Connor Murphy the fitness influencer, has passed away

[Leo Gura]

But if the original source is fake, all the commentries will be false too.

[AION]

He doesn’t need to depend on sources like the news.  He is a friend so he is an insider of Conner and I’m sure he cross referenced with acquaintances/mutual friends to see if it is true. 

[Hojo]

@pursuitofspirit Could you just go to sleep?

[Space]

A hoax or a genuine death - I will not be surprised either way. A tragic and sad way to go but Conor has been gone for a long time - we all know this.

[pursuitofspirit]

@Hojo No. Not at all. I didn't want to sleep. I refused to sleep. I wanted to keep going. That is what made it so much worse.

When I finally got help I was able to sleep, and that's when I started to improve and stabilize. 

[Yimpa]

My best friend who has bipolar disorder  told me that weed makes them violent ill. I thought they were over-exaggerating at first, but this Connor situation has definitely changed my perspective pretty fast.

[Hojo]

@pursuitofspirit But if it happened again couldnt you just go its happening again im just going to go to sleep.

[pursuitofspirit]

18 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@pursuitofspirit But if it happened again couldnt you just go its happening again im just going to go to sleep.

Ideally. But sleep wouldn't cure it anyways. Lack of sleep just makes the underlying issue worse and more extreme. When you are in that state you need contained, monitored, and fed antipsychotics until you're stable. If it happened again I like to think I would be able to manage it better and get help sooner because I lived through the absolute hell the first episode was, but you never know. 

The thing is that when you're in that psychotic state everything is flipped upside down. Sleep is bad. Help is bad. Work is bad. Medication is bad. Careless behavior is good. Not eating is good. Confrontation is good. Randomly deciding to drive across the country with no money is good. It's a terrifying predicament to be in because you refuse to accept how far gone you are, and nobody can convince you otherwise.

Edited 5 hours ago by pursuitofspirit

[AION]

I always said that Actualized dot com can become a death cult for certain people. If you take that many psychedelics and zonk your nervous system and delicate balancing system of your body, it is only natural to become like that. Even if you are 100% healthy but he wasn't so the likelihood becomes even bigger. Conner got in the pic because he is famous and has eyes on him, but there are tons of cases where this happens in the silence of the night. And nobody will know about it.

[Yimpa]

3 hours ago, pursuitofspirit said:

I didn't want to sleep. I refused to sleep. I wanted to keep going. That is what made it so much worse.

When I finally got help I was able to sleep, and that's when I started to improve and stabilize. 

Nice work on your healing. I can’t imagine how insanely difficult that must have been, but you did it and here you are now.

[OBEler]

This is shocking for me. He always said, its just an act. He proved it many times that it was just an act with behind the camera scenes.

I thought he pretends to be crazy for getting attention in topics like social anxiety. Somehow he really was mentally ill. 

Leo talked with him and also said he sounds like a rational guy before he made an interview with him if I remember correctly.

 

Edited 1 hour ago by OBEler

[JJfromSwitzerland]

Rest in Peace bro

[r0ckyreed]

If this is fake, then all the YouTube commentaries on this will tank their reputation. However, there is still no official report.