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Just once? You need to try watching porn on it. It's sick. I remember I spent like 3 hours just watching porn on 5MeO-DM. It was insane.

Bro try 5MeO-DMT and you willl understand what an infinite blowjob means

And the best too

Yeah, kids look very deepresed without sex drive. They don't seem to be enjoying life at all

I do understand it already. Most of the women I know not even interested in basic self-help. I sometimes ask women what are their top values and you know what is the most common answer? They say they never thought about it. So I stopped expecting to find a woman that will be spiritually developed. It hurt for a while but now I realized that you can't expect a cat to bark. Does it mean that now I don't like cats? Of course not, you can still have good time with them and you can still love them.

10 k??? Miguel, I don't feel motivated to go for 10k because the juice isn't worth the squeeze and I can already see it after having approached 100. I will still go for 1 k just for fun though

Did you read it in the book? In reality it's hard to find a healthy and mature feminine girl. The girlfriends I had in the past seemed perfect in the beginning but then something always goes wrong sooner or later. The notion that you need a female to be masculine is false because it comes from duality but I am not sure you understand what I am saying because this part of the forum isn't about spirituality.

Men are the ones who are self-deceived by their sexual instincts. The problem isn't about the women. Men are blinded by desire for sex. If you take a hot model 10/10 and put her in the room with an adult straight guy and ask him what he thinks about her and how he percieves her you can easily tell he's not being objective because sex drive overwhelms him. You can easily prove it by putting the same woman in the room with a 9 year-old . He won't give a fuck about her. So yeah, it's not about women.

Nah, inner conflict would be me sitting in the basement of my mom’s house and spending days in red pill or incell communities. Most of the women are sheep because it’s needed for their survival. I still want to have sex with them and if I find one who’s not a sheep, I will commit to her.

Because I might start doing it because all my life I had been idealizing them. I might project the hate I feel for myself for doing so onto women.

This is so true. On the other hand, I need to be very very careful because this way it’s easy to start hating women. Thankfully, there were a few respectful women with great personalities. Even when they reject me I don’t feel angry or frustrated, instead I feel happy to have interacted with a woman like this because it proves that there are good girls out there. But the majority of them are just sheep. I know it sounds bad but it’s true.

I think so too. I was raised to believe that being extremely nice to women is the way to go. To be a gentleman, to put women first and then to put yourself. In reality that’s how you become an incel and a perfect friend for women who say “you’re so nice, you’ll be a great boyfriend for someone else”. I’m glad I’ve become conscious of it.

It´s not as important to me what feelings I provoke in women when I interact with them. If I make them smile or not. If they find me interesting, boring, bold, confident, arrogant, attractive, ugly, etc. When I just started approaching women in the past, I would try to be extra nice even if they were not nice to me. I would still smile and say "thank you", "bye" or "have a nice day". Now I just reflect how they react to me o interact in the same way they interact with me. If it's a clear no or they answer in an angry or disrespectful way - I just leave without any explanations. Also, I don’t tolerate slightest disrespect from women. For instance, yesterday I saw a couple of girls outside of the bar. I liked one of them and came and started a conversation with her. I was curious about her background because she didn’t speak Spanish and it was obviously that she spoke a little English. She was smiling when talking to me, but the friend who I greeted but wasn’t interacting with, at some point told me “Can you just leave us alone?”. I turned to her and said “I don’t think I was talking to you.” A day earlier, my friend wanted to approach a cute girl but she was with a friend and her friend wasn’t attractive to me at all. We still approached both of them, and when my friend asked the girl for her Instagram (after a few minutes of lovely convo with her). She said yes, of course but her friend started saying “Don’t give it to him, don’t do it, no no no.” Again, I got triggered and told her “Why are you saying this? He didn’t ask you for you Instagram.”

Tonight, I’ve reached a milestone of having approached 100 women in two weeks and it’s very clear to me now how approaching women has begun to change me. Attention ! It will trigger you, especially if you’re a woman. Good things: I feel way less fear when approaching women. I fell numb when I get rejected. I have started the process of de-idealizing women. Bad things: I am getting numb towards what women feel. I am loosing my authentic cuteness, tenderness and empathy. Basically I am loosing a lot of my feminine traits. I’m becoming more masculine. The more women I approach the less I see them individually but rather as a collective, because they interact in the same way, talk about the same things, and are very conformists. By the time I have approached a 1000 I will turn into a very successful man in terms of getting women but I will lose my true self. I will lose this guy who deeply cares about women’s feelings, who has a lot of empathy and understanding for them. This guy who’s trying to take it slowly, the guy who’s trying to be a good friend and not being pushy. The guy women say they want but friendzone or don’t see. Instead, I will become the guy women claim not to like but who makes them wet and fucks them. I will become the guy my female friends used to complain about.

There is nothing good about porn. It took me 5 years to quit it because I started watching it at the age of 13. Porn fucks up your rewards system and you become addicted to it. It's an easy escape and you don't have to try hard to get a real partner or to master your discipline and become good at controlling your sexual needs. Quitting porn was one of the most difficult but at the same time the best thing I ever did for myself. Healthy masturbation without porn is a great thing though. I am not a big advocate of semen retention because it seems to be an ego game.