo

[Carl-Richard]

On 16.7.2026 at 0:07 AM, Leo Gura said:

I don't think some of you guys understand how bipolar works. Bipolar means you are normal most of the time, but have occassional manic peaks and depressive lows. Occassional is the keyword there.

Bipolar does not mean you are always batshit manic. A bipolar person seems normal most of the time. You can't tell someone is bipolar from one interview.

I could be bipolar and you guys would not know it.

Depends on the type of bipolar. A bipolar type 1 person is essentially a schizotypal person with OCD tendencies that goes through boom-and-bust cycles of obsessive highs-and-lows due to low stress tolerance / emotional regulation problems. The psychotic symptoms in the manic state is essentially the schizotypal traits thrown into a higher energy environment.

Mania is like if you have a problem/obsession and you can't seem to calm down or find a solution or change your focus/perspective/strategy so you just spiral into a hyper-charged state of elevated energy/stress. And after that, they experience a downregulation of their state as their obsession/problem diminishes or they find a way to regulate their emotions (or whatever cause of stress diminishes).

When they're not stressed/elevated, they're still a little eccentric. See Connor's "Mandibleus Zygomidus" video. When you dial down the schizotypalness, you get bipolar type 2 (mania without psychotic symptoms). When you dial up the schizotypalness even more, you get schizoaffective disorder. When you keep the schizotypalness high but dial down the obsessive traits, you get schizophrenia.