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Your pain is freedom. Your suffering is freedom. Your heartache is freedom. Your panic attack is freedom. All your so-called problems, challenges and issues that's freedom. That's all unconditional love. Murder is unconditional love murdering. It doesn't even know what that is. Us fake humans, which is also freedom being that, calls it murder but its energy playing with itself. It doesn't see murder it doesn't see at all. It's just being itself and to a human it seems like murder. Everything, every circumstance, every situation is freedom/nothing/wholeness/energy/god/allah/mohamed/shiva/brahman/the absolute/this/all there is/nothingness/emptiness/source/whatever the fuck it wants to call itself is it. How can this not feel like insanity.

There were never any brain cells that were yours to be lost. Just like you 'lost' your awakening back to nothingness because it was never yours to begin with, brain cells are just brain cells-ing. They cannot be lost because they were never owned.

Thats what dying is. Its like being put on a timeout in a dark room that you cant move think hear or speak in. You cant look away and you have to sit there and deal with it. Eventuall you deal with it and respawn but you dont know when. So you come to a peaceful state where you just stop struggling and stare for infinite time. You are stuck in nothingness right now you just can't handle it so you pretend something is here.

Thanks, now my sleep is good my big baguette brain has more and more good ideas. No "Human" "ego" "can be" "afraid" of "something" But "alien" "ego" "hsyio564654 '444" "dddd" "dxxXXXXXXXXX àà""... Fear of being "castrated", being "less powerful than other human" and even "being hurt" because of that, but in nothingness they are no support even for fear. You need a support for fear, that's "something" "somewhere" No need to be in nothingness btw you can castrate "fear" right now with drugs for example (benzos, opiates...)

I mean you imagine the fear of being castrated of senses. But you're already stuck in a dream with only five senses. That's why babies cry at birth; they go from a state of omnipotence to castration, to limits; this traumas has already been experienced. And if you're capable of being afraid, it's because you always have an ego that imagines limits. Fear is symbolic, so it's not really nothingness. Nothingness still can't exist, by the way. As Bashar would say, the quality of nothingness is that it can't exist, lol.

But couldn’t certain drugs like 5 Meo awaken you to nothing? Because for me it felt like I got closer to it I can recognize it’s not a dream state though I don’t believe the mystical nothingness is same as the “nothingness “ in my dream, for sure, I just called it a KIND of nothingness

Look, nothingness is not a dream like state nor a drug like state, it's only like that when you don't let go of the concepts you have about reality. So pure awarness does not mean you will not have your 5 senses. In that dream you had, the collective society ego consciousness (agent smith) made you believe that, based on what you know about reality.

You read too much about nothingness from people who did not achieve nothingness.

@Sugarcoat I see, let's say nothingness is neither of that, it's up for grabs. Sounds good, good luck.

Nothingness doesn’t have to mean absence of the current appearance. Limitlessness is nothing, because everything that is something is limited. So this moment may be nothing, meaning if you awoke to it you’d still perceive this moment but without the sense of “something” (limitation) Well when we dream at night, it’s like we are conscious of nothing EXCEPT the activity of our own mind. You don’t see anything with your eyes when you dream, or any other sense. So it’s almost close to that hypothetical “nothingness” state I wrote

I get occasional sleep paralysis. Some years back I had it like every week, and I very quickly learned to enjoy it. I enjoy weird hallucinations of the mind. I think I’m perfect candidate for psychedelics… I have made significant improvements to my everyday state compared to a year back. But yes there’s potential for more. I feel some resistance to studying ngl , started studying recently, so would be cool to develop myself in that area. But then again some things are “supposed” to be hard. The process of learning requires a degree of friction for most (because it takes effort to understand) It’s a self (something) in nothingness I’d say (it’s nothingness from the pov of the self) Maybe there is an objective world that exists even if our perception is off Btw I don’t really wonder much about this sense-less state, I’m more fascinated by dreams in themselves (or just altered states of mind in general)

@Sugarcoat Isn't this what nothingness awakening is? Your senses are gone but your self doesnt go away. I think its something like that, because otherwise, how can people report it? And most who report this kind of awakening said that they were terrified by it, meaning the self was there. I think we do get into contact with nothingness everynight(deep sleep), but we just aren't aware of it(avidya/ignorance) we are not conscious in nothingness, thus we are ignorant of this facet of the self.

I see you're pioneering new ways to enjoy suffering. If you did the same but in a more useful direction, you'd have a better time. For instance, imagine you'd be satisfied with the present, meditating and doing mundane chores, working or studying now, despite discomfort, regardless of your experience. To engage with your story - is that really nothingness? It is seen as an absence of sense perceptions as you now know them. We could also imagine that other animals have different sense perceptions than ours; since we don't, there's no problem for us in this domain. Not sure what I'm saying, anyway.

I had a nightmare this week. I am a little weird in the way that I can kinda enjoy nightmares: because I find it interesting what my mind is able to imagine. I’m impressed sometimes by the complexity of my dreams. How my mind is able to imagine so vividly and structured without my conscious effort. I also tend to be somewhat aware while I dream that I’m dreaming: contributing to me not being very fearful of nightmares (although I can still be a little freaked out) I don’t remember that much but what stood out about the nightmare was that I imagined that I was about to get “stuck” in a kind of nothingness. Basically I dreamt that I was going to enter a state where my ego was still there, but all my senses were off, so no sight, no smell, no touch, no hearing etc. And I dreamt that I was being stuck in that nothingness and couldn’t escape, couldn’t move or nothing. I wonder how that would be. Would one go absolutely insane from that? Like imagine if all your senses would “turn off” but you still had your ego and was aware of that “nothingness”. Creepy right.

It gets so booring after some years to do this Those who are starting with this maybe they see it like something paranormal, but in the beginning it's mostly hallucination, not real. When you encounter the real it gets boring. Wanna know why? You see the illusion of the human ego, society and is only made up things, made up spiritual experiences from the collective ego, made up levels of astral bodies, and when you see all that lie, all those fancy spiritual things and fake feelings pushed from society unto you and you decide to go your own way, then everything dissolves and society gets boring. Gets boring to fake astral project per example, people only know what collective ego feeds them, the fancy, and they are stuck there, in OWE and start conceptualizing about reality and nothingness and is just all lies. So beware next time you have a fake spiritual awakening and fancy things of halluciantory, drug like states. Awakening is so real that you don't have time to hallucinate, you just live as you like, the fancy is a lie. DISCLAIMER This is from somebody who can communicate with the spirits of the dead. They are all around us, once you open your third eye you can contact with them, if you think they don't exist you are still trapped in the matrix. There are 2 facets of reality, one real and the other fake and as i said above, the majority who claim to be gods they are trapped in a fake world make up for them from the collective ego of society, wich the movie matrix call agent smith.

There isn't anything wrong with what you've experienced as it is part of this reality, in your case your higher self or your own ego mind identity showed himself as @jesus and it's a beautifull thing. But the core of reality is : nothingness, frequencies, interconnectedness between all. @Flowerfaeiry Also reality creation and the play between god is happening all the time, you have seen Jesus , others don't, when you try to explain your Jesus situation to others from my own consciousness i see you like an actor and god in you just playing its part. Ones you awaken where you atleast start feeling others or start going within you will see that it's all a pointless talk. I think thats why @Leo Gura , might not like all this talk about Jesus as he just tries to break your minds towards god realization .

To truly see beyond context, you’d have to fall outside of context, which ego interprets as groundlessness, nothingness, or death. Context is a convenience. A way of packaging the unpackaged. Ego is a web of meaning.

"Awakening to solipsism" also doesn't exist, speaking as someone who has had it. You enter a non-dual state and then your ego reacts with an interpretation "oh I'm all alone", "people are just empty", "it's all just me talking to myself". But the pure experience itself is not those descriptions. It's simply non-dual reality. Other "awakenings" like "awakening to nothingness" seem to be the same thing.

Well there is a logical explanation for it, its called Pure Creativity, Infinity, Nothingness, Everythingness, that's the logic behind it.

1. I've never claimed to be the most awake person ever. I have no idea how someone could actually prove that. 2. The highest level of awakening would literally be Godmode and right now I am living the human experience so I am not as awake as I can be. 3. My experience of Reality gives me the experience of God daily so I'm aware that me and God are one but even that experience can fluctuate. 4. The issue here is not my logic, the issue here is many of you have not trained your intuition to discern between levels of awakening. For example I confirmed that Leo was not mistaken when he said he was more awake than many of the Spiritual Teachers that people fawn over. I confirmed in my direct experience that he was CORRECT. I attempted to falsify Leo and the result came up that he was correct and they were wrong. But the irony is that it makes perfect sense. If you take that much 5 MEO DMT you are literally taking yourself to the Godhead and the longer you remain there the more will be revealed to you. With that said I completely disagree with Leo on some thing for example genetics being a requirement for how Spiritually advanced someone can get. We are all equally God, so much so that there is literally NO HIERACHRY. which is an illusion humans for some reason cannot shake. Carl you are the creator of the entire universe. You created me and all of creation. This will NEVER change no matter your logic. So all these distinctions you keep creating is just you choosing as God thinking its a human to keep creating distinctions from me. The truth is you are not really interested in investigating Leo's work to the finish line. You'd rather debate on some forum and convince yourself that you have the answer. 5. I have penetrated so deeply in this work that I discovered Insanity and rested in Insanity for several months, before I sought out medical assistance because I did not want that experience no longer and you know what I discovered? You can maintain your peace EVEN IN INSANITY. Why is this important? Because it revealed to me that all human drama is just delusion. If any part of God has ANY emotional issue with any part of God its just delusion. It's through no fault of their own because they are completely fooled into thinking that they are not God. 6. You gave me a list of Spiritual Teachers who said Solipsism is not true, I gave you a Yogi who said God is alone. I noticed you never commented on this. By the way the room thing about there not being other rooms is only saying this, since I noticed Leo has a habit of saying radical things but not explaining it. So I'll explain it. As yourself what do you call existence? If you investigate what you call existence is qualia. Colors, shapes, smell, sound, thoughts, emotions, touch, you get the gist. So let's say you are in your room right now. If you are not experiencing the qualia of the room then for all intents and purposes your room does not actually exist. Now you can say but I thought you said existence is eternal. Yes this is true, but under what the general understanding (unless you wanna change how you define existence) of what you call existence is, is the experience of qualia. So no qualia=no existence or you can say it exists as Nothingness not Somethingness until you get up and walk towards the room and experience it as somethingness. . But you will say then why can I hear someone walking in the other room? Okay then that means all that exists then, is your room and the sound of someone walking in another room. But notice you don't consider the sound of someone walking in a room= to an actual room. What you do as God using your human level imagination is you assume the existence of another room because you HEAR someone . This is the normal thought process and it is one rooted in survival. We are always making predictions and assumptions to help us navigate our world. It is true that this assumption helps plenty because it allows you to predict the existence of other rooms. But here is the Absolute truth, until you experience something, you are not experiencing it. Then when you are experiencing it, then you are experiencing it. So the most truthful understanding is, if you are not experiencing other rooms, then they do not exist inside your experience outside of just a conceptual assumption of their experience. You see reality is INSTANTANEOUS manifestation. When you combine that with your habit of assumption/prediction it fools you into the existence of something that is not in your experience. Now tell me where is my logic wrong?

Carl I've died before and went straight to the Godhead so yeah I speak from direct experience and when I was there, there was no world, no people, there was just a transparent mind floating in nothingness creating form and destroying it over and over in a very fluid shape shifting way. So yeah The Universe is Mental, it is a mind that literally imagines everything. And that is all that exists forever.

and think over and over again. No self, enlightenment, solipsism, God, infinite, past, future, duality, nothingness or nothing, non duality, your past, future or now experiences, body, life, heaven, hell, neo Adviata, you and me etc... Think as you writing to someone in the forum. Think over and over again. What do you see on your head? Do you see any thoughts there?

Carl you literally think someone telling you that you need to awaken is condescending? Dude you are literally creating that. When Leo has stated multiple times that people needed to awaken to experience certain things I never took it as condescending. I did my own investigation. You know what is condescending when you referred to me as "people like you" and you know what I could have taken offense to that, but I didn't!! You know why? Because all offense is EGO!!! Anytime you have a problem with anything that happens in life that is self-bias and that=DEVILRY. The only reason you have a problem right now is because you are projecting your own devilry onto me. When you referred to me as "people like you" I had no reaction whatsoever because I understood the SPIRIT from which you were communicating from. I knew you were coming from a place of good intention. What you have failed to do Carl and you have been on the forums for years, is rid yourself of self-bias. Notice how you project ill intentions onto me. You really think I'm a Narcissist and I'm here for some validation? LOL that is the funniest shit ever!!! I could care less how someone feels about me because I have complete acceptance of what I am. The ONLY reason I post here is to facilitate the spiritual path of those on the forum. I studied Leo's content and many others with an open mind even when I thought they were off their rocker and I discovered they were actually telling the TRUTH. Solipsism is a realization into the TRUE NATURE OF NOTHINGNESS. This can only be realized through a STATE CHANGE. Anytime anybody argues about anything in Spirituality they are always arguing from a position of STATE. To reach a new state requires an AWAKENING that is how state changes occur. For example Leo claims to have become aware of ALIEN LOVE, I have not had that awakening so it would be accurate for Leo to tell me I have not had that awakening because I am not awake to that particular state. This isn't condescension its whats true. HELL CANCER, DIABETES is a state!!! You could say I haven't awaken to cancer and diabetes. Sure I know it conceptually, but I do not know it experientially. Being=Experience. So instead of assuming ill intentions on my part you could realize I am acting from good intentions as I know you are. Because I know you really think I'm some flaming Narcissist who gets his kicks off on coming here claiming someone isn't awake. But the truth is, you are just creating that. After all. I am just your mirror. How you choose to interpret me, that's your business.

There is distinction, there is ego. The very fact that these concepts are known as this very conception, cannot then, be spirited away to some mysterious place known as nothingness. No more than blood can be washed away using blood. Your nondual message is getting more and more absurd. It’s never too late to realise the absurdity. The power is always within you to substitute it with something that actually makes sense. You can always write a more credible story, but first you have to burn your old books so they become null and void of persuasion or influence that may self serve to revive your past sloppy misunderstandings into the real and true nature of reality.

The only fight against Solipsism is made out of ignorance. Nothingness doesn't exist in time or space so it cannot be divided and it is that which houses all experience. The only reason anyone can argue against it is either they are not aware of Nothingness, haven't discovered Universal Mind, or haven't realized that there is literally no difference between the part and the whole. ^^^Solipsism is just a pointer like anything else. Also another barrier for many on these forums is they still haven't figured out the difference between actuality and the conceptual. So much lack of open mindedness is what blocks understanding.