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What ways ? Can u please be more specific and give more details, I am very curious 👀

To be honest being as conscious sober as on 5-MeO-DMT would be hell. It’s too much consciousness to handle 24/7 😅 Leo, I always wanted to ask you something. After all these years of spiritual work and psychedelics, do you feel like your base level of consciousness shifted significantly or it’s the same ? I mean if you were to stop all spiritual work all it once do you think you will get back to your default state like after a year ?

It’s just afterwards when I think that I am God my mind doesn’t even register it. My mind like “yeah, you’re god everything is god so what ? You realized it a lot of times it changes nothing. Better concentrate on doing this and that» I am so asleep it’s ridiculous, i guess that’s what i want after all. Otherwise id be awake.

I’ve developed a very strange tolerance to 5MeO-DMT. Before I could walk for weeks contemplating existence. Last week I had a breakthrough experience realizing I am god (I mean just remembering it again). Within a few hours I feel like I am so much more pulled into Maya I have no idea what’s going on lol

You can verify it in your direct experience: Terrifying Too much Orgasmic Empty Infinite Crazy Loving Perfect Gentle Unique Ideal Intense Romantic Scary Peaceful Insane Obsessing Beautiful Mysterious Creative

During my most profound trips I realized why I created women. I created women so I can have sex with myself. God's desire for itself is unlimited and the act of sex is god loving and wanting itself. Please don’t misunderstand me as I am not saying that women are here to satisfy men neither do I say that that’s the only thing why they exist. Women are God’s creation and are amazing. They are not objects they are consciousness and pure love. If you become conscious of it you’ll be able to have sex from completely different paradigm. You won’t have sex with the body you will have love with the being that you are.

Just once? You need to try watching porn on it. It's sick. I remember I spent like 3 hours just watching porn on 5MeO-DM. It was insane.

Bro try 5MeO-DMT and you willl understand what an infinite blowjob means

And the best too

Yeah, kids look very deepresed without sex drive. They don't seem to be enjoying life at all

I do understand it already. Most of the women I know not even interested in basic self-help. I sometimes ask women what are their top values and you know what is the most common answer? They say they never thought about it. So I stopped expecting to find a woman that will be spiritually developed. It hurt for a while but now I realized that you can't expect a cat to bark. Does it mean that now I don't like cats? Of course not, you can still have good time with them and you can still love them.

10 k??? Miguel, I don't feel motivated to go for 10k because the juice isn't worth the squeeze and I can already see it after having approached 100. I will still go for 1 k just for fun though

Did you read it in the book? In reality it's hard to find a healthy and mature feminine girl. The girlfriends I had in the past seemed perfect in the beginning but then something always goes wrong sooner or later. The notion that you need a female to be masculine is false because it comes from duality but I am not sure you understand what I am saying because this part of the forum isn't about spirituality.

Men are the ones who are self-deceived by their sexual instincts. The problem isn't about the women. Men are blinded by desire for sex. If you take a hot model 10/10 and put her in the room with an adult straight guy and ask him what he thinks about her and how he percieves her you can easily tell he's not being objective because sex drive overwhelms him. You can easily prove it by putting the same woman in the room with a 9 year-old . He won't give a fuck about her. So yeah, it's not about women.

Nah, inner conflict would be me sitting in the basement of my mom’s house and spending days in red pill or incell communities. Most of the women are sheep because it’s needed for their survival. I still want to have sex with them and if I find one who’s not a sheep, I will commit to her.