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True! Ppl talk here say this and that, they say they have suffered that is their Truth, but when they write about it here, share their suffering its just a Story to the rest of Us reading it, like a philosophy no different.. So the essence of it is this, once it is in YOUR EXPERIENCE then it is Truth and Reality, that is the only thing that really matters is Your Experience, and it only happens within YOU, no where else, this is the only aspect of Solipsism that is true on a Experiential level.,, Suffering can be used, as anything can be used to bring You to Your Higher Potential, but Suffering is not a Higher Potential at all, its a lower Potential, because the Experience of Suffering disempowers You, Bliss Empowers You so that Your Potential is more revealed to You then hence Transformation is upon One, so Bliss is the safest Path, get Blissful of Your Own Nature and then see the World/Life open up to Higher Potentials..

No, completely off base here with this. Life is not Infinite Love, Your just lacking in Love that is why you put it up on a pedestal.. Love is Inclusion, its Me including You as a part of Myself, its a Sweet Emotion that Humans are capable of Experiencing to a high degree of Intensity, Life is not this, Life/Absolute is all Possibility and Potential, but don't call a Serial Killer Love, call it Hate, which is also another Potential, opposite of Love but Possible to be existing and expressed.. As Humans we can choose where to Vibe and be within Ourselves, do You want Love or Hate, with Love there is great Bliss attached to it, that is why You want it, if Love meant great pain and suffering You would not want it, we call that Hate, that is why the Serial Killer does what he does, he Hates his victims and uses them for his/her own pleasure..

It is different in the way it is felt. So for me is different. I prefer samadhi than stressing myself and having anxiety attacks. You could say is all the same but personally I do have a preference in preferring the samadhi and I do not think that is selfish but rather the intelligence within choosing. I must be very alone in this path. Razard, CarlRichard and You seem to think the same way. (in another post I also had this argument with them) Ime There is a difference between the source and thoughts. The proof is you can be hours without thoughts, but thoughts can not happen without You. For me this is the proof I obviously not the thoughts, thoughts are a creation and a compulsion within me. Sadhguru said thoughts or 'disturbances' happen because the source of creation which is pure intelligence sacrifices this intelligence for action (karma). So basically every time you identify yourself with a limited happening that is karma, because you just abandoned yourself (Pure Bliss, Nothingness, Non Existence becomes compression, something, existence) So basically it is in the forgetting of one self that one creates a reality and gets entangled in it. That is not my experience, but if that is yours That´s also another perspective, yes. I was understanding samadhi as no mind. My point is openness happens when mind is stilled and no disturbance happens.

So I had a strange one today. I was in the space, having the ultimate experience. And somehow, my ego came online midtrip (this has never happend before) It started kicking some fear and panic into me. Internally this experience is very loud, and on the comedown Im always worried if I have been vocally/physically loud. Recorded myself several times and always been quiet with some minor movements. My ego reminded me that I'm actually in my house/bed. That I'm a person. Reminded me of my life and the world. "the real reality". I was fighting it. That's not real! That reality has seized. I have awakened! I'm never going back. A part of me was fighting it. And the other part was trying hard to ground myself and kill the trip. I remember looking at my hands but couldnt see them as my vision was still entirely in the other dimension. I found/felt my hands. When I felt my skin it hit me. Damnn, I AM still a person I am here in my bed just tripping balls. I held on to my hands trying to ground me back to "reality". But there was no ground. Caught a glimpse of the moment I loaded up the emesh and was like damnn, took too big of a dose. I have really done it this time. I was torn between bliss and panic. I was convinced I would likely wake up in the psych ward. Could swear I heard all the paramedics bumrushing my bedroom and taking me away. I lost it all. I lost my house. lost everything. I made a complete fool of myself. I ruined my entire life, with just a few crumbs of 5meo. I could see myself from the third person. Stuck in the 5meo space. I looked completely insane. This is how they see me. Somehow things calmed down and I opened my eyes and was surprised to find myself sitting upward in the most elegant symmetrical position legs crossed hands together. I expected to be in the psych ward or at least in some pathetic fetal position on the floor somewhere. But that wasn't the case. My sheets weren't even a bit messed up or anything. I cracked a smile and admired the position I was sitting in. So calm. So peaceful. So elegant. Wtf.

If you annihilate yourself from existence (not just dying as a body, but truly as a Being you dissolve into Nothingness/Bliss), others part of you that are still not conscious enough will still carry a body and might even reincarnate into other forms. This does not change there is still only one being, but the one being is infinite and infinitely fragmented (this is before Awakening), so some parts will realize before Others. Infinity is awakening at different times, some parts Awaken before others. This was necessary in order to create a reality with apparent duality in the first place. For a race to make sense some must reach the finish line before others, and vice versa.

Exactly. "Imagine" becoming the Hammer. You can imagine anything, but at some point you get tired of imagining. When that moment comes you will seek Truth. From its imagination. So what? Imagination needs Intelligence. Intelligence do not need imagination to exist. In samadhi states, psychological mechanism dissappears. Do you as empty Bliss dissappears? No! Samadhi "states" are the proof Consciousness or God do not need memory, imagination or "Mind" to exist. This is a second fabrication which can dissappears where the Absolute remains. In other words, a hammer needs the proyection of God to exist. But God does not need a hammer to exist When you later identify with a hammer, then we say that "God" is in Maya. You just lost Yourself in your Creation. Such a pity the Creator forgot itself in the Creation! Do you want Truth or do you want to Keep Dreaming? Thats a trascendental decision that changes the course of Existence. Lots of "Gods" Will prolong It because they are too attached to their dream.

This is a very beautiful story honestly 💜 But now i also want blue beings and 12 centimeter bliss light kundlinis.

If you want bliss from being in their presence, you would want a teacher with a strong Shakti. Jan Esmann is pretty unmatched here. But he doesn't call himself a saint, so there is that. He does Shaktipat, a focused transmission of energy.

I don’t think Sadhguru is on the same level of Maharajji. I’ve never read that people felt that bliss just out of his presence, nor that he has performed miracles. Does such a saint even exist nowadays?

Hehe… I already started to type but it seems like I have to start all over. Well… I’m going to attempt to be a romantic novelist and try to share the setting of a shared sexual play I had the opportunity to share. I was given consent to share so why not share some juiciness… I was a bit bewildered but swept up in excitement and curiosity I would love to see how I would express this. So… let’s give it a go… ok The farmhouse was filled with warmth and giggles. I was hunkered down next to the wood stove adding to the fire. My girl friend snuggling up with her blankets while lounging on the couch. As he starts to walk up the creaky stairs he calls my name and asks me to show him what I’ve been working on these past few days. I finish arranging the wood and close the door to the stove and start my accent up the creaky stairs following him down the hall. We enter the last room on the right. This is where he usually sleeps when he stays here at the farmhouse. I showed him where I patched up the small and large holes and added a new coat of paint on each wall. I knew he would be returning, so I made his bed once I got all the furniture back into place. I said I finished the room next door as well. This room is the bunk room which has four twin beds which is for the work traders who come to visit. I was turned toward the back wall and window babbling about the Japanese beetles who have found their way into the room and found heat in the corner of the walls. And I feel his strong hands caress my hips. I stop babbling and before I could do or think of anything else; he swiftly turns my body where we are face to face. He brings my body close to his and my hands intuitively goes from hanging loosely to my sides to bracing myself on his chest and shoulders. As I slowly lift up my eyes to meet his… his hands are synchronized with my movements… rising up my spine which is delightfully ticklish. My chin rises up and my head is thrown back with a huge smile on my face. He catches the back of my head with his fingers tangling into my hair. I hear an enticing moan as he brings his mouth close to my neck. Not to kiss but to exhale a foggy breath of heat and moisture and moves up to my ear where I can hear him moan again. I reciprocate with my own moan of approval. His grip in my hair massages my head and slightly pulls my roots and every hair on my body rises to attention. Wow… ok… this is happening.. I start to think… and as he continues to maneuver his mouth around my body not to kiss but to tease and I stop thinking. We stand together in the middle of the room allowing our hands to roam and explore one another’s body… we exchange moans and tones of excitement, consent, and desire for what’s more to come? We were in a dance of teasing and starting to allow kisses on our necks… maybe on the forehead or a nose or a chin… it was now the tease of not kissing mouth to mouth. Again I feel his hands on my hips and he firmly pushes my body up against the wall. He closes in and compresses his body onto mine and moves my hands up above my head… and continues to move my hair away from my face. He’s moving confidently and smoothly… I’m finding myself just riding the wave of bewildered bliss. He has now grabbed under my thighs lifting me off the ground and taking us to one of the beds. He sits down and places me on his lap while I wrap my legs around him. My body is speaking her own language in this position. Squeezing his body and arching my back and small slow rotations of my hips… my eyes are looking at him in a manner to question how far are we going to take this right now? We’re both smiling knowing wherever it goes… it will be fun! We make our way to his bedroom and get even more comfortable lying on his fuzzy blankets on our skin. He lies down first and has his arm out for me to fit right in next to his side. I don’t hesitate and crawl right into place only for a moment until I want to straddle his body. He has given me a lot of his attention and so I wanted to reciprocate and he allowed me to roam and explore and tease him for awhile… licking, nibbling, and biting… all while allowing my body to speak her own language of curiosity and interest. He gives me time, but he wants to take over again and this time he slowly removes the long-sleeved shirt I have on with little splatters of paint on it. He observes my nude breasts for a moment before licking, nibbling, and biting in such a pleasurable and exciting manner. Holy shit he’s good… holy shit! I get the chance to take his shirt off too so I can press and rub our partially nude bodies against one another. He rotates the breath of heat and moisture to the licking and blowing cool air… goosebumps and tingles everywhere… and I’m trying to keep up and return the favors. He suddenly stops and says wait… he grabs his phone and sets an alarm. We’re supposed to be cooking dinner for the staff and guest tonight. Whatever we are doing… we’re going to have to stop and go cook. We had about 20 minutes left before the alarm will go off. He gently pushes me so I’m laying down on my back and he grabs my legs. He’s moving and arranging them in several positions and starts to lick my toes and massaging my feet. I cannot help but giggle aloud. My arms are to my sides caressing his thighs and tracing over his member and he folds my legs on top of me. He’s lying on top of my calves and knees to my chest and in a split second he removes my black tights with paint splattered on my knees. Well alrighty then, sir… time is not pressuring his artful process of seduction. He begins with heat on my vagina… I am squirming with excitement and he penetrates my pussy with his fingers… his mouth is slowly making his way up my body to my breasts as he continues to penetrate… I’m so wet with pleasure I can hear my juices as he going in and out. His mouth slowly makes his way down… and my body is trying to stay calm as he starts to lick… flicking my lips… yeeessss… oh yessss! He gets in deeper and my body arches and my hands find his hands to grip tightly. He removes one of his hands so he can alternate from licking, blowing cool air and penetration… my knees are bent and I push my pelvis up off the bed and start to turn my body as I pulsate my hips around his head and the alarm sounds… holy shit… are you kidding me? I turn completely over and lay on my stomach with my face in the blankets. Holy fucking shit… ok… we agreed that we need to cook dinner when we hear the alarm, but I’m moving very slowly and hesitantly and even in a bit of a pouty demeanor. Really? I make it to my knees and as he’s getting dressed he continues to play with me. I whisper that I’m going… I’m getting there… and I finally get to my clothes to put back on. Our eyes are fully of satisfaction and yearning… this will have to continue after dinner. I’m following him back down the creaky stairs into the kitchen. My girl friend pops up off the couch and asks if we need help cooking dinner. And I’m like yes please do… I’m a ball of mush right now and I cannot think straight. I had already decided we were going to make breakfast for dinner… so pancakes, bacon, and eggs. He takes over the pancakes and adds an egg, vegetable oil, cinnamon, and nutmeg to the basic batter. She looks at me and chuckles and said… i can do the eggs… what vegetables do we have and what kind of cheese? So yes… I know where things are at and I need to help her find them… I really am not in a clear mind right now… I’m extremely overwhelmed and unable to concentrate. Acclimating myself out of the bedroom into the kitchen with another person who has no clue… well she has a little clue… hehe of what just went down upstairs. But I finally realized that I’m going to be in charge of the bacon. Ok this is the easiest part of this meal… so come on… get yourself together. We’re all sharing laughter and cooking together while the manager makes his way to the farmhouse to join us. Everything was a bit fuzzy and I found moments to tell him this and he giggles and says that’s exactly what he was going for. We have gratitude circle and all I can remember is saying my name and I’m from the world of la la-woo haa land… and because of that I’m unable to think straight and I’m just so grateful the Universe has attracted this moment to experience right now. We eat and again we find ourselves in his bed snuggling. Before we get heated I start to suggest something I want to try. In our break I’m wondering if I’m ready to have sexual intercourse tonight or not… so I want to try to slow it down a bit. I start by saying that I use to give myself self body massages from head to toe. I’ve always wanted to try this with my partner where we mirror one another while we massage each other head to toe. He asked how do we do this and we both chuckle when I said I don’t know… I haven’t tried it before, but we’ll figure it out. And so he said that I already gave him a foot massage before and so he wants to return the favor. So he starts to massage my feet and I said… well.. I’m going to mirror you so I’m going to massage your feet again as well. He starts to suck on my toes and I started to do the same sucking on his toes. He massages my feet and I’m trying to mirror his every action he does to my body I return at the same time on his body. He said well it looks like you’re going to let me lead the direction…and I said I can do both lead and follow, but it feels appropriate to follow right now. And we continued to massage and mirror. I’m sitting on his lap facing him as we massage and scratch our scalp and hair… and move to his ears, his temple, and his chin… his neck and shoulders. He then said that there’s moves he’d like to do that I won’t be able to mirror… so we’re going to have to go back and forth. He starts to massage my arms and pushing pressure points to loosen my muscles. He notices and remarks how I don’t seem to hold much tension in my body. I remark that I’m not a person who gets tense much anymore. He does a series of massages and stretches and he starts to increase the sexiness and I stop him so I can return the favor before we get heated up again. Trying to remember his sequence but end up doing my version of what I remember and just find myself wanting to give his body attention and affection. I’m so grateful to be sharing this experience with him. And I hope he understands how thankful I am for this opportunity. We get heated up and I start to move to his pants and undo his belt and take off his pants. It takes me more than a split second to remove his pants. And now I’m going to return the favor of going down on him. I love licking around his member and creases in his thighs and hips…. I place his member in my mouth and move my throat up and down slowly over his member. Rotating my tongue in circles around his member while rotating my mouth. Soft sucking to more intense sucking… deep throating to focusing on his member’s head… I’m also trying to keep in the manner he has been playing in our session so it was more of a teasing manner. I spit on my hand to lather up slippery hands to jack off his member while I lick and suck his balls. He positions me so he can reciprocate and we enjoy time sucking and licking one another. I really enjoy fellatio. I even thought maybe I would be able to get him off in this manner, but he seemed to not be ready to finish at this time. He repositions me so he can focus on going down on me and I can feel myself wanting to explode. As he gets me squirting he inserts his penis inside my vagina and we finally connect and penetrate deeply. We waited so long and it was much more satisfying delaying our satisfaction. We’re also sharing deep kisses mouth to mouth by this time and it’s hot and rewarding. I’m toning and moaning with absolute delight and he whispers if I keep it up… he’s going to cum. I assume he didn’t want to yet and so I apologized but I couldn’t stop myself of voicing my pleasure and shortly he cums inside. He said we should have probably talked about this before we started, but he has gotten a vasectomy and didn’t think it would be an issue to cum inside. And I was thankful that was the case and admitted how much I really enjoy the act of ejaculation inside of me. So… this is what I’ve been waiting to experience for all these years of celibacy. Interesting? It was exactly what I was looking for without knowing what I was looking for.

Consciousness is infinite perspective. Perspective is temporary yes, but whatever perspective you have in any given moment is what determines your experience. Your experience right now is literally your perspective of existence, right now. If you have negative fear based beliefs/perspectives. You will have an experience that you don’t prefer, a negative experience. If you expand your consciousness and have a higher level perspective of life, you will experience more of your true nature; joy, love, bliss, passion, excitement, ecstasy, etc.

I'm not making this up as a belief. This is seriously how I experience reality what'd u think; this was some soft-core acceptance to reality equals bliss equals Knowing no fucking way. Truth is all the gruesome shit in acceptance. Its almost like I wanna puke cus' of my acceptance to unconvential ways 🤮 @Leo Gura pls help me

Don't fall into the trap of "I am not the one typing these words" or there is no one making decisions and things of that nature.. To be Human means You have the most ability to be in control of the only thing that matters, that is how You are Experiencing Life right now, so now You have noticed some suffering appearing, its probably unconscious things becoming Conscious, this is good in a way.. To be on the Spiritual Path means Life is going to be on fast forward, your going to burn thru Your Karma more quickly than others because You want to be Free from it all within this life span, not many.. So things will start to come up, that may some how disturb You, that's okay, Accept it all, knowing and unknowing, as this is what is happening, it was inevitable that it happened, if You dwell on it and suffering arises from it, more Karma is being developed and needs to be dealt with. The safest path is the Bliss Path, in Bliss You don't care about what is unconscious to You coming up in Your Consciousness, Your Blissed Out naturally.. So work on that, get Peaceful of Your own nature first, Accept what is, Live Now, Respond to Now Consciously, do some Energy Work, Kriya work, get the Energies working in the right direction and more in Your Awareness, this will bring Peace to You naturally, then it smooths things out, Your at Ease Naturally, then Life opens up and You can handle it easy..

Hey guys! I'm losing my mind right now. I had my 3rd 5-MEO-DMT trip yesterday. My facilitator isn't too concerned about dosing and I tried not to manage it. I had an incredible experience that I couldn't remember immediately after. I remember understanding everything and the bliss but didn't know how to talk about it and left as though nothing happened. I drove home 1.5 hours and tended to my family like nothing happened. I was a little disappointed that I didn't insist on a certain dosage because I wanted a breakthrough dose. It reverberated throughout the night. It has slowly unfolded for me today and my mind is blown!! It's like my little brain couldn't process that much information at that time and it contained it. I was getting glimpses of it all morning but when the glimpse faded I couldn't summon the feeling back. I've been in a fog (or a strange state) all day. But now (26 hours later) it's back and my whole body is experiencing a fraction of it. I am remembering the absolute bliss and absolute knowing and I'm in utter shock. It's as though the ultimate source said: "See, NOW DO YOU SEE." There was no "me" but somehow my soul was bathed and saturated into infinity. The absolute beauty and ineffability. I somehow feel like my code is rewritten but I don't know what that means. I don't have more words than this and these aren't sufficient. My concept of time is different. I have a small sense of everything being simultaneous. What now? It's SOOOO crazy that I've had this experience and I'm making dinner and tending to kids again like everything hasn't exploded into everything. Anyone else experience this type of delay? I"m curious why. Thanks!

The TV screen is akin to the Existence or Reality as it is, which is Perfect, but we as Humans have Free Will to determine and explore Potential and Experience, and the playing field (TV) is set up perfectly for us to play this game, so its a Game. Suffering it or Realizing its Truth and Potential of Perfection (Bliss) makes all the difference.. You can look at the TV turned off, or watch your favorite Movie or TV show, that makes all the difference, so its in that difference that makes Life as it is here for us to play the game of it, all Potentials are being exposed and explored so Life/Absolute can Experience itself, that makes all the difference...

Anything You ingest does not really produce the effect You feel, it rather just brings forth the Potential that is always within Us, nothing ingested can make you feel something that is not already possible to feel, you can't feel something impossible to feel... Its like when I was training and teaching in Martial Arts for 30yrs, I came to the Realization that the training at whatever art that is practiced is not really teaching You anything, it is just making You realize a certain Potential within You. There are 1000 ways to throw a punch, that are somewhat unique to one another, you learn a particular way of doing it (via certain body structures and body mechanics) then that potential is exposed within You, and express by You, that is the same with smoking weed, snorting a line of coke, or taking a hit of 5meodmt, when it comes within the boundary of Your Body, where all Experience happens, then it bring about a Certain Potential Experience that was already there but waiting to be exposed.. Now the key is if that Potential is always there, can I expose it naturally via my own Free Will? Yes of course, You can manifest any Experience You want under Your own free Will, just work at it, and then decided do I want a 5meo experience right now or a normal waking state experience right now, or Bliss/Depression Experience right now...

Anything You ingest does not really produce the effect You feel, it rather just brings forth the Potential that is always within Us, nothing ingested can make you feel something that is not already possible to feel, you can't feel something impossible to feel... Its like when I was training and teaching in Martial Arts for 30yrs, I came to the Realization that the training at whatever art that is practiced is not really teaching You anything, it is just making You realize a certain Potential within You. There are 1000 ways to throw a punch, that are somewhat unique to one another, you learn a particular way of doing it (via certain body structures and body mechanics) then that potential is exposed within You, and express by You, that is the same with smoking weed, snorting a line of coke, or taking a hit of 5meodmt, when it comes within the boundary of Your Body, where all Experience happens, then it bring about a Certain Potential Experience that was already there but waiting to be exposed.. Now the key is if that Potential is always there, can I expose it naturally via my own Free Will? Yes of course, You can manifest any Experience You want under Your own free Will, just work at it, and then decided do I want a 5meo experience right now or a normal waking state experience right now, or Bliss/Depression Experience right now...

That raises the question: who, really, is one’s audience? The psyche is structured around what Lacan calls the Big Other, an imaginary audience that functions as a projective surface for our desire to be recognized. Writing to an “audience,” then, is never about addressing a concrete entity - it’s about orienting oneself toward a horizon of recognition, a gaze that shapes the psyche and directs one’s intentions. This is precisely what Nietzsche invokes when he declares, “some men are born posthumously.” In doing so, he conjures an à-venir audience - a future, yet-to-come Other who will recognize him as a prophet. This act is not passive; it is an act of will, a kind of Landian hyperstition, where the mere assertion of this deferred audience creates the conditions for its eventual existence. Nietzsche’s psyche, therefore, is structured around becoming, as eternal striving toward a future beyond the limits of the present. Contrast this with Donald Trump, for whom the deferred audience has been entirely supplanted by the hyper-present gaze of the media spectacle. For Trump, recognition is no longer an unfolding or a process; it is a constant demand for immediate feedback, an endless loop of instant gratification. This collapses any sense of duration or becoming into the nihilistic flatland of postmodernity - a world without depth, where the present moment reigns supreme, and the Big Other is reduced to the flicker of a screen. In Trump, the future dies of diabetic shock, succumbing to the infantile bliss of perpetual nourishment. In Nietzsche, we find the ecstasy of becoming and the insatiable thirst for annihilation. Which world would you rather inhabit? (and please don’t tell me it’s „the golden mean,“ or some such bullshit).

That suffering is also love. That hate we feel for anything is also love, that sorrow, sadness, envy, hostility, dislikes, malicious intents etcetc, also love. Love, on an existential level, is everything. Joy, bliss and happiness are finite versions of love. Conditional. Everything is unconditional love. Even if you said you hated the world, that's still love. You've described the human's version of love. I can feel the love in someone's heart when they're hating, being malicious, envious and all those negative emotions. That's coming from a mental disorder. The heart always loves and it's the conditional programming, veils, separation and ignorance that causes these negative emotions to arise. The heart stays intact and is always exuding the love that we are. What I've described is true freedom - and more. It's freedom to do and be whatever it wants. That's freedom. Humans don't really want freedom. We just think we do. Freedom is already the case. We can't see it because we're conditional with our love. Airy fairy love like you've described.

Nobody can tell you that You are in love. Only, You can know you are in love. Joy, bliss, freedom and love. These 4 compounds never leave each other, always together. I am in love, you can be too. Forget about being right or wrong, your worries, thoughts, just stay in this very moment, breath, calm down and look at around. Don't you see and feel that all is love in this very moment? It is impossible and inevitable not to feel... Life, what a chance, what a beauty, you are so lucky to read these sentences, share the love, feel the love and be the love. Thank you very much my friend, I love you, I love you. If I die, thank you for thinking about me, for these conversations, arguments. Thank you. Your very close friend James. I love you. Hit me up if you need freely any help. All is free, we are here for to help each other, we are here for each other. I love you.

@LfcCharlie4 hi . Thanks for resurrecting this thread 😁. Now that I've given it second thought you could say the point is creating whatever you want to create . No restrictions whatsoever. With baring in mind that you will reap what you sow ..so you are absolutely free to be like Hitler or Stalin but that doesn't mean there won't be consequences to your actions. These days I'm just sitting in silence doing nothing .just existing .just being .rather than doing . What are you gonna do anyways? You are eternal..there is no death that can annihilate you..so then imagine if you awakened to the fact that you are god and that you are eternal...really and this is a sincere question: what the heck are you gonna waste your eternal existence with? Joy and bliss ? That is nice but without misery and suffering there won't be any meaning to happiness. Which is exactly why this world is NOT perfect and there is a shit ton of suffering and evil and wars going on ..because God metaphorically speaking has gotten sick and tired of infinite bliss and decided to spice things up with a lil bit of drama if you will . Now That I think about it .the only point to life is life itself. Being .pure existing .basking in awareness. "Being interested In the experience of being aware " as Rupert Spira puts it .because there is literally nothing to do and nowhere to go after you've done it all . Just my thoughts Much Love brother 🙏

So, I just realized I haven't really spoken at all about my spiritual journey since my post more than 3 years ago, where I talked about my transition from Coral (Indigo) to Teal (Violet), my experiences and the shifts it had on me as a person. There is a good reason why I haven't talked at all about my spiritual journey since then, and that's because around this time is when I ended my spiritual journey. I considered myself done, and I was satisfied with where I was. Then about one year following that, another major shift happened in my subconscious, a silent, hyper-focused efficiency in all pursuits and a deeply rooted grounded-ness and peace with all that is. It's surprisingly a lot more difficult to talk about Ultraviolet from the point of Clear Light as it is about as different as any first tier stage would be from Ultraviolet. There are almost no commonalities between the two, and I'm having a hard time relating to this point in time despite not even having spent two weeks since I began transitioning to fourth tier consciousness. So, to get to the meat of it all. What and how did this come to be? Well, you see, I met this girl in school, and through her presence experienced selfless love for the first time in my life. This however was not the reason this change could take place, it was the intense emotional highs and lows that resulted from our relationship, resulting in both more pain and more happiness than I had ever experienced before in my life. This emotional rollercoaster eventually led me to face and unknowingly discard the last remaining parts of my ego. What followed was that I had unknowingly started to integrate the selfless love I felt for her, shaping my very being, allowing me to produce these feelings within and by myself. I didn't know it until it dawned on me a week later, but I had just started tapping into clear light. Looking back, that much is clear. Barriers related to feeling exhausted, physical and mental tiredness, limitations in focus all simply disappeared. While I can obviously still get physically tired like if I don't get enough sleep, since this point in time I've been immune to physical and mental tiredness in every other sense of the word. Even back in Ultraviolet, I would've never believed something like this to be possible for anyone, period. It feels like a transcendence of introversion and extroversion in many regards, as energy is no longer derived from socializing with groups of people or being by myself, but simply through being, resulting in limitless storages of energy throughout every moment of every day. This has been my reality for the past 12 days, and I've tried to test it by pushing myself to an extent that would have completely broken my past self. One such test was to study an extremely technical subject I'm working on, but for 15 hours straight, where 5 minutes of rest follows after 90 minutes of deep focus work until 15 hours have passed. I expected this to completely break me mentally, however it didn't. My focus didn't waver one bit throughout the day and I got more progress done than in the last week and a half put together. Ongoing list of immediate changes and insights from clear light when compared to any prior stages: Introversion and extroversion transcended. Energy flows freely, infinitely at every moment of every day with no effort needed to maintain it. Any and all past barriers and imagined limitations disappear completely. What's left is to witness the endless possibilities of it all, and to casually sail the waves of time. The capacity for deep uninterrupted work is supercharged to what would previously seem like an impossible degree. Sitting uninterrupted with something for x number of hours, be it 12 hours or 20 hours straight makes no difference. It's as effortless during the first hour as it is during the last. The beingness that happens at this stage makes past limitations, self-imposed or otherwise vanish as if they were never there to begin with. Physical capacity is greatly enhanced and too feels effortless when compared to what could be achieved before and what back then would have pushed the body to the breaking point now becomes an effortless dance between mind and matter. An outlook on what is with a profound sense of childlike wonder. Everything becomes magical and interesting, as if opening ones eyes for the first time. Extremely high levels of compassion, warmth and care for everything and everyone around me. Moodiness transcended. Permanent sense of bliss, wonder and unbound potential. Complete disconnect between past and present. No reference points to look back on, even from prior stages like Ultraviolet. There can't be any "after" as all limitations and dualities break apart at this point. It's very appropriately set as the final stage, as there can't be any after, when there is nothing more left for there to be an "after" of. I will probably keep adding to this post as I experience more, and I will date my updates accordingly. I've only "been" at what I perceive to be clear light for 5 days now (while the transition lasted 7 days), and which most definitely has to be a 4th tier stage due to how radically different it is from any prior stage or tier. It's been difficult for me to post about this sooner, as I've been having great difficulty grounding myself in reality following this realization. My body has very much been lagging behind so to say, but it's getting better by the day. 2024-11-21 16:58 GMT More about me. While I've been "on the path" very actively for the better part of 11 years, I've never taken psychedelics, so I've never gotten to experience glimpses of higher states of consciousness, only to drop down again right afterwards. Every time my consciousness has shifted, that new stage has quickly become the new baseline.

I want to remind people that fear is pretty much the main "barrier" when it comes to the expansion of consciousness. Any negative definition you have of Enlightenment isn't a definition of Enlightenment. Any negative definition you have of a more expanded state of consciousness, isn't a definition of a more expanded state of consciousness. Negative energy is constrictive, positive energy is expansive. Sometimes people can associate the high negative fear based states that happen in the process of expanding, as the expansion, it's part of the expansion but it isn't the end result. The expansion will usually bring out the negativity/fear within you because that is what prevents the expansion of your consciousness. Once you let go of the fear/negativity that the expansion revealed, you will experience the benefits and ecstasies of that expansion. Psychedelics can bring you into states of insanity by expanding your consciousness way too rapidly than you were in a sense prepared to face and thus can bring out immense fear. Once you let go of the negativity/fear you will experience that expansion of consciousness positively, with ecstasy, and the other aspects of your true nature such as joy, love, bliss, passion, etc. You don't necessarily need the psychedelics to bring out your fears/negativity but it's a good tool you can use, just be very careful. I don't recommend starting out with psychedelics, I recommend gaining a good understanding on how to let go of fear and making yourself very stable before you consider potent psychedelics.

@Breakingthewall The absolute level is eternal, even if you aren't conscious of it it's still ever present. It's a matter of how conscious you are of any particular aspect of consciousness. I'm suggesting you can become more conscious of any absolute level of consciousness as well as any relative level. Everything already exits now, but you can allow yourself to experience more of what exists with no limit. Enlightenment from my perspective is becoming conscious of and experiencing many of the absolute and relative aspects of consciousness, usually Enlightenment is focusing on the aspects of your true nature, joy, love, bliss, passion, excitement, ecstasy, omniscience, various aspects of non-duality etc. but there is no limit on how high you can go. So it is absolute, unchanging, and eternal, however, you can become more and more conscious of it. And thus, there are higher levels of consciousness forever. Any aspect of consciousness you can imagine, the absolute or relative, you can progress in that direction forever, including when it comes to Enlightenment, God, Infinity, etc.

@Leo Gura Ok , so here is the information. I questioned myself earlier -What are all the ways I am wrong ? I wrote all these in my diary. - That everyone is happy except me -Those who are in a relationship are in a state of bliss - That I cannot overcome adversity in the future -That being present has no practical application -That more effort produces better outcomes -That I am not fooling myself -That I am completely honest -That no improvement is possible in the present condition So these are the things that I came up with when I contemplated the above question . And finally I want to ask you about the power of Intention in improving anything in life ?