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If aliens are reals, they are cowards and I don't want to meet them at all now. I want them to come now and stop the bullshits flying around for nothing. alien possibility of visiting earth : 1% humans capable of religious bullshit self induced deception or farming engagement and bait stories for money : 99%

@Leo Gura I’m not sure if you've mentioned or revealed this yet, but what was the compound you used when you reached Alien Awakening? I’d be curious to know!

No. I deliberately try not to, so their limited human ideas don't limit my mind. I am at a pioneering level now, so I have to go alone into the uncharted alien swamps. I still research stuff and an open to ideas from others. But I do not follow their work as if it were true. This is necessary for true innovation. You have to stop following others because by follwing you can never exceed them. That is a huge topic. But very simply, there are many so-called enlightened people who still misunderstand reality in various ways and hold false beliefs. So clearly enlightenment does not solve the core epistemic problem. And beyond that, there is much higher consciousness and understanding than enlightenment. And beyond enlightenment is personal development. Developing yourself is a distinct pursuit. Awakening & mystical experience is not cognitive development, nor does it give you the kind of life you want. There are many important development topics which do not fall under Awakening. Like relationships or career development or business or art. And none of this even mentions the Alien aspects of Consciousness.

Solipsism isn’t the only facet to explore You’re missing Alien Intelligence (AI)

I've been cracking away at it pretty substantially since I was 20. Hence, why I feel a bit of resistance to coming on here... as it's me doing what I was doing at age 10 in summer camp. I would subject myself to pain, only to prove myself more stoic to my male peers. And it was before puberty, and I would challenge them all to arm wrestling and win more often than losing. Like I was always trying to be tough and macho between age 8 and 11. I think it's because I was sensing intuitively that I was about to lose cherished identities around being physically strong... as guys were about to be pretty much universally stronger than me. (I'm also like 5'2", so that didn't help me.) And then, I "rebranded" at age 11... and that suddenly wasn't important to me anymore, seemingly. But I still carried a lot of internalized misogyny and resistance to femaleness and Femininity, underneath the surface. And there was plenty of anti-Feminine messaging in pop culture to reinforce it... where very attractive women were frequently scrutinized for being "fat" when they were stick-thin AND they were also made fun of for eating disorders pretty openly. And I was super misogynistic at age 10-11, in the 5th grade before my "rebrand"... like, I was talking like a Red Pill podcast guy without the sexual resentment component. It's uncanny sometimes to listen to those guys because I hear my 10 year old self. Like, I would set myself aside in a category that was neither male nor female (like I invented a non-binary identity for myself as a child in the year 1999 just so that I could be misogynistic and hate on girls/women and feel like an exception to my own biting hatred of femaleness and Femininity). And I needed to do that... or I would become conscious of the self-loathing I felt around being female. I was even semi-aware that I was in some kind of cognitive dissonance around it... but I would just come up with all kinds of reasons why I'm an exception to my judgments. And it came from a lot of internalized misogyny... where I absorbed from both the patriarchal undercurrents of society where femaleness and Femininity is always the butt of every joke and the well-intentioned, necessary, but problematic messaging of Second Wave Feminism's, "You can do anything a boy can do." (which automatically sets up Masculinity and maleness as superior to Femininity and femaleness... as no one was telling little boys that they could do anything a girl could do. Mind you, a very necessary message in itself.) I had also had started having issues with my mom... which is probably the biggest origin of that wound. Like, I recall hyper-valuing Femininity when I was a child in order to be like my mom... and I liked women and disliked men. And I had the sense that my parents were on opposing teams, and I wanted to be on team-mom, though I still liked my dad and tried to connect with him. I just hated being subjected to his manly hobbies. But then, at age 8, my mom suddenly flipped on me and got a lot meaner. And she ceased to be the parent I was most connected to... so I started to identify more with my father, who was my safer parent... albeit more distant and more self-oriented. Now, I don't think either of these hyper-Feminine or hyper-Masculine expressions are me. They've just been ways of trying to ally myself with one or the other of my parents in the face of feeling weaknesses in the foundation of my connection to them... first with a "girls team" mentality and next with a "boys team" mentality. And it was like I started trying to prove myself more Masculine... probably to try to impress my dad with my strength, stoicism, grit, and work ethic. And the only relatable female characters that were written during that time is "the girl who's still pretty... but not like the other girls because of her Masculine preferences." And the other female characters were either Feminine pretty bitches or Feminine pretty dumb bimbos. So, it was clear which character the audience was supposed to be rooting for, who was cool and good specifically because she was different than girls and not Feminine (but also incredibly Feminine in appearance and grace). So, as a teenager (still unconsciously holding onto a lot of internalized misogyny... but believing that I like everyone and conceptualizing of myself as a chilled out person) I sought to shape myself into a physically attractive young woman with Masculine preferences... and it was easy to do with my goth style at the time. And it's not to say that nothing in all of this is me. It's just mixed in with a bunch of filters and coping strategies. And I've seen my unfiltered self before in a mushroom journey where the mushrooms forced me to face with unconscious terror and made me sit with the terror for about an hour... and I eventually "popped through the bottom" of the terror and found this equanimous state. And I was able to finally speak as myself... and from my heart. And it's honestly so frustrating that I don't get to live and express as that all the time. But I keep chipping away at these blocks. The way I expressed in that time was very soft and calm with effortlessly authoritative... and totally unaffected by fear with all filters removed. It's mostly Feminine but not without integration of the Masculine. And I was just absorbing so much more information from the environment where I was sensitized to subtle energies because nothing rattled me emotionally... as I could allow all feelings. And it took away the need for all the filtering that I do... and not just for the reasons mentioned here. There's tons of filtering for a variety of different reasons. Also... I saw a being (the same being) twice in two separate medicine journeys of a soft and graceful alien-like Goddess figure possessing immense power and with sacred geometry decorating her skin all over her body like subtle delicate jewelry... but that jewelry was also subtle and swirling and moving through her ethereal skin. And I saw her as this Feminine being with the Masculine coursing through her like currents in the water... to where it was the Masculine was her subtle adornments, which increased her power and beauty. And her arms were my arms... and I could look down at my arms and see that it was me. And it doesn't resemble anything of society's gender roles... but it's very Feminine and somewhat Masculine in it's subtle animating qualities. It seemed to me during the journeys that this being is some other-dimensional aspect of myself. And in that mushroom journey, I feel like I got to express what that represents through my terrestrial form, but that has been blocked individually and collectively by society's multi-millennia-long polarization into the Masculine and repression of the Feminine.

Well, despite promising visual aspects and NMR spectra, the in-vivo could still turn out faulty somehow, so I prefer not going overboard on first orders. I'll assay 5mg soon, day after same dose HCl for a fair comparison. If it performs as expected I'll get another 1-2g. After unpacking & weighing losses + gifts I'll have 900mg remaining. Trips range from 3-10mg, beyond that only on special occasions. That's via IM of course, with the other inefficient routes a gram is only good for maybe 50 mediocre trips. So just the current amount is over 100 trips easily, which I won't be doing more than once per week due to having plenty of other chemicals to work with and in general having switched to a less frequent but more potent schedule. A second buy then guarantees stock for a few years at least, the rest are similarly secure already. Studying the effect of daily sub-1mg injections on baseline consciousness & prolonged exposure would be interesting. Transitioning to alien with 5MM 👽 Next comes time to lay off spending money on chems, talking on forums, etc. to concentrate on building wealth that will allow buying the kind of bulk you're proposing. Or better yet, ordering custom synths 😎

I am Alien, and no human agency has any control over me.

These days, I sometimes stop to think and wonder: isn’t it kind of lame being human? It feels that way to me, we’re always stuck dealing with the same sets of annoying problems over and over again. Take the one outlined in the topic, for example. There are never any truly satisfying solutions to any of them, not really. Like, not REALLY. Especially with long-term problems, where all sorts of unpredictable variables are constantly at play. All advice and solutions end up feeling like putting a band-aid on a bullet wound to me. Our existence is frustrating in that way. Maybe there’s something to being an alien, maybe Leo should hook me up with some good stuff after all LOL

Alien Joy

Every single ALIEN COME TO ME BRING IT ON ALL OF YOU.

A stiff upperlip is not good for anybody, not for the others and not for yourself. It is very unhealthy for yourself to have pent up emotions and you basically freeze the relationship dynamics by being clinical and sterile. Most of the people here are deeply traumatized people who are looking for answers in the holy grail of actualized which is psychedelics. It is all in vain and all overcompensation. People don't look for truth and alien consciousness when they are wounded and looking to heal. Truth and healing (and being healthy aka embodied truth) is the same thing that a lot of people still have to discover but I rest my case. All disease comes from trauma or some kind mental perversation. It is good that you are focusing on that because if one is wounded one can't even see reality the right way and see truth rightiously. All greatness comes from loss. A forum can't be low a good medium to express it. But I found it more useful to go to a city I'm unknown in and just be myself unapologetically. This might something you might to try out because that way you are skin in the game. I still think you still have a lot of uncovering to do though and I wish you all the best.

The second part of this post is my "alien" experience

@Eskilon I wasn't going to reveal this here. But I just sort of lost all fucks hiding shit that is a big part of my experience. I used to be so closed off. As I get older I just stop caring about how I am perceived. I have just as many questions as you really. I don't know why the mantis ones showed themselves to me. No other type. I can tell you that they don't exist in our material reality. They don't experience time. They have a collective form of memory/consciousness that is really different because they don't have voices, there isn't a language. Whole concepts of information felt transmitted - it feels like you suddenly have all these gestalt/images but with context transmitted at the same time. But there is an awareness another is connecting and sharing the concepts. You feel the expanse. It is like a giant mind behind the eyes - and it makes me wonder if @Leo Gura's alien consciousness wasn't something similar accessed, somehow. And I do not mean alien as in NHI or extra-terrestrial. I mean like a hive mind of consciousness like a river of knowing. Like a tap into some other type of consciousness that isn't contained to a form but semi unified and expansive. Don't know any of this for sure. Just makes me wonder. I don't have answers - just more unknowns. Like yourself!

Just think for a second smoking dmt with a alien and getting all their information you may think eh it’s still god imagining it all even if it’s all dream stuff there’s no telling what information and consciousness they Possess

You claim you met an alien??

So I posted this video on the "Alien Intelligence" Thread, but no responses! I find it weird, top government officials, Rubio the Secretary of State as well, claiming we have Alien (non Human Tech, Ships, Bodies) in the possession of the US government.. Isn't this the top story, more important than the current long running wars, economic or medical problems going on? I don't understand why no one is interested, am I missing something?? Here's the vid..

Title: Alien Black Pill

You are also gesturing towards a new and different type of cognition that can process info and reason in completely alien ways , right?

@jimwell you're thinking too much. Definitely not an alien, thats the human condition. You want to quiet your mind and look for who/what you really are right now, but that wont be conceptual Human/Alien answer, but will be the experiential I before any thought.

I'm only in my 30s but I have already embodied this worldview. Damn, I'm really an alien.

@Carl-Richard Finally someone brings this real topic! I would like to know if you are living such current reality of no control at all? In the past I was going far through such path but I had to stop because I thought I was doing something wrong. It just feels crazy and completely alien to society. You basically can’t fit in anywhere by chance. could you please expand more on this because the line is really thin between such liberation and total insanity in the bad sense. How would you even survive? Keep a job? Etc? How do one understand such path if that’s even something. I had to stop because I was about to leave my job, university and while even living with my parents the stress was real since they thought I was crazy and did not understand. Sadhguru has scratched this topic saying that you need control so you don’t go mad. I think he fears fully letting go and created and ego again through magic or tantric means just to perform since I once perceived hidden anxiety in him by holding hidden veils just as I had to do so I could perform into society expectations for the sake of survival. Did you experienced dissasociation and depersonalization? Some say this is a problem and others don’t and that it’s part of the path. I experienced in the past and it was liberating yet crazy and had to force a stop through karma gluing. This path is serious since it triggers the real matter of the dark night of the soul which is an extensive theme that go through different stages as you evolve and expand your consciousness. You will continue having different dark nights until fully avatar. The dark night manifest through different forms and dimensions not just feeling lost. It can manifest even through chakra problems of energy leaking and past life karma surging up that you are not even aware of and don’t know how to handle. Or past life karma congestion when surging up that later manifests as disease.

My body is ready : https://www.ign.com/articles/fxs-alien-earth-renewed-for-season-2

Everyone talks about enlightenment, shmenlightenment, and blah blah... But what's the point of infinity if we can't use it? Why doesn't this "Infinity" grant us Power? Truth gives Power, but first, the destruction of old illusions, and that's painful, hahaha. - "Why do I need AI if I'm personally involved in science? I can teach it some interesting things myself. When you contribute something original, something living, that's a sign of Life, or call it God, that's Awakening. When "energy" manifests through you naturally, like dance, like inspiration, like improvisation, from the depths of your soul, when your role is natural and organic, without any conflicts, spasms, or convictions—right/wrong, good/evil... It's not just "energy" manifesting itself, not how it flows and blah blah, but you Yourself ARE IT." - . Is there a P=NP millennium problem? Positive proof would mean that many practical problems, such as creating drugs with predetermined properties from the start, and individually tailored to each individual, could be solved. Moreover, it would impact genetics, both DNA analysis and protein modeling, to a superior level, because currently these problems are considered intractable and require significant computational resources. And this is all literally, not even metaphorically, a drop in the ocean; all these problems are NP-complete. If it's proven that the proof of P=NP itself is beyond axiomatics, meaning it's neither provable nor refutable within the framework of current mathematical logic, one option would be to introduce William Hude's measures (actually, not only, but let's just take one for now). These measures have an interesting property: strict insufficiency. What makes the unbounded "bounded" is that it reveals hidden structures, seemingly expanding the potential used, and also ensures reliability in logic that is new, not trivial. For example, one solved Millennium Problem, the Poincaré-Perelman theorem, indirectly proves that our world is not three-dimensional, but at least four-dimensional. This is within the framework of proof by logic (and this is very important in reality, not just as a direct experiential argument, because it can be used to one's advantage). He also discovered new methods such as functional extrema and singular flows. Moreover, a promising point of view is their use in the design of complex technical systems. Any Millennium Problem is potentially PRACTICAL. But the P=NP problem stands apart because it immediately opens literally fantastic doors. But there is one BUT. Like algorithmic randomness. Our mind is essentially an archiver (in the language of information theory). Archiving is data compression, and only structural, rhythmic, and predictable data can be compressed. Chaotic things are incompressible in principle, and our reality is incompressible, and no program can describe it more briefly than it does, that is, archive it, and therefore it is truly random. What appears orderly appears mundane, and what is chaos can contain the most profound information, but the mind is powerless here. For example, you download two audio files – one is your favorite song, and the other is the incomprehensible hiss of an old radio. You run the archiver – the music is compressed to 500 kilobytes, but the white noise of the old radio remains almost unchanged. Why? A song has structure, repeating rhythms, chords, a chorus. The archiver sees patterns and replaces them with shortcuts, like memory saying, "This has happened before, just repeat it." But there's nothing recognizable in the noise of an old radio; each fragment is unique, unpredictable, as if Nature itself rolls the dice with every sound. The archiver is powerless, "I can't make it shorter." Compression is a search for meaning. If a file compresses, it means it has order, structure, repetition; if not, you're looking at pure randomness. Everything that can be explained can be compressed; everything that can't be explained remains as it is. And the archiver is a small model of the human mind—it searches for patterns, tries to simplify, explain, systematize, and when it can't, it seems to say, "This isn't my limit, but the limit of the world itself." And almost everything in the universe is uncompressible; this is a mathematical proof—there's more chaos than order, order is the exception to chaos, randomness is the norm. Sometimes the most complete formula for describing reality is Reality itself. For centuries, science has been pursuing the same goal: compressing the world. We seek formulas to replace long descriptions of reality with short ones. Science is the art of compression. We believe the world obeys laws, meaning it can be described more simply than it appears, that behind the apparent chaos lies a "hidden code." But not everything can be coded. If a "string" is incompressible, that doesn't mean it's "noisy"; it means no explanation will be shorter than the string itself, even the most ingenious. And the laws of nature aren't fundamental truths, but the most successful archives of reality—we've found a way to compress part of the universe, but not all of it. Our minds work in the same way—it tries to pack chaos into explanations, but somewhere on the edges of consciousness, chunks of data remain that can't be compressed. Science has always believed that behind the complex lies simplicity, but the opposite is true: behind the simple lies complexity, which no formula can contain. Is it possible to compress the Universe itself? Imagine our entire world as a gigantic hard drive the size of the Cosmos, with everything recorded on it—every photon, every particle, every thought…? Could this gigantic file be replaced with a short program—a Theory of Everything? Option one: the Universe is deterministic, it has a simple formula, the laws of physics are a compressed version of reality, we can describe the past and future if we know the initial conditions—the world is a gigantic program, and we are processors executing its code. But there's a problem: the formula explains HOW, but it doesn't explain WHY these specific "numbers" exist. There is no answer. These parameters are simply GIVEN as unchanging chunks of an incompressible string. Option two: the Universe is completely random. There is no code. All laws are merely temporary coincidences; each event is unique, like billions of incompressible strings scattered in the Vacuum of Existence. Such a world is impossible to understand. It doesn't repeat itself, it can't be explained, and essentially defies our logic; it simply Is. This Universe is meaningless, yet this is precisely its True Meaning. Option three – the Golden Mean. The laws of nature are a compressed portion of Reality, while the initial conditions are incompressible. The world has structure, but not the Whole; it's partially explainable, like a file where the header is readable, but the rest is pure noise. Most physicists believe precisely this; the laws are understandable, but the input data itself is inexplicable. And here's where the real mental nightmare begins – it's impossible to even prove that "something" is incompressible. If we found proof, it would itself be a program that shortens the description, meaning it would already be compression – a contradiction. The conclusion is that we will never know whether the Universe is lawful or random; it's simply an unsolvable question. We are the ones desperately trying to compress the infinite file of reality into a short, human-readable code called Understanding. Algorithmic randomness is the wall that human and artificial intelligence collide with, the SETI program and alien signals... Order is simplicity, and true randomness is when no explanation is shorter than Reality itself. The Universe doesn't have to be understandable, and chaos isn't the enemy of order, but its integral part. Each of us is also a "string" whose true length is greater than any attempt to explain ourselves in words. And if someone wants to "compress" you into a formula, you must remember that what is most alive in a person is what cannot be contained in any program. And the irony is that Ideal Order and Ideal Chaos are seemingly the same thing. The brain and perception—the human brain is also an archiver—seeks out repetitions to conserve energy; when they don't exist, it calls it noise. But sometimes, it's precisely in this noise that new information can be hidden, one that can't yet be compressed. We respond to art, to music, to random details because we sense a balance between order, which can be understood, and chaos, which cannot. The world becomes beautiful when it is almost, but not completely, compressible. Algorithmic randomness is not a paradox; it is information about where reason ends and the inexplicable begins. The world is ruled by Infinite Beauty in all its Meanings and nonsense. Truth = Beauty, and that's precisely what your "soul" craves.

I would ask this guy, he done 11 days. I done about 3 - 4 days on a few occasions throughout my life. Definitely some psychedelic experiences, different from psychedelics tho, almost alien in a weird way, more like alice in wonderland style or amanita ish...

That's where you're going wrong. Get some female friends and acquaintances in your social circle, simply for the sake of building a robust social circle. Every person should aim to do that, imo. Hanging out too much of one type of person can be a bit socially stunting. So, if you only hang out with other young/youngish guys, it's going to make you disconnected because that's a very specific social bubble. And operating too much in that zone will make interactions with women feel alien and awkward... or as purely agenda driven. And as a perk of creating a more robust social circle, some percentage of those female friends and acquaintances that you interact with will be interested in you. Honestly, too many guys on this forum are sleeping on the benefits of having a strong and varied social support system... and some of those benefits include romantic benefits.