Sugarcoat

What makes you not commit suicide?

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What I discovered is: Negativity stems from Internalized Gaslight Self-Unaware.

When you feel down, it's often in dissonant Reaction, so remember: Reality is Gaslight all the way down.
For what else imposes boundaries and existential veils, projecting Actuality by focal lens
Curated narrative confines, keeping unaware a separation of your own Experience from an Autonomy of Change.

rick-and-morty-everyones-gonna-die.gifMeanings perceived are meanings imposed, Emotions signifying projections.
Receptors generating senses, cueing their understandings into exteriorization.

Constructs are projected by nothing but Gaslight. Contexts held absolute,
Meanings chained together. Every claim reveals Bias.
Rationalizing pre-selected Outcomes. Recognizing constructedness as truth.

There's lots of hype stuff happening on Earth, but once I leave the Veil, first thing I'll want to know is: Why the hell did I reincarnate on Earth?

Think about it, there are infinite cultures with infinite biases, and toxicities.
And we're indoctrinated into one, sustained and enforcing liminal norms.

So all neuroticism around is really just a reflection of how trapped we are
to what individuals realize and lash out to as normalized unaware Mind Control.
We don't even know what is missing, as we're so disconnected from our Bodies.

+ Here's one about Toxic Positivity, might be quite enlightening.

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ART

If I die, I'll never be able to listen to all the amazing music I want to hear

All the great movies and shows I want to watch

All the books I want to read, etc.

When things get tough, art is always there for me to remind me that the joys of life are infinite.

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4 hours ago, EternalForest said:

ART

If I die, I'll never be able to listen to all the amazing music I want to hear

All the great movies and shows I want to watch

All the books I want to read, etc.

When things get tough, art is always there for me to remind me that the joys of life are infinite.

To me, it's the opposite.

In OBEs one embodies the source of art and imagination in simultaneous uninhibited expressive creation, without the need for tools. All memories are experienced in higher fidelity and context than the sense recordings allowed contextualization, through new percept dimensions. Reality is more a context, directing the expression of significance through a dim selective veiling of awareness, that synchronizes countless personas in reincarnational societal dramas. And through it we get to experience a continuity of form stabilizing coevolving existences from a myriad of immersive emergent perspectives.

But in truth, when all you care about is Art, then Reality becomes a bottleneck, a tediously outdated paradigm of redundant manual labor, tied to the constrictions of physicality and expectation, a latency of synchronization, to fuel self-sustaining loops of repetitive tasks, which is why we're generating exponential breakthroughs in technology, because of the existential limitations of the filtering substrate through which we manifest a necessity for biology.

It all depends upon the level of immersion and awareness, to some walks and sunrays are enough, others create complex narrative set pieces across inaccessible realities, and yet others seek to make the impossible reality, simply because everything intrinsically accessible has been exteriorized into a dependency of necessitated form mediated second hand communication.

Art is cool, certainly agree there, yeah.


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As for my own personal answer:


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Because I don't want to do it . When and if one day I experienced an irresistible urge to do it ..I'm going to do it. And I encourage you to do it if you truly want to do it .

But take a pause ..consider disabled people..blind people..people with cancer ..old people who have gotten enough of life's BS..and then consider your life ...is it really that bad ? Make a list of 10 things you enjoy doing and go do them right now .


 "When you get very serious about truth you accept your life situation exactly as it is. So much so that you aren't childishly sitting around wishing it were otherwise.If you were confined to a wheelchair you would just accept it as how reality is. Just as you now just accept that you are not a bird who can fly."

-Leo Gura. 

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57 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Because I don't want to do it . When and if one day I experienced an irresistible urge to do it ..I'm going to do it. And I encourage you to do it if you truly want to do it .

But take a pause ..consider disabled people..blind people..people with cancer ..old people who have gotten enough of life's BS..and then consider your life ...is it really that bad ? Make a list of 10 things you enjoy doing and go do them right now .

I think that’s a reasonable mindset 

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@Sugarcoat if we are going to die anywas..why not kill ourselves? 

But ..if we are going to die anyways...why kill ourselves? ;)


 "When you get very serious about truth you accept your life situation exactly as it is. So much so that you aren't childishly sitting around wishing it were otherwise.If you were confined to a wheelchair you would just accept it as how reality is. Just as you now just accept that you are not a bird who can fly."

-Leo Gura. 

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34 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@Sugarcoat if we are going to die anywas..why not kill ourselves? 

But ..if we are going to die anyways...why kill ourselves? ;)

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1 hour ago, Someone here said:

@Sugarcoat if we are going to die anywas..why not kill ourselves? 

Because you want give love to people and things.


Nothing will prevent Willy.

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Honestly because I don’t know what happens after this experience and I have attachments to this reality. But I’m sure I’ll eventually be able to do it but til then I’m trying to enjoy whatever this is. 

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Not much these days, but I still battle and soldier on.

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I never was suicidal. But I was around people who were. I kind of know what utter desperation and hopelessness feels and looks like.

What prevented me from ever entertaining those thoughts, or God forbid attempting to carry them out in action, is... purpose.

Real, true, actual, life long purpose.

In my case... music.

It can be anything really... but you have to love it more than yourself. More than you love life. More than you're attracted to death.

Everyone has some kind of purpose. Everyone matters and is much needed.

 


 

 

 

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@Sugarcoat I have figured out another reason not to kill yourself. It is a framework that acknowledges the reality of suicide without moralizing against you.

Basically, if you are suicidal, then most likely you are dealing with circumstances that no human being should have to cope with. In this sense it is not really about you, but rather something deeply unfair and difficult that overwhelms your ability to cope. What this means is that you need help coping with an impossible situation. The problem is that our current system is often dysfunctional and fails people who reach out for help by prescribing pills that make things worse. Therefore, if I feel suicidal, then I want help coping with something extremely difficult. However, the reason people do kill themselves is if they feel that they cannot be helped.

From this point of view, if I am suicidal then I want to reach out to every possible source I can imagine in the hopes of finding one person who cares, as this is what it takes to start making things at least a little bit better. It makes sense to approach suicidal thoughts in this way if you are approaching the ultimate final decision to take your own life.

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